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Sometimes in meditation it seems as though a light goes on and one
is consumed by a balm and grace---it feels like being enveloped in
an ocean of Love(Shack)
I suppose we have all at one time blamed our bodies for letting us down and now as I type this I feel I owe my body an apology for all I put it through and I have done 'I'm sorry dear body' only to do it harm and blame again and again.
It seems as though my impatience and my urge to be perfect and have my own agenda has forced these issues on my dear innocent body.
The intelligence imbued in the cells of my body and yea even deeper to an invisible energy intelligence which the cells draw to themselves, other than nutrients and the saline bathing that cells appreciate.
This intelligence can be felt and by going 'inside' the body with the mind sensing through the body. One can feel a sort of gentle vibration in a relaxed state, it as if the mind senses without sensors.
This relaxing and gentle mind probing with no agenda, just exploration with no purpose often prompts a sort of inner knowing, definitely intuitive and spontaneous if the scheming mind decides to grant a visa to these dimensions. One relinquishes control of the ego and allows the body mind to communicate.
So this beautiful body, maybe not to world fashion and model agencies approval and doctors who wish to bombard it, although they mean well, and wouldn't have too if our life styles were not out of sync with Nature which is the bodies origin and homeland. So my body suffers unnaturally and it's my lack of awareness and taking it for granted that maybe its cause. No matter what modern living imposes on it I can still endeavor to make do as best that fits the well being of this wonderful gift from Nature and the Author of Nature.
So dearest body I will forget and neglect you at times and then come back to you full of remorse. I beg your forgiveness and like the spirit of the essence of nature you forgive unconditionally until I make the mistakes that cause your uncomfortable disturbances and eventually your breakdown.
I can only hope and pray I will be mindful of you and let you live the remaining years with grace and dignity. I love you dearest body friend with all that I have as a human and invoke the divine to do so as well.
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