Sometimes when I am still and hardly breathing,
quiet of mind, a great happiness steals into my mind not a laughing guffaw type
happiness and I am not sure if happiness is the right word to describe it. A
great sigh and feeling of utter freedom then it feels as though I am filled
with light, joy and an inner strength.
I feel so alight that it feels like I am shinning,
a lighthouse, a beacon radiating light joy and well being.
It seems as I sit in meditation and sometimes
spontaneously that I am beginning to rely on this inner joining and it seems to
arise when I am doing daily tasks as well and when needing physical strength to go
quiet and let this strength activate my physical efforts.
It feels like the word glory expresses an
energy that is not Earthly and it seems to arrive, actually it there all the
time when I drop my own selfish agenda and the internal dialogue mind chatter.
Sitting quietly or just ruminating, thoughts like
clouds, shutters, Venetian blinds and veiled curtains are slowly drawn back,
gently dispersed and then there is a clear bright space which has been there
all the while waiting patiently for the blinkers of delusion to melt away
revealing glory and reunion with what was seemingly outside to join with the
inside and create a seamless being.
SHACK
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