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SHACK 2091 THE MIRACLE OF LIFE


This can say so much------it said a lot to me.

Are animals and birds and reptiles dumb and just a bunch of nerves and instinctual or are they so much more.

I have felt things From trees,  animals, stones and have been proven that the feelings as information were right and correct in certain situations.

We all share in these 'gift' in fact they are normal. Our ego can say they are baloney our quiet mind says they are not.

As ever the choice is yours.


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SHACK 2090 SYNCHRONOUS CELERY

                                                                                                                          Celery

Now one may wonder what on Earth has celery to do with synchronicity; I feel that miracles, coincidences and synchronous synchronicity are somehow related.

All of the events above were not planned and came as a surprise and delighted me. The celery was a seemingly small but really hit home. I had gone into the supermarket to get two packs of organic carrots and two packs of organic celery. The celery was nowhere to be seen although there were short stubby sticks, so I turned away and thought well I could get them somewhere else and a bit of nag. Then I spotted out of the corner of my eye and almost a 'psychic' prompt a box and instead of these sticks as in above image being upright they were lying almost sideways and deep in the bottom of the box. 

They were not organic, there had not been organic ones for several weeks, however the non organic ones were heavy and bulky in their packets, however these seemed trim and neat and slimness I liked. To me this was a synchronistic, coincident and miracle.

This delighted me and I felt the invisible hand was at work and that 'God knows what you need (no so much want) before I do' sort of feeling, this kind of reinforced Krishnamurti's 'trust in life' and my old favourite story of the Monk in the cabin on the mountain side getting the logs and food in for winter, some books to read and warm robes; the birds left for migration, the leaves fell, the cold crept in and all was stark and barren.

Came the spring and the birds returned, the trees blossomed and the warmth returned and the monk opened the door and exclaimed with arms wide open in praise  'All this and I did nothing to make it happen'.

Jesus also said 'Considered the lilies of the field, they toil not nor do they spin, --the birds get provided for---for the Father knows of their need.    “But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint” (Isa. 40:31). When I sleep my dear body keeps my breath going, I am not conscious of breathing unless out of breath duirng the day, my hair grows, my nails grow my skin heals when cut, my bodily functions are in harmony when I am healthy and it is automatic and spontaneous, the Moon and Sun cycles with the planets, I witness the seasons and like the monk it happens despite of me, I am breathed, healed and looked after by the Great Universal Parent.

And I am ashamed I am not more trusting and grateful. Again it was Jesus that said on the cross about the two who were to be crucified with him 'Father forgive then for they not what they do' ' I sadly and ashamedly lament 'Father I do know what I do'. I feel sorrow that I forget and I cannot blame the world ethos and the devil that I lapse in my praise and do not trust Life which to me is God in action.

All I can do is to meditate and trust that my faith in the Great Life Giver grows and that I may praise and be grateful more often if not always.

SHACK



SHACK 2089 HIC'S

British Museum

Years Back I became involved in many mysteries outside of the workshop presentations, electrician / forensic transfers of employment and this started with my visits to Samye Ling in 1967 and Findhorn in 1971 and the last visit in 1975. I suggest reading POST's 8 to 12 in www.geofffreed.com (or online) for some of the adventures and my stays at Samye Ling and Findhorn.

I have selected one of the journeys that never came off; this was to go to a The Nazca lines and be met there by a Shaman and look for these high intensity / intelligence Crystals. I did have the gift of psychometry and was told I could read the information contained in these crystals, something blocked me from going and a lady went instead and she disappeared. Then I heard that the Dalai Lama or a high Lama went secretly into Tibet to get the 'Golden Crystal of The New Age' from the Cave of the Dead. I will come to that later on.
Nazca lines
There are other 'mysteries' Elizabeth Van Buren and the lost City of Ibez with the EL's a tall race (later on a my connection and the Crystal Coffins) Professor Chang and Alien DNA and our correspondence, King Arthur'Sword Excalibur and other events I got involved in you can see these in www.geoffreed.com(or online) in Post 2, 342 Repost and 289  Connected just scroll through these and pick out the juicy bits. Unfortunately the articles marked energygrid are no longer available due to that magazine being closed down and some You Tube removed. 
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Imagine three Crystal Coffins one of 13feet long and 7feet wide, one 11feet long and 6feet wide and one 11feet long and 5feet wide. The legend or semblance of truth has it that the Cave of the Dead contains three large bodies in Crystalline and translucent coffins(I have seen these in a high security place somewhere--story on hold!!!)  the mountain path is steep and very cold, it is said that there are corpses of people who have tried to get to the cave, you have to know the meditation practice of Tummo ( Tummo (Tibetan: gtum-mo; Sanskrit: caṇḍālī) is a form of breathing, found in the Six Yogas of NaropaLamdre,Kalachakra and Anuyoga teachings of Tibetan Vajrayana. Tummo originally derives from Indian Vajrayana tradition, including the instruction of the Mahasiddha Krishnacarya and the Hevajra Tantra. The purpose of tummo is to gain control over body processes during the completion stage of 'highest yoga tantra' (Anuttarayoga Tantra) or Anuyoga.
A 1982 study[12] of the physiological effects of Tummo has been made by Benson and colleagues, who studied Indo-Tibetan Yogis in the Himalayas and in India in the 1980s. Conducted in Upper Dharamsala in India, it found that the subjects, three monks, exhibited the capacity to increase the temperature of their fingers and toes by as much as 8.3 °C. In a 2002 experiment reported by the Harvard Gazette,[13] conducted in Normandy, France, two monks from the Buddhist tradition wore sensors that recorded changes in heat production and metabolism. A 2013 study[14] by Kozhevnikov and colleagues showed increases in core body temperature in both expert meditators from eastern Tibet and Western non-meditators.

I witnessed these in an establishment near Carlisle in the UK and I cannot reveal the place deep underground in an official site. Originally I heard of these through a very old newspaper clipping that the late Daphne Kraske gave me when she visited me on her way to Findhorn from the USA. It said the US Military exploded a mountain in order to build a base there and found these huge coffins as above. Apparently they could not open them so they were sent to various venues to open them, all types of explosives, lasers and so on were tried. Then they went to Carlisle where I witnessed ten psychics endeavouring to communicate with the, I was told they sort of breathe every three months!!?  

https://www.buddhistdoor.net/news/dna-evidence-confirms-that-buddhist-cave-in-tibet-was-home-to-a-mysterious-human-ancestor/
From TED
This not the actual cave;The legend or semblance of truth has it that the Cave of the Dead contains three large bodies in Crystalline and translucent coffins(I have seen these in a high security place somewhere--story on hold!!!)  the mountain path is steep and very cold, it is said that there are corpses of people who have tried to get to the cave, you have to know the meditation practice of Tummo,Anyway the corpses were said to be rotted on the warm side of the high pass and frozen on the cold side. On reaching the entrance there is a ekajati (fierce Goddess Guarding the entrance)Apparently it is a hologram, however it takes courage to walk on and travel about two miles into the cave tunnels which are deep and then one comes to three coffins, they are two male one 13 feet high, one female 11 feet and a small male 9 feet high (they are the Els who I refer to in the UFO STORY  May 2005 in www.geoffreed.com(online)The Lama supposedly Akong Riponche then sat and telepathically communicated with the beings inside. Then he returns and relays this information to the Dalai Lama.
 A mystery about her now

I met Elizabeth through the connections at St.James Church in Piccadilly and at that time I was a voluntary therapist in the church and the most progressive vicar who got into a lot of trouble Reverend Donald Reeves he turned some of the crypt into therapy rooms again go to blog. I  was doing Forensics and presenting workshops all over Europe, Canada and of course the UK. I had many arguments and discussions with Donald in my 13 years at St.James. He was it is said the first gay vicar to come out. The Bishop of London had real problems with this in those early days. 
Coming back to Elizabeth she had heard of my Samye Ling visits and the El's and we met. THE history I have of her is vastly different to what the internet states and her demise.  She was fascinated with my '1967' information and prophesies.
Elizabeth lived in Putney, London in a charming small house. Dear Elizabeth was a quiet refined lady and she told me she was a doctor’s wife when she lived in Portugal.  She had a almost celebrity life, fine clothes and food and so on, and very little ' spiritual ' inclination.  She started to get dreams about Bolivia, a lost city and very large beings who lived in the interior and so forth, it got so intense that her husband said 'well go' they had the money and so forth. However when she came to London and started to meet people(like me), I could well believe this and added credence to her expedition(I met after she came back).
 
When this elegant lady arrived in Bolivia she said she felt out of place and not used to such a wild place.  She hired some guides and went onto her intuition. When they travelled into a deep valley and semi forest where they came across small pyramid, when she told them reason for her visit they became disturbed, they took her so far and would not go further. So they more or less abandoned her, to her relief a new band of people came out of the forest and told her that the legend of the 'big people' was true and that lived deep in the mountain and it would not be wise to go any further, so she heeded their advice because she could not go on alone and she did not have the directions. They called the original guides to take her back. The legend was that in those caves was a mysterious city which housed the 'big people' who were said to be the new human race in making.
Just before they went they gave her a black stone, it had speckles on it and they said this was a 'time stone' and when it started ticking and stopped, then it would be start of the New Way. 
When Elizabeth got back to London she met up by chance(if there is such a thing) with a geologist who took the stone and analysed it and said this did not appear to be from Earth, he did not think it was a meteorite(the Bolivian Forest Guides said the stone was holy and came from the big people).  When I touched the Stone it was cold and yet not cold because it tingled and almost was too powerful to hold.  
Rennes -le chateau  France

I lost touch with Elizabeth and she phoned me one night around about 1978 and said she was going to Rennes as there was rumours that the large El's were buried there and this was a very special place. She said you must come over, I declined, the next I heard she phoned sometime later and said she had cancer and was coming back to the UK, I heard she died in poverty and that all her money had gone on Rennes and was duped by people. As I was led to believe Elizabeth began to get senile and she was buried at Rennes. I do not know why that written below was inserted. 

Millionairess Elizabeth Van Buren, descendant of American President Martin Van Buren, settled at the bottom of the hill of the village of Rennes-le-Château during the 1980s. At “Phoenissa” she welcomed guests to watch her self-made documentary in the viewing room that also contained replicas of Saunière’s Stations of the Cross on the walls.

From the Internet.
Elizabeth Van Buren was buried in Hamble-le-Rice, Hampshire, UK
As far as I know there is a confusion and I still have her old Rennes phone number in my address book that goes back to the 70's I know there is another Elizabeth Douglas Van Buren but she is not the same and I do not know her, perhaps historians have it all mixed somehow.
There are many other stories around these El's and I could on and on and how they turn up a lot in my life. Some researchers have written to me and suggested they maybe the tall whites in UFO information, I feel not so.  

Ben Rich / Reich
I could go on and on with peoples and stories, I will sign off with this one. I did not know of anyone thin what follows, it has been now classified as fake news, however it wasn't in 2016 and verified by Sir James Hellier, Dr Edgar Mitchell, Professor Cyril Wolf, Issac Asimov and others;
  
Extraterrestrial UFO Are Real : Ben Rich Lockheed Skunk Works Director Admitted In His Deathbed Confession


Ben Rich Lockheed Skunk Works director had admitted in his Deathbed Confession that Extraterrestrial UFO visitors are real and the U.S. Military travel among stars. This supports Moon Bases and MARS BASES. If you research you will find more evidence.



According to article published in May 2010 issue of the Mufon UFO Journal [Link] - Ben Rich, the “Father of the Stealth Fighter-Bomber” and former head of Lockheed Skunk Works,had once let out information about Extraterrestrial UFO Visitors Are Real And U.S. Military Travel To Stars


What he said might be new to many people today, but he revealed the information before his death in January 1995. His statements helped to give credence to reports that the U.S. military has been flying vehicles that mimic alien craft.

The article was written by Tom Keller, an aerospace engineer who has worked as a computer systems analyst for NASA’s Jet Propulsion Laboratory.

1 : “Inside the Skunk Works (Lockheed’s secret research and development entity), we were a small, intensely cohesive group consisting of about fifty veteran engineers and designers and a hundred or so expert machinists and shop workers. Our forte was building technologically advanced airplanes of small number and of high class for highly secret missions.”

2 : “We already have the means to travel among the stars, but these technologies are locked up in black projects, and it would take an act of God to ever get them out to benefit humanity. Anything you can imagine, we already know how to do.”

3 : “We now have the technology to take ET home. No, it won’t take someone’s lifetime to do it. There is an error in the equations. We know what it is. We now have the capability to travel to the stars. First, you have to understand that we will not get to the stars using chemical propulsion. Second, we have to devise a new propulsion technology. What we have to do is find out where Einstein went wrong.”


4 : When Rich was asked how UFO propulsion worked, he said, “Let me ask you. How does ESP work? The questioner responded with, “All points in time and space are connected?” Rich then said, “That’s how it works!”


Ben Rich Lockheed Former Director knew of extraterrestrial UFO visitors



Lockheed "Skunk Works" former director knew the Roswell extraterrestrial UFO influenced designs of Testor model kits for Roswell UFO models, and U.S. top secret aircraft. According to a CNI News report by Colorado resident Michael Lindemann, the design information was derived from forensic illustrations and numerous witness testimonies about the Roswell UFO, provided by William L. “Bill” McDonald.

In an e-mail, dated July 29, 1999, apparently addressed to Lindemann, McDonald referenced an excerpt of a discussion with Harold Puthoff, founder of the highly classified U.S. “remote viewing” program.



McDonald said: “Well Hal, you asked for it! Now that legendary Lockheed engineer and chief model kit designer for the Testor Corporation, John Andrews, is dead, I can announce that he personally confirmed the design connection between the Roswell Spacecraft and the Lockheed Martin Unmanned Combat Air Vehicles (UCAVs), spyplanes, Joint Strike Fighters, and Space Shuttles.


Andrews was a close personal friend of "Skunk Works" director Ben Rich -- the hand-picked successor of Skunk Works founder Kelly Johnson and the man famous for the F-117 Nighthawk "Stealth" fighter, its "half-pint" prototype the "HAVE BLUE", and the top-secret F-19 Stealth Interceptor. Before Rich died of cancer, Andrews took my questions to him.

Dr. Ben R. Rich former Lockheed Skunk Works director confirmed:

1. There are 2 types of UFOs -- the ones we build and ones 'they' build. We learned from both crash retrievals and actual "hand-me-downs." The Government knew and until 1969 took an active hand in the administration of that information. After a 1969 Nixon "purge", administration was handled by an international board of directors in the private sector…

2. Nearly all "biomorphic" aerospace designs were inspired by the Roswell spacecraft -- from Kelly's SR-71 Blackbird onward to today's drones, UCAVs, and aerospace craft…

3. It was Ben Rich's opinion that the public should not be told [about UFOs and extraterrestrials] . He believed they could not handle the truth -- ever. Only in the last months of his decline did he begin to feel that the "international corporate board of directors" dealing with the "Subject" could represent a bigger problem to citizens' personal freedoms under the United States Constitution than the presence of off-world visitors themselves.”
Lindemann added that “Bill McDonald received the above information from Andrews from 1994 until their last phone call near Christmas in 1998.” Lindemann also noted “It should also be known that Dr. Ben R. Rich attended a public aerospace designers and engineers conference in 1993 before his illness overwhelmed him in which he stated -- in the presence of MUFON Orange County Section Director Jan Harzan and many others that – ‘We’ (i.e., the U.S. aerospace community/military industrial complex) had in it's possession the technology to "take us to the stars".

See the complete letter in May, 2010 MUFON UFO Journal from John Andrews and the hand written reply from Dr. Ben Rich. Hear more revealing testimony from Disclosure Project whistleblowers. NASA can not deny secrets discovered by UK hacker Gary McKinnon and many astronauts if it expects full funding from the Obama White House administration.

Lockheed Skunkworks Engineer USAF, and CIA Contractor Admitted : UFO Are Real

Don Phillips, "These UFOs were huge and they would just come to a stop and do a 60 degree, 45 degree, 10 degree turn, and then immediately reverse this action". During the Apollo landing, Neil Armstrong says, "They're here.They are right over there and looking at the size of those ships., it is obvious they dont like us being here”. When I was working with the Skunkworks with Kelly Johnson, we signed an agreement with the government to keep very quiet about this.

Anti-gravitational research was going on. We know that there were some captured craft from 1947 in Roswell, they were real. And, yes, we really did get some technology from them. And, yes, we really did put it to work. We knew each other from what we call an unseen industry. We can term it black, deep black, or hidden.

The knowledge I have of these technologies came from the craft that were captured here. I didn`t see the craft, nor did I see the bodies, but I certainly know some of the people that did. There was no question that there were beings from outside the planet.

And if alien were hostile, with their weaponry they could have destroyed us a long time ago .We got these things that are handhold scanners that scan the body and determine what the condition is. We can also treat from the same scanner. MY NOTE THE PHANTOM WAVE. Geoff

I can tell you personally that we've been working on them. And we have ones that can diagnose and cure cancer. One of the purposes I had for founding my technology corporation in 1998 was to bring forth these technologies that can clean the air and can help get rid of the toxins, and help reduce the need for so much fossil fuel. Yes, it is time. I can tell you personally that it has already started. pp. 375 ,383.
Well that's enough for now.

SHACK
Tall Whites supposed to have come out of a UFO  in Russia after a crash of their UFO craft
Dr Edgar Mitchell Late Astronaut, Sir James Hellier, Prof. Cyril Wolf, Issac Asimov saw or were told Tall whites seen bent over in shuttle. 
 

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/8581254-road-in-the-sky
more about El's and some Shamans have shared with me about them.

SHACK 2088 HOOHAA

qUOTES gRA m

 


NOTHING

IS 

COMPLETELY

EMPTY

IT IS FILLED 

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NOTHING

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SHACK 2087 DELIGHT IN THE LIGHT

 

Delight in the Light

Courtesy Fearless Soul

 Hello and a warm welcome

On the 13 March 2022 I started the Share -A- Hum and did twelve articles on this and finished on the 3rd July 2022.

Now I feel to share on this title 'Delight in the Light', again this is a departure from the usual political and somewhat some might  say conspiratorial mode of writing.

During the  the 70's, 80's, 90's I presented as you can read in my CV many workshops, lectures and healing with counselling sessions and several stand out experiences that touched many in those days were sharing the light, which were accompanied by two other shall we say complimentary aspects.

Two people stood facing one another. Relaxing and breathing from the hara, dantien or belly breathing and some if they could do intercostal diaphragmatic breathing, with eyes open or shut. When they felt to do so they extended their hands and then if felt to do, hold hands facing one another. First feeling the texture of the skin, the warmth or cold sensation and then if one could feel the energy as a tingling or just joy or unease the main aspect was to FEEL and caste away feelings of shyness, shame, unease and so on not by force but breathing and relaxing. It was OK not to do it.

To feel as the late Bruce Lee said, 'you can't do it because you think too much a busy head-- 'SO FEEL DON'T THINK'. Of course the more one tries to not think, the more one thinks of not thinking. It is good to watch the tussle and begin like entering a cold shower or a hot one to gradually sink past the 'the mental psychological 'barrier of perhaps, shame, guilt, sexual innuendos and other embarrassments. Feel the awkwardness or conversely open up to the mutual feeling and sometimes one can feel the flow of energy, chi, ki, kundalini, lifeforce and then feel a heart 'connection' and then a deep compassion. To do this with the same sex identity partner and yet be heterosexual or bi sexual or gay or any other definition of sexual identity, older or younger persons ( there are some 178 sexual identities) so if I have offended anyone can I hide behind my age 84(November 2022), the MESSAGE is go beyond sexual, personal or other identities and FEEL the energy the SHARED ENERGY.
Courtesy 'Known is the drop, Unknown is the Ocean. wordpress.com

Like the hum, I have done this hand to hand with many and I have known to have 'disappeared in some sharing's as my partner did' and we both felt just light and deep compassion and beyond all definition and trying to define was not on and many a time just cried with joy and conversely nothing happened and there was room for sharing and being frank and honest as to what may have occurred.  
Courtesy Pinterest

To complete the sharing gently release the hands and salute in the prayer mode, or hug or just end as appropriate.
Courtesy Marlowes Books
I do not have any affiliation with Marlowes Books it came as an image for the purposes of assisting the text to follow.
Many in the workshops and elsewhere were shy or embarrassed to Hug and I now suggest SHARE- A - HUG, , I used to pass around edition one and the above for work participants to read and we shared what we felt like, as to humming, hand energy feeling and what hugs we were comfortable with. I used to ask 'are you huggable?' and if not we would explore the feelings around this of course if this was agreeable or appropriate. 
Courtesy A-Z Quotes

Sometimes during a hug, hum, hand sharing and also in a group imagery or meditation, one went beyond and behind oneself as it were and there was this 'disappearance' of ones personality, thought and what remained was a non sexual light and joy, a bliss, a grace and some felt it was a Spiritual  Cosmic Orgasm. I certainly felt this on many occasions with all the different sexual identity participants and with myself on many occasions in many sittings or doing Qi Gong or just spontaneously doing every day life 'stuff'. 

What if more people did this and my 'dream' a world day Of Hugs, Humming and holding hands. In all workshops we finished with a group hug, hum and hand hold, in the hand hold ones right hand held the left of the other standing next to oneself and so on around the group AFTER a group shoulder massage or whatever way round in order felt best. 'We are light beings and as the image says 'keeping each other company on the Path'

Indeed we are light beings temporarily inhabiting a beautiful body made of photons, packets of light 'read Fritz-Albert Popp' for more of the science or I prefer to say we are light beings infused with Divine Light, we are one family of Light only separated by ego and personalities and I feel should we experience this oneness as above during the experiences above, 'wouldn't it be nice if we could feel this most of the time without trying'.

Go Well, Be Well, Be Light

SHACK

Wednesday, 1 February 2023

SHACK 2086 LIGHT SHOW

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Oh how infuriating, I had this Magnificent experience this morning of the 1stSeptember 2022 and I haven't the words or the capacity to describe it adequately.

I arose wearily from bed after a very late night and felt very well in all ways but the usual stiffness of joints did not bother me much. I sat on my meditation stool and observed my garden after a really cool meditation of a no mind, peace and joy.

As I looked out I found a smile really going from ear to ear so to speak and although I was looking through my window I felt my 'mind, my awareness was looking as from behind', oh the lack of words and adjectives and how do you put words so as to feel them as experienced?  

Everything was bright and light as if a light was put onto and into the vista, even my venetian blinds were slowly rocking as the vertical materials coming to a halt after me drawing them to open. They seemed beautiful as the walls and dowdy window frames did, it seemed everything sparkled with infinitesimal nano pinpricks of light, my heart sang as it were, everything was crystal clear as it were and I felt beauty, joy, love were bound together and overpowering my sense of human existence, I felt extraterrestrial, angelic and harmonious, I felt invincible not in a unique superior form, but that my earthly human coil as it is often described was so limited and I was free and this is what Life really is and our human existence was so small and petty. 

human body contains about 6.5 octillion (that's 6,500,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000) atoms.

It felt that these pin pricks of light, were all like these atoms numbers above and they were popping in and out of existence and that each was a bubble, a photon of the tiniest order and that the empty atom as it were was a light entity and that indeed I am a being of Light.

What more can I say to the perplexed local mind, so limited and yet so beautiful that this beautiful body that temporarily houses it for its 'time' and sojourn on Earth.

SHACK

From former SHACK and Blog

From Former SHACK  and Blog
and what is the brain made from 'atoms' of course (SHACK)
 

SHACK 2085 NOT FOREVER

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 I hear them calling out, reaching up and they plead 'please God Almighty' hear us, we starve, not only for food and water but for your grace and peace. Save us Great One.

They turn away as they feel no answer to their plea and where is this God? Despondency fills them and grief overtakes them.

They feel their suffering is forever and death would be a welcome relief. Their strife is a burden, a yoke bending them down with a huge weight attached to it. Their hunger racks their bellies and their minds crazed with the want for food, water and a safe place to lay their head.

The fever of abandonment, rejection and hate that are like poisoned arrows and red ant bites searing and tormenting their wizened bodies and shrivelling their life force and although I feel so grateful for my life in a small flat, that is larger than any of their tents and huts and so far affordable, I feel somewhere in my psyche I feel their plight, it does not rack me or make me feel guilty, it does make feel helpless to help many of them. I give to several charities not because I feel it will win me a place in heaven but because I feel for the donkeys, the blind, the children, for water, dogs for the blind and surgery for deformed children's faces. Somehow I feel I have lived in other incarnations in many of these situations.

I know for me I have at times wondered where God has gone and certainly in this incarnation I have never known true love of another or for another because I have found that human love is always conditional, one has to live up to my own or someones ideal and beliefs and I have seen young and old love turn as the 'honeymoon' is over and today the pressures of success based just on materialism many have to 'live up' to accepted standards of success and then when the impermanence, the transitory existence of life is comprehended and awakening occurs one realises its not forever and life can slip though one's fingers so to speak, if we release the grasp of the present life and its constrictions, then we can lead the same life with the realising 'nothing is forever' for the Nature of the Universe is change and indeed at the level of the particles and atoms there is to quote' 'Ingrained and controlled cultural perceptions have led the way to a concrete view of a material world rather than the more accurate vista that depicts an enormous energy field composed of tiny particles in motion' and from Eckhart Tolle 'You didn't create your body, nor are we able to control the bodies functions. An Intelligence  greater than the human mind is at work. It is the same Intelligence that sustains Nature. You cannot get any closer to that Intelligence than being aware of your own energy field-----by feeling the aliveness, the animating presence within your body' 

So I have taken to feeling forgiveness wherever and whenever I can not to just assuage my guilt especially when I have been callous, cruel words and just plain rude and insulting, arrogant and high minded hiding behind the mask of degrees, knowledge and superiority. I feel the pain that I did to my body and distorted mind sets and patterns and at this time of August 2022 a great deal of anger and swearing and blame at me. I feel the pain that I inflict on myself I must own and I apologise to my dear body for keeping me with a reasonable health and a mind that is loosening up a bit and the dictatorship of my hidden beliefs and prejudices that have warped many of the love that should have been for me and others, this is why I feel the pain of the crying hands because all of their suffering is shared on some level by all of us whether we are aware of it or not.

Somewhere there is a collective field, the collective unconscious and I feel suffering can awaken this awareness to this field and realise we can all sit silently and let the compassion fill this field and let this flood the mind and hopefully let us realise the the Universe is in constant flux and that hope is never far away.

SHACK  
So I weep a lot for my leaving the material world and its glamour and promise, a sadness tinged with joy as I know this is not forever and the gratefulness to know the spasmodic bouts of grace, the complete emptiness at times with just pure awareness are the replacements, if you like of Spirit and the waning pull and lure of materialism and the hard robotic technology and the mad dream of despotic persons regarding altering genetics and eugenics with transhumanism. So I carry on weeping at the sad farewell to the old hard past and kind of mourning for the great life moments and the ego anger for not getting its own way so much now.  SHACK 

SHACK 2084 TWINKINGLING AND WINKING

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Just to make it clear I am not into religions or faiths but I do believe in a Divine Intelligence. The Image above I use to illustrate certain parts of this article and not in anyway to this faith above, should I have inadvertently offended anyone I offer sincere apologies. 

Looking through many of latest internet and other sources there has been a change in emphasis. It maybe said physics has advanced however as 'old fashioned and misinformed' as I maybe, I feel it has moved a long way from my ideas and theories about the origins scientifically as regards to quantum metaphysics. 

I have this compelling vision of the human body as the 'empty atom' 
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Nearly all the academic mainstream stuff I perused talked about the human body being made of atoms of chemical elements yes and I can appreciate this and I ask before they were differentiated or undifferentiated ('these are said to be the renewal agents of cells as in distinction specific cell qualities') yes that maybe so however where did these inanimate cells get their information from so to as allow them to make these distinguishing processes? Well I suppose they say from the big bang and the accidental process of gravity and trial error and the Cosmic Soup(where was the Chef or Who?) caused by an unknown accident and then from the stars they manufactured the chemicals and atoms in their furnaces and we are the life forms of inanimate matter, oh I forgot we are electrical and electromagnetic beings and that is Life,  that is Life?   

I cannot of course prove that a omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscience Intelligence exists and maybe my vanity and fear and my rampant ego does not want to entertain the uncertainty of such a dull existence as in the paragraph above and instead to entertain a loving Divine Intelligence.

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   However there is some sort consensus that 'virtual atoms' blink, wink, twinkle from the vacuum into being, something from nothing. However what gives the virtual atom the information and motivation to do this process well of course the big bang and the process as above and elsewhere above and elsewhere and of course The Divine Plan through an Intelligence is ----oh God no--- did I say God ?

However onto another aspect. Let us play with the idea of reincarnation and I got an inner vision of many souls being born, dying and being born again. Like Stars twinkling so fast was the life and death, here today and gone faster than tomorrow. In fact the quickness of the virtual atom flitting in and out of existence as a similarity.

Well one may ask where do all these souls originally come from? The same place that all the atoms arise from and the stars that have their origin from? Either from the Big Bang or of a spiritual source an all pervading Intelligence.

I leave the choice to the individual. I can only say that in meditation when all thought seems to evaporate and I am not in trance, day dreaming and I experience a light, a calm and I feel I belong to a vast sea, an ocean of vast unending bliss an from this issues forth creation.
There are scientists who say that like the NDE the god calm and so on is the brain and the   human survival tactic in order to lesson the fear of dying or giving hope to the living and the thought oblivion a sort of hormonal serotonin, endorphin, dopamine and oxytocin blessing and bonus.
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AZ QUOTES

AZ QUOTES

Sir James Jeans

The universe begins to look more like a great thought than a great machine. Mind no longer appears to be an accidental intruder into the realm of matter. We are beginning to suspect that we ought rather to hail it as the creator and governor of this realm.