SHACK 2040 THE DEATH OF THE FAMILIAR

Quote Fancy

The world of today 23rd June 2022 and by then world I mean the principles, morals and behaviours have radically changed in a short space of time. Oh yes one can say the so called psyops of the scary Covid Pandemic virus and engineered bio weapon which locked people down and isolated them and preyed on their fears of a dystopian future. 

YOU TUBE

The Covid nightmare was further enhanced by the wars in Iraq, Afghanistan, Libya and Syria with wars with rebels in other countries and of course the two world wars and the Bolshevik, Roman, Ghegis Kahn however this latest world TV  depicting the bombed out ruins in the Middle East and Asia, the homeless in the streets and now mad crimes and other horror stories that are in real time only add to the disbelief that the known is dying rapidly and the vacuum left by a moribund society of which the fabric is tattered and shattered so where does one turn as madness and sanity seem to have disappeared and what fills the gap?

I feel this madness, this madness goes back to the beginning of humanity on Earth, I feel there is this plan, a sort of nebulous outworking born as a seed and developing through the evolutionary process not of a big bang and self development but by trial and error, yes trial and error not of dumb blind primate blobs of something, the ocean of nothingness but basic cells and so forth, yes this may have been but a unseen intelligence that is at work here, the dawn of the Divine Plan.

I feel now this Plan has reached a stage where it has reached a major shift, like the snake that sheds its skin, the crab the carapace, the caterpillar to the crystallise and the butterfly all this cannot go any further but to repeat itself again and again, the seasons of evolution. 

I feel this urge to shed my skin and society does. However not to grow just a new skin, a mere replica and updated model of the skin but something original.

I feel deep down there is a deep unrest not only with politicians, religions, it is a sense of throwing off this bipedal human form, to fly and explore without limitation of the body, to have an energy body.  My 1967 writings and the gradual emergence of Homo Spiritulana / Energetica, should this not happen naturally then a nuclear war would hasten it or by the looming sixth extinction.

So some have thought that by being Rulers of the World, A New World Order that the organic body can be replaced and live in a robotic body, a marriage of human and machine, the cyborg, then again to use replacement organs by synthetic materials or harvest healthy humans, to breed super healthy  humans like farm animals, a zoo for harvesting healthy organs from healthy humans. Then these harvested organs or by eugenics or by genetic manipulation, a super race would be born and those chosen few would be the elite New World Order Leaders and they the few would own the world with a vastly reduced world populace. Of course Robots would serve them as well as brain implanted humans. (my late partner Gilly Wells and I wrote a play ' Scan at Barrier 7' roughly depicting the above, we wrote  it in the mid 70's).

But even the above is limited as are all forms made of atomic structure, they are trying to beat the impermanence of Life on Earth and the Universe. So technocracy a dream of flying to the Moon and Mars, yes, this can be done and as many Science Fiction films depict, the same frail human body, OK Star Trek, they have advanced medical instruments and techniques but that same human frame or the aliens they meet and their bodies and foibles.

Now we may get to the Moon again and to Mars, so we build buildings to shield us from the environment, we may eventually terraform them but we are doing this as a replica, a clone of a sort of Earth, it is not original, the snake changes its colour and striations, the car its shape and power supply however in its essence it is a variation on a theme, a grand makeover, a glorious cosmetic endeavour.

So I feel this piercing, this tattooing,  garish show, this mad crime almost sociopathic, psychopathic not only by mad political and fanatical religious terrorism but by youth and the urge to change their sex, self harm a world which is lacking love and beauty, like the child that has seen war and terror and had to drink its own urine and resort to eating rats, vermin and be cannibalistic, felt rejected, abandoned and so forth.

When I was a therapist I had cases of this especially sexual so called aberrations; men and women who went to prostitutes and dominatrix because they felt a lack of deep self worth, so they were not wanted by parents humanity or God. 'I  am a useless piece of shit' ' I am a waste of space' ' I want this man or women dominatrix to sit on my face, excrete on me, blot me out of existence, piss on me use me as their toilet' ' I want to cross dress to be a man or women' 'I want to be slave' ' Then there was necrophilia, not only did I hear this a lot as above but dealt with this in Forensics. I also came across Satanic Black Magic and worse.

I see youngsters and older persons adopting piercings and strange garbs endeavouring to shock and to say ' I am sick and tired of of the old dictates, the hypocrisy, the killing and maiming, the wars, the poverty, I want something different, I want to be free of the old morals that people are forced to keep, I want to demonstrate and shock you, wake you up and look at yourself' 'You who wear the pin stripe, you who wear the sari, you who are bearded or not, what can I do to be different, break free from these constraints'. 'So I take drugs, become sexual and be one of the 149 different categories of sexual identity and I cannot find myself there' ' I go to worship the devil and do strange rituals and cannot find myself there' ' I take drugs and get high and feel to fly so I jump of the bridge and nearly drown and are recued and sent to drug rehabilitation and cannot find myself there' ' I slice the head of non believers, rape many non believers, they are not fit to live, I do this with delight the only way out the horror which I am in denial is to blow myself up and then I will find peace and love, my parents were so strict and there were so many laws of must not's, do not's so many sins and made to feel guilty,and I know this is many religions and sects so I get suicidal and have lewd thoughts and it is those who are scantily dressed who cause me to get excited and I masturbate and this is a sin and God forbid I cross dress or become gay, so what have I got to lose but to commit the worst crimes and so end up either arrested and imprisoned or shot and killed'

I heard all this in Forensics and as a therapist; its not pleasant to read or write however I feel it must be said and not duck and shy away and be in denial.

This one may say is the dark side of life. However because one does not do or even think the above and duck below the parapet, one is not in the light so to speak, one merely is in a dimly lit room.

So I feel now the time has arrived when every human monstrosity, hideous procedures and darkest dirtiest pockets of the mind area are arising, much like one sees in horror films, the slimy salivating jaw dripping most vile stinking fetish is now coming to the stage of human drama and must be seen for what it is, a warped mass ego and it is felt in some measure by the collective unconscious which is being stained by a dye as it were and as the dye of filth is seeping into the ocean of humanity it will eventually be absorbed and transformed as soon as we wake up to the dark side and not repress or express it and then bring about the silent longing for the next step in the Divine plan through natural evolution and not a technocratic evolution, the question is, will humanity wake up or continue to innovate the old and the same and merely get dragged down by the gravity of the old condensed mind stuff.

SHACK        

 

Amazon
A lonely lost soul wandering through mire left by angry politicians and ruthless despots.

Pinterest You cannot supress the known and onl be aware of it(shack)

Pinterest

This is a city under surveillance. The cabal are so scared that they need to know everything about us, everything, this is the mark of such a frightened child in a grown up. The ultimate sick voyeur. SHACK

 

  

SHACK 2039 ALIVE

 

Google Images

Sometimes I get a strange haunting notion, I could use several adjectives like whimsical, almost mystic.

So as to this notion it is about being alive, not just breathing, living in an organic body that one day or time as yet unknown the occupant has to leave or as some tout or  postulate, there is actually no occupant, spirit, soul it is mere electrical energy which was activated by the division of the cells at conception and it is a natural process of decay and when the organism has deteriorated because of age, disease and so on , the death process is a mere recycling, an ecosystem process.

As to the occupant, as to the nature of the occupant of which I feel is an awareness, a spirit of consciousness which is a field as it were of underlying awareness and is the essence of Life.  I feel is highly and extremely intelligent and is omnipotent, omnipresent and omniscience and so is the base of existence and creation. 

This strange notion of mine is at odds in some ways with the above paragraph; I imagined or felt in some odd way in a corner of my mind so to speak that this field had no feeling it was dark and flat and somehow out of it came creation, I now feel it is alive and Its raison d'etre is beyond my understanding and Its reasoning and thinking process when I feel It's presence or in awareness of awareness is like flashes of inspiration in nano micro dots that expand into human reasoning in time and space in which this organic cocoon that is my body understands, it is as if high voltage is transformed to the voltage of this cocoon and the level of its development. It seems spontaneous and I have feeling it is so that it downloads as in the fashion above when the human Being is able to understand and some way translate and is capable of sustaining the 'voltage of the input' and not overwhelm and cause so much upheaval that it could cause irreparable damage. I feel that this happens when ones life style can open the chakras and auric fields by abuse such as drug, alcohol, tantric and satanic rituals and exposure to noxious substances.

The crux or nub of the subject about aliveness and the connection to my notion; does the field of awareness have its own feelings and sensations? This caused me to always feel and define 'what does mean or feel to be alive and conscious'? Yes I can know I am alive through my senses, but what is beyond the senses which I sense in say sleep, meditation? In sleep I can be aware I am sleeping, in meditation when I am empty of thought and yet aware? In dreams I am not totally aware of them, I am a behind the curtain voyeur not explicitly in sexual content and sometimes a Peeping Tom and yet this witness is not affected by the content and is merely a silent almost non interested presence. I feel this presence is also all pervading and indefinable in any sort of human terms and explanations, IT is What It IS. 

I have found that any attempt to go beyond I AM WHAT I AM OR IT IS WHAT  IT IS, is futile and can only deduce that is the rock bottom strata of humanity and the Universe. Cosmic Consciousness cannot be defined AND YET my strange notion of a flat dark mystical field where creation popped up or out of still fascinates me.

Apart from the beautiful calm peace and tranquility in meditation and the sharp awareness when I am just aware without thought, are there any other indications; yes I feel a tingling, not just the body having a numb or neurotropic symptoms, or just Qi after a session and so on. No there is a permanent aliveness, tingling and to quote Eckhart Tolle 'You didn't create your body, nor are we able to control the body's functions ( to be a critic there are Yogi's who can control many of the bodies functions and Wim Hoff the Ice Man but these are at this time still limited, so by and large this statement by Eckhart is true and should we go into the Shamanic realms, incarnation and resurrection then we are dealing with Spirit and not as Eckhart quotes) An Intelligence greater than the human mind is at work. It is the same Intelligence that sustains all nature. You cannot get any closer to that Intelligence than being aware of your energy filed---by feeling the aliveness, the animating presence within your body-by-Eckhart Tolle.

So I felt this morning of the 19th June 2022 a shift from the dark flat field that sort of lay behind creation yes even beyond the quantum vacuum zero potential, I felt even when in the past and often lately I completely relaxed, not only in meditation, the very act of not 'forcibly' relaxing just a natural awareness of it, that it tingled, it was the feeling of aliveness, the buzz of the gentle tingling and in that relaxation all the senses came into one sense to me listening to not outside sound but listening to the aliveness, sensing it through listening, it is listen feel or feel listen. SO WHAT is Life? It is the feeling of aliveness and I suspect this 'electrical' tingling is the nature that the Universe feels, it feels Its own aliveness and that power of the energy that I feel I could only surmise would be beyond colossal and surely burn me up, the sizzling Sun and its flares, its CME and power is just a fraction as are the billions and billions of Stars and all this light and may arise from the Darkness as a shield to protect us and creation from blazing power and burn, a sort of Cosmic Sun Glasses. The Cosmos love being alive and feels Its own Aliveness and this 'OH boy am I am Glad to  be Alive' So I will share this Joy and Fun with you, my creation.

So I am a unit of this power which The Creator meant for Its Creation and for this each and every part shares in this power according to the Divine Intention so in this manner we are a mini image of the many 'cocoons' like the planets and Stars in their forms which by God's evolutionary plans, I surmise we all expand in order to receive more 'power' according to the proportion of our preparation and intent to wish to so.

SHACK  

SHACK 2038 ITS EVERYWHERE

 

The Wire

DON'T WORRY CONSCUOISNESS IS NOT 

ONLY

IN THE BRAIN

CONSCIOUSNESS IS USING THE BRAIN

TO WORK THROUGH

AND MANIFEST THE GRAPHICS

SO 

THAT HUMAN SENSES CAN SEE THE 

INVISIBLE 

SHACK

SHACK 2037 HEAR THIS?

Maya Angelou

                                        CAN YOU NOT TOUCH IT

 CAN YOU NOT SENSE IT

THERE IS ONLY LIFE AND THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE

AND YOU ARE ONE WITH LIFE

FOR EVER AND EVER AMEN

SHACK 

SHACK 2036 Family

Pinterest

Ever since I first saw pictures of the Milky Way and then in real raw vista I was drawn, fascinated, enchanted and it felt as though my heart was connected to it, not so much the palpitations of my lovely physical heart but something else.

I have often mused about this feeling and until now I just thought mainly perfunctory musings so to speak, sometimes idle curiosity and then the ancient legends and spiritual connections such as our ET space cousins have their home, there we are all made of stardust and ET use the Milky Way Black Hole as a portals between between galaxies and so on.

Then it has deepened to this; the Milky Way like all the known Cosmic Entities have the basic atomic structure and indeed Stars manufacture atoms of various elements and are Atomic Furnaces. The process of fusion produces Stellar Nucleosynthesis and new atomic nuclei are made from pre existing nucleons and nuclei. All very interesting and academic.

OK so we have that in common with our planet, not the fusion and furnaces but the atomic elements as are in our bodies and nature, so in a way we are related a family of atoms fashioned by in my view an extraordinary all pervading Intelligence which differs from some academics as this suggest God or 'Ohoooooo' Creative Intelligence. However this did satisfy me somewhat but I was ruminating at times quite spontaneously it would seem about the above, it was going on in my conscious like a running stream beneath the ground and I was not fully aware of it.

Then a phrase came to me one morning about a month or two before this article which I type Sunday June 12 2022; the phrase was the passenger in the breath. It hit me hard so to speak and I could not go further other than a few notes of little consequence, yes they made sense but I felt yes they satisfied some part of my logic and scientific interest. But there was an unrest and it nagged at me.

Then as unscientific as it may seem it came to me; I feel atoms are imbued with intelligence which is given or emanates from Spirit it is The Great God Almighty's very consciousness, Its thoughts and intelligence Its plans put into the atoms and arising from the Field of God's mind at and through the Zero Potential and vacuum and like say jigsaw puzzle pieces they are alive conscious entities and waiting to be moved by the Divine Plan into coherent intelligent forms.

The Invisible informing principle is the 'passenger in the breath' and in every atom, particle and starry dust. This intelligence was gifted by the Almighty to humans as free will and as such many holy books say we are built in the image of the Divine Being. Not as physical being but a splinter mind of aware consciousness, we are creators which way we create either through Divine Law or destructive ego separate wills.

So I then realised I felt the Divine in me, not my body alone, or my lovely heart by my soul, my very essence of my being, I felt an overwhelming Love, not an emotional physical love, yes later it seeped into my body, I knew deep, deep down and then everywhere God was Love, a love that was so powerful that its radiance would and could 'burn me up' and that love was so fierce it was that 'silent invisible love' that caused the atomic furnaces above so written, it was Gods mind that fused the elements with the fire of the Almighty's intent and that it is transformed in intensity, like the high voltage power lines to transformers which are safe and certain for our homes and then in our homes we use transformers for our computers and produce low voltage therein.

So, yes I felt the love and awe I felt regarding the Milky Way is so grand and inspiring I felt that it was like God speaking to me and showing the Divine Intent, this beauty, this creation 'I' God Almighty have given to humanity in order to stir your passion and heart to the creation that you are as is the Milky Way.

I knew that the Milky Way was and is the sign of a covenant between the Divine and us. I knew that God's family are joined in DIVINE LOVE and the Divine's gift is to grow, radiate this love and when one's endeavours to meditate, to pray, to explore and cogitate and to realise that the human form and all the Cosmic Wonders and scenarios are in their essence impermanent and transitory and all that remains when they return to dust and become the building blocks of some new Divine creation then behind that dust so to speak is an invisible informing Intelligence, a mind so baffling to my mind and intelligence that it sometimes perplexes me and that drives me on to meditate because no academic scientific part of me can solve this because that is impermanent as well. The only part of me so to speak is to be quiet, breathe, become still and then the glow and light may appear, especially when I do not request it, just to sit and that inner radiance is but a fragment of the radiance of the star and the love that drives the furnace. God's love is to bring Its Invisible Intelligence into visibility by Its Divine Creation.

It is love that is family and not the frailty of human love unless that human may have been blessed through many incarnations to have cleared the human ego and become a radiant one whilst walking the Earth. To this I would aspire however I judge myself when I say I have many, many, many more incarnations before I become a radiant one. I have a touch of it, so slight that the merest breeze could waft it away.

It is enough to know for now, albeit mainly through reason, logic and intellect and a mere smidgeon, a speck of it in quiet times that God Loves me as part of the Creation and that the Divine Love is apportioned to the forms created so as to not burn them up with Divine Intense Love and that I suppose that the Divine yearns for us to grow in that love so that God can share more the Radiant Warm love with us and not cause us to be overwhelmed by it but to enjoy and trust and let go of petty ego machinations and as an old Japanese Sensei said when I was anxious 'cannot always win, cannot always draw, cannot always lose, only necessary to enjoy, participation is enough'.

SHACK 

    How does a radio work?

The longest waves on the electromagnetic spectrum--radio waves--carry information from a station to a receiver. But radio waves don't carry information all by themselves.

They need to be altered, or modulated.

A signal--a transverse sound wave--overlays the carrier wave, forcing it to change. There are two ways radio stations modulate their carrier waves: amplitude modulation, or AM, and frequency modulation, FM. AM radio broadcasts a carrier wave that maintains a constant frequency, while the overlaying sound wave modulates its amplitude. And FM radio maintains a constant amplitude while the frequency varies based on the overlaid signal. AM and FM radio carry sound waves--a type of analog signal--to your receiver. 

Electrical Engineering Stack Exchange

As a rough analogy the Modulating signal above is like the silent invisible Divine Love running though all creation, say Divine Love, this is the field of energy or consciousness without intent, then thought in this analogy is God's thought or intent and is the Carrier Wave, this then imbued with Divine Intent which is then delivered the Modulated signal. To me this is as said in the above article for us humans 'the passenger in the breath' and in the silence of meditation the antennae to receive and silent information, for those who reach silence and quiet mind, empty mind, there maybe at times, certain spontaneous whisperings which are not like thoughts, but by intuitive knowing without understanding, direct understanding in a micro dot so to speak without explanation, one knows and it is coming out of meditation one understands and it is difficult to adequately or even touch with words, adjectives the experience from meditative experience to human understanding through logic and intellect. SHACK

 

SHACK 2035 PLAY AND FUN

Ice Breaker Ideas

 This morning of the Sunday 19th June 2022 the Sun was bright and temperature more acceptable as Friday and Saturday were very hot and uncomfortable.

I had the feelings as described as I lay in bed quiet late as I had a late night. I sat by the window when I arose and looked at the garden, my downstairs neighbour who is underneath me on the ground floor had his grandchildren there and they played in the garden, we have communal garden and is large and beautiful. 

There were three kids a son, the eldest, two daughters, one very small. They danced and played and then some birds flew in formation overhead, diving and doing an aerial display, although I was sitting I found myself laughing and grinning and I had so much fun as if I were flying and playing. I realised when I do what nature does which is enjoy freedom and celebrate the joy that runs through all of us (not impulse and competitive ideas of just winning), of course kids love to win and they did race and the cute little toddler staggering along to keep up was laughing and giggling and I was rocking about on my meditation stool, I felt their joy, I felt the birds really having fun.

I really felt I had played and flown; if this war torn acerbic acrimonious world ethos which I feel is permeating the collective  unconscious and needs this energy of harmless play and fun to blow out the cobwebs of the negativity so lodged in it.

Thanks Kids and birds I joined unobtrusively in your fun and I really enjoyed it as if I were there physically.

SHACK

    

SHACK 2034 DIVINE FEMININE

Pinterest

I have been having times of crying, some of happiness for no reason, some because of the touch of the Divine (neither male or female), sadness at the worlds condition and my health and pains.

However on this morning of the 13 June 2022 I had this feeling which was growing intensely of late of protection of my fantasy wife and children and a bond of saving females, not sexually explicit with them more like a  Knight in shining Armour.

I felt fantasies carried with them latent desires, some unfulfilled achievements, the ego satisfying itself in ultimate grandeur and yet some element of truth hidden in their myth and legends and the ultimate union with The Great Spirit. 

This morning I felt a deep, deep surge to weep and it revealed to me that my soul, my innermost being, was weeping for the feminine energy a sort of spiritual pheromone and an estrogen of a Divine Feminine nature. I felt that hard science so to speak and this technocratic cyborgism eugenic transhumanism and the mix up of the so classified sexual identities and preferences were taking away the ethos, the very essence and spirit of the female,

I felt it in the logging in vast swathes of forests, the churning up by massive 'male' diggers and trucks carrying away the beauty of the land and nature silently crying out as it was taken grossly and vulgarly in rape and the lust for the technical society to build and drool for more power and create wealth only for material means and to add to the altar of the God and Deity of Mammon all of which will die and rot as all forms of do as they are impermanent and transitory.

'Dear Mother into your loving hands I put mine; please make them soft and strong, tender and powerful and please mother out of yours give them back to me, full of grace and love, infinite joy, strength, power and healing. Thank you. Amen (From Hindu Tradition). I feel so tender towards the feminine and want to protect all women from some of the lecherous cunning sexual predators of which I saw in graphic photographs in my Forensic days and I have recognised are in me and because I recognise it and own it and aware of it I feel I am not a threat to women or indeed boys, girls and feel androgynous and really have a non apparent sexual appetite.    

I feel to cuddle trees, to hold injured birds and to heal them, I feel I wish to heal hurts and pains of the homeless, the migrants and take little children to safety and leave them with caring parents and safety, to see them play in nature be free and easy and no harm coming to them or indeed me. If only I could reach those who are harming nature and the children, who take away the innocence of young girls and boys and those who cherish the idea and thrill of taking virginity and innocence as a trophy to boast about, if they could sense the pain and let it touch their hearts and show respect and mercy, if, if, if?

The scars of the abused can make them shy and angry, depressed and suicidal and take from other innocents because they have lost what the innocents have and do not know how to retrieve and get this precious gift back and so crime, bitterness and a seemingly hard exterior cover the soft innocent shell.

Yet by experiencing the harsh bitterness of some aspects of life, one may come to have compassion when  one regains their own awareness as to what robbed them of their precious bounty. I feel so tender hearted and some may regard me as soft, vulnerable, a coward and to some extent I would go along with this. I am glad I am not a physically strong person now nor strong in other ways, I am getting more content to be feeble as it were and feel the love and compassion to let the ego rest, for my wants and desires are declining as my love and compassion unfold. I am more content now to trust and let the Unknown shine in my Life.

The compassion I feel is; I can see the impermanence of Life and whilst I love my flat, my neighbours are OK the world is going through human made food, water, financial scarcity and the rounding up or herding, corralling people subtly by surveillance, digitalisation, financial crippling and moves that the cabal will be the ultimate New World Leaders and the few to rule and enslave the many through the scientific technocracy of the digital manipulations. Yet I like the money I receive and the few simple gadgets and a few digital appliances, I am not bound to them and slowly releasing as I get to feel the Compassion of Love from the Divine, not as a prayerful religion or dogma but a quiet feeling of oneness as I become more empty of thought, not senile or dumb but in a growing confidence in the calm quiet attunement to Spirit.

So I miss the feminine energy in this war torn world, the harsh monster videos on TV, the vicious uncaring political agendas and the lack of understanding and denial.

I wish I could hold the hurt, the rejected, abandoned, the raped,  the young and afraid in my arms and my warmth could somehow reassure them in some way and I wish I could hold myself this way because I have been and in some ways been in their position and so can feel for them and they know because I see a light at the end of the tunnel there is hope and in that hope there is a light and love in them which can be awakened and this awareness of the light and love is my saviour as it could be theirs.

SHACK 

 

SHACK 2033 HUMANESS

123RF

 Human senses, that are in the human body and nature see or perceive only impermanence as to the senses per se and in death and to some extent in sleep and are then kind of visible and rely on the body.

The permanent is invisible but can be felt by a kind of knowing and that is the mystery and that is the mystery to the organic visible senses and knowing.  

Life contains both the visible impermanent and the invisible permanent this the play of Life and the dual role of duality. Life the essence of duality is beyond duality and polarities. It is the fulcrum, the axis and the exact midpoint of the dualities. That is beyond the mysteries of mysteries.

Oh how it nags me, irritates me the impermanent ego, wanting to know this mystery of the dualities and the seemingly real and illusion and experiencing the permanent in real time so to speak, it is obsessive and can drive me near to madness and distraction and yet I know and sense, a sense beyond senses, an intuitive non logical and yet in many ways more rational, a feeling that it brings elation and fires me onto the quest and I feel emancipation and liberation and I know all is very, very well indeed.

Now what am I wanting emancipation from? In a sense the ego is the cause of imprisonment and although I know I have been brain washed and conditioned and a sort of clone and the ego somewhere in itself knows it always treads on thin ice and does everything in its power to solidify the ice with more layers of thickness mainly through more acquisitions materially or mental and knowledgeable storehouses of memorabilia and scientific facts. The psychopaths, sociopaths, ruthless bound fanatics have so buried the ego in layers and impacted conditioning that have lost all sense of the vulnerable frailty of their ice ventures and will sink through the melting ice of their beliefs and brainwashed identities and drown in a mad act of defiance till the end. They will commit suicide or blow up or alter humanity with nature, nature and humanity are co-joined, symbiotic and are the permanent invisible play of the creative non dual axis and fount of Life. 

The thin small voice of the conscience and intuition, spiritual essence, God calling, the whispering of the voice of the soul in the wilderness of the self, the deep prompting of the moral compass, not by human law but by The Great Spirits law, not so much in words or written edicts but by 'heart soul' feelings is so lost in some and covered by the layers of the grime and conditioning of the past and lust for power or on the other hand those who have been traumatised and brutally savaged who through their misery have lost this contact and sense of their inner self.  

So I seek the invisible with the visible as Einstein said 'We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them'.

So to me since there is no thinking which is in the realm of the impermanent the only way at this time is to not think and by that I do not mean supressing thought, indulging in thought, but by watching and being aware of thought without any intention to alter or judge, just watching, being present and this may lead to the quiet mind, the peace that passes all understanding and then knowing and the invisible that is to the human senses is present.

SHACK

   

SHACK 2032 RESTLESS MIND

TWITTER

 Oh restless mind, never satisfied with the now for ever seeking pastures anew. The conjugations, variations on a theme, new configurations, endless computations, manipulations, variations, on and on, fantasies revisited and glorified modified, forever seeking the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, unsatisfactory outcomes, the goal is just around the corner, disappointment only to be familiar, not quite hitting the mark, sad and then a lift and then sad, seemingly flat. I the dog will catch my tail and although boring and knowing it is useless in a way there is this endless urge to pursue it.

This drive for perfection, this hunger for more and more as if surrounding oneself with acquisitions, accessions, as if these material seemingly solid forms will provide security and safety, fences and barriers to the unknown which seems to be the harbor, the warehouse of unleashed potential to attack and destroy, the unknown and ever present fear of death and incursions.

This invisible enemy plays a subtle almost imperceptible rhythm at the back of the mind so to speak as if the mind were on a constant alert for the sudden attacker jumping out of concealment in the highways and byways of life. Then the anguish of knowing from the ever pompous and all knowing intellect that the mind is only a collection of hand me downs, inherited brain washings and at the best someone else's ideas and theories and the killer blow as it were, this is all  we are atoms with apparently very little in content and barely visible and yet clumped and lumped together by some architect who makes this loose affiliation so real as to fool the intellect into believing this is real and everlasting, this impermanence,this transitory state of being, aliveness is real and yet really in a state of denial, for the sake of convenience so desperately wanting it to be immortal and lasting in pristine prime condition.

So the never ending restless mind, for ever fantasying, like the restless monkey, jumping hither and thither, hoping to find the ultimate that would completely satiate the restlessness and yet at the same instant not wanting it too.  

This conundrum may not bother most, but to the one who awakens to the fact of that one is brain washed, inculcated and conditioned and probably woken up to the fact that all of ones life up to the point of the awakening as it were, one has been taught and brainwashed and has only had one or two original thoughts and then the horror of realising one might be a mind clone of which the reluctant body follows.

Uh ha, then when this dawns on one, the exposure of the exoskeleton so to speak that is the brainwashed inculcated agendas and programmes are at work and present then search for the endoskeleton may begin. This maybe is the search for oneself, the search maybe called the quest, the quest for enlightenment, satori, moksha, to find the  essential self, God, Spirit, the naked mind, who am I, who am I before this brain washing took hold of me? Who was I before I was born and so on?

There seems to be an innate facility, a prerequisite that the natural liberated mind has and maybe awoken on the awakening referred to above that brings to life so to speak a dormant awareness that for many reasons and agendas has been overlaid, covered, pushed aside by the glamour of acquisitions giving a sense of false power and security and the fear through war, terror, torture and poverty. So having realising all of the above comes the problem of how to dismantle this superstructure built over the millennia and many millennia so to speak?

Ho, Ho, Ho; this superstructure has been so ingrained, so impacted and compressed that like the bottom layer of ancient rock structure, the natural processes of erosion by wind, water and subsidence have not entirely left their dissolving and eliminating mark on this structure.

The awareness that has been uncovered and seems to be a new facet that has been discovered and yet has its own intuition and innate intelligence and on becoming familiar with this one begins to realise this is who I am. Simple as it maybe and those who are fortunate to have a sudden severe 'shock'on the awakening (read Zen and other Eastern accounts) that the process is almost complete in one blow as it were, whereas for most it maybe the result of slow processes over many incarnations (by the way the sudden  process of awakening maybe the result of many lives) however, for the many in this life and certainly mine in June 2022 I have awakened like many to the Intellectual understanding of it and each and every prompt of the awareness to the fact that my ego (the collective of all the brainwashed lives through the millennia) and especially the mass brain washed attempt by the cabal though eugenics, transhumanism, cyborgism, vaccines and genetic manipulation with the mass media, digital appliances, weather manipulation not only make it more difficult for the already burgeoning accumulation and piled on top of the incumbent ego authority for the awakened awareness to begin to pierce through the fog and haze of the seemingly new agendas which in themselves have been growing in the minds of the cabal over the millennia as a sort of yin and yang, opposing polarities, however unlike Yin and Yang which compliment one another, the cabal version is opposition and seeking one polarity only. The midpoint balancing of the opposites has gone out of kilter.    

Any form of suppression of the restless mind can lead to a temporary break or rest, then like a cork in water, this underground, this subterranean stream of pernicious contaminated substance will rise and it builds in intensity as it feeds on the suppression and resents being rejected and ignored, it has formed its own identity within the psyche and will not be ousted by this strange intruder the awareness of the true self.

However, the awareness, the witness self, having been uncovered as it were, for it has always been there and will always be there as it is the Eternal Infinite Spirit Consciousness and the ego machinations are not everlasting as much as the ego would like it to be. So to make it a battle will not work, so the gradual process of the awakened consciousness will 'prick' the ego fantasy and connivances and a natural reminder, not a mind prompt and comes and realises that this is not ME, it is not in words or shouts in the mind as it were, it is a natural innate knowing and that like the erosion of the natural processes to rock  by wind and water, will eventually dissolve the ego naturally. This is the slow 'slog' towards emancipation and it seems that humanity is doing this way as I am. However the greater the fear and danger it can hold a speeding up not by force but the absurdity by the cabal in their in your face blatant stunts and policies that even some of the skeptical people are beginning to question this in your face life since 2020 till now as I type this June 2020 and yet with all this the tenacious ego stuff still ties me to a post and severely rewinds me and chastises me and overthrows me with emotional turmoil and yet I am beginning to realise its ploys, its disguises, its strategy's and when I try to figure it out it does not work and in fact adds fuel on the fire.

So it comes back to trust in Life and the awakening awareness and let the awareness do its work and not begin to evaluate new ways of countering this mind parasite that has infected my brain synaptic's as it were and the detox may it be effective naturally intellectually knowing the Great Spirit does no harm for Its Creation and this is a test for humanity to rise from egocentricity to Consciousness of the Devine.          

SHACK

SHACK 2031 INSTINCTUAL

Medium

This came to me as I was looking at the trees and shadow in SHACK 2030 and it was a pigeon, I have done pigeons article articles way back and felt a change of image to depict the point in the article.

The pigeon was staring silently or resting, I could not see its eyes, it was sideways onto my view. The pigeon was still and I could feel its quiet presence even though they coo at times, this one was silent. It then moved and pecked the grass and it did this as it were instinctively as did the bear above in the article heading image and indeed all wild life.

Like many tribal peoples in undeveloped countries (very few left now) they have very little thought, BUT they are highly intelligent and sensitive to their natural environment more so than the so called civilised technological peoples. They seem to be one with nature and instinctively become aware of tracking, herbs, a kind of telepathy and seem to understand that nature supplies their needs and they are simple, beautiful and fun. The so called sophisticated technological needs of the West supply comes from these countries and so it is manufactured with machines and other chemical means of manufacture from these raw materials and many cases causing hardship to the natural communities.

Many 'bibles' quote that 'God knows your needs before you do' and so on. The Zen Monk observing the trees budding, the migrating birds returning exclaims 'all this and I did nothing to make it happen'.

The baby expects its food, comfort and love which loving parents do for their child as nature and the Great Spirit does for us. Can we but Trust God Almighty and realise all this supply is there in abundance if we are not greedy and needy, mind you I have doubts at times to trust my heavenly parent and my doubts are inculcated conditioned brain washed programmes, ah, one might say so are natives, yes but theirs are passed down by instinctual telepathy as it were and in sync with the Great Source of Life. They take for the need of the day as it were and move on so as to not denude and wear out nature.

This I am learning from my garden at the back of flats which shield me from a very busy noisy main road.  

SHACK