SHACK 4168 The Nectar of Love

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 Many of us have felt heart love, that deep emotional feeling around the heart chakra and heady feeling that accompanies it. Then the more general warm feeling sometimes with a tinge of sadness that is compassion. 

However on rare exquisite occasions there maybe a delicate fond a passing nuance, a gift of the angels so to speak, a sweetness beyond honey or any taste, a sort of delicate touch so sweet and light that it almost feels too much to bear or handle, it melts the heart so to speak and also is associated with a perfume of heavenly delight.  This I have found around a lovely female and some dogs or horses and certainly trees and even with male friends like deep celibate monks. It is like wafts, a breeze so fine that it is barely perceptible.

This I have found to be the Nectar of Love.

SHACK  aka   GEOFF

SHACK 4169 SEABED, SUBTERRANEN

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Many years ago my friend Roy Morris and I attended a meeting at the Piccadilly Hotel and it said on the notice outside 'Maharishi Mahesh Yogi' an Indian Yogi and Wise man' all welcome. I have described what happened elsewhere. He patted me on the head and said ' here is a man who has been the bottom of the sea and is bringing pearls up from the bottom' there is a bit more as written elsewhere.  

Just lately I have felt an increase in the energies as if a purging is going on a sort of intensity not only the political and pollution, wars, homelessness. poverty and horrendous crime but an invisible energy that is demanding ascension and spiritual (not religious) reform from the heart not the the brain and logic. 

As I sit quietly feel I am at the seabed not in real terms but a witness, an awareness, and as I gaze without thought at the surface there are these scurrying thoughts, feelings and emotions float aimlessly by on the surface with apparently no power or actual intention, only if grabbed as it were, hung onto and nurtured, these are the scatter brain of the collective thoughts bound in a volume of the past and an entity formed named ego.  

By grabbing one and repeating it as an intention there is no doubt an intended outcome as a laid out by the intention can come about, many healings and so called miracles have come through this. There is a debate, do we know if even a wonderful healing is brought about is this our destiny, is it in accord with the Divine will?  Some might say yes, God, the Great Spirit gave us the gift of 'free will' and Spirit wants and loves us so this is fine. There are those who might bear the burden of their affliction and just lay bare their minds and free will and wait upon the Spirit and whatever occurs this is the 'will of that which created and sent me'. For me I am never sure which one to go for so I hang out at the bottom staring up or whatever staring at the flotsam and jetsam and like the old Zen saying ' a leaf blown by the wind. Even this does nothing to motivate me and I ask who is this me anyway? 

SHACK    aka     GEOFF

In a way subterranean is a appropriate word for not of this Earth and of the spirit might be more to the point. 

 

SHACK 4167 DELAYED TRAUMA

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Talking with some Shamans, psychologists, scientists and priests of various denominations and we all pondered on the Einstein quote 'reality is an illusion albeit a persistent one' leading onto my input of the 28 billion, billion, billion atoms we are supposedly have in the average human body and these so called atoms are said to be 99.99% empty, do we really exist or over the millions of years come to believe we exist and various other inputs of a similar vain were put into the mix?

This led to several voicing that this is a sort of Koan, a paradox of deep significance and they shared there were disturbing features to the convers and the aftermath was a kind of delayed trauma and some went for therapy and counselling.

Some said it led them into distractions to avoid some dark hankering for their reality being negative or they really did not exist in a corporeal body and yet they were in one and yet did they really believe it to some an extent as to its authenticity? Like a great Koan the process torments one until the explosion or shift or catalyst that unhinges the mind from a strong adhesive attachment , a fixation and then the process finishes the fermentation until the ' chemical, consciousness or whatever alchemical factors blow the cork to freedom.'

SHACK   aka     GEOFF

SHACK 4163 THE BLACK HOLE

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 I have heard and experienced a 'mind black hole' a very well known spiritual teacher was swallowed and consumed at this type of hole and by surrendering to it became an enlightened spiritual leader.

There are others that are clamouring for the light and love they never had or are joined to a timeline of incarnations that were pursued, harassed, tortured and killed and some of those beings come to a life where they feel and recognise this bereft lonely existence and torments them and some become traumatised and depressed while other seek to explore this hole.  

For many this becomes their 'quest or spiritual path'  and they find that a lack of love they never had as a child or in any other incarnation, means as they live this hoe can like in the image at heading suck or lure them back to fantasies, mind movies and many seek a distraction from the pain that is an ache in the heart so to speak yearning for approval with real love not for their abilities and for many out of sheer despair turn to religion or spiritual practices.

Some yearn for the death of the hole that like black holes in astronomy consume and cannot get enough debris to fill it very much like the voracious ego and is never satisfied. They may pray and feel relieved at times, yet the feeling that this stalking black hole will haunt them and ever seek to devour the light of the fleeing host and put it in fear and so the challenge and duality can and does exist. So a background 'low tension' field pervades and it is noisy.

When I retired from Forensics and presenting workshops and one to ones, it was a subtle build up of the horror of forensics, the pain in healing workshops and the dross of negativity and I became to burn out and suspected lung and prostate cancer which through meditation, TCM and other strategies never took hold and I craved a simple quiet life and have now found a modicum of it. I also realised that I carried the Karmic back log of being brought up Jewish and freeing myself to some extent by the 'nowhere to hang my Hat The NDE, at The Empty Atom, and Inculcation'.  All intellectually enlightening  now to be 'walking my Talk' so to say, yes I maybe an awakened person but not the so called spiritual enlightened one.

The black hole of the mind can derange people and cause enormous damage and lead to madness, not a clinical madness as such, but a karmic force backed up by the energy of the hole and can cause dictators, wars, carnage of the utmost devastation and yet can hold the seeds of liberation and gracious peace. Such is the nature of some holes.

SHACK----aka------GEOFF

SHACK 4166 TECH ANGELS

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 I was sitting quietly and thanking the Sun for it's benevolence when I went into a daydream or reverie and then somehow it switched to the Chemtrails and all that rocket dumped fuel pollution with space junk and the vital rays of the Sun particularly Vitamin D and so on when again a switch and felt and saw a filmy image of an Angelic like energy Being not like the image above.

Then came a sort of telepathic message 'don't fret over this, many of us 'angels' can flutter our wings, actually in this example they are like flapping in order to create waves which break up some off the pollutants and so leave some beneficial energies to filter through, also the waves are like filters and trap some of the bulkier bits of contaminants, just how this is done is beyond human understanding yet'

Whether this was sheer fantasy or it contained some truth or factual basis I do not rightly know, however I felt some relief and thanked the 'source' of this communication and maybe it was just a psychological relief or something to placate me. Perhaps I will never know and yet who someday , some time I might.

SHACK-----aka------GEOFF 

  

SHACK 4166 MAYA-----ILLUSION-------DREAM

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I have written a lot about illusion; the empty atom. inculcation, nowhere to hang my hat, my NDE, The Koan. All steps to get me to nowhere and of course dear old Albert Einstein 'reality is an an illusion albeit a persistent one'.

However the mind which I name the ego, I feel the mind is created by  its content, which are stored graphics or life experiences and mainly thoughts in animation. When the the thoughts naturally subside as in meditation there is no mind, just the witnessing awareness witnessing itself, awareness observing itself. When this is experienced all thought, memories are gone and even when coming back to thinking and every day life so to speak, like a dream it goes and there is no past, now, past or future as it were, they seem to have no substance and therefore the dream and illusion seem be to the quality of this substance.

Yet something in these experiences wants, desires to cling onto the dream and make it a reality, solid, a base a solid footing and foundation. This maybe is the challenge of Spirit calling one home and the human material world seducing the soul to abandum the Heavenly home coming. Never the less there is this tug of war  and perhaps this is the battle between Spirit and materialism. Yet my mind, the ego, cannot let go of the phantom that speaks to it and haunts and taunts that this Earthly existence is an illusion and yet a so persistent one.

SHACK--- aka ---- GEOFF  

  

SHACK 161 EXPERIENCES

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Once again I am drawn to the brain as a laser projector and this morning of the 13th October 2025 I experienced that my eyes through my third eye was projecting what I perceived was a hologram, it was so real that I felt that the garden I viewed was like the image in above, of course as a garden not an astronaut. 

In a previous SHACK I experienced the opposite that the Garden was a hologram created by the Universe and that the colours and depth and so on  were interpreted by the brain through the usual eye receptor and so on. Really endeavouring trying to fathom this all out is the ego curiosity and that I probably should let it just be and let it be and just be joyful and grateful for the beauty in the experience.

This is the the old trick of delusion of the being in control and wanting to pick into the technology and 'know that I know' to feel secure and be in control and adjust if I feel unsafe. I feel the outdated pattern of separateness and departmentation which is in a way not a true Hologramic representation of being whole and not fragmented, of course when viewing the hologram one does notice individual characteristics that is of course the activity and designation of the human brain, I feel these strange and unusual experiences are a learning process and can demonstrate how the so called 'out of the norm'  is if there such a thing as the norm and if it is questioned what are or is the value in this?

Many of us still stick to the norm and by that our everyday comfortable routines and those we had inculcated in us before choice such as childhood, cultural, social, religious and political as distinct from our driving or transport to work, our work stuff and then perhaps our hobbies and sport with entertainment. These like our beliefs become our routines and our foundations and to some extent our reality and a sort of general consensus which flows through the collective unconscious and is based on general humanitarian rules, laws and concepts, this maybe the so called norm?

Many of us may find something that takes us out of  our comfort zone hard to accept, even consider and maybe a shock and if severe cause trauma and even mental instability. Some who are so stuck in their or group reality based on beliefs and custom will not even look or view at all and literally blind not so much of the eyes or fear to here that for them the unknown out of the comfort zone can be a threat or imminent danger and life threatening. 

Perhaps having the experiences as described above are to teach me  to view the unexpected unusual out of the blue so to speak and just take them in and know that my education and understanding may not encompass the answer and this would and could lead me into trying to understand beyond my knowledge and maybe not important as such and to teach me not to be so intellectual and academic which is OK to a degree and however leave my 'spiritual' acumen lapsing and getting into technology and losing the intuitive without brain storming for an answer and maybe there is no answer and just let it be is to trust that instinctive intuitive spontaneous 'no mind' and just let it BE.

SHACK  aka   GEOFF