Hogen Jury |
In this way I'm using inertia as a programmed brain washed idea or set of concept ideas and as a package I name it as an energy identity called ego. A unit that filches energy from the human mind and body and this pilfering is magnified inordinately and magnifies the glamorous even the morbidity which maybe a fascination with fear and horror, dread and demise as well as the compelling beauty and charm.
There is a TV programme I occasionally view and it is a bout a judge and he is fastidious about the law and logically fair and the trials are well acted and remind me of the evidence given when I was in Forensics. However he is addicted to sex and has many affairs. He made a remark in one of the series something like this 'Isn't it strange how I can be so punctilious in law only to be drawn away with raw emotions' he went to therapy and so on.
I relate to this; I am so complete and whole in the stillness and peace even in action and then a trigger or raw emotion bursts upon me and I am drawn into the emotional drama that follows. His law is the equivilant to my stillness the both sides of the human psyche, of course the law is not the same as stillness, however we are drawn away from these facets of ourselves,
For me it is the strength of the brain washed agendas and the empathy I feel with the collective unconscious stream that underlies or is subterranean to and in the human psyche and over the ages built up in the Earth's aura no matter how many extinctions and residues are left in the soil, rocks and water memories, plus the magnetosphere and the Earth's core and solar system collective.
I feel we are reincarnated and although the new born comes in with a clean slate so to speak I feel there are latent contaminates which pervade the incoming soul and subtly imbibe the foetal embryo. I feel the soul chooses a life with parents and circumstances which are commensurate and concomitant in order to work out the unfinished business regarding the emotional and ego programmes and brain washing .
So why should the soul be awakened in a particular incarnation or not and sleep through it and finding safety and relative ease or just bear the torture of it? What can awaken the soul in their comparative quiescent state?
I feel that our true nature is conscious awareness in which we are primal creative source energy and it feels peaceful, dynamic and whole and at onement with everything. Because it is intelligent and conscious it recognises intuitively that which is not of Itself and so when the soul begins to tire of its programmes and stultifying life and its explorations into many collected programmes, cultures, politics, religions, creeds, highs and lows, it seeks distractions and deadening ruses to trick itself and run away in them and then it can feel suicidal and depressed and become morbid and morose and in some cases die like this and as some have found they embrace the darkness and pain in them and march into it, a kind of surrender and dive into that black hole and submit to 'drowning' and drown to the enveloping crushing black hole and with their fearlessness bred of a so tiresome life surrender to the inevitable with which they have run away from.
They have caught up with themselves and wondered what the fuss was all about.
SHACK
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