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What is the in between? Is it an exact point between the opposites, the dual propensities of dualism, the axis, the centre of gravity, the balance point of the seesaw, or maybe the origin of the polarities, maybe all the midpoints are the Source. Like a cell that splits in two at conception.
Can one actually define the exact midpoint, is it lukewarm, tepid, cool, the exact midpoint and crossover may be a mini micro event, dawn to light---dusk to darkness. The balloon pricked reveals its source ---emptiness and space.
Human descriptions of sexuality, are heterosexual, homosexual, androgyny, bisexual, unisexual, transsexual, asexual what is being defined here?
Can it be said these are states of mind, chemistry, genetic, karma, a freak of nature, not as nature intended.? Nay, this is only the physical form, the mind set that goes with it is something else, and maybe any classification may go beyond the mind and genetics to something much more profound and esoteric.
Is it possible as a human being to be without the sexual urge? Not impotence or a physical lack of the sex hormone and trauma. Perhaps to look at this from a meditative point of reference. In deep meditation there can be a point where one leaves the body as a sensation and not literally, a sort of explosion, a definite orgasm. This is felt as a loss of the self, the ego, and one is lost in a glorious bliss and joy.
Some devote their lives to perpetuating this through meditation, others through masturbating and a path to orgasm, some through actually participating in the intimacy of partnered sexual intercourse, some get a thrill out of watching horror and torture as in sadomasochism and the like, but this is thrill not the bliss and peace of the Cosmic Orgasm. It is a mere buzz, and although those feel the drug, the adrenaline high is it, it is a mere shadow of the real, and an imitation.
It would seem that the 'going out' one self, the so called everyday norm, if there is such a thing, this seems to indicate that leaving this self behind is a relief and whatever the thrill or Cosmic Orgasm brings one to another self, the thrill seeker to a plateau in which is partially conscious of the self left behind, the Cosmic Orgasm to complete separation of this small self to the grandeur of The Self.
In either case there is a seduction to want more, a desire one for the substance, the thrill and having to seek more through equipment, through the various contraptions and manoeuvres, the other through contemplation leading to deep meditation and the loss of the small self.
The thrill seeker depends on getting more and more and becomes addictive and invariably harmful and the loss of cognition, the Cosmic seeker becomes more and more into the Self retains the clarity and inner peace and eventually becomes one with it.
The thrill seeker when deprived of the utilities of the thrill may become disturbed and eventually have to cope with withdrawal symptoms and rehabilitation, the Cosmic just has more stability, ease of Living and there is no dependency.
So the exact point between the thrill and cosmic, the in between, the middle way, it maybe that Peace and amazing 'no body ' bliss that stands alone and perhaps this beyond all sexual explanations and is a consciousness, beyond even a state of mind, and because one cannot define it, label it, and is a personal yet Universal experience available to all and sundry, it may be said to equate to this exact midpoint and maybe the Source of all that is.
SHACK
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