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| BM Engineering Supplies |
ONE SHOULD NOT BLOCK
OR SUPPRESS THESE ENERGIES
OTHERWISE THE PRESSURE
BUILDS UP
IT CAN BE HEAT-WISE, BRAIN PRESSURE WISE,
OR SOME SUCH THING
I AM FORTUNATE TO BE KEPT LOCAL
SO AS TO BE READY
TO MEDITATE OR HAVE RELEASE
PRIVATELY
SHACK
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| Courtesy Medium |
The cloud; Again not as in computer terms or sky clouds. The cloud has the ability to contain many block units and separate crumbs of inspired data which are non resonant to the local egoistic mind and await the evolving local mind, the crumbs being 'pieces' of wisdom from the non local mind which have the potential to be of use and evolve the local mind.
There is an intelligent overseer who watches and waits and has an overall brief to release when the right timing and receptivity is awakened in the local mind and drop or release this data into the block chain units and so expand it. This receptivity is usually attained by meditation, deep prayer and other means. By far meditation is the the most efficacious to use.
The cloud can also attract other clouds of a similar nature and resonance and the two may merge and so the build up in eternal space ad infinitum.
SHACK
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| Arrow electrics |
THE SLUICE GATES
HAVE OPENED THE DAM WALLS
ARE LEAKING
HERE WE GO ITS ALL POURING THROUGH
ITS POURING THROUGH OR OUT
OF THE EMPTINESS
THE VOID
AND
THE VACUUM
SHACK
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| Courtesy Wikipedia |
Block chain; to me this is not the same as in computer terminology. I envisage a series of units or blocks of units which are held in matrices within a magnetised containment cloud / field. These unit blocks hold memories, experiences and emotions which link up accordingly to their resonance and use. Certain algorithms are set up to organise in sequential order to allow smooth flow and to also search any relevant data and it can upgrade and evolve itself to make a complete series. This is a part of the ego intelligence that is the local mind, there is a higher Cosmic Intelligence of a non local mind.
This non local mind is all pervading and some crumbs and dribbles may find their way into the local mind providing the local mind will be receptive and willing to drop its agendas and be open to Cosmic information.
These crumbs are like yeast and will move the unit blocks onto grater more expansive upgrades and configurations.
SHACK
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| FELLOWES |
NOW I HAVE FOUND MYSELF AND REALISED I AM MY OWN CREATION I CAN CREATE FOR FUN AND NOT BECAUSE I AM SEARCHING FOR ME IN MY CREATION.
HEY THAT'S NEW
SHACK
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| I waste so much time |
The energy release involved in the explosion of the real self exposing Itself and pushing through relentlessly like a seed clamouring to feel the wind, rain and sun and against all odds circumnavigating rocks, worms and the like and the release of the energy and also acquiring it can cause upheaval and overwhelm and like a kundulini explosion either guided or spontaneous can be very upsetting and cause serious mental disorders as ones familiar territory and landmarks are shaken up and not recognised in a new order or just plain gone.
So one might seek the broken pieces of the jigsaw puzzle and try and rearrange them in some semblance of order this through self initiation or therapy or try and jump headlong into the chaos and trust the innate intelligence to formulate a revised or absolutely new map of reality, or just be a spiritual warrior and play it as it goes and sense a process beyond human understanding but one which underpins the Universe and evolution.
SHACK
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| Clip Art Library |
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| School Physics |
There are wheels within wheels and just like the atom is 'burst open' by the collisions in colliders and this releases energy and a chain reaction of this releases huge amounts of energy.
So the chain reaction of the programmes in the mind as it were begin if not adhered to in such a way they are not flexible and are static then movement is repetitive and can be fixed although a feeling of the known is some sort of security and yet at the back of the mind so to speak there is an ego sense of the frailty often buried and suppressed as it senses the demise at some time and all attempts to delay this demise are attempted.
Now when one is alert to the instability of these 'seemingly' fixed structures of reality, one can begin to let go of the rigidity, no mater how one thinks and feels one is relaxed and fluid, maybe this is a sense of I am safe in my own ocean and can swim and navigate it and the first tentative steps are taken and the release of some of these binding tethers of conditioned responses are taken and pursued then they release energy and one feels the burden of carrying these so to speak, lessened and there is more energy and with it joy and freedom.
SHACK
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| The Environmental Magazine |
A mad scramble to the edge, the edge of reason and a mind run out of ideas and exhausted, a world running out of ideas and solution's, tired of the same old, same old, a worn out pair of shoes.
People following on blindly like sheep, alive but asleep, vainly following one another like lemmings, knowing they are going to fall into perdition and yet mesmerised, transfixed and glued to the patterns and programmes of brain washed rhetoric.
And me scrambling out of my mind sets which are tumbling with no end in sight and I am awake to the programmes and patterns and am venting them at such a rate of speed that at times it seems like madness and I feel this light, get glimpses of that which is empty but full of joy, peace and calm, yes I too am scrambling to the edge of reason and instead of the perdition I arise in the calm 'flame' of and assured that all is very, very well indeed.
SHACK
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| ThReader |
YOU'LL BE THE DEATH OF ME
THE EGO SAID
SHACK
The ego is a thought bundle made out of what? Just thoughts. When the ego bubble is burst one finds ones real nature.
SHACK
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| BikeyFace |
THE TORRID SWEATY FEAR
AS DEATH APPROACHES
THE SEEMING FINALITY
THE FRENZIED ATTEMPT
WRITHING AND TWISTING
LIKE A FISH OUT OF WATER AND YET
WITH A DEEPER UNDERSTANDING
NOT IN WORDS OR DEEDS
THERE IS A JOY TO LEAVE
A HEAVY WEIGHED DOWN WORLD
WHICH COULD HAVE GIVEN ITSELF
TO THE EASE
OF DYING WHILE STILL ALIVE
SHACK
Sweat Block
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THIS ENERGY BUBBLE
LIKE THE BUBBLES IN THE LAKES
HEATED AND BOILED
BY THE MAGMA
BENEATH
I FEEL THIS EVOLUTIONARY PRIMAL
ENERGY
HEATING UP OLD RUSTY DECAYING
CRUD OF THE OUT OF DATE
AND NON SERVING PROGRAMMES AND ATTITUDES
WHAT CAN I DO?
FIGHTING THIS IS USELESS
JUST
TRUST AND GO WITH THE PROCESS
SHACK
The process is a travellater that is a carrier of energy appropriate and commensurate to the application of the evolutionary goal envisaged. SHACK
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So physically I haven't fully come to terms with this, neither mentally or psychologically. There is this sensation of being slowly sucked or swallowed in a languid manner into a seemingly unending perimeter of nothingness that is something, an experience of nothing that is something.
In this year of 2020 the world and its populace is going through unprecedented events, the virus, the financial chaos, wars, crime and so on. I have faced this many times as my 'picture', my reality has many times broken down and the world faces it as well. For the wealthy it maybe not so as they are cocooning themselves in their mansions and luxury yachts.
I have had to ground myself because these massive energies are driving me nuts as the ultimate unshakeable reality is there is no reality.
My body reacts to this by lethargy, eating and being rotund as if to say to my mind look I am here. I am heavy, tangible and my consciousness and awareness is empty-ish and so I have taken a false persona and given a tangible reality which says ' look I am here and real, see my size' yet I know this is not real, however the shadow of the old programmes rears their heads and says all the stuff about atoms and the void and yet I cannot really let go entirely, yet like a large ship being launched down the causeway I am sliding into the ocean of being.
SHACK
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| Support My Mission |
How many times I have written and now typed about; annihilated by the Koan, Slaughtered by the silence and fucked by the Quantum stuff, and yet with all that which suggests to me that it is the dissolution of the ego which to reiterate is the dissolving of all the inculcated programmes which in total and sum is the ego.
This then should have landed me with a blankness and oblivion or a wild unkempt mindless impulsive deranged person, certainly unkempt.
However this terrible void, vacuum and emptiness is now a haven and so supportive and the wonder of it all that there are no words of comfort or any kind of physical support just an enveloping warmth, and feeling but this is total and meets all needs.
That's it done and dusted.
SHACK
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| HuffPost |
I yearn for the noise in my head, the incessant chatter and mind fantasy, the internal dialogue to cease, I yearn for the quiet as if I had been in battle a long while ago.
I have empathy when I see a broken romances, a parting because of war and disaster but most of all the noise of battle, the bombs, bullets more like swords, arrows, cannon and bitter hatred and murderous feeling to kill, the smell and stench of death and rotting flesh, gory and revolting, (interesting being in forensics)gouge, to mutilate, to wipe of the face of the Earth the enemy, the utter contempt for the life of the opposition.
The rage and anger at the foe and the hurt I saw of women and children, even those of the enemy, I loathed and bitterly hated seeing their husbands, boyfriends, young men torn asunder from their families and left bereft and begging, hungry, sad and bewildered, I spared as many as I could and tried not to burn everything in their villages at the risk of being found out and court marshalled. Even flashes of a Samurai and the hard code like the future military such as honour loyalty to some regiment, Royalty or war Lord.(I have never been in the military in this life but through Forensics there has been an association)
And now I feel the mental scars and hear those echoes in my mind and some fantasies play out, the voices of the long distant past play out and automatically and seemingly spontaneously intrude into my growing peace as if 'my ancient memory pain body is competing in order to finish off its unrequited love, some unfinished business, the karma that has followed me down the ages from many incarnations'.
I have no names or identities for these past incarnations just vague nebulous foggy shadows, the mists of time gone by and never fully lived and in great grief, sadness, loneliness, the person who is never accepted and found to be weird and distrusted.
It is as if my unfinished shadows of these times gone yore need to be worked out, they are clamouring to be recognised they need forgiveness and laid to rest and find peace, reconciliation and closure.
I feel this lays heavily on my chest and I to have to realise I carry the burdens of wrong doings that I see and feel today and that I am working out my karma which are the stains of horror and torture that I have done in past incarnations and the anger that fuels up even now at some injustice. I now realise in full that the rage at injustice about the elite, the bilderbergs, the illuminati, the technocrats, the eugenics is my guilt and seeking atonement and the pathos I feel it brings me to understand that those I blog about are none but myself sometime and somewhere.
So now recognising these intrusions, illusions and delusions that pierce the peaceful mind and charge in like some knight Errant and destroy by its noble quest that which is endeavouring to find peace and forgiveness.
So I question not to blame my parents and my past of yore for inculcation's which I go on about almost vehemently as if they are to blame for my unrest and futility to deal with it in closure and understanding.
In different births and so on I could have been the despots, the tyrants, the corrupt, the polluter's, the rapist, the sexual confused and so on, how dare I judge and criticise, what a hypocrite, for how else would I recognise the atrocities, the torture and the spoiling of nature if I had not done these, how often did I break my lovers, girlfriend, wife and children's heart and theirs mine, killed and buried, burnt and scarred, all of this intrudes in my mind and I blame them on 'I am a sensitive an empath', its technology used to brain wash me and so on' and these are but excuses to deny and expatiate as a means to run away from the horror of my subconscious.
So now I will see these intrusions in a new light, they are my personal and impersonal world populous from far distant memory that needs recognising and forgiving and forgiving without owning is not on, the more I can see this in the light of these shadows need to surface and see the light so that they can rest and have closure, the more of this will take away the world karma of the past, its like all who feel this take a straw and sip from the cup of bitterness and wrath and eventually clear the cup of bitterness and animosity.
I see all this now especially in 2020 as this virus comes to test and break or make humanity, this is the virus of the unhealthy minds and bodies accumulated over the millennia, the group karma and to be cleared by owning to the past and present wickedness, injustice and torment.
Love in the form of deep understanding and compassion and to be an empath without taking on the hurts and injuries of others but by knowing the feelings that one has is shared by the populous and as such one can reach out and they will know by the empathy that one has reached them in companionship and true understanding.
I now understand why in 1942 in my NDE I did not want to come to Earth and I blamed God and Mother Earth for my ill health, family dysfunctions anything than to face my back log of Karma and a harsh concrete world of distrustful people, not wanting to admit that I was and maybe have the very things that I despise in them that are in fact either active or dormant in me.
I am in this situation at near 82 years of age and when I look back I see I have had to face situations and experiences which 'prick and lance the boil' of my fortress of conditioned rotting festering rubbish that I have tightly put the lid on and is fermenting and the stench is now apparent in the world and myself. I have never let anyone in fully that is human or divine partly because I am a failure by world standards but because of the menace which the attic or basement of the past might reveal and act out and hurt someone or thing.
I am not ashamed to have revealed this and I have not revealed the actual details of the karma but they are as many as the world has and had, however in this incarnation I take on the role of healer, pious to the point of hypocrisy and now feeling not guilty I am able to let the shadows come out, the full purging as seen this year in the world, the Armageddon of the personal and impersonal with a chance of closure and redemption.
SHACK
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| Quantech Therapy |
Whether we experience things 'outside' of the body or in the mind as thoughts, daydreams, dreams and conjuring illusions, watching TV it can only be perceived, recognised or understood by being aware and conscious, which to most is recognised as being in the brain as thought or 'out there' as distinct and separate from us physically and can only be known by touch, feel, sense, see, smell, hear or taste.
Neural science has found out so far that the brain is a decoder very much like a TV, a mobile /cell phone and a computer merely deciphers and decodes invisible to the human eye but collected by the eye wavelengths and frequencies.
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| Frontiers Here is depiction how the brain interprets the sound waves into a feeling of hunger. |
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| iGladetware Here we see either scientists endeavouring to marry the brain to a software or circuit board in a direct interface in which the printed circuit board is giving out waves and frequencies and vice versa.
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