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 I have taken poetic licence over the hungry ghost in the image above. To me the ego is the hungry ghost mainly because it is invisible as a sentient form as recognisable to the senses and it only shows itself through its actions, it is the prompter behind the scenes that which is composed of beliefs, patterns, graphics and emotions conglomerated into an energetic mass and formed into a entity which feeds of a healthy pure mind source and is indeed a parasite or a virus like being. 

The ego entity is never satiated and this is because it knows and is keenly aware of its nature, which is leached from the life force of the individual. Because it is leached it is aware of no real authenticity, it flounders along and when exposed as to its flimsy existence it then tends to grab and shore up and build layers around itself which in many cases leads to defence and attack tactics.

Its leached energy is fed by inculcation( the process of fixing beliefs or ideas in someone's mind, especially by repeating them often: persistent repetitive input, sometimes relentless and threatening) so the life energy is leached and feeds a box set of hardened compact concretised dense energy fields which the brain decodes by signals from the neurones and then acts on the body mind interface and produces an outcome via and commensurate to the inculcated belief systems. Hence other and opposite systems of inculcated egos can cause war and severe relationships and can destroy the host if its demands are not acted upon or destroy those opposed to its doctrines and actions.   

The typical hungry ghost has a large belly and thin frame, the belly demands more food to build its thin and emaciated body into a more substantial frame and structure. Even a hopeless case of lack of self confidence is a form of this ego, it thrives of its hopeless image and it blames its misery on fate and an angry God or parents and so on and then endeavours to impress the world and often the homeless drab person can rise to be a defiant despotic dictator endeavouring to hide its feeling of weakness and historic failure. The emotional hurt and trauma ever in the backdrop of the mind, a haunting taunting mocking hazy feeling that seems to stick like glue to a almost non identity defying grasping or grabbing it by the throat and doing away with the uncomfortable feeling of inadequacy an inability to deal with life and to compensate it with extreme or depressed measures.

Then the egos entertainment; the emotional buzz, the highs and lows, the roller coaster of images and endless fantasies, each one exacting the emotional high, low, drama or even death, I had patients who were addicted to sex, nymphomaniac, satyriasis (satyromania, Don Juanism ) and they toured the worlds 'flesh pots' both were bi sexual and he went mad trying to find the 'kicks' for new partners, positions of anatomy and so on and he then went to psychiatry and I do not know what happened, she went to drugs and again looking for more thrills and buzzes, she refused help of any kind and threw herself of a high rock in Cornwall shouting, this is the 'final thrill' and died crushed and maimed. Then many fantasies, each one trying to get the emotional high or satisfaction which ever the ego demands according to  its stored box of graphics and life experiences. In vain sometimes revisiting old fantasies in a desperate effort to get the 'last time' feeling and high and then being disappointed and feeling robbed and cheated and self blame and sometimes the guilt and humiliation of such episodes and some saying, Oh God knows what I am doing and trying to hide in darkness or another room so as God will not see them or in their heads.

Some egos are not aware of all the above and just feel its OK until they are deprived of all stimulus, others fear that they will carry this over to another incarnation and come back to try to finish off what they feel it unfinished business and some as actual ghost that try to possess a host or feed of satanic black magic rituals or just sex parlours, brothels or individual shaking with emotional highs and lows. When there is an awakening and recognition of the above and the condition still arises, there then can be a window as the awakening often brings in with it some means of relief or assistance although not entirely at peace and absolving or exculpating in front of God or ones own image of right and wrong in the moral compass and comes to terms with it and some break through.

These can be classed as addictions and any attempts to supress, bury, justify the guilt or the rampaging lust for more and more in order to surround oneself with layers of protection, an armour as to the hurt one feels and burying one's head in the sand, may give temporary peace but it lays there in the bushes and sand and awaits a chink in the armour and springs into life and one is off on the wheel of never ending repetitive karma, does it ever end, maybe, but does the Universe stop Its seasonal cycles, sometimes it comes to a sell by date and evolution kicks in to stop the same old, same old from reoccurring and perhaps that is why the Five Mass Extinctions were about and the turmoil we see today as everything seems to break down is the same message. Perhaps these are the signs of the 6th Mass Extinction  arriving and maybe with the knowledge of the previous five we can alleviate the extreme devastation.

There is a scientific thing which I like and have my own interpretation and poetic licence of and it is Viscount IIya Prigogine and his dissipative structures in thermodynamically circumstances; all organically living systems have to exchange a sort of trade with the outside systems such as food, water, then excreta as faeces and urine and so on, the organism then through this exchange grows and evolves, then at some point there is sort breakdown when the input and out put balance and  a kind of chaos ensues as the organism grows through it stages of evolving. Like the crab shedding its carapace, the snake its skin, the caterpillar to the chrysalis and baby to infant and so on at these dissipative events a sort of chaos ensues, the snake is vulnerable while the new skin evolves, the crab the shell is soft until hardens and the caterpillar goes through its metamorphize to the butterfly. Should the exchanges with the organism and the external supply be healthy and excreta have been equal for instance food in urine and faeces out acting as compost and manure then on this equal and nourishing exchange the chaos is the neutral as it were silent growth and the outcome the organism grows successfully to its evolutionary increment should the exchanges be hindered or not fully integrated then it emerges after chaos into a blemished form. This often seen when mutations occur and self replicating cells and organs suffer some defect.    

The outcome; maybe chaos is the breeding ground or field for the phoenix to rise from the ashes of the old, this is what manure and compost are.

SHACK