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Lying in bed and sometimes musing early in the morning and wondering if there is a purpose in Life, the Universe and creation and especially in my life?
Pondering and reflecting what might have been, the fantasies, the dreams and the ambitions now faded into a dream like past and dream like life as of now with a world wracked and fraught with a seemingly undetermined future, madness, crime and the heinous of crimes and atrocities and the latest James Webb telescope showing glorious sculptures and so far out in distance that is entirely incomprehensible to the rational mind and nearing the earliest creation and the 'big bang' seemingly as some of the scientists say without feeling, meaning and sentience, sterile and merely just a factory and nuclear furnace to manufacture elements that produce planets and us and so called organic life and dull and inert rocks that just happened by chance and gravity to form the Earth, Moon, Sun and the solar system and galaxies beyond, with absolutely no meaning and an accident. To me that is a bleak prospect and just a temporary enjoyment or suffering over a few years and no afterlife and remembered incarnation and upon death just an oblivion. No wonder why some just take and fake after all morals are just a highway code and to keep some modicum of mass ego causing annihilation as is of 2022 October and the talk of nuclear war between Ukraine with Russia or even a third world war and cold war plus extinction by climate change (I disagree with the scientific explanation, I feel it is a natural cycle plus a percentage of human abuse to the environment, see my blogs www.geoffreed.com for more detailed explanation with reference to the five extinctions). So what is the purpose of creation and our and my life in all of this?
Then there is the following; Creation is the dream and plan of a Creator, God Almighty and then the Universe which through evolution which is God's plan working out is entirely infused with His / Her spirit and alive and sentient and has given all creation free will in order to either follow the guidelines of creation and work in harmony with it or bring its downfall to a point where destruction and corruption destroy natural evolution and challenge the Divine Plan and then maybe the plan has that in mind, to see who will willingly and not by coercion go along with God's plan. Perhaps the extinctions are a way of evolution grooming and honing the creation to see who survives as humans, planets, galaxies as the plan evolves and the survivors are the pick of the bunch so to speak. Maybe this is so---who know's?
So I asked in my musings and felt insignificant and somewhat dreary?;I am nearing 84 years of age in eight days time, been retired twenty two years, mainly pottering about, health is not too great and to what purpose I am here and living, what good am I to my neighbours, the community and the world and to God's plan I do not communicate much with neighbours or family and am a solitary kind of person, yes I write this stuff all two thousand odd of them, another two blog sites on political and ethical matters one of which in archive with articles and blogs from a magazine that the editor closed down suddenly and he and I managed to salvage article of mine from the past.
However, at various times I seem to get some silent knowing that come in a micro dot or just a silent knowing, no thoughts, just a knowing and this was the understanding I got from it (as usual these inner experiences as it were are hard for me to describe or put their meaning to me which is intuitive and not in language, I call it spirit feel knowing, the language and communication of spirit to the human mind;your being here on Earth seemingly idle and without purpose is the purpose, past the fantasies, dreams of yore, you can rest in the peace, that peace that goes beyond understanding and this way you become peaceful and open to Spirit Inspiration and scribe it down also help top up the collective unconscious with peace and counter balance the negative frantic hype of the ego power lustful over the top inflated fiery amoral ego's that exist and prevail and also you sense the energies of those pockets that the cabal has which are the dark corners of the human collective unconscious which the dark entities and denizens from extra terrestrial sources feed on and excite.
SHACK
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