SHACK 3099 MYSTERY OF HAZE

 

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The haze of the mind, the foggy brain, the hope that when the haze clears and clarity is present then the clear empty brain, alert, bright and pristine is present.

The haze of the collective unconscious marred and smeared with particles of envy, negative news and grab whilst you can, morals forgotten, respect left far behind and all hope seems destined to crumble and failure.

And yet sayings like there is in 'every cloud there is a silver lining, hope springs eternal in the human breast' and so on, the vain pleading for better things, clinging to beliefs that never seem to be fulfilled these can be very depressing and 'push one down' and yet without the use of distractions, just sitting quietly, relaxing and surrendering to these oppressions and certainly not indulging in them or getting morose, one can just be there with them and suddenly with no explanation they suddenly lose their meaning as if they were only thought forms and they just vanished and the relief is felt and peace and joy and the bright  and the hazy experience has vanished into thin air. 

It is interesting that the feeling of being pushed down, depressed, morbid and so on refer to an entity being pushed down, who is this 'I' this 'Me' being submerged. It would seem that a collection of learnt, taught parental, cultural, ethnical repetitive and constant exposure to such phrases is taken aboard the mind and stored and becomes a sort rule book, a highway code to navigating the world and its affairs.

This constant repetition and drumming in the data becomes an automatic response and so takes over unconsciously and can be so insidious that it becomes normal to the experiencer and creates a haze, a sort of distortion from might be is. It is an automatic reaction which contradicts the 'holy grail, the supreme narrative' of the mind that imbibes the beliefs of the above.

This becomes ones norm and reality and so many layers so many hazy moments that block the light of awareness, what is unconscious in the haze of an inculcated and is unconscious because there is no awareness of the content, it is just spewed out without thought or being conscious of the content.  

Being conscious and aware without judgement and watching with interest, an interest without agenda does not automatically eradicate the reactive spontaneous if it is really spontaneous reactive process.  It merely shows one the contrast between reactive brain washed thought and then can point out at first touch as it were that the reactive process is a rebellion to that which challenges the stored inculcative material, the ego that is the collect reactive entity defends its narrative at all costs in many nefarious ways.

The awareness is consciousness at the primal 'level' and has its own intuitive feel and feels without reason that the ego process is not 'natural' and is not a reality as such, it is a reality based on brain washed someone else's ideas and agenda and it by watching without intention as to the results that gradually the processed thoughts like processed food feels like a false frequency and promotes intuitive understanding which is often illogical and against the grain.

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