SHACK 965 ITS ALL THERE

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This is difficult and yet easy to describe its more of a feeling.

Some years back I wrote that Life was healing and it was a strong intellectual understanding that if Life ah la natural was lived all would be healthy and synchronistic.

Now this has shifted with a feeling that disease and illness, are not natural and somewhere deep inside the psyche, the consciousness, the soul, my whole being, that the essence of Life is an energy and kind of spirit, a powerful motivating force that wants to live, be healthy, laugh and be fit for purpose.

I feel it sometimes and I feel this can heal me and that it is breaking through and somehow the challenge of the cold and doing things outside my box, the shy daring that I am not a victim of fear and doubt and that my lack of self confidence is only because of the fear messages of brain washed childhood and later years of peer pressure and hang ups I believed at the time were my stronghold and protection. If you like my insurance policy. Now that has not such grip on me.

So where does this leave me now?; It seems a natural feeling wells up and a joy to remind me so to speak that all is well and that even in the throes of death, the horror that one is conditioned to believe is horrific and a struggle, of course a nasty illness proceeding death is unpleasant, yet now I feel like women who have natural childbirth have said it is a wonderful experience and it is the breath and relaxation that facilitates the ease of the birth I have this innate feeling like the joy of the spirit in this joy and relaxation to the cold and fears that when the moment arrives to pass maybe I can relax in the breath and pass over with the wave that comes for me to surf and carry my spirit with it.

For as I experience more relaxation and joy and my spirit / energy / bliss rises so I cannot otherwise believe the final breath which holds the spirit within its bosom, the breath being the carrier wave of Life in the flesh and on riding on the breath which then frees itself from the flesh and is no longer held back by the weight of the beautiful flesh body and then is deposited on the shores of the spirit world and joy and abundance reign there for evermore.

SHACK 

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