Sitting in meditation and feeling that
serene calmness suddenly there appeared an experience which was not visual
in the sense of it. I was the experience and lived it as my being rather
than my being showing me or whispering to me an example to prove to my being
that I am a being and endeavoring to allay any doubts of who I am.
There is this energy field around my
physical body a cocoon and it consisted of thousands and millions and trillions
of fine sparkling dots defying description, some other descriptions are; like the sun's rays streaming forth and lighting up dust particles, shimmering
on a hot tarmac road in summer, steam particles in the shower, all of
these tiny sparkling dots, blinking in and out and I had the intuitive feeling
they contained intelligence and information and were the Life Force, the very
building block energies and frequencies that were the scaffolding and the matrix
magnetic fields that when slowed down and compacted made up the
physical body and on death and demise the conscious information
intelligence receded or melted back into the 'sparkles' the fountain of the
Life Force Fields, it became Itself again in essence without manifesting a
physical form.
This field of energy consciousness
could contain the experiences of this present incarnation and many others and
this then would be a continuity of many Life experiences, however this
repetitious cycle only represents history repeating itself and is not really
evolution maybe by small increments, the attraction and ingrained habits
drawing one back to lure and seduce the physical senses and not really to
refine to higher energy and life enhancement.
The real crux of the experience WAS and
IS that I AM this energy field. This hit me like a bolt of lightening and it
seemed so profound that I wept with sheer joy and felt so free and joyful. It
gave me a sense of being an eternal intelligent self aware being. It also gave a knowledge of that this energy
manifestation is not the Fount of Life but the ‘Information Particles are the
fine building blocks’ , like fine powder dough to make the cake. These issued forth from the Source and were
an inextricable ingredient and really one and the same, one being the
Intelligence at work and the other the silent invisible source.
Furthermore it shaped itself as
the surround of the physical body like the Earths magnetic field, a kind of
energy field that looked as though it was a magnet, with energy emanating from
the perineum and the fontanelle, similar to when I do a certain Qi Gong
exercise with chi seeming to arise from the hyin and to bahui and traveling through the center chong meridian.
Of course all this is nowhere
near the real ‘thing’ and words fail no matter how eloquent one can get them,
it is a personal and in some ways private experience given and blessed by the
Self to the Self.
SHACK
I had a sense of the energy arising from the Earth and from the Sun trough the hyin and leaving the bahui and then reversing the process and then at times a continuous flow and then most extraordinary one a continuous spraying like hands delicately going from head in an arc to the waist while painting as it were the lovely cascade and waterfall fountain.(SHACK)
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