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Sitting in meditation and prayer and doing seated Qi Gong and admiring and blessing the trees and pigeons, squirrels, birds, flowers with daisies, dandelions and the lawn with grass, a very large pigeon floated effortlessly by with wings spread out like that of an aeroplane with flaps extended for landing and it landed and somehow it shifted an intellectual perception into a living intuitive spiritual experience.
Intellectually and logically I felt on some level and knew on some level that the Universe and nature were one and underlying and undergirding them there was a field although invisible to the human senses and although referred to as the quantum zero point continuum and though appearing empty was indeed a dynamic potential which had every possibility and probability within it and that the Universe I feel was born from the womb of potential and created by an Intelligence as yet that is not understood but can be felt.
So my intellect and logic which is part of the the ego which selected by education and hand me downs does its job as it were by compartermentlisation and that although in units I could see the logic how units form and become eventually as a whole yet I knew it but not feel it, but by the process rationalisation it was so.
This morning there was shift; I felt without rhyme or reason, there was a flow and all of life flowed into one whole holographic experience, without breaks and instead of my logic and reason seeing and experiencing which seemed based on some brain washed accepted theory and separate sequences, the experiences just seemed to flow sort of spontaneously and planning was relegated to an extent out of Life survival and every day needs and not necessities of desire and fashion.
It was an orchestra; before I viewed it as the wind section, the string section, the percussion section and the conductor, as when watching the TV at a concert say at the Albert Hall and the camera technician zooming in on sections as they played perhaps as a solo section in the score for that rendition.
Now I felt the orchestra as a whole, very different from seeing with the senses. This was feeling, a deep non logical and non emotional in a way, this was feeling Life without needing an explanation, it spoke to the Life in me which needed no reason for being here or anywhere and like the leaf blown by the wind and the caption below the tittle depicts the wind blowing the seed-heads of the dandelion and like the Zen Monk when the flowers appeared and birds returned after winter 'and I did nothing to assist this' it was the Tao' the way of things' seemingly spontaneously and not so because it was cyclic and yet so, the great koan and paradox of Life, some Intelligence, some Great Spirit, Some Great Being was in charge and instead of intellect and logic, my demanding ego straining to live and control my life exclusively by and large, I live by the seemingly spontaneity that Life offers.
Who knows what concert is playing today and yes some routines are necessary for the human condition that The Great Spirit gave to the Earth and humanity but to make space for the flow and to be entertained by Life which offers more variety than the same old same old academic, intellectual in some way artificial entertainment and to me that vital spark and essence that the Tao of surprise has, the flow and orchestra playing with joy and abundant variation, no leaf, flower, person, animal is exactly the same, only human machinery does replicate exact laser digital preciseness and only a robotic artificial brain washed programme can appreciate this and not be bored with it.
SHACK
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