Saturday, 28 June 2025

SHACK 4146 GOING NOWHERE

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Going nowhere fast

movement but still

still without movement

massive speed but remaining stuck to one spot

There is no spot because it is nowhere

Yet this still movement beguiles me

This vast space filled with nothing

This me going everywhere and yet nowhere

And what is this me where there is nothing

Nothing becomes everything and there is no thing

You know what this means don't you?

SHACK  AKA   GEOFF

Monday, 23 June 2025

SHACK 4141 THE RAPE OF HUMANITY

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 How do I write, spell out what is in me to share and the horror it feels like and that I sense in humanity and I feel it as well. I have this notion that karma, the collective mistreatment against the humanitarian principles have been ignored mainly because the lust and depravity have given pleasure to the human senses and a power to lead, dictate and be the supreme leader, a world king, a supreme monarch of humanity and the planets riches and to plunder, invade and rape willy-nilly in unbridled and acrimonious rhetoric.  

The red anger I have seen and felt in patients, victims and perpetrators in my forensic years, the hate so great that I have seen and heard from soldiers and victims of the shear and utter brutality of dismembering bodies and the blood lust of mass rape and butchering the victims afterwards and holding the bloody corpse aloft as in victorious rapture as if this is a trophy. In less than this I have listened in my therapeutic days to victims of rape, dumped relationships, abuse of all kinds, some seeming minor by world events and yet built up over years the stress of not being heard, turned down by authorities who were there to help and yet did not. This is coming out in the UK at this time 2025 in the ways that grooming gangs, human trafficking and other aspects of depravity are coming out.  

Many turn away when I write of speak of this, however one must be brave and courageous and realise when one turns away and feels sick and yet hides it and seeks distraction to bury the graphic depiction in the press or media and then perhaps realise that by luck or chance this could have been me and if one is philosophical or sensitive realise this has been going on for centuries and being built up in the collective unconscious fields of containment energetic magnetised energetic clouds that roam the planets auric shields as does human sheaths and the hungry ghosts wait to feed on the energy of this.
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Many times with victims(patients) I have witnessed the release of tormented souls who have hitchhiked as it were on an innocent host, like a parasite in the gut and feeding on the vital source and vitality. There are predators in human form who have the blood lust, they feed on the fear and torture, the slow agonising depredation and casting the victim aside like a useless piece of garbage and seeking the next 'feed'.  This seemingly unquenchable monster over the millions of years of collective oppression and denial has to be released or one is blocked and can lead to serious life threatening disease and a painful unfulfilled and one when passing over with 'unfinished' business is a soul looking to expiate the horror or delight they seek in the fields of the afterlife and some liking it so much they perpetuate the incarnations whilst others wish to work out and free themselves, this I used in workshops and one to one sessions using a sort of Tibetan format.  
 
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There have been many despots, dictators, some brutal and some brutal but with a a 'benign tinge' as long as you comply all will be well, however with an undertone of menace made to provoke fears and an underlying tension which can and in some incidents arise in rebellion and then the horror of punishment and torture in order to quell and further disturbances and some redemption by causing loyalty to the authorities and one is psychologically manipulated to feel and believe this despot is our saviour.
Many of the historic dictators had just invading armies and weapons such as bows and arrows, then flintlock guns and rifles, then aircraft which dropped bombs and so on, however the dreams of conquest, world leadership and the One World One Government, One Philosophy that replaces religion and God, The Supreme Monarch, still persists and stirs in their breasts so to to speak. 
NOW THE TECHNOLOGY WAS THERE; A virus so deadly and the whole of the world Governments and  Pharmaceutical companies who no allegiance to ethics or countries only power and profit saw their chance and an elite cabal brought about Covid 19, many a doctor, professors and other wise and academics saw through they were either eliminated or lost their jobs or shut up in other various ways( this is all coming out and I have written up this in www.geofffreed.com) and their foul deeds are coming to light.
      
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In order to bring about the conquest of humanity one needs; a massive threat or fear, the military to do this with security and police forces and the technology for implementing this such as digital and A1 surveillance, satellites massive data banks and computers (in the UK they are building data banks on Green belt areas)a weakened health service and the suppression of natural medicine, there is a change slowly happening and leading health professionals are trying to change to more natural remedies and so on yet there is still hostile opposition as it effects profit margins, money and power over people.
I have been doing some private research with some groups of people and this is what the main points came about; how dare they lock us up (lock downs) masking us, not letting us see our dying relatives and dear ones, dying alone, six feet apart from one another, if your not vaccinated you are a killer and so on, not only were we locked up, shut up and imprisoned but made to feel guilty, our children frightened and not allowed to play, every part of the fabric of humanity shredded whilst some made profit out of this and broke the rules without being punished. These are the withdrawal symptoms from Covid 19, coupled with this the wars in Iraq, Afghanistan the ISIS and other things and the backing of Governments to these groups and denying this. 
From www.geofffreed.com( online)

Our personal consciousness is filled with everyday things, food, sleep, family, friends, coping mechanisms, anxieties, fun, holidays, illnesses and so on. Then a break in these familiarities can cause upsets such as loss of jobs, illness, relationship problems and so on. this can be remedied by therapies and counselling and so on, however in some sensitive folk in can go deeper.  Some can bury in a personal unconsciousness and can seep to the surface as an aberration and some can go into a collective world unconscious which I feel  Covid did and WE are witnessing the horror of the threat being supressed, repressed and buried as they said 'How could they cheat us like this, what manner of leaders have we, I feel so useless, powerless, I feel cheated and enraged and how do I get at these monsters the perpetrators, how can they live with themselves, have they not a shred of decency in them? FURTHERMORE I feel the terrible crimes we see as in society is a way of venting rage against any form of authority and projecting blame perhaps even to innocent authority it is a sick society in many places. I see it locally and in my block of flats in many ways in minor disputes and exacerbated become dangerous and serious and of course world events are minor ones stoked up into national ones and then war and atrocities. The women and children being slaughtered, raped, trafficked, genocide in many places and the UN saying this has got to stop and they are ineffectual and more anger and suppressed rage coming out in civil unrest. 
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The above image could be suitable world wide and the tension and distrust of our political and religious leaders and our academics pushing us towards technocracy; robots, A1 hard metallic monotoned voices to serve us and the fascination with gadgets and cyborg a soulless hard mechanical logical world with strange fashions trying to take us away from compassion and the feeling of neighbourly relationships.
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 I have said the bigger the threat the more fear and the more power the elite deep state cabal have. I have written in depth about the image above. Covid failed, the cabal talked about a The Great Reset, that failed then the talk went there is a new deadly virus on the way, this is being looked at and realised there are certain laboratories still at work on deadly viruses as weaponry, this could come about with all the pollution as mentioned in www.geofffreed.com and the exotic weaponry in space law H.R.2977 in section 7 as in geofffreed.com and what threat to frighten a world population then the horrific alien Monsters and genuine UFO researcher will laugh this off, but with Golden Domes and so on the threat is lingering there and with Satellite technology a huge deception could come about. ET have been here since the Earth was populated so why all this time with their advanced technology to do us all in now?
As to the answer to all this?; I feel we have to be able to gain our own intuitive trust, to regain our basic loving, sharing humanity and I feel this is rising as many see through the ruses of the false prophets (profits) I feel we all need deep reflection and be honest about our anger and seek help to steer us through into a benevolence we are entitled too.  

SHACK  aka  GEOFF   

Saturday, 21 June 2025

SHACK 4134 DUALITY

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 I like the starkness of the painting. I have shared many times that from the NDE and the struggle to incarnate I have found the Earth and its beauty hard and uncompromising, yet in the dual aspect beautiful and exotic.

In myself I have struggled with the dual aspect; the revengeful anger and hard aspects of myself and faced this in forensics, family breakups and a hard childhood not so from beatings for there were no beatings, but being neglected and not visible, yes there was love more out of duty than genuine care and this was not the fault of parents and carers this was because they suffered through various problems, mainly financial and mental health.

Then later wondering about the NDE and what and where and then the Koan and the shift I had to deal with at a young age with the duality and schism, in fact the schism made me aware of the duality and for some years I was a Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde and struggled with the yin and yang and the swing of polarity and then realised that opposites were not detrimental or opposites they were and could be complimentary, depending on the inborn attitudes by brain washing and conditioning and my favourite word inculcation (Inculcation is the instilling of knowledge or values in someone, usually by repetition. To inculcate is to instil or impress an idea on someone, so inculcation is the process of instilling or impressing ideas. A lot of teaching is a form of inculcation: teachers repeat information to students, hoping it will sink in)I would add relentless repetitive aspects of information often to do with life styles, religion and faith, culture and parental and environmental, fads and fashions impacting by the media and hype at any particular epoch. 

Should the schism be very severe it can lead to mental derangement and therapy sought, often the therapist would not be competent and lead to more confusion or a psychiatric drug  is introduced, this I leave to the professionals and I did just simple counselling and therapy of listening, sharing and and imagery and visualisations which were not instruction; such you come to a gate what colour is it, opening the gate who was or what was there and stressing let the image come to you and not will it and if nothing then let nothing be. Then we would share the images that arose as naturally as possible and feel the emotions and so on. 

Some people I knew let their chattering minds be at odds with their instinctual gut feelings for quietness and surrendering to the instinctual mode was beautiful and restful and then the chattering demanding mind would blast them as if a punishment for daring to go away. Many a belief system with hard bound principles might cause  similar schisms and anxiety.

Something in us can instinctually or intuitively realise our inculcated selves are not the real deal so to speak, however years of repetitive 'bombardment' have an effect of producing a hard shell, a carapace so layered and protected that it presents as a habit or addiction which then takes centre stage and demands complete obedience and loyalty. Stepping beyond the borders of the enclosure of the conditioned mind causes guilt, denial and other negative and defensive mechanisms. Some countries are so fixed in their dogmas and beliefs that there is no room for alternatives and as such it can ferment over many a year and generation and cause civil war or violent oppression.

So watching the process of mind may give a clue to the false narratives accumulated through many incarnations or just this intense one of copious induced repetitive aspects akin to marketing and advertising employed by industry and by retailers.  

So, is meditation of any use?; yes and no, if it is by attention without intention and by viewing without opinion probably yes, but unconsciously there is trap which may 'say' silently as a feeling with a meaning in it, 'I will watch and not judge' there is the trap of the first judgement, 'I will watch and not judge' can I view without evaluation. Can I look without naming, labelling, such as a tree is a tree not its name, Oak, Beech etc.. can I view the thoughts just as thoughts and feel the emotions as emotions plain and simple that they mean nothing, a tree is a tree, a thought is a thought and emotion is an emotion.

SHACK  aka  GEOFF


Sunday, 15 June 2025

SHACK 2133 TO BE OR ?

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To Do is in 
 
the

 world of form, the material

To Be is in 

the

world of the spirit , the Invisible


SHACK   aka   GEOFF

Friday, 13 June 2025

SHACK 4132 LIFE ESSENCE

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 Often it comes back to me, the breath.  Since an early age when I first felt the breath in my nostrils I have been fascinated with it. Then I felt I did not will myself to breathe It was automatic as is the heartbeat. How so? I tried in quiet moments and meditation to trace the breath back, it seemed to arrive spontaneously from nowhere.

Then came the realisation I was breathed, something or someone is breathing me and I was like a flute and something was filling the flute with breath. I could alter the rate of breathing by exercise, emotions and various other aspects of so called breath control through exercises. In sleep breathing kept going as is the heartbeat, what mysterious invisible force or Intelligence caused this, was it God, The Great Source of Life, no amount of figuring it out, brain storming or intellectual reasoning and science could satisfy me. I just simply had no explanation for it and the more I tied the more frustrating and vexed I got. 

As I aged I came to realise that breath was life and oxygen was not the only factor in it as Life comprised of nature, rocks, seas and so on, animals, birds, fish and so breathe, do rocks and what sustains them? I felt that breath was a carrier of a Life essence, some refer it as qi, prana, life force, spirit, which possibly sustains all Life and maybe the quantum essence from the vacuum? 

The came the realisation that my inculcation, the brain washed conditioned mind was at odds with Life's intention for me and that caused breathing to alter into modes of difficulty, tightness and fear with tension. Then I felt to trust the breath to surrender to the breath as it was a gift and from the Unknown and the ego rebelled, it wanted to rule supreme and taste the momentary tastes of power, lust, greed and I felt these were impermanent and transitory never the less the thousands of years of bombardment of beliefs, rituals, disciplines were so ingrained that they were like a separate entity in me, a lodger, a tenant who was sometimes quite impossible to reason with and downright hostile and shared the same breath as me, I and who was this I that breathed through my fleshly cocoon?     

Then came a doubt and yet strangely confirming and comforting; I came across many quotes and saying from many sources. 'A monk who saw the leaves falling, the birds migrating and the snows and winter and when the birds came back, the trees budding and the spring grasses came, he exclaimed 'all this and I didn't do a thing to make it happen' from this I got it is done for one and nature indeed the Universe and my little ego and the collective ego can thwart my ideals and be at odds with the Great Source of Life, how I wanted to let go and just Trust In Life. Then 'Consider the Lilies of the field in all their glorious beauty they toil not or spin and also the sparrows they all have their supply and the Source of Life knows this and knows their needs'. There were many more quotes and examples, for instance, my beard grows and hair for a while after death my bodily functions go on even with neglect and yet my ego pushes for control and the Frank Sinatra song 'I did it my way'  epitomises this.  

Monday, 2 June 2025

SHACK 4131 BEING

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 I often contemplate renewal, regeneration, rejuvenation and so on. Years back I thought it may be through good diet, sleep, joyful attitudes and relationships, then it turned to ancient arts such as Yoga, Tai chi, Qui Gong then to cell stimulation through stem cells and then hearing about the growth of new teeth and the visualities and intentions to do this, then brain revival and the neuroplasticity and they all have their merits and greatly assisted in their functions as to their commensurate purposes.

I felt meditation was possibly the key and yet years of meditation, binaural tracks, chakra sounding chants, qi gong were sort of OK and then it came to me the true 'not doing' just not even concentrating on the breath, or even wanting to meditate or being drawn to it, but just 'SIT' stand lay down and just not do anything. just let the breath be as it would, no distractions, of course falling asleep would not help.

The old Zen quote 'when tired we rest or sleep, when hungry we eat, the leaf has no choice but be blown by the wind' in natural not doing one feels what the body needs and feeds, the mind at zero input and just solitude of the most profound order or not order.

Not being aware of not doing or not ever aware of awareness, just an observer in a mindless way, attention without intention.

Some other views on meditation and metaphysics

https://kfoundation.org/meditation/#:~:text=Meditation%2C%20he%20says%2C%20is%20not,bound%2C%20rooted%20in%20the%20known.



https://youtu.be/oOZoMR7GAks?si=s863Bq4DurM9U4T4

SHACK aka GEOFF

SHACK 4130 TALKING TO TREES

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Like many people who talk and hug trees I have mentioned many experiences and feelings about trees and written in the articles. Some that may find weird, imagination and even deluded, never the less to me they convey a meaning and a bonus to my feelings in the way of being sure of other worldly mundane routines and repetitive thinking.  

I was sitting at my computer to do an article for my other geofffreed.com (online) when suddenly out of nowhere so to speak a flash came up of a completely other thoughts at the time.

Many people have been contacting me and sharing by the way of all faiths and denominations from scientists, clergy, law officers, judges and MP and saying they felt slightly out of focus and sync and especially after reading many articles on the 'illusion of reality' mine being several they had come across.

In the early and late seventies I stayed at the Findhorn Centre in Scotland, my stays at Same Ling (1967 writing downloads) , Minorca in Spain and for several months at my dear late friends in Cavendish in Suffolk, on many of my walks I went up a particular lane and was attracted to a large tree. I was immediately attracted to it, it was not particularly beautiful or graceful and could have been an ordinary tree in a forest that one just passes by. I hugged this tree and sometimes just rested my hand on it, I felt thoughts passing between us and once it seemed to say go to the greenhouse where the grapevines are growing and connect with them. I did and I felt communication with them.

Coming back to the flash as above I felt connected to that tree although it would be about fifty years since I last connected to that tree and as I connected to it now it said ' do not concern yourself or worry about the disconnect you and many people feel at this time, it is the influx of the Aquarian energies of deep change and it is rearranging the outcomes and new information, do not try to figure it out, the human brain is not capable of it, just trust it is the plan and all is well'.

I felt reassured and I do not know if that tree is still standing or having been cut down for development of land or homes. Somehow its spirit lives on in the ethers and auras of time and space. All memories are contained in the Akashic Records and like our minds which if not clear pass onto the next as unfinished business in the next incarnation.

SHACK   aka GEOFF

SHACK 40129 NOWHERE ?

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I CAME OUT OF NOWHERE

AND

NOWHERE IS NOT SOMEWHERE

I CAME OUT OF NO FORM

INTO FORM FROM NO FORM

SHACK   aka  GEOFF