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Am I escaping into 'no-mind'
To avoid a troublesome mind?
SHACK
Tuesday 11 September 2018
SHACK 331 STUFF AGAIN
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Even all this void no mind stuff is just a theory
and more stuff
There isn't anything
And that is just conjecture as well
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SHACK 330 SUSPICION
Who is this me that lets me down and is there
another me, have I a psychological aberration or schizophrenia or a multi
personality disorder?
Is there anything behind all this? Its mind
puzzling, perhaps its blowing the mind?
Then there is talk about ‘no mind’ so where does a sneak look at what is it come in? Its all very suspicious.
Crazy yes, but what kind of crazy ---crazy
according to world concepts of crazy—who defines what is crazy, one humans
crazy is another humans sanity.
Many are locked up and shut away for not conforming,
classed as mad because they have crossed the line of some concept of sanity,
especially if you will not kill the enemy who rubbishes the concepts of the
norm of the defender.
It’s a puzzlement said the King Of Siam in the
film and maybe that’s what it really is a fantasy played in real and earnest
terms--- What is there then!!!?
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SHACK 329 EASE
Having known that essential ‘I’ in meditation
without a corporeal body this was gleaned from the NDE experience and the same
feel as in meditation.
The feeling is that I know I am me (I AM)
seemingly without a form, like a witness in a dream but without pictures or
anything other than bliss, happiness and free.
I have often wondered if this was another mind
trick as the masters have said to move on. I do not seek this willingly it
seems to be happening more spontaneously and at odd times doing ordinary things
as well as meditation and Qi Gong.
Then a dilemma presents itself; it seems that the
negative side of my mind interrupts and wants to take over and the two sides of
my ego get into a tangle. The ego is beginning to realise that it is not the
power and force it was and realises that surrender to the bliss would benefit
someway somehow, this I am not sure will happen.
I have abused my dear body in many ways and it is
hard for me to love my body as I have been so let down by it and then it is not
my bodies fault as the negativity and life’s experiences and traumas have left
their scars in and on it. I acknowledge the miracle of how the body
intelligence heals and preserves and of course the invisible intelligence field
the body swims in. This field if allowed
access and felt not just believed would give this beautiful form good health
and long life. Again the negative programmes so impacted and ingrained,
brainwashed and bashed into the circuits of memory sometimes work against the
field.
However the life after the body as the bliss body
is merely a refined bodily form and as much as I am late learning to appreciate
and have compassion on this human form body I willingly would give it up for the
refined energy body.
In a way all bodies and forms are composed of
energy which is vibrancy in motion guided by thought. Maybe I came to Earth albeit reluctantly to
give up all Earthly forms and the human form especially.
It irks me when a blemish, illness or misfortune
happens because I feel that in the bliss body this does not occur, I understand
from mediums and psychics that they have their troubles in the spirit world not
wanting to cause controversy I feel the bliss body is perhaps on a different
plane and does not have associated memories taken over to the other side so to
speak. The bliss body may go to realms very far from Earthly experience.
So I must endeavour to shed as much of Earthly
Life as possible and to live simply and keep my body well and in good care for
I have been entrusted with it and must be a good caretaker.
I do hope for a gentle beautiful parting of the
ways and my body cremated with dignity and love it richly deserves.
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SHACK 328 WOW THE NOW
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Its taken lots of little nows
now--distraction---now ---unconscious--- now-----fear
---now ---lots of other things---now---a life full of memories---
seducing one away from being present and now
we can have memories but not live through them
We can let them go
until we reach the
NoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooW
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SHACK 327 SHATTERED
On some days and even for an extended period I go
through what I call ego assault. It usually starts as a booming echoing
thunderous voice within my head so to speak and tells me I have every illness
under the Sun.
Many years back when I had suspected cancer of the
jaw and mouth I was walking across a park to get my car that I parked in a
friends garage when a vision appeared to me as an umbrella carried by the Grim
Reaper and hanging from the veins of the umbrella was a number of small skulls
all with my relatives who had passed away with cancer. The Reaper came towards
me and whispered and the whisper sounded like a echoing voice and it said in a
drawl ‘cancer---cancer---cancer. I
collapsed on the ground and passed out.
When I awoke I got up and walked to my car. Some weeks later it cleared
up.
Now and again I get the same fear come back
without the vision. This day as I type this 6th July 2017 I awoke
with a huge dread, nothing specific but the same feel as the reaper, my mind
went to many things; was I picking up a terrible world event, was I indeed going
to get sick, was I, was I? It drove me to distraction and was never as intense
like this.
Instead of a usual distraction I stayed focussed
and looked at it, then I went and did my one hour Qi Gong and during this I had
a usual occurrence of bliss and peace and I had a realisation that this was an
ego assault. I realise it is easy to
blame it on the ego and distance myself from the ego which some say is the real
self however I do not subscribe to this as foolhardy as one may think it is and
indeed the battle for the false ego and the real me is just a mental type of
paranoia and psychological blip. Some would say I am in delusion and all this
stuff about empty mind, illusion and such like is just fuelling the battle and
torment. I have to admit at times I feel
that as well.
However foolhardy or not as I felt the bliss I got
a distinct feeling that the dread would latch itself onto something and sure
enough it did---you guessed it cancer.
Nearly all of my family passed away with cancer and I knew from many
sources that it might not be hereditary genetics more like emotional and
psychological hand me downs----this really rang a bell for me.
Then a realisation and it was visual; I saw the
dread thoughts lurking in the background waiting to plant their seed and
fertilise it in the soil of fear in the mind which would if nurtured transfer
to the body, because of a saying from therapy ‘your body believes anything you
tell it—the body is repository for negativity---the body is a dumping ground for
anything not owned by one and so on’
My awareness was sharp and I saw clouds in the sky
as it were and the ego cancer thought jumped on one, it needed a raft, a platform
to know it’s real and take root and form its life. I then realised the collective human
unconscious or ‘cloud’ was full of negativity due to the world ethos and world
ego was rampant at this time in our history.
The ego in me, like a television that is looking
for its own programme from the invisible frequencies that the aerial is
programmed to and hastily attune the remote tuner to get its confirmation,
since those who do subscribe to the world ethos of money, politics, religion
and material wealth and possessions being top of the pile is the only
worthwhile pursuit and to keep the body young, healthy, attractive forever then
those that buck the trend have to fight the tide.
Perhaps it is learning not to fight just to let the
waters flow around the rocks in the stream of living and Life and let that
intuitive feeling as came to me in quiet moments be my way and not succumb to
fear. That is not to push it away which merely empowers it and says to fear ‘see
how strong you are you frightened the pants off of him, he crapped himself, he
keeps urinating out of fear, his father died of bladder cancer, his mother of
thymus cancer, his brother of lung cancer and many of his friends have skin
cancers, so keep up the good work, become strong and your family of
Alzheimer’s, motor neurone, MS and all the others are having a field day, your
collective family is doing this’.
The world governments and media are providing the
scene and perceived extreme fear, doctors although well meaning do this to some
extent, adverts in the press and TV often start with ‘Have you these symptoms---illness
named---go check it out'. Then the food
industry with sugar warnings, health gurus warnings, new supplements, diet and
so on.
Become a hermit, just distract and what the hell
If get ill I’ll suffer the treatments and hope to die quickly with as little
pain as possible, get senile so I will not know anyway, suicide not an option
because I am scared to do it---no because of unfinished business and if there
is a thing as reincarnation -----no not again.
So it can all seem hopeless and despairing. I know go to the doctor and
get anti depressants and there are many getting high or low on these the same
as alcoholics, heroin, weed and so on. Then perhaps meditation, Yoga, Tai Chi, Qi
Gong, Palate's and all points North of the Compass.
For me the redeeming part comes when I get into
the bliss, not so much the bliss as the realisation of looking through the fear
and realising it’s a fabrication, I can feel it dissolving. Yet it will attack again because it is the
family history and the Jewish paranoia, it is in the five books of Moses, and
many bibles are doom and gloom. I cannot take away I was born into a Jewish
family and at its roots beautiful and the worship of the One Source, yet the
dogma has become more than the experience. I feel I am a Universal being. I was
taught to be a Jew, if as a baby I was not taught to be a Jew I could have been
taught to be any other religion or none at all.
Do I blame religion, politics, science and the modern Western Way
What follows when this realisation hits home after
the intellectual level has discerned this and followed by an understanding,
then an Ah Ha and then dissipation and relief---like the stream wears down the
rock the unflinching awareness unbiased observer witness may one day bring joy
and liberation---from what---ones own mind content.
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SHACK 326 BEAUTIFUL FRIEND
Where have you gone my beautiful friend? Somewhere in the labyrinth of memories. You might have gone there?
How frail the personality appears and the person I
once knew and is still alive is really not the person I once knew.
This lovely friend roams around the corridors of
her mind, she does not recognise me or I her, I know her as my friend but not the personality.
Maybe dear friend you are somewhere you want to
be. I do know I cannot reach you and bring you back to who you were. It makes
one think and question what is the self? Is the self more than just personality
and charisma?
It would be inappropriate for me to tender any
reasons for this illness because it is a world problem.
Perhaps beliefs and experiences are frail and
perhaps by chance we may look behind the personality and find something more
sustainable.
I hesitate to suggest that with ‘no-mind’ there is
an understanding so profound that with ‘no-mind’ there is no personality, or
rather the personality is only a shop window for the owner of the shop and not
seen as the ultimate reality and the shifting sands of personality change, like
changing the shop window presentation.
I cannot boast of attaining ‘no-mind’ however I
can acknowledge albeit intellectually that keeping up unbiased observation of
myself I am uncovering who I am not.
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SHACK 325 CRAVING
Love worked for, Love craved for
Love begged for
Where is that Love I have yearned for?
Is it a person ---they die---where has Love gone?
Love is not external nor internal
Love is everywhere
It is not in a person or symbol, it has no form
So what is love?
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SHACK 323 TIMING
The egg is fertilised by the
sperm and both have to be in a receptive mode and the correct temperature. As two brief examples; the human male in hot
weather his testicles drop a little too cool them off and cold weather rise to
the groin for warmth. The female egg through the cycle of menstruation is in
accord for the reception of the chosen sperm that is only one of thousands----a
random choice---perhaps not. A rare
interview with Dr Graham Farrant and work by the Karolinska Institute in Sweden
shows that this is not random and there seems to be an intelligent choice and
not coincidence.
These are references as the internet may have taken them
off;-
Tuesday, 1 November 2005
This lead me to Silent
Intelligence that guides and times the sequences for the myriad cycles and interchanges that occur in the human body and also to plants, animals, seasons,
Suns, Moons in fact all creation and its functions with symbiosis and ecological
dovetail precision.
One might say that the human
conception cycles are divorced from the Universal cycles, however take the Moon
and the tides and the Sun on Earth Life and then the Sun to the Planets in the
solar system. Further studies will show
the Suns eleven year cycles, Cosmic Rays, the magnetosphere, the Schumann
Resonance and their relationship to human hearts and brains, it is truly
fascinating. The Universe is one all-round entity only its forms seem separate
yet underneath as it were it is one field of information, the silent invisible
Intelligence.
The egg, sperm Sun and planets in
fact all forms of the Universe are composed of atoms which are mainly space,
99.99% in fact so it might not be a leap to consider space as the Silent
Informing Intelligence, the canvas in which all form are painted on, or arising
from, and in its holographic scenario all around everywhere.
Space, the emptiness, the void,
the ‘no –mind’ is all pervading, it is omnipresent, omnipotent and omniscience
and therefore it is the continuum of Life and is Eternal and impersonal.
As the cells silently divide in
conception and the foetus forms there is a selection process that requires the
cells to be organs, limbs and so on, the process of differentiation. We take no
conscious part in this apart from the delightful and enjoyable act of coitus
which assisted the process---what a blessing.
Then another sequence which many
humans fear that is death. Gradually the process reverses itself and slowly the
cells get the information to wind down and hopefully they do in a gentle and in pleasurable increments and when the time arrives to depart from our bodies, the
Life force dwindles and we gradually expire.
The Life force Intelligence on
death is released from its encapsulated form in the body and merely joins the
Informing Intelligence. Birth and death
are opposites or more like complimentary pairs and Life does not have an opposite. So the form of the body dissolves and the
essence returns to formlessness.
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SHACK 322 GUILT
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A set of beliefs
must be adhered too
Going against them
Brings on pain and punishment
The result
Guilt
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SHACK 332 THE EDGE
All this writing is only trying to fix a definite
explanation, I want to arrive somewhere, be somewhere and this is just another
subtle trap to have a platform, a foundation and to have something material
solid and real. This might inevitably
lead to concepts, disciplines, rituals, rules and dogma along with the defence
mechanisms of guilt if not adhered too and punishment if due duty is not
carried out. Shame because the side was let down, I will reproach myself and
berate myself for the lack of motivation to the cause.
This then pressures me and causes anxiety and I
feel I am being driven to the end of the length of my mind, indeed to the edge
of my mind logic and reason.
The edge of my mind; it is like I have read and
presented in workshops, gone to workshops; my Sensei said when I had a AH HA
with a koan “now your troubles begin”. Then I had the feel of it elated and lost
the buzz but a little something remained and lured me on to be more fully into
‘it’.
Over the years I now understand it as I realised the
implications; I could not meet the standards of the world and what people
expected of me; people would often say and of now as well, you lack ambition,
be somebody, be important, famous, successful, your dumb, plain lazy, a failure
and by world standards I would heartily agree with them. I would agree with them from their point of
view; I have tried to be ambitious, to assert myself (I did once and made a
fortune and lost it because I had not worldly business sense) it just put me in
conflict, it felt foreign and I just wanted to be in nature, go off grid, build
an ecological bio Chalet, grow organic food and meditate, instead I ploughed my
way through in my younger years soccer, cricket, martial arts, electrics, forensics,
science and Uncle Tom Cobley and all and I
suffered, even the workshops and clinical stuff, blogs and all just didn't seem
right, there was always something missing.
There was a discord, it did not seem natural.
So then I stood at the edge of my mind; the edge
being; having searched the libraries and reference books of my mind for the
answer I was looking for, I was looking for the answer of no answer,
frantically running hither and nether around the halls and highways and bye
ways of my collective life experiences desperately trying to conjugate,
reconfigure, juxtapose, compute, manipulate, make the facts fit the data ad
rearrange the past to suit a nebulous future.
Lo and behold no satisfactory verbal, visual,
intellectual or logical answer and no satisfactory sense or feeling came to my
restless mind because I knew and deeply sensed all the above was temporary,
expedient, transient and illusionary like with no lasting substance, this
really caused more conflict.
I found myself standing on the top of a pinnacle on
the very top plateau, perched on a very precarious table top on this massive
tower, like the Tower of Babylon, The
Tower of Babel, built by the bricks and constructs of my past; the theories,
the workshops, the books, the discussions, the blogs, the dream and so on; I
have to leap of this huge massive tower and off of the edge---the edge of my
mind. Where do I land? Maybe there isn't a landing, maybe it is a
never ending floating in something somewhere or maybe oblivion.
Jump is the only option---wait a minute is it?
Here we go again---procrastinating.
If I dive into the abyss, this great yawning
chasm, the great gaping black hole will I become senile, unkempt, a Buddhist
junky, a tramp, a hobo, a bum, a babbling imbecile and a captive of an insane
medical asylum and medically drugged in a fog of real madness and perhaps an
incoherent non entity shuffling along aimlessly in the streets and people
shunning me or feeling deeply sorry wanting to help but afraid too---why say
this it keeps you on the ledge of the edge like a suicide who is trying to
make his mind to jump, here I go planning it again--- will I be healthy, end up
in a wheelchair and maybe none of this will happen and something unexpected
will turn up if you jump---so do it and do it NOW .
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SHACK 321 WHY ASK
What is the appropriate Path to follow?
Why are you asking me!!!?
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SHACK 320 WHICH WAY
Trustworthwellness.com
There is a time when you come
To a Crossroads
Which way shall I go?
Why its easy!
The right Way for You
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SHACK 319 ROAD SIGN
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There is a Self Growth and Spiritual sign
That says
Give Way to Silence
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SHACK 318 SILENT RUNNING
There is intelligence far greater than human
intelligence. A cut finger and healing takes place (in healthy bodies) and it
is silent and the only signs that this process is taking place is some itching,
soreness and scabs. Similarly with other ailments.
The healing process like the witness observer of
the mind of which the aware observer is indeed the mind, it is what we paint on
the mind like canvas and retains what we see as our reality.
On close examination we take the painting on the
canvas to be our reality. In serious thinking we can see that the painting can
be removed and changed and reconfigured and the painting may remain for the
purposes of establishing something seen as a foundation and form, a platform
for assumed reality. I am here so to
speak the painting says yet in fact it is here as long as the painting lasts
and the canvas is the only durable entity.
Again close unbiased observation one puzzles and
may question, is awareness (canvas) my only reality, what is awareness aware
of awareness must be aware and observing Itself which is
awareness(consciousness) so from here there is nowhere else to go or maybe
except wanting to paint more pictures.
Awareness is silent, the Universe is silent to our
hearing, and we can see and hear the creation such as thunder, lightning, rain,
beautiful colours, nature and scenery and the Cosmic displays, yet like the
healing process the Informing Intelligence behind it so to speak is silent as
well. It maybe worth bearing in mind all
matter is composed of wavelengths, frequencies and vibrations and only come to
life when they are decoded into forms which we take as reality.
To assist the silent healing process one needs to
rest, relax and seek the quiet mind, it is here that meditation is suggested
and recommended, that is why sleep is so healing as well.
By being silent, quiet and relaxed one gets out of
the way, one gets ones paintings off of the canvas and suspended for a while which
then allows the canvas to appear and activate.
Actually the Cosmic Canvas Mind Source is there like the Sun behind the
clouds (the clouds analogous to the paintings). Better less clouds and
paintings in this way the Source which is the Silent Intelligence can do its
work which in our lives we surrender willingly much of our ‘stuff’ and let the
Universe have more silent intelligence run through us and our lives so that we may attune to the Cosmic Blueprint.
It seems humans get in the way most of the time by
our personal agendas, silent running is impersonal and Universal and it shares
in this abundance and blessings to everything everywhere.
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SHACK 317 AHHHH!!!
So whats the matter with matter?
Matter is 99.99% empty according to science
So does anything matter then?
Are you trying to hold onto 1% of something
Maybe that 1% is us
And maybe we don't matter
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THAT 1% ACCORDING TO SCIENCE IS A MYSTERY ---WHAT IS IT---WELL CERTAINLY NOT MATTER. SHACK
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SHACK 316 CRAZY
David Seatons News Links. Blogger
You know you can drive yourself crazy
Trying to solve these koans
And they only beget more when they are solved
If they are solved and you know
Then it is not a koan
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The finger pointing at the Moon is not the Moon
One has to get there to see if it exists. SHACK
The finger pointing at the Moon is not the Moon
One has to get there to see if it exists. SHACK
SHACK 315 HELP
Explaner Academy
Can someone please tell me what is the imagination?
Should you say thoughts and life experience
Then how did I get born?
And who thought up the Universe?
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SHACK 314 SPACE IS HERE
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Where in time and space is 'here'
Maybe 'here does not exist'
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SHACK 312 AM I
I imagined I'm here
So here I am
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SHACK 311 IMAGINATION
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Imagine yourself as a funnel broad and open at the
top, this being the head chakra and Cosmic Supply coming in as energy with
codes to decipher Cosmic Intent.
Then let the flow go from the rim to the lower
narrower part which is more of the human frame, you could say just above the
rim there is a vortex which is the halo, this being the energetic link and down
load apparatus to the head chakra.
The body has a network of fine fibres which is the
nervous system and even finer network carriers in the meridians / nadis. These
sense the energy inputs and outputs and get top ups from the Chakra's which are fed from the Comos. The chakras being
the vortex which attune the Cosmic ray colour coding.
The flow has to complete its circuitous route by
going from the top of the funnel to the tip of the funnel where it grounds itself to
the planet which purifies any remaining dross and returns it through the system
of the funnel back to top these are the systems similar to rain, evaporation,
cloud rain which is the precipitation system.
Thought, food, environment has their input through
the senses which are extensions to the nervous systems and of course blockages
and harshness of intake can over time or in some cases immediately damage and
pollute the system.
Breathing, relaxation and stimulating the fine
subtle energies such as the chi / ki /kundulini clean and unblock impediments;
these are exercises that use the chakras, acupuncture points and stretch the
internal and external limbs, this is not the same as gymnasium work although this
has important work as well.
With refined and clearer systems all round, more
abundance is attracted. This is so because
purer energies, vibrations and frequencies are available and like a TV more
channels are open to receive Cosmic input and so the programme of the Cosmos
becomes in tune with the individual as it opens up to more subtle coded
signals. Ones vision is expanded into
the screen of mind and it translates into more acuity of the Universal Plan.
Since all the Universe is a virtual reality and we
are in the matrix with it what would be miracles and so called psychic
phenomena can open up for us as we translate the higher frequency's decoded and
deciphered messages and the brain neural network reconfigured and upgraded to
be commensurate with the proliferation of the new inputs.
This does not happen overnight so to speak and
needs work if you like to refine the process that is working for everyone
everywhere----it is a question of priorities.
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SHACK 310 STEMS
What is it that stems the flow
Ponder, ruminate, contemplate and meditate
Found it yet?
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