SHACK 2039 ALIVE

 

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Sometimes I get a strange haunting notion, I could use several adjectives like whimsical, almost mystic.

So as to this notion it is about being alive, not just breathing, living in an organic body that one day or time as yet unknown the occupant has to leave or as some tout or  postulate, there is actually no occupant, spirit, soul it is mere electrical energy which was activated by the division of the cells at conception and it is a natural process of decay and when the organism has deteriorated because of age, disease and so on , the death process is a mere recycling, an ecosystem process.

As to the occupant, as to the nature of the occupant of which I feel is an awareness, a spirit of consciousness which is a field as it were of underlying awareness and is the essence of Life.  I feel is highly and extremely intelligent and is omnipotent, omnipresent and omniscience and so is the base of existence and creation. 

This strange notion of mine is at odds in some ways with the above paragraph; I imagined or felt in some odd way in a corner of my mind so to speak that this field had no feeling it was dark and flat and somehow out of it came creation, I now feel it is alive and Its raison d'etre is beyond my understanding and Its reasoning and thinking process when I feel It's presence or in awareness of awareness is like flashes of inspiration in nano micro dots that expand into human reasoning in time and space in which this organic cocoon that is my body understands, it is as if high voltage is transformed to the voltage of this cocoon and the level of its development. It seems spontaneous and I have feeling it is so that it downloads as in the fashion above when the human Being is able to understand and some way translate and is capable of sustaining the 'voltage of the input' and not overwhelm and cause so much upheaval that it could cause irreparable damage. I feel that this happens when ones life style can open the chakras and auric fields by abuse such as drug, alcohol, tantric and satanic rituals and exposure to noxious substances.

The crux or nub of the subject about aliveness and the connection to my notion; does the field of awareness have its own feelings and sensations? This caused me to always feel and define 'what does mean or feel to be alive and conscious'? Yes I can know I am alive through my senses, but what is beyond the senses which I sense in say sleep, meditation? In sleep I can be aware I am sleeping, in meditation when I am empty of thought and yet aware? In dreams I am not totally aware of them, I am a behind the curtain voyeur not explicitly in sexual content and sometimes a Peeping Tom and yet this witness is not affected by the content and is merely a silent almost non interested presence. I feel this presence is also all pervading and indefinable in any sort of human terms and explanations, IT is What It IS. 

I have found that any attempt to go beyond I AM WHAT I AM OR IT IS WHAT  IT IS, is futile and can only deduce that is the rock bottom strata of humanity and the Universe. Cosmic Consciousness cannot be defined AND YET my strange notion of a flat dark mystical field where creation popped up or out of still fascinates me.

Apart from the beautiful calm peace and tranquility in meditation and the sharp awareness when I am just aware without thought, are there any other indications; yes I feel a tingling, not just the body having a numb or neurotropic symptoms, or just Qi after a session and so on. No there is a permanent aliveness, tingling and to quote Eckhart Tolle 'You didn't create your body, nor are we able to control the body's functions ( to be a critic there are Yogi's who can control many of the bodies functions and Wim Hoff the Ice Man but these are at this time still limited, so by and large this statement by Eckhart is true and should we go into the Shamanic realms, incarnation and resurrection then we are dealing with Spirit and not as Eckhart quotes) An Intelligence greater than the human mind is at work. It is the same Intelligence that sustains all nature. You cannot get any closer to that Intelligence than being aware of your energy filed---by feeling the aliveness, the animating presence within your body-by-Eckhart Tolle.

So I felt this morning of the 19th June 2022 a shift from the dark flat field that sort of lay behind creation yes even beyond the quantum vacuum zero potential, I felt even when in the past and often lately I completely relaxed, not only in meditation, the very act of not 'forcibly' relaxing just a natural awareness of it, that it tingled, it was the feeling of aliveness, the buzz of the gentle tingling and in that relaxation all the senses came into one sense to me listening to not outside sound but listening to the aliveness, sensing it through listening, it is listen feel or feel listen. SO WHAT is Life? It is the feeling of aliveness and I suspect this 'electrical' tingling is the nature that the Universe feels, it feels Its own aliveness and that power of the energy that I feel I could only surmise would be beyond colossal and surely burn me up, the sizzling Sun and its flares, its CME and power is just a fraction as are the billions and billions of Stars and all this light and may arise from the Darkness as a shield to protect us and creation from blazing power and burn, a sort of Cosmic Sun Glasses. The Cosmos love being alive and feels Its own Aliveness and this 'OH boy am I am Glad to  be Alive' So I will share this Joy and Fun with you, my creation.

So I am a unit of this power which The Creator meant for Its Creation and for this each and every part shares in this power according to the Divine Intention so in this manner we are a mini image of the many 'cocoons' like the planets and Stars in their forms which by God's evolutionary plans, I surmise we all expand in order to receive more 'power' according to the proportion of our preparation and intent to wish to so.

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