How deep and long, high and low is Infinity and Eternity? Maybe or seem to be a silly and stupid question.
Yet sitting in the silence and a still dynamic and yet gentle rolling mind, like a boat silently going over the crest and troughs of the waves, the peaks and troughs of something not tangible to the senses and supposedly being empty, void and a vacuum I was feeling filled up, topped up with what I feel deeply and earnestly is a feel of love.
Love not in the emotional way, a love for just love and not for anything specific. What ever Eternity and Infinity is or are I feel their essence is an energy called love.
Being ever open in this state of no mind but deeply and succinctly aware of it, it feels as though I am in the ocean of love and I do not know how or even why I seem to be going deeper into that magnificence and yet how does one plum the depths of no beginning and ending?
Anyway as I become emptier of self personal agenda, scheming and conniving that space is being filled with that something from that somewhere and to call it somewhere is farcical because it does not exist and yet is the foundation of all there is.
It may exist in a non personal way and the mind cannot fathom it and it is when the mind comes to the end of all explanations, theories and assumptions one becomes aware of that, of that which does not exist.
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