SHACK 4164 ROUTINE

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 Sometimes we can get into a habit that becomes routine and we might feel let down by ourselves if we cannot fulfil the daily routine and stress if we are behind schedule and like the image above have a mind to catch up or go faster and life can be a treadmill like  the Hamster in the treadmill in the cage. Like if we miss a prayer will we punished for forgetting and also just mindlessly babbling off the prayer as an automatic habit as insurance against misfortune.

Then again if we look at reality which we went into in past articles, there is no thing as reality in a way, they maybe just mind programmes which by rote and by incessant intent we may then brain wash ourselves as this is a dominant habit that this is reality. So maybe breaks in the routine which also become a habit. In this difficult path to freedom, because our daily routines may become boring and stale is it possible to be free of routine and yet be in a natural routine? Our bodies need feeding and they are in routine however they are in sync with nature which one might say is cyclic and routine and yet this is done without effort on our will in a way. Our hair grows, our finger and toe nails grow, mostly our cuts and wounds heal seemingly in silence and without our interference, perhaps with an adhesive plaster or soothing ointment.    

Many people have shared with me that they feel breathing and heartbeat and pulse are seemingly automatic, I have the experiences of 'being breathed' as if my breath and pulse are being 'pumped into me' as is I were a pipe an something was doing it to and for me, true I can regulate the breath and heartbeat by intent but not the intake and outbreath, try holding your breath, something then kicks in and you breathe. Life is the giver of breath and pulse. A monk in his/her hut on a mountain side gathers in wood for winter, the leaves fall, the birds go away, Spring and the buds begin to bloom, the birds return and the nun and monk come to the door and say 'all this and I didn't do a thing to make it happen'. The seasons are there for us, the Moon and Sun go about their daily routines so to speak, are they conscious of their cycles, is Mother Earth and her companions the beings of nature are they aware of their cycles and do they not quietly go about their cycles. So can we do our daily chores with an eye on the fact we are living and breathing with Life and the Universe and trust the silent process within us and do our routines with less stress even if we miss a session or two and realise Life wants to Live and express Itself whether we participate or not.

Trust in Life and Live Life as Life would have it, the mysterious ways of Life and it is the mystery that beckons us on, otherwise we lead a life of stress and despair.

SHACK    aka    GEOFF

SHACK 4159 AMBIGUITY

 

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I feel that the embryo and foetus can 'feel' the sensations as vibrations from mother and even from outside the uterus re mothers feelings and the embryos sensitive reception nodes. Because of the inherent DNA of humanities Cosmic programming it maybe that the embryonic entity feels a sort  of unease and as the brain has not developed sufficiently it may feel and remain a anathema and has no explanation just a feeling which is passed onto the growing nervous and cellular system.

When the baby emerges it still carries these uneasy feelings with it and may explain why some babies are so difficult with feeding, potty training and sleep issues. When the baby  grows older and still has these feelings and may have an unhappy childhood and there is still no explanation as to these 'negative' underlying spontaneous feelings that feel so visceral and because they are visceral they remain there and unexplained and then taken as a natural series of sequential arousals and taken as a reality. 

This may cause trauma and be at odds with society that one finds oneself in. These feelings become so ingrained and habitual that they could cause some mental and psychological problems. Sometimes and more often these feelings amalgamate and cause an entity named ego and the ego which has been born to the child by now comes to want to keep this known programming and not realising it is programming

and because it is visceral it difficult to put an explanation to it because it was a imprinting in the womb to the DNA and the nervous system. Many fantasies carry the deep yearnings of the ego to find out 'who or what am I' in relation to the traumas of the intuitive ego realising these deep under the radar feelings have no logic or psychological understanding, they were downloaded before logic, choice and understanding were apparent and before the brain could understand and a sense of awareness of self became evident and to appear.

Even the the awareness of self can be mistaken as awareness of the ego self and so a schism can become to the fore and classic battle or challenge between ego self that is visceral and defies logic which the ego vainly tries to get a 'handle' on and the ego programming brought about by inculcation and brain washing and if one has had a taste of 'spiritual self awareness which is the natural awareness of stillness, no thought, not by suppression or technique perhaps in meditation and and then just spontaneous 'no mind' then this can add a third quandary.   

The womb visceral imprinting can even enlighten the ego as a separate entity challenging the ego programmes through inculcation and causing it to habitual interfere with 'the quiet natural mind' so to speak and if it gets so strong it can take over the ego programmes blot out self awareness and one lives a world of unpleasant unexplained feeling haunting fantasies which can be a coping mechanism in an attempt to justify, explain or give an explanation and this visceral it may never leave the person in this dilemma. 

It may appear because one has sufficient awareness of the Self that one realises ego programmes of the day to day and cultural, social, religious and political world of ones inculcation and the haunting need to understand the deep need to understand that there is no explanation and it was passed onto a nervous system and embryo and it is not of oneself at all, like when one finds out that through inculcation we have an identity passed onto us and we are cloned minds and waking up to that we have no real identity and face up to the fact we have the identity of no identity and when one can live with that it begins to have the effect that the visceral and ego feelings, sensations and puzzles begin to subside because the awareness of Self and the quiet mind of peace and feeling of compassion begin to compensate for trauma and logical explanations. This peace is all that is required and one can feel that is all that we need and it is Life's energy flowing through us and trusting in Life is sufficient.

SHACK    aka     GEOFF

  

SHACK 4162 SURFING TIMELINES

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 From Mountain Spirits who ride the Wind to ancient roots of surfing to perhaps the future to riding or surfing Timelines.

With the discovery of the quantum field, the zero potential, the vacuum, entanglement and all that and the often quoted that in all that zero stuff the are all possibilities and probabilities and I feel the Akashic records which are said to be a collection of every thought, emotion and event since creation and perhaps this maybe the same as the quantum field as above. From all this data imprinted on a non physical field or plane of existence there maybe there are currents of ether in space, perhaps magnetic 'lines' which are preserved by thought and emotions on a non physical strata in which era's of galactical, planetary, individual 'soul' and extra-terrestrial civilisations and human civilisations with the formation of the Universe and interdimensional phenomena arose and will be and the future timelines extrapolated or computed or by allowing events by free will as in distinction from Universal cyclic law to shape by juggling the events in these timelines to sift and sort and settle to a sort of jumbled conclusion and the chaos settle in to some form of semblance of order and some sort of uniformity.

It maybe that riding these timelines like in human family history of an individual or family that through intermarriage, tragedy and so on timelines intermingle, take over or kill off or agree to join or just straight surfing on the chosen 'path' so to speak.

It may be that certain timelines are contained in the epoch or era of a particular 'etheric' era and this maybe in a particular 'area' of space and around planetary bodies or galactic 'gravitational' influence which maybe esoteric or telepathic spiritual frequencies and vibrations and that if an influence be that strong the 'traveller or rider or surfer' may drop or fall out of the timeline and be dropped into a timeline completely different to the former one and these events have been known as 'time travellers' they can drop into an ancient or past line, a future line or a completely alien line which holds no known comprehension to the traveller.

Why such events happen; it could be that a particular time line being or beings have such 'telepathic will' that they feel to interfere with creation, remembering that the Creator grants free will and awaits the outcome with curiosity and could just wipe out the 'play' of individual complicity, will power, domination and surrender and is like the Creator is being entertained by the drama and pathos with the contrast of undying love and devotion, this is the Cosmic Drama of Evolution and since the Universe is all about frequencies and vibrations is this indeed all an illusion and in content just as ethereal just the dream like existence mystics and scientists have referred too as in SHACK 4120 April 1st.2025 'Illusion of Reality'    

So maybe this a matter of being 'all in the mind' and is nothing more than a grand deception of and that there is no such thing as reality and that which is taken as reality is merely a construction of some programmes invented whether from the stone age to intergalactic space and ET travel to try to 'grasp' some form of reality in order to guarantee some form of safety and security that never ends and is eternal. Maybe this can never be as human and even ET feel and one has to realise we only exist because we think we do and this is a subtle and deceiving stratagem and another time line set up to insure survival. Even if I die my time line preserves me and reincarnation preserves my timeline. So even in the trillions and trillions of vibrational timelines all vibrating and seeming relentlessly pursuing their apparent destiny and perhaps awakening to the illusion and frustration of this race to form perpetuity and realising that this is another illusion to try to guarantee eternal safety and immortality and the crash to see and deeply feel  'I am just a Mountain Spirit that rides the Winds' and these are invisible currents of air that like us are just as real and lasting as they are.     

SHACK     aka      GEOFF 

SHACK 4158 THE AURA OF LIFE

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Often when I am just gazing in an unfocussed way or just looking without thought I perceive a faint aura around things especially trees this aura conveys a sense of feeling of the the aura of Life.

When I stayed at Findhorn there were people who said the aura is the the energy field that fed the plants and some said they saw 'the little folk' and fairies around them as well. 
 

Fairies are a diverse range of supernatural beings found in the folklore of many European and global cultures, appearing as spirits, nature guardians, or mischievous creatures

When I was at Findhorn I met Robert Ogilvie Crombie known as Rock(ROK) formerly a scientist and due to his love of nature and ill health lived in Edinburgh Scotland but travelled and stayed at Findhorn for several days at a time. He channelled a being named PAN and many thought he was channelling the devil. (famous pan pipes of legends-- one of them was the Pied Piper of Hamelin)

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I was invited into a caravan to partake in a channelling led by ROK, there was a tape recorder and there were six of us.  ROK started to invoke PAN and I distinctly heard a deep voice that reverberated through the caravan and hit my bones so to speak and it said 'I am PAN'. I do not remember what else was said, I do know that ROK asked questions and so on. I smelt a deep fragrance of pine, the caravan began to shake as if a huge wind was about. There was no recording on the tape and I was told by the late Eileen and Peter Caddy that was usual and we checked with the other members that there was no wind and it was a mild summers night.  As I found out some years later that ROK as he was dying wondered if he had made a mistake about PAN and if this being was a devilish entity for me I do not know but I never did channelling and did not go back when invited. There were many mysterious events at Findhorn, some I have told in back articles.

Coming back to this field I sensed as above, I feel it is feeding me in some way and I am ingesting it not as I would food or drink but through my auras and also some other means. I feel it is connected with chi, ki and kundalini also somehow with oxygen, it also feels it gives my DNA ' a twirl' and I do not know what or how to explain it, it is a feeling, one of those inner 'knowing's' could it be wishful thinking or imagination, well I feel not but!!!? There are more than enough mysteries in Life. I feel my body is thirsty for this contact and I feel it is everywhere and when I came across Kirlian Photography developed by Semyon Kirlian and Thelma Moss's Orgone photography developed by Wilhelm Reich, it did throw some light as it were on auric fields and subtle energies. One way to see auras is to look in an unfocused way almost away slightly from what one is viewing and if one then gets into a ASC altered state of consciousness then they appear vividly. Many scientists have said the Universe is energy vibrating at various frequencies and wavelengths, the vibes folks, some folk are more sensitive to the subtle energies and a lot to do with it is the quiet mind. 

But for me this feels like the Aura Of Life.

SHACK   aka   GEOFF

SHACK 4157 SINCERE HYPOCRISY

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The image above does not adequately portray the feeling I wish to portray here. But then does anything really portray in depth and experience the exact visceral feel and inner knowing?

The portrayal that I have in mind may not connect with the image or text above, however it does to me, so here goes. I have often felt and contemplated about prayer, it is said in many holy books and philosophies that one should pray often and daily yet I have some reservations about this; I have found myself at times praying because I am fearful and at the back of mind I felt I was a hypocrite because I was asking God for help and was reminding God, 'look I am praying' I was using God as an insurance that God would not forget me or love me if I did not pray.  If I really loved God I would know and trust God (I do not use him or her as I feel God is a him/her as it were). Was I using prayer and supplication to ease my own conscience to assuage my guilt and not anger God and be left to the fire of hell and bring disease and pain to my life. Like a child who neglects to visit their ageing parents and feels guilty and does the once a year visit as a duty and not for love and true feeling. 

So there is a dilemma a veritable quandary do I cease prayer because I am only doing it to assuage my guilt and fear a sort of lip service or as the Native American quote 'man speaks with forked tongue' or is it better to pray in some other way? 

I feel there is another way; it is is said the highest form of prayer is to be silent and still.  I feel that when the mind is quiet and still I have surrendered and not used my own understanding, my agendas and ego demands are somewhat quietened and I am receptive only to the stillness, I am open to what Life which is God has to offer or has in mind for me, I am grateful when so called synchronicities, coincidences and grace is gifted to me and then quickly this fades when life returns in its routine manner in daily living.

Some say that that when I awaken from sleep I should offer thanks for life in me and the days light and yet I feel this can be a way of saying, please do not make harm come this way today and angels guard me while I sleep or walk by me by this day, I feel this is me because I do not trust in God, in Life, did God bring me to this Earth to punish me or torment me, not in the depths of my being I know this is not so, yet the tormentor, the ego, the something else says silently and whispers so softly and puts an unease and says' do you really think God looks out for you, you are a soft fleshly being and at risk to everything, disease, old age, lack of love and everything was terrible in your childhood why should you be special, why should the great God of this Universe, this Creator of all and everything shine the light of protection on you or anyone else? 

Yet despite this I feel and know that there is an awareness that is aware that I am aware of that awareness, I am self aware and that means I am conscious I am alive because of the awareness of consciousness, I experience my aliveness as a witness to this aliveness and although there is no tangible evidence of this and my body may not feel this my awareness of awareness is the conscious experience of Life.

This awareness is the highest form of prayer.

SHACK   aka    GEOFF

  

  

SHACK 4160 BURIED DEEP ---FALLEN SPECIES

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 Buried deep within the human psyche is the notion that we must as we age get ill, get infirm become senile and get aches, pains and terrible life threatening disease and a pain wracked miserable depressed ending in a hospice or some sanatorium and incontinent with dependence on others and with a feeble weak voice tottering about with nothing to look foreword too and wishing a painless quick demise. Of course not everybody has this morbid feeling and those well off can bask in their wealth and just enjoy the luxury to the end of their days and the less fortunate may rue the days they were born.

I have a repeated feeling that illness and all that above is not natural and at times I just feel I cannot get any of those above symptoms and it is just a feeling that passes and then I am distracted by my infirmities and age related symptoms. I have this notion that somewhere in our far, far distant past we were fooled and fell from grace as it were as in image one, we were once in a fine 'cloud' of golden ethers and belonged to a realm before humanity as we know it today became evident. Somewhere in the timelines of our descent humanity became more gross less etheric and as we did this we descended like the rain into the Earth and became more earthen, our gossamer bodies that gracefully swirled and danced in delight like angels and spirits became more solid and as such lost its ability to pas through seemingly less solid objects.

The Ascension process is the reverse to precipitation is the ascendency to the etheric beings we were and as I  have mentioned many times we are in the the 6th Extinction and becoming a evolving human to be named Homo Spiritulana Energetica (others have named them Homo Luminous, Homo Angelica and so on, my name was coined in 1967) and indeed I would say that great luminous beings have walked this Earth and have been witnessed and written about you will know who they were and are, I will not name them because it may cause a religious and racial tension.

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May I remind you I use images to assist the text, and they are not advertisements as I do not earn from my writings and send back donations, I write for my own pleasure and my opinions and views are not meant to teach or be followed and is left up to the individual to make up their own minds, having said that in image 2 it is to give the picture or idea that the etheric being descended their fine gossamer 'bodies' more like clouds of fine energy became besmirched and became to condense. 

 

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Actually Image 2 should be here, however the idea is as we descended it was from image 3 to image 2  as to impress the finer energies of 3 became the darker more solid for of 2. Some theories suggest we were a sort of plasma form and became a sort of solid human form with a cyclopean eye and the form contained a non dual entity and then becoming separated to male and female form this follows the Atlantean forms and were then until the cataclysm still healthy and had natural technologies and spiritual values. However which model you choose such as certain religions fee we came from the Cosmic Egg, or the fall as of the bible or ET gave us birth as some feel, there was a fall and someone, somewhere put in this insidious idea of illness, technology and materialism were the way to go and that technology and science could heal and preserve. Yet as we see we are getting on the whole poor health, depression and severe threats of pandemics. I have written before the other looming threat that death is the end and to be feared.  

Over the millions of years we have been so inculcated 'teaching or influencing PERSISTENTLY with REPETITION as to implant(like seeds buried deep in the Earth) that the roots are so deep in our psyche so buried over by billions and billions of repeated phrases about death, illness, sin, negativity that it is almost nigh impossible to remove the shackles from the imprisoned minds and of course governments, despots, religions, creeds, cults use the fear to control. In the UK we have NHS the National Health Service and every UK government prizes the institution and I have used and may use its services and because of my doubts and fears I am glad it is there and yet another part of me feels it is hampering the free mind and takes many of us away from herbs, healing by spirit and natural means and I am as hooked on it as well to a certain extent. I get daily reminders on my phone about 'At your age Dr Freed you need your Covid vaccinations and your winter Flu vaccinations' if I opt out by emailing or texting them I will be a target and could get kicked of the GP surgery list and so I just delete, friends of mine who did this got a doctor come round to see and question their reluctance. Others who have prescription meds just throw them in the bin because they have refused them, they and I use use herbs, homeopathy and because these are expensive and private I do what I can afford.

However as obstinate as I am, I feel to feel and nourish this idea that I am disease free and is natural and that death is natural and these are inbuilt in the human psyche and to keep 'feeling in quietness where this fear and brain washing is in me' of course it is a deep buried energetic magnetic resonance field and is enhanced and fortified by the advertisements and the collective unconscious infected and its virus of digital A1 impact that invades our thoughts and technologies so as to make it a hard task not to only shake off these subtle influences like ghosts that flit in and out of the mind and indeed the authorities play on the subtle ghosts and apparitions and are using them as control mechanisms, but many are seeing through these illusions and are breaking free, these maybe in political, religious and ideologies and are shown in crowd demonstrations and others maybe in small groups or individuals who seed the populous with their quiet and ordinary day to day existence and are the background warriors and the journey to uproot and clear these brainwashed out dated notions is the work and mission of the new human ascended Being.      

SHACK     aka      GEOFF

 

SHACK 4155 MEDITATION

 

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Perhaps one of the most contentious subjects to discuss or even attempt to explain is meditation. To some meditation is to contemplate some meaningful writing, browse into a mirror, think deeply, repeat a mantra, breathe work, do yoga and Tai chi or just get the mind into a soporific drowsy mind just on the brink of sleep or employing any technique. So how can meditation come about?

All these points above can lead to the awareness of thought and then by the witnessing of thought, emotions and feelings, to most thoughts are continual and seeming spontaneous never watched as an inner viewing, they go along as an automatic programme, indeed one may never actually sit down and just watch from one's inner TV screen the so called screen of mind, a sort of inner gazing and should one pursue this inner gazing, one can get to experience thoughts as separate from the gazer or viewer and realise where do these thought arise from and seem to drift out of or dissolve and then the realisation and research as to the content and so on and one may reach a conclusion they are programmes and get into my pet view inculcation, the cloned conditioned brain washed mind.

However one may witness a gap, a break between thoughts and sequences of thoughts and experience brief interludes of quiet or to realise how 'noisy and annoying' thoughts are, not annoying because of their emotional content but by their seeming banal essence and some are just 'not me' do not ring true and are irksome. Then one may come to the realisation these gaps, getting past drowsiness, disciplining by stopping or encouraging these gaps and this becomes futile and one can give up at this point, however the gaps between these thoughts are peaceful and somewhat still. Then there can arrive a battle to seek the gaps and the restless programmes of a seemingly other you then to discover this other you is a set of programmes and probably named ego (again go into research or my articles on inculcation).

This 'battle' between the ego and the gaps can become quite intense and some give up and some never achieve living with gaps and some become the gaps either continuing to live in the body with minimum thoughts just enough to live in the world and some can live in the world with fuller thoughts because the gaps are now natural to one and the 'pull or magnetic' influence of the ego has sufficiently subsided. One also realises that the mind in a way does not exist it is the content of the ego thoughts that make a sort of entity named mind, by the experience of this an awakening appears and one realises the ego is more or less just a bunch of thoughts that configure and and adapt(more in inculcation).

So in my view meditation is a means to reach not by technique but by exposing the false narratives and mind movies of the ego which in itself has no foundation or substance but is a conditioned set of programmes and its foundation is based on shifting sands and that the gap which is an alert dynamic yet peaceful consciousness is actually who one is.

So in fact one no longer meditates as such it happens automatically seemingly spontaneously, the 'call' of the quietness, the intuitive feel of the stillness and it will come at spontaneous moments and maybe eventually it will engulf one and either one will leave the body or remain however this stillness is natural and all consuming this is meditation when the stillness calls one instinctively and one realises this is our true nature.

SHACK    aka     GEOFF

Some call the allure of the 'stillness' akin to the 'ancient mariners siren song only it is not luring them onto the rocks' so to speak.

Some compare this to the 'beloved' the souls lover of itself and spirit. Often writers and mystics have compared it to a love affair. It is indeed beautiful and sublime, of course Rumi was one of those wonderful souls who felt the 'touch'

SHACK 4148 BOX

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 I knew a Vicar and he always quoted 'lean not to your own understanding' and Peace I leave you, not as the peace the world understands it, but the peace that goes beyond all understanding'. 'Buddha through suffering, impermanence and desire'

When faced with a problem that the mind cannot solve sometimes by 'going outside your own box' not by going to theorise or brain storm, but to realise that the mind and the stored experiences, beliefs, agendas and cultural religious inculcation has no answers then 'lean not to your own understanding' be still, breathe and rest and reach the quiet empty mind, in fact there is no mind when it is empty, there is just awareness if one does not get restless or fall asleep. Then one can experience the 'peace that passes all understanding' and sometimes answers do spontaneously arise from that quietness or it does not seem to matter anymore. 

In that stillness suffering, desire and the fear of impermanence melts and in both cases as above one has gone 'outside one's box so to speak.

SHACK    aka    GEOFF

SHACK 4156 ANOTHER KIND OF FOOD

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 I hesitated and chewed this over many, many times and had a restless night and then got up very late and this experience 'tore' into me, feeling like I must write it down no matter what comments or or evaluations on my ego or mental health. So here goes.

As a forerunner may I remind you that all of this started in earnest with a series of events; the first NDE in 1944 and then a gigantic downloading of what is the base to all of my work  the '1967' writings a mention in my CV proceeding these writings and a small portion www.geofffreedarchive.blogspot.com the full 1967 writings are too large to print and I was instructed not to let them be known and only when there might be some evidence or the right time so to speak. In precis and a very short synopsis explanation; the 1967 writings are a series of prophesises and more especially the DNA upgrading under the general heading of the Ascension symptoms and the new human evolving despite the terrors we live in, the name given was Homo Energetical Spiritulana and this was based on the so called 'Junk DNA' which was lying dormant and would be activated by the Universe when the 'new energies' came in as a preplanner incremental process and the would enhance the human to its new form over time. The process started long way back but became more pronounced in 2012 to 2030 ---2031---2075 and more about this can be found in Post Sunday 23rd June 2024 'Homo Energetica Spritulana' and;

May 24th 2021

• A SUPER SPECIAL
• SPECIAL 1967 WRITINGS Part 1
• CHANGES IN THE SOLAR SYTHEM ---PLANETS---- ASCENSI...
• Now to this and my latest experience; it was late and I had just read a few sentences in the book 'The Secret Lives Of Trees' I felt tired and rested and put my chair into a laid back mode when my body went into a real deep abdominal hara breathing and then it seemed to stop and quieten down and I found I was drawing breath as it were from ' a deep space' from not from my breath as it were I had the impression that the back of my head was open and I was breathing a sort of a refined energy through my neck. This went on for about an hour or so.
• Many years back I had read 'The Autobiography of a Yogi' by Yogananda and something about a yogini who never eat food and I leave this insert below and a link of a man who went miles and miles to meet her;

• "Secrets of the Siddhas - Health, Longevity and Enlightenment's post

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  "Secrets of the Siddhas - Health, Longevity and Enlightenment

  27 October 2023 ·

  Yogini Giri Bala: Living on Cosmic energy from the Ether, Sun, and Air

  "‘Lord,’ I prayed incessantly, ‘please send me a guru, one who can teach me to live by Thy light and not by food.’ ""

  “A divine ecstasy fell over me. Led by a beatific spell, I set out for the Nawabganj ghat on the Ganges. The morning sun pierced the waters; I purified myself in the Ganges, as though for a sacred initiation. As I left the river bank, my wet cloth around me, in the broad glare of day my master appeared!

  “‘Dear little one,’ he said in a voice of loving compassion, ‘I am the guru sent here by God to fulfill your urgent prayer. From today you shall live by the astral light, your bodily atoms fed from the infinite current.’”

  He initiated me into a kriya technique which frees the body from dependence on the gross food of mortals. The technique includes the use of a certain mantra and a breathing exercise more difficult than the average person could perform.

  I have never had any children; many years ago I became a widow. I sleep very little, as sleep and waking are the same to me. I meditate at night, attending to my domestic duties in the daytime. I slightly feel the change in climate from season to season. I have never been sick or experienced any disease. I feel only slight pain when accidentally injured. I have no bodily excretions. I can control my heart and breathing. I often see my guru as well as other great souls, in vision.

  “Mother,” I said slowly, “what is the use of your having been singled out to live without eating?”

  “To prove that man is Spirit.” Her face lit with wisdom. "To demonstrate that by divine advancement he can gradually learn to live by the Eternal Light and not by food."

   This link below goes into a fantastic journey and a interview with Yogini Giri Bala

  https://www.crystalclarity.com/en-gb/pages/autobiography-chapter-46-the-woman-yogi-who-never-eats?srsltid=AfmBOop01dS4Ti8gAQa0JQ97EDAaM0vJvrMz2otqwEPlmeDm8Yr6tL5b

  Now before anyone gets the impression I can live without food or water, I can this moment say absolutely not I am far from holy or a yogi, however in the 1967 writings it said we 'taste' a brief smattering 'touch' of what is to be. Now many people I know are having like a lump in the throat, I have and I have been looked at and it can be something that is called 'Globus Pharynges'  this can be because of acid reflux, stress, tension or I feel the populous are not being heard in the wake of poverty, racial abuse, homelessness, war, climate change and general world unease, our voices are not being heard by those leaders and many are afraid to express themselves because of the stigma of being classed as racialist and in the UK taken to court and even given a short imprisonment and a criminal record and supressing their feelings can lead to bottling them and cause illness or depression to to those who themselves who say they hear but that is all, to be fare to them they have so much opposition and contrary aspects and a life of repeated inculcation of 'profit over prophet materialisms as the answer to all and everything, technology and A1' they run around like headless chickens and the hamster on the proverbial wheel'.

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  Courtesy Calm Clinic

  Then I had the following feelings which seem to say ' The Globus may be a pressure that activates to the opening of the Medulla Obligata because I have a recollection of either Giri Bala or another yoga saying it opened a sort of chakra at the back of the neck' I felt the Qi Gong point of Ya Men maybe there in no correlation any way for me I felt that I had and have a 'thing' about food I can never find the food that satisfy me or seems to sustain me, yes I have some that go to do some things for me and delight me by taste but they never hit the mark. I still feel I am not breathing in oxygen but a sort of mixture and 'neck vortex'  mixture but that maybe just fanciful mind game sensation or one arrives to the rationale 'the NDE, the 1967 writings and the Ascension processes are utter fanciful baloney. Ok that's an opinion and well taken as well. But I'll hang in there and take the flak. After all I don't have any followers, I don't do workshops anymore or get paid for this, so lets say I write and share for my own satisfaction. 
  
  
• So where does that leave me; I am curious because the 1967 writings certainly say we will have great powers and gifts and I have written about certain children and adults who are already displaying the early signs of these and I know that the 'elite deep state' are on the look out for the genetic or DNA upgrades and even the A1 that they have and develop will never outsmart so to speak the natural organic evolutionary Ascension plan, there maybe delays and disappointments but the au natural will win through in the end. It is my feeling that is why the Covid and the insistence of Covid jabs for kids and adults (which R.F.Kennedy Jnr is endeavouring to cut in the USA) because they fear these growing super powers and they can only dumb a certain number through medication and GM food and a polluted atmosphere and media stuff. I feel that is why there is so much child abuse and killing and against women as they are more sensitive to the incoming changes and energetic shifts.
• Perhaps many will find this too fanciful and that its it is just Sci Fi well it is even difficult for me at times, all I know it sends shock waves through me and I feel somewhere, sometime Homo Energetic will come to be the new human and we will have the full Ascension 'gifts' and then Homo Energetica will one day shed its human body form and become a pure spirit being.  
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• SHACK   aka    GEOFF   

SHACK 4154 SLIDE PROJECTOR

Courtesy Anderson Rentals

 This is one of those profound experiences that can be instant, spontaneous and somewhat inexplainable.  The understanding may arrive later and leave a sort of explanation, however it never hits the mark and the feeling of what I really want to convey.

I am walking and this is difficult for me as I semi disabled and use a four wheeled trolley which is called a rollator and over rough pavement slabs it can cause jolts which hurt my left leg and hip, I have this hip problem caused by wear and tear and acerbated by the Covid second jab and has been diagnosed as a vaccine injury. At one time painfully lumbering towards a café near me, a break to get out of the flat and meet friends, suddenly like a instantaneous instant I was walking still holding the rollator and it felt normal and if it had lasted I felt healed and well and could walk freely. The moment my mind recognised this it brought me back to the lumbering and pain. Since then I have had several instances like this.

It came to me that my ego mind for I feel the ego content is the mind and the awareness the witness to the ego displays and fantasies, agendas and the paraphernalia that attends with it and through years, incarnations and the subtle energy fields at play feeding of the unconscious karma playing out has produced slides as in a projector like device played through set mind patterns and activated and projected by the synaptic's acting like TV remote controls which select by habit and brain washed conditioning certain slides which the ego cherishes in order to fulfil its agendas and controls.

I am sort of convinced the ego understands it is a mere collection of inherited thoughts and mostly someone else's ideas and even though it is not on sure footing maintains a posture of being steady, ready and powerful or weak and numb and seeking security wherever it can there are many more depictions that fit the bill so to speak. In the depth of the ego mind, or is there any depth at all as it is merely a collection of slides, pixels of stored graphic data ready to conjugate and configure in or order to adapt to changing situations. In this sense the ego has no reality as such but just a set of slides that can be juggled and seem secure and so the ego as an identity is always on the look out and alert and in many instances repeats the scenarios and slides as mantras by constant repetitious chanting's in its background so as to cement its behaviours and life patterns as a parrot and so the mind becomes conditioned and inculcated. It like an actor repeating the script to memorise the part and the end of the play finds it difficult to sort out who they are and some actors get so caught up they can become so confused and so become unstable and go to alcohol, drugs, insanity and suicide and some can realise this as an act and come through back to their own act of the ego content.    

One may ask why if the awareness is aware of all this can I not just rest in awareness with just the bare necessities in order to live and be well, in this I feel the repetitious nature of so many incarnations have left deep grooves, rusted and cemented over the ages and it is so ingrained and indelible that the constant whirligig of the rotating agendas and the fear of stepping outside the considered safety margins hold fast the conditioning. Fear is the glue of the ego and it ramps up the agenda if one should try going outside the borders of its domain. 

So at times a breakthrough in the net of conditioning can take place. Such as the slide change and when it happened to me it actually physically felt a drop of slide as like a shutter in my frontal lobes of the brain. Or as I have written so much of I realised I was inculcated and lost a portion of my ego identity, I referred to the possible steps that led to this; my NDE at four years of age, the Koan by Sensei, this shift causing deep realising life situations like relationships, forensic work, workshop presentations, therapy and counselling and hands on healing with many patients and their stories all mounting up of course with meditation, serious encounters with life threatening illnesses to a breakthrough which I refer to 'Nowhere to hang my Hat' and having to live with a partial loss of identity, I say partial because the ego remnants which were shattered by the 'HAT' experience like bits of glass have an identity and memory like they were a hologram and seek to gather back like pieces of a magnet somehow trying to claw back their wholeness and so reform their former identity which represents to them security and safety. Yet the Awareness has its intuitive  facility and through the gaps, the holes in the net of conditioning, shines through and gradually the remnants and the ego dissolve in the recognition they are false and not real, yet the 'battle' with the ego is not battling awareness, it is the battle with itself to remain intact and inviable.     

SHACK   aka    GEOFF

SHACK 4152 GOINGS-ON

Courtesy GOINGS-ON

The title of this entry is in no way an adequate description or even the faintest expression I sought to deliver, yet I am impelled by an irresistible prompt to do so, so please forgive the outstanding impish vain egoistic attempt to do so. 

 In these trees pigeons, squirrels, magpies and sometimes rare birds appeared we used to have migrating geese fly through they sadly have not been around now for six years. We now have a kind of parrots visit, there was excitement one day when we saw a king fisher.

I have written my experience with the trees many times. I became really aware of them through I felt a silent communication and I thought just imagination until one night this happened.  Saturday March 2nd 2019 ' TREES' please read in SHACK

 Then on this morning of the 10th August 2025 I just could not get out of bed, I was restless because the trees were 'calling me' and I felt to stay in bed, then it happened; suddenly 'I felt I saw' like a sort of x-ray in a sort of 'reddish hue' the inner workings of the tree, all of the workings the 'goings-on' which many who have studied the trees will know and to list it is not applicable at this event, I knew instantly that the tree and plants live and have their being as we do, their 'organs and capillaries' have their equivalent as our human bodies, they did feel, they did communicate with everything and everybody and us humans have to be still, quiet and out of the chattering ego and although I knew this intellectually, I felt it in a deep visceral way, from the film Avatar I said to them ' I see you' this when I first got acquainted with this expression has meant ' I see you beyond your personality, beyond any traits and quirks, wrinkles and bodily shapes or contours, I see your essence' I felt a deep connection more so than March 2nd above this was as if I were a tree and my organs were as if transplanted for that instant and I became a living tree and it me. This is only the barest approximation to the feel and experience. This distance I had as explained above to nature was shattered and I felt the beauty and the scenes I had been through and somehow I felt those neglected beauty spots were alive in me now as it were.

 I now know and have experienced 'it blew my mind' this indeed did, I have insights and Ha Ha's but this was so profound that I felt it literally blew something away, I could feel it reverberate throughout my body it shook my bones and frame, my scalp seemed to move as if my brain was being reconfigured and maybe it was somehow, something shifted and later on I realised it was 'the intellectual sceptic' in me I always wanted to feel and believe not so much believe but feel deeply without the echo and sinister shadows of doubt about communications with all life not just communication but dialogues. This meant suspending the intellect and ego and this was wilful and contrived and this was spontaneous and free. Literally blowing away bits of the mind brainwashed inculcated bits and pieces, mind you there maybe bits of going-on in the ego realm which might contend this.   

I like Eckhart Tolle Divine Intelligence quote; 'You didn't create your body, nor are we able to control the body's functions. An Intelligence greater than the human mind is at work.  It is the same Intelligence that sustains all of nature. You cannot get any closer to that Intelligence than being aware of your own energy field ---by feeling the aliveness, the animating presence within your body'

I felt this Intelligence 'working' silently and quietly I could feel the 'goings-on' doing their things, it is the stillness, the quiet space of consciousness that these  'organic algorithms and sequential signals' were moving in the silent space of awareness there were no words as such but movements felt deeply with no bodily effect just a silent visceral 'intuitive comprehension'  with no intrusion of the mind or need to diagnose or understand it, it was understanding as a direct knowing, it was a one to one seamless and flowing as if the Universe Itself worked this way. It was Life in action at the deepest level.

SHACK  aka   GEOFF

 

SHACK 4150 TUSSLE

Courtesy Tussle for the Keg

Oh restless mind searching hither and thither desperately endeavouring to establish yourself as authentic and real. Yet dear mind you are a collection of thoughts and experiences beliefs and agendas with cultural upbringing from earlier years and instilled into your open receptive space bereft of choice at that time.

How I see you struggle to still the cascading thoughts and emotions and you feel victim to your own collection and bundles of random chaos and yet still trying to form an orderly approach and reason to this disorderly orchestration and vainly trying to make this a reasonable presentation and often let down by the inherited data and often realising you are someone else's ideas and often they go back generations and then regurgitated and sometimes modified so as to appear new and fresh and original and then let down again as this reincarnated information and indeed yourself falls short of convincing you it is creative and original.

How much more you cry, how much more do I try to convince myself that I am real and here and solid and yet I know deep in the cellars and crevices of the vaults of the unconscious I am but an entity, a splinter of the lasting attempts to prove I am real and authentic. Alas I collapse and have to accept albeit reluctantly I am a shadow and do not reflect reality. Oh woe is me, is there a saviour, yet I know only the complete dissolution of this shadow will suffice.

Whilst in the background so to speak there is a witness to this cacophony, this assemblage of random chaos and outworn and faded patterns and loose bits and pieces, this silent and yet attentive presence of awareness and is the fount of life watching the endless forms come and go as clouds in the sky and patches that reveal the sun and keeps on the vigil of witness and and aware stillness until the recognition of the restless mind ceases to be by the understanding of its own mortality.   

SHACK   aka    GEOFF

 

SHACK 4146 KOAN

Courtesy  You Tube Ted

 'I want has happiness--get rid of the I want and there is happiness' 'What is the sound of one hand clapping' 'Atoms are empty, the body has 28 billion, billion, billion, billion of them how come anything is here'

Oh yes one can make up intellectual and even logical scientific explanations but they may give one a temporary satisfaction and a superior feeling and somewhat smug and know I understand and so I am in control, I know the mystery contained therein.

Experience has shown that the 'honeymoon' wears off and the old familiar 'nag' returns ' I want to know, I don't like my brain being broken, I want to be in control, I cannot bear the mystery of the unknown or be without desire for knowing by intellect and academic, scientific proof or even this 'outside the box' control and the satisfaction of intellectual ego of having it all sussed and this leading me to a definite reality and seeming unchallenged life, secure in my brain washed conditioned mind until perhaps a shattering event causes me to pause and consider and then swish it away in some form of distraction in order to fill the gap and void the Koan presents. 

'Reality is an illusion, albeit a persistent one' Einstein 'We exist in a matrix, simulation, hologram, or virtually programmed reality that we believe is real because our brains tell us it is'. Crystal Links. I need to know I am not an illusion, I need to know to know I know. The Despot needs borders, territory, political superiority, religious domination, scientific verification and intellectual academic acclaim and notoriety.

The experience of the Koan shifts the want and desire for the known to the unknown and alleviates the 'want' factor and one's needs are accomplished in a 'mind of no mind', a sort of natural spontaneity not to be confused with just wild ego impulsive behaviour. There are many traps on the 'way' drugs, material wealth and tapping's, alcohol, sexual indulgence, fetishes, intellectual perquisites, running wildly into dangerous pursuits and reckless and dangerous behaviour.

Still want to know?

SHACK   aka   GEOFF