SHACK 1085 A DIFFERENT SPACE? HUH!!!?

 

THE ATALANTIC

Although the image above shows a scientist by the name of Elon Musk and his space endeavours it can well represent this article.

I sometimes get into this kind of mind set and feel enclosed and then there arrives; what I am doing on this Earth, why did I choose to come here when in my NDE I did not want to, I am not working, retired gratefully for now 20 years, I have a state Pension and the Met Police Pension which are adequate, a reasonable flat with neighbours and in a very good 'niche / metier' I've had a an amazing life, travelling, living in Menorca, Canada, a community named Findhorn in Scotland, presented many workshops in Europe, had many clients and patients, taught Judo, Kendo and Aikido, Meditation, Tai Chi, Qi Gong, was a healer, write in three websites, was in Forensics, a qualified electrician been on TV and Radio, however my relationships and friendship's were a Non ti sono grata per quello really a flop. Worked with NASA as an associate.

So sometimes I asked God to take me back to the place the consciousness more like in my NDE before I was coerced or saw better through an innate reason to come to Earth. It was a plea rather than suicidal. So I did not like the space I was contained in. Then I realised it was brain washing by inculcation, not so much by this incarnation but the collected impacted evasive buried that are in the subconscious of the world and and many generations in other words the centuries old collective unconscious. 

I wanted out of the confinement of the history of the times gone by and the tenets, the credo's, the ascription's, the present brain washing including my own theories, I was feeling as though I was on a merry -go round, the hamster wheel, the dharma wheel, I was feeling trapped and stale. 

I had realised that moving home and travelling was not the answer, like a new toy when the fascination and energy, the honeymoon was over and if it instilled the motive of acquisitiveness, cupidity and avarice it merely is a dog chasing its tail and all forms of this nature fade and are impermanent and cause all sorts of problems along the way, greed, jealousy, fighting, defending one's wealth and territory, religion, possessions and defence by insurance against burglary, even academic rites and plagiary.

Then I realised I wanted out from my old stale routines and ego constructs, it was not from a place as it were, it was a space filled with old dying stale stultifying, but a domain, a dominion of a set of deep beliefs and tenets that had lost their use and there function and sell by date. However, the trick was not to get a new set of rules and regulations but dispense or relinquish them all.

How to do this and get to a different space; I realised space represented expansion and in some sense freedom as long as I did not fill this space with the old past history. In fact there is no doing by determined effort in a way. Could one live with very little thought and planning and relying on a solid routine, prayers and whatever. Yes, it would mean that the witness awareness recognises intuitively by the awareness of intuition and innate awareness that this is data brought up on the screen of mind is 'a not me' and belongs to the outdated world view of now and years passed by.

The there is a peace when experienced and not just an intellectual orgasmic massage, but a feeling of Self recognising Self it feels this is the real me. This is the ego stripped to its most naked form and the residue becomes the Self revealed.

SHACK