This morning of the twelfth of January 2025 and looking out of the window to a deep frosty clear bright morning it brought a flash thought and a smile with an inner grunt as if a deep recognition and agreement came; lovely nature the trees bare and yet glorious the fences and huts frost covered with moss peeping through and a quiet stillness.
I found myself reflecting on the flash; nature is so pristine and is not contaminated by human thought and yet paradoxically it is human silent delighted admiration and gasping at the beauty without explanation, just sheer unadulterated love and appreciation a 'thoughtless awareness' that joins with the thoughtless awareness of nature, humans and nature realise their unison and essence. In that instance humans gift of self awareness is shared with nature and the exchange of thoughtless beauty and essence in nature to humans is exchanges by human self awareness to nature. It is as if nature and humans have awaited these gifts of Spirit to one another for many a years.
I have taken poetic licence over the hungry ghost in the image above. To me the ego is the hungry ghost mainly because it is invisible as a sentient form as recognisable to the senses and it only shows itself through its actions, it is the prompter behind the scenes that which is composed of beliefs, patterns, graphics and emotions conglomerated into an energetic mass and formed into a entity which feeds of a healthy pure mind source and is indeed a parasite or a virus like being.
The ego entity is never satiated and this is because it knows and is keenly aware of its nature, which is leached from the life force of the individual. Because it is leached it is aware of no real authenticity, it flounders along and when exposed as to its flimsy existence it then tends to grab and shore up and build layers around itself which in many cases leads to defence and attack tactics.
Its leached energy is fed by inculcation( the process of fixing beliefs or ideas in someone's mind, especially by repeating them often: persistent repetitive input, sometimes relentless and threatening) so the life energy is leached and feeds a box set of hardened compact concretised dense energy fields which the brain decodes by signals from the neurones and then acts on the body mind interface and produces an outcome via and commensurate to the inculcated belief systems. Hence other and opposite systems of inculcated egos can cause war and severe relationships and can destroy the host if its demands are not acted upon or destroy those opposed to its doctrines and actions.
The typical hungry ghost has a large belly and thin frame, the belly demands more food to build its thin and emaciated body into a more substantial frame and structure. Even a hopeless case of lack of self confidence is a form of this ego, it thrives of its hopeless image and it blames its misery on fate and an angry God or parents and so on and then endeavours to impress the world and often the homeless drab person can rise to be a defiant despotic dictator endeavouring to hide its feeling of weakness and historic failure. The emotional hurt and trauma ever in the backdrop of the mind, a haunting taunting mocking hazy feeling that seems to stick like glue to a almost non identity defying grasping or grabbing it by the throat and doing away with the uncomfortable feeling of inadequacy an inability to deal with life and to compensate it with extreme or depressed measures.
Then the egos entertainment; the emotional buzz, the highs and lows, the roller coaster of images and endless fantasies, each one exacting the emotional high, low, drama or even death, I had patients who were addicted to sex, nymphomaniac, satyriasis (satyromania, Don Juanism ) and they toured the worlds 'flesh pots' both were bi sexual and he went mad trying to find the 'kicks' for new partners, positions of anatomy and so on and he then went to psychiatry and I do not know what happened, she went to drugs and again looking for more thrills and buzzes, she refused help of any kind and threw herself of a high rock in Cornwall shouting, this is the 'final thrill' and died crushed and maimed. Then many fantasies, each one trying to get the emotional high or satisfaction which ever the ego demands according to its stored box of graphics and life experiences. In vain sometimes revisiting old fantasies in a desperate effort to get the 'last time' feeling and high and then being disappointed and feeling robbed and cheated and self blame and sometimes the guilt and humiliation of such episodes and some saying, Oh God knows what I am doing and trying to hide in darkness or another room so as God will not see them or in their heads.
Some egos are not aware of all the above and just feel its OK until they are deprived of all stimulus, others fear that they will carry this over to another incarnation and come back to try to finish off what they feel it unfinished business and some as actual ghost that try to possess a host or feed of satanic black magic rituals or just sex parlours, brothels or individual shaking with emotional highs and lows. When there is an awakening and recognition of the above and the condition still arises, there then can be a window as the awakening often brings in with it some means of relief or assistance although not entirely at peace and absolving or exculpating in front of God or ones own image of right and wrong in the moral compass and comes to terms with it and some break through.
These can be classed as addictions and any attempts to supress, bury, justify the guilt or the rampaging lust for more and more in order to surround oneself with layers of protection, an armour as to the hurt one feels and burying one's head in the sand, may give temporary peace but it lays there in the bushes and sand and awaits a chink in the armour and springs into life and one is off on the wheel of never ending repetitive karma, does it ever end, maybe, but does the Universe stop Its seasonal cycles, sometimes it comes to a sell by date and evolution kicks in to stop the same old, same old from reoccurring and perhaps that is why the Five Mass Extinctions were about and the turmoil we see today as everything seems to break down is the same message. Perhaps these are the signs of the 6th Mass Extinction arriving and maybe with the knowledge of the previous five we can alleviate the extreme devastation.
There is a scientific thing which I like and have my own interpretation and poetic licence of and it is Viscount IIya Prigogine and his dissipative structures in thermodynamically circumstances; all organically living systems have to exchange a sort of trade with the outside systems such as food, water, then excreta as faeces and urine and so on, the organism then through this exchange grows and evolves, then at some point there is sort breakdown when the input and out put balance and a kind of chaos ensues as the organism grows through it stages of evolving. Like the crab shedding its carapace, the snake its skin, the caterpillar to the chrysalis and baby to infant and so on at these dissipative events a sort of chaos ensues, the snake is vulnerable while the new skin evolves, the crab the shell is soft until hardens and the caterpillar goes through its metamorphize to the butterfly. Should the exchanges with the organism and the external supply be healthy and excreta have been equal for instance food in urine and faeces out acting as compost and manure then on this equal and nourishing exchange the chaos is the neutral as it were silent growth and the outcome the organism grows successfully to its evolutionary increment should the exchanges be hindered or not fully integrated then it emerges after chaos into a blemished form. This often seen when mutations occur and self replicating cells and organs suffer some defect.
The outcome; maybe chaos is the breeding ground or field for the phoenix to rise from the ashes of the old, this is what manure and compost are.
Many a search of self seeker gets to a point of a somewhat detachment, either logically because all things are impermanent, or its easier to live with and there is sense in it, or they have a taste of loss of identity by realising their inculcations and they then can accept it or live in a mental construct of the void.
I have found many who are disillusioned at people and say why are they like this or that and really wanting them to be like themselves. They have good aspirations, depending on one's views of good or bad and a careful examination may find one's views changing rapidly or a slow fermenting process. Just before the new year of 2025, there were a series of cars and trucks ploughing into people at Christmas Eve and New Year it seems as though they were disillusioned and this was their way of making the public aware of their frustrations and to urge them to change their views or their political masters to alter their policies. Their frustration not listened too or to seek help to relieve their fermenting dislike building into a boiling rage and then the red hot determination to be heard and destroy, kill eliminate in order expiate their or others guilt and relieve the pus in the angry boil and the lance to the boil the act of violence and unspent rage and hatred.
The authorities then condemn the perpetrators and brand them terrorists and the two battle their views and politics and a deadly ping pong game ensues. These issues are long held beliefs over many generations and each side genuinely believing they are right and some saying God is on their side. The guilt and atrocities are mollified by the belief so hardened in the fire by repeated impacted persistency of these beliefs and concepts that it becomes a concretised structure so obdurate that even death will suffice and be sacrificed for families and natation's in reckless vendettas.
How sad when these are generations of concepts which are thought processes built into 'holy' 'political' 'religious' tomes in which are repeatedly preached, taught and hammered into by the recipients of these institutions and their disciples, students and devotees. To defy or even question is not permitted or when permitted the elite authorities keep a watch on their inquisitive followers and put in such a fierce vibe as to deter any further questions and in many children they are brought up this way, like in Startrek and the 'Borg resistance is futile' and the hive mind of the Borg is adopted.
So we see today in 2025 with AI and the advances in technology and surveillance that a world hive mind is sought by various factions and the working out of karma is prevalent. When a mass explosion of the masses arrives as well it might because of nausea of killing and torture and many dissatisfied people come together then if common sense does kick in, the authorities feel threatened then mass world roundups and huge concentration camps which if you research have been secretly built in many countries who foresaw that a time would come when the intelligence and the natural child like inquisitiveness would supressed and a dominant obedience replaced as the New World Order cabal and Elite Globalists become the leaders in a dystopian society.
What then is the solution? If anyone has a solution it will be opposed by another such is the nature of duality because opposite are in conflict rather than complimentary. Perhaps it must come after many years of suffering and humiliation people realise themselves through an awakening it is the way I was taught, brought up, I was brain washed and why does it matter if I think this or that? Ah but it does because someone is uncomfortable with your attitude, you do not belong. And so the game begins, if it were a game it would sort of be OK but it can lead to deadly consequences.
This is an area in which atoms and particles are involved and yet are not, all quantum stuff is paradoxical. I feel and have written about the chakras and auras and they are are natural and have their specific frequencies and vibrations according to the individual.
Courtesy Evergreen Healing 2
I feel that an article I wrote and included the following Monday 4th November 2024 'The prime Directive' in www.geofffreed.online laid the foundation to this and that slowly science and academia were coming to grips with consciousness and dare one say creative design of the Universe.
R.C. Henry professor of physics and astronomy at Johns Hopkins University in a 2005 essay is quoted as saying:
A fundamental conclusion of the new physics also acknowledges that the observer creates the reality. As observers, we are personally involved with the creation of our own reality. Physicists are being forced to admit that the universe is a “mental” construction.
Pioneering physicist Sir James Jeans wrote (born 1877--till 1946, when he wrote the quote below he was castigated. I know this feeling as I was over the same issue, actually Sir James Hopwood Jeans expressed this at a lecture, he was courageous and brave)
“The stream of knowledge is heading toward a non-mechanical reality; the universe begins to look more like a great thought than like a great machine. Mind no longer appears to be an accidental intruder into the realm of matter, we ought rather to hail it as the creator and governor of the realm of matter. Get over it, and accept the inarguable conclusion. The universe is immaterial-mental and spiritual.
– Eugene Wigner, theoretical physicist and mathematician said:
“It was not possible to formulate the laws of quantum mechanics in a fully consistent way without reference to consciousness.”
This is the foundation of
hyperdimensionality - the idea that the universe is made up of many dimensions,
some of which are hidden because they are beyond the reach of our physical
realm.
I equate this to the auras as in the images 1 and 2.
Hyperdimensionality ties into string
theory, which states that reality is made up of infinitely small vibrating
strings that are smaller than atoms, electrons or quarks.
As the strings
vibrate, twist and fold, they produce effects in multiple unseen dimensions
that give rise to all the particles and forces that we can observe, from
particle physics to gravity.
'String theory
is essentially a theory of hyperdimensionality,' Pravica said. 'It's looking at
how the universe is put together on a sub-quantum scale.'
Pravica believes that our brains can tap into higher dimensions when in a dream state or performing deeply creating or intellectual tasks
Dr Pravica is the lead scientist in this link and I feel very courageous in this Dr Pravica believes that Jesus was a hyper -dimensional being.
Some years back I was researching the holographic Universe and brain and came across put forward by Karl Pribram and I had some communication with him and it came to nothing, I felt that with all the electrical current going across the neurons and synaptic's along with the electrophysiology caused interference patterns which can be seen in holography.
Courtesy VCF Press Book 3
I feel that in quantum entanglement and the string theory the patterns of vibrating frequencies at differing rates of vibration cause similar holographic representation according to the Universal Design and Creator, of course at the time the academic world as it is now is debating consciousness, creative design and God.
I feel the reference waves are the blueprint algorithm that sets the design and are the basic carrier waves that then by 'vibrating string' in magnetic matrices that interconnect form the holographic Universe. Our brain down loads this and according to our upbringing interprets or edits the picture due to inculcation, brain, washing, conditioning, life style, culture. Experiments in telepathy were interesting; a person brought up to see a bus as a double decker and sent to a receiver human whose first impression was a red single decker did not work, however when just a bus were sent they connected. Just as when scientists went to first nations people who had not seen a white person or a large ship or aeroplane they did not see it however the Shaman did ( experiments in Borneo and Kalahari Desert Busmen and later on leading to the famous 100 monkey effect). It is my feeling that the Shaman was able either through trance and meditation and drumming entrain the brain from everyday living into other brainwave activity, like dream and access alpha, delta, delta and gamma along with many other frequencies that the 'hyperdimensial' beings are able to do. Rhythmic drumming, chanting, avid prayer. meditation (in certain places under the guidance of a Shaman certain plants and drugs are used one such one is said to be ayahuasca. This shows the brain as decoder, broadcaster and receiver and just that there is a separate entity if you like that has invaded the sacrosanct amazing brain or rather the memory and storage field that the brain down loads from that force their way in by incessant inculcations over the many thousands of years. These field are in opposition to the Universal blueprint fields of natural Universal frequencies.
Courtesy A-Z quotes and Deepak Chopra 4
To take up what dear Deepak says and in my view which by now is well known to many, I say the ego is a containment a ring fence of boxed up brain washed ideas and few innovations on them, OK technology has many 'new inventions' but al are derived from previous research, however religious doctrine, life style handed down from generations, social customs and attitudes can hold fast and change in very small percentages and so all of us to some extent are held in the claws of someone else's ideas, parental influence and here I am not against parental education, long outdated ideas and patterns through education systems, political ideals and ethics all outmoded and not commensurate with the epoch we live in at the moment. These ringfenced experiences gathered through life are the reference to our emotions and reactions. Many of belief systems based on our inculcations and then our moral, ethical stimulus sometimes at odds with the 'political narrative' and the stifling of free speech to 'air our views' so these get stuffed back into the unconscious and a silent revolt build up and like a fermenting substance the pressure builds up and hey presto, anger, revolt, mental illness, severed relationships and a broken world society. So the ego frequencies are at odds with nature and our own nature which peeps out now and then and becomes a battle of the heart versus logic, intellect and scientific with political and media influence and often confusion and uneasy and wrong decisions made. These are the fields of opposition.
GEOFF
ADENDUM
Way back in the late 60's, middle 70's and late 80's there were a group of us during these time periods who were putting foreword ideas and papers which got several of us 'chucked' out of various places of academia and some were stiped of their degree, humiliated and squashed and broken and never recovered and became diminished.
My experience was to start to lecture and share my '1967' downloads and did so starting in 1970 at the age of 32. In the brief I was given re the '67' down loads was to try and find scientific articles to back it up. I was instructed in these writings to take note of electron volts it said they were the indicators of the New Age arriving (popularly known as the age of Aquarious) and the new human being slowly birthed (like a long slow cooker process) and were named Homo Spiritulana Energetica and new frequencies which 'rode' on the back of certain gamma rays acting as carrier waves would enter the solar system and reconfigure human DNA as of Natural and Universal blueprints which would be sensed and measured by some and stopped and blocked by some. The crucial years would be 1967---2012-----2013--
2032----2033----2075 and the energies of change would be in increments and electron voltage indications. Below I offer just one or two of these from the past and now a hint from now;
Monster" outflows of charged particles from the centre of our Galaxy, stretching more than halfway across the sky, have been detected and mapped with CSIRO's 64-m Parkes radio telescope.
Compare this with 'An article by the Daily Telegraph Science Editor 5th July 1995 revealed the startling findings of scientists in America and Japan
This is latest research above
An article by the Daly Telegraph Science Editor 5th July 1995 revealed the startling findings of scientists in America and Japan.
They normally measure cosmic rays in millions of electron volts. Over the last two years they have measured rays to the power of 320 billion, billion electron volts. To quote the article:
“ Something out there –no-one knows what- is hurling high energy particles around the Universe, in this case the most energetic ever observed by scientists…Not even the power released by the most violent exploding stars could account for them. Indeed conventional theory says such particles should not exist…”].
Steve Judd mentions this in his January 27 2011 blog. energygrid
energy no longer exist.
95% of the neurons (the bits that trigger and fire information) in our brains are in the cerebral cortex, the thin brown layer of jelly that actually surrounds the brain, analagous to humanity's existence on the surface of the Earth. Linking the two hemispheres of the brain is a bunch of fibres known as the corpus callosum. It can be proved that in artists, musicians, left handed people and in those who are comfortable with being out of the norm that the corpus callosum is growing physically larger, and it appears within the last thirty or forty years that this growth increase is exponential, not only in these people but in all of us. The bridge between the left and right brains was the width of a thin pencil a hundred years ago, and I'm assured by a couple of mortician/pathologist clients of mine (really!) that in many people now this bundle of fibres is now the width of one's forefinger. This suggests to me that the interface between the left and right brain in most of us is now considerably more active than it was three or four generations ago. Of course this could be down to our diet.
The link below headlines by Courtesy of Space.com this was seen in 1995 and 2016 and gradually my articles on consciousness and electron volts are being verified now, its confirmation for me because I was so hounded and put down, it is cold comfort in my elderly years, I wonder if my degrees would be reinstated---I trust not in away it would open up a can of worms and many who have passed on it would be disingenuous to them and wake old animosities not good fro them and or me.
Scientists find highest energy cosmic ray electrons ever seen
"Understanding these cosmic rays allows us to unveil big particle accelerators in the universe that are often associated with the most violent phenomena."
Now my research took me further; I found that many ethnic races told that the Black hole at the Centre of The Milky Way is where the emanations were coming from and that this was indeed a portal which was linked to many commensurate portals leading to the 'God Head' or a basic field that supplied the needs of the Universe and was indeed the Creator of the Universe, my research then led me to the quantum zero vacuum field.
Many ancient references were given and I am sure you could research as well.
Many years back I came across a Catholic priest in London and he had a mission at a church in Earls Court, at this time there were a lot of foreign students living in small dilapidated rooms who put up with it in order save money and go to University. The rate of suicides were astonishing; I was called to an attempted suicide and the consequences were strongly comical in a sad way; two police officers were there and I got there when one of the officers said to a young Chinese lad and trying to cut his throat and the officer said 'don't use that knife its rusty and could infect you' It was so surreal that the boy, the police and I stopped in a frozen moment and we all began to laugh, then the priest who was Canadian came in and he was running this mission because of the suicide problems and took the boy away with the ambulance crew and the police car and I went to the church..
After talking with Father McCrae (not real name) we agreed to meet because at the time I was chairperson of Attitudinal Healing which we changed to Healing Attitudes which were run Barbara F's flat in Kensington and my St. James Church Piccadilly in the famous tower and the church was a Wren church and in the second world war a few minutes silence and prayer were broadcast from there every day, the sessions were on Tuesday from 17.00 to 21.00 often going on till early hours with about 80 to 90 people in the 70's and early 80's One of our AH members and I regularly combined session with Father McCrae and it was totally non religious a rare priest indeed.
The desperation amongst the students who often did not mix and isolated in their small rooms and from different cultures sent by parents who wanted their offspring to have English University Education and many of the students feared failure as we found out from them about their strict demanding parents.
Later on I went onto present workshops in Europe and Canada with one to one sessions and clinics at St James every Tuesday and Thursday evenings whilst working at Forensics I had to separate the two, some cases I referred to police only with consent. (another longish story)
Apologies for blurred images; out of this came 670 workshop presentations and 3000 patients in clinics and numerous one to one's.
Today these mental issues have multiplied many times over and it is now a crisis in many countries with lack of funds, clinicians, care workers and indeed a sad world of wars and threats of wars and the media ramping up the fear aspects.
The week before Christmas the large store heaving with people, indeed Christmas eve, crashing metal baskets or even plastic ones, no apologies, one women wide eyed, frantic, ploughing her way through the isles, literally pushing people aside to get to the lastgateaux, looking lonely and forlorn and yet majestic with all its icing and accoutrements, many frantic in the race to get to the pastry counter before her.
This lady usually dignified quiet and apologetic but this was a matter of do or die, this prize CAKE IS MINE-----at all costs.
Speaking to the bus driver, drawing deeply on his cigarette, smoke flowing from his mouth mixed with the frosty air, looking perplexed at the rushing passengers heading towards his bus, laden full to the brim, he recounts a tale of the 'dreaded week before Christmas', perplexed he tells of the road rage and cyclists knocked off their motor cycles and pedal bikes by large expensive cars and demonic drivers rushing home with the turkey and the back seats and boots full with shopping and presents, some with Christmas trees protruding from the windows.
The God of Mammon and the Deity of Materialism have their days of worship and devotion, the Golden Calf resurrected, and the ego to have the most resplendent party, to get stuffed with food with alcohol and indigestion, the TV on watching the regurgitated oldies and then feeling drowsy and feeling they must keep awake for the Queen's speech not really taken in, whilst the Ghost and Spirit of Christmas waits to be greeted and the homeless shivering in the cold go unnoticed and a war torn planetary carnage are still in full cry.
SHACK AKA GEOFF
THE NEW MOON
December 30 -31 2024
New Year 2025
May the Warm winds of Heaven blow softly on your Home and the Great Spirit, bless all who enter there.
May your moccasins make happy tracks in many snows, and may the rainbow always touch your shoulder.
Cherokee Blessing
The Dance of Life
Celebrate Healthy and Joyous Life
Wakhan Thanka
Great Mystery
Teach me how to trust my heart, my mind, my intuition, my inner knowing, the sense of my body and the blessings of my Spirit.
Teach me how to trust these things so that I may enter my sacred space and love beyond my fear and thus walk in balance with the passing of each glorious Sun. Amen
I came across this quote by an actor in the TV documentary about Crick, Watson, Wilkins and Franklin and when Dr Rosalind Franklin saw the helix she said 'Life is as it is for a purpose' and said the helix was beautiful.
This set up a flash of understanding; what is that purpose and I felt only life knows. Then what is life?
Then I got some imagery; Life goes on and on in ever expending spirals and helices as a constant stream of expansion. From the awesome endless space which may seem random and chaotic it is gathered into Itself and made wholesome to Its creation.
As to the purpose of Life I feel only Life knows that.
Life has been Life and perhaps there was no purpose and perhaps of no purpose Life decided to become conscious Itself.
It created out of Itself and to do this Life would have been conscious and to assure Itself It created Life forms, Live forms of consciousness to prove Itself existed and perhaps that may have been the purpose to assure Itself of Its existence by creating witnesses, we are the conscious expression of the Universe Being Conscious of Itself.
Any human purposes are mere hand me downs inculcated forms of expression. Am I content to let Life live me and me not to interfere with the hidden purposes of the Greater Life?
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