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I have heard and experienced a 'mind black hole' a very well known spiritual teacher was swallowed and consumed at this type of hole and by surrendering to it became an enlightened spiritual leader.
There are others that are clamouring for the light and love they never had or are joined to a timeline of incarnations that were pursued, harassed, tortured and killed and some of those beings come to a life where they feel and recognise this bereft lonely existence and torments them and some become traumatised and depressed while other seek to explore this hole.
For many this becomes their 'quest or spiritual path' and they find that a lack of love they never had as a child or in any other incarnation, means as they live this hoe can like in the image at heading suck or lure them back to fantasies, mind movies and many seek a distraction from the pain that is an ache in the heart so to speak yearning for approval with real love not for their abilities and for many out of sheer despair turn to religion or spiritual practices.
Some yearn for the death of the hole that like black holes in astronomy consume and cannot get enough debris to fill it very much like the voracious ego and is never satisfied. They may pray and feel relieved at times, yet the feeling that this stalking black hole will haunt them and ever seek to devour the light of the fleeing host and put it in fear and so the challenge and duality can and does exist. So a background 'low tension' field pervades and it is noisy.
When I retired from Forensics and presenting workshops and one to ones, it was a subtle build up of the horror of forensics, the pain in healing workshops and the dross of negativity and I became to burn out and suspected lung and prostate cancer which through meditation, TCM and other strategies never took hold and I craved a simple quiet life and have now found a modicum of it. I also realised that I carried the Karmic back log of being brought up Jewish and freeing myself to some extent by the 'nowhere to hang my Hat The NDE, at The Empty Atom, and Inculcation'. All intellectually enlightening now to be 'walking my Talk' so to say, yes I maybe an awakened person but not the so called spiritual enlightened one.
The black hole of the mind can derange people and cause enormous damage and lead to madness, not a clinical madness as such, but a karmic force backed up by the energy of the hole and can cause dictators, wars, carnage of the utmost devastation and yet can hold the seeds of liberation and gracious peace. Such is the nature of some holes.
SHACK----aka------GEOFF
