Having known that essential ‘I’ in meditation
without a corporeal body this was gleaned from the NDE experience and the same
feel as in meditation.
The feeling is that I know I am me (I AM)
seemingly without a form, like a witness in a dream but without pictures or
anything other than bliss, happiness and free.
I have often wondered if this was another mind
trick as the masters have said to move on. I do not seek this willingly it
seems to be happening more spontaneously and at odd times doing ordinary things
as well as meditation and Qi Gong.
Then a dilemma presents itself; it seems that the
negative side of my mind interrupts and wants to take over and the two sides of
my ego get into a tangle. The ego is beginning to realise that it is not the
power and force it was and realises that surrender to the bliss would benefit
someway somehow, this I am not sure will happen.
I have abused my dear body in many ways and it is
hard for me to love my body as I have been so let down by it and then it is not
my bodies fault as the negativity and life’s experiences and traumas have left
their scars in and on it. I acknowledge the miracle of how the body
intelligence heals and preserves and of course the invisible intelligence field
the body swims in. This field if allowed
access and felt not just believed would give this beautiful form good health
and long life. Again the negative programmes so impacted and ingrained,
brainwashed and bashed into the circuits of memory sometimes work against the
field.
However the life after the body as the bliss body
is merely a refined bodily form and as much as I am late learning to appreciate
and have compassion on this human form body I willingly would give it up for the
refined energy body.
In a way all bodies and forms are composed of
energy which is vibrancy in motion guided by thought. Maybe I came to Earth albeit reluctantly to
give up all Earthly forms and the human form especially.
It irks me when a blemish, illness or misfortune
happens because I feel that in the bliss body this does not occur, I understand
from mediums and psychics that they have their troubles in the spirit world not
wanting to cause controversy I feel the bliss body is perhaps on a different
plane and does not have associated memories taken over to the other side so to
speak. The bliss body may go to realms very far from Earthly experience.
So I must endeavour to shed as much of Earthly
Life as possible and to live simply and keep my body well and in good care for
I have been entrusted with it and must be a good caretaker.
I do hope for a gentle beautiful parting of the
ways and my body cremated with dignity and love it richly deserves.
SHACK
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