SHACK 4167 THE DARK UNIVERSE

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 It was a warm sunny day and yet I felt cold not the cold of tempreature but that cold of something so still and yet so dynamic, I felt the cold of the Universe at rest and clawing back the kudalini it had expended as if every soul was dredging out its negativity and karma. The stillness was dark and the heavenly host were on their knees bowing to the GREAT SPIIRT the Great Source of Life.

The stillness surrounded me and my body felt heavy and I felt dizzy my kneck stiff and there was a calm beauty and in that my beauty and in that calmness I was fully committed to feel 'feel committed to thee oh great spirit, take me now to your bosom and I surrender to your will and my will be willed to your will' slowly life and energy crept back into my inert body and I arose to go up and continue the day.

SHACK    aka     GEOFF

SHACK 4169 DESPAIR

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 I awoke and I felt a cold dark fear, a desperation and a crying in pain and torment. Hundreds nay Thousands of souls in human bodies, shuddering from the sound of bombs and wondering if they would survive, hungry and thirsty fearing the knock or bursting door staring at masked persons and at a rifle, stripped searched thrown out of the home and imprisoned, tortured and dehumanised. 

God help us and they feel they have been let down by God and their country and where do they turn in their despair, some choose suicide, others stoically, others rant and rage and can go mad, some look at their dismembered hand or leg, hand or eye and pray for their death or deliverance. 

The scars physical and emotionally may never be erased and even when taken to a tent or some sort of relief place, may never find peace or rest, some keep their prayer, others despair.

And I what can I do help or assist. I give money to charity. I silently pray in stillness not a prayer for deliverance but for those perpetrators of this violent assault be made to see the suffering and have mercy and compassion, I feel deeply their pain and oppression and I do a puja and there are such assets as Tonglen (a Tibetan mind imagery which converts negative energy to a more positive stance) the puja is a means with Tonglen that came to me as I presented so many workshops and therapy sessions and they seemed to help many and situations, so I do these when it seems appropriate to do so as I feel that rote can be mechanical and the right timing and feeling in stillness or a spontaneous prompt seems more efficient and meaningful. Of course Great Spirit knows our Hearts and Minds and with all that goes on today Great Sprit does not ignore the cries and it does not fall on deaf ears, Great Spirit, God Almighty feels this but has a purpose in not interfering and remains a mystery of which I can intellectually comment but this is my ego and I can only remain in stillness and see the outcome as much as it distresses me.  

SHACK   aka   GEOFF

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SHACK 4168 HEAVENLY HOSTS

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Sometimes in my quiet times I can feel a sort of presence, not the presence which I humbly feel or recognise as the Devine. I feel there is an angelic presence, maybe it is imagination or wish, I would really love to see an angel and I feel that they exist and that the Great Spirit allots an Angel and I am told we all have a Guardian Angel, somehow I have the feeling this maybe authentic. I am also told that Angels can thwart certain attacks or help heal, this is true for me as I have been 'delivered' from certain incidents and illnesses in wonderful ways.

Anyway, I love the feeling and idea of Angels and I await such a time I maybe given a clue to their existence in real time in this body, although real time is an illusion and maybe Angels are not? 

SHACK    aka    GEOFF

SHACK 4162 UNDERSTANDING

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 In conversation with a Vicar he quoted me this as above from PROVERBS 3:5 and the rest of the text, as he felt I had Buddhistic and scientific leanings, I replied I am no authority of Buddhism or science and I certainly cannot speak for those in Buddhism or Science and can put forward my own view from my experiences.

I told him I felt that as far as I have heard read Jesus said ' "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid" (John 14:27, and I have heard it was said that peace that passes all human understanding.

Well of course you have heard and read of my feelings about inculcation, brain washing and the conditioned mind (In April 2026 I will be doing a full explanation on www.geoff freed.com or online) I then went into my spiel as in article in brackets and he went away with deep frowns and said he would get back to me.

Basically everything we know are other people ideas and modified over different epochs we are mostly cloned minds. When human understanding or thoughts are suspended in inner bliss and peace, we lean not to our own understanding.

SHACK     aka       GEOFF

SHACK 4165 SECRET PLACE

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 Again as in previous Shack the Vicar and I got into 'the secret place of the Most High' He said in deep and earnest prayer he felt he entered a different Dimension, I felt the same in meditation and that Stillness was the highest form of prayer. We had a chat about deity and he prayed to Jesus and I have done on many occasions as well as Krishna and Buddha, however I felt the formless prayer or just to sit in stillness was for me the way I felt more comfortable.

The Secret Place for me was when thought naturally was absence not by suppression or act of will perhaps just surrendering to the quiet mind as natural as possible and perhaps acknowledging 'thy will be done or may my will be in tune with the Great Spirits Will' and the absence of images, not that Jesus, Buddha, Krishna images are displeasing but in that quiet empty space the spirt is felt behind the symbols that the pictures represent, they are human figures and images and in my view I need to get to the essence and feel the presence of that which is Most High.

We agreed to disagree and he felt I was a little if not wholly arrogant and that being a monotheist was somehow not a complete spiritual person.

SHACK    aka      GEOFF   

SHACK 4168 The Nectar of Love

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 Many of us have felt heart love, that deep emotional feeling around the heart chakra and heady feeling that accompanies it. Then the more general warm feeling sometimes with a tinge of sadness that is compassion. 

However on rare exquisite occasions there maybe a delicate fond a passing nuance, a gift of the angels so to speak, a sweetness beyond honey or any taste, a sort of delicate touch so sweet and light that it almost feels too much to bear or handle, it melts the heart so to speak and also is associated with a perfume of heavenly delight.  This I have found around a lovely female and some dogs or horses and certainly trees and even with male friends like deep celibate monks. It is like wafts, a breeze so fine that it is barely perceptible.

This I have found to be the Nectar of Love.

SHACK  aka   GEOFF

SHACK 4169 SEABED, SUBTERRANEN

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Many years ago my friend Roy Morris and I attended a meeting at the Piccadilly Hotel and it said on the notice outside 'Maharishi Mahesh Yogi' an Indian Yogi and Wise man' all welcome. I have described what happened elsewhere. He patted me on the head and said ' here is a man who has been the bottom of the sea and is bringing pearls up from the bottom' there is a bit more as written elsewhere.  

Just lately I have felt an increase in the energies as if a purging is going on a sort of intensity not only the political and pollution, wars, homelessness. poverty and horrendous crime but an invisible energy that is demanding ascension and spiritual (not religious) reform from the heart not the the brain and logic. 

As I sit quietly feel I am at the seabed not in real terms but a witness, an awareness, and as I gaze without thought at the surface there are these scurrying thoughts, feelings and emotions float aimlessly by on the surface with apparently no power or actual intention, only if grabbed as it were, hung onto and nurtured, these are the scatter brain of the collective thoughts bound in a volume of the past and an entity formed named ego.  

By grabbing one and repeating it as an intention there is no doubt an intended outcome as a laid out by the intention can come about, many healings and so called miracles have come through this. There is a debate, do we know if even a wonderful healing is brought about is this our destiny, is it in accord with the Divine will?  Some might say yes, God, the Great Spirit gave us the gift of 'free will' and Spirit wants and loves us so this is fine. There are those who might bear the burden of their affliction and just lay bare their minds and free will and wait upon the Spirit and whatever occurs this is the 'will of that which created and sent me'. For me I am never sure which one to go for so I hang out at the bottom staring up or whatever staring at the flotsam and jetsam and like the old Zen saying ' a leaf blown by the wind. Even this does nothing to motivate me and I ask who is this me anyway? 

SHACK    aka     GEOFF

In a way subterranean is a appropriate word for not of this Earth and of the spirit might be more to the point.