viadurini
The
ego mind, that is the mind separated from the ‘mind of The Universe’ and is
almost all of its life at odds with the Cosmos and its intension's and certainly
is skittish and fickle.
The
ego agenda is amazingly adaptable and is capable of endless computations and
combinations. It is a wonderful impersonator, mimic and confidence trickster.
This is because at the every depth of its being it really does know that is
merely a collection of pixel storage a DVD and CD hologram programme like apparatus
and a sort of animated simulation which appears real and solid with a full
emotional hype and yet in reality is just a hologram and therefore a see
through illusion. In order to convince itself of reality and sureness it
asserts itself seeking applause and praise from wherever it can, especially
from itself.
Because
of its inherent frailty and fragility it has to justify and shore itself up
with an arsenal of defense and attack strategies and it is a master of guise, disguise and deception even using weakens and ‘the poor me helpless act’ using
vulnerability to attract attention and for using others. Then there is bullying
antagonistic angry raw aggression. There is much more to say, its best to leave
it there and not fuel the ego with ideas to compute and manipulate.
One
maybe so besotted and bemused by the antics of this splinter, this chard of
supposed reality and not realize that it is not the real you and the seduction
so complete that it takes up residence and becomes a tenant of one’s body and
mind, a kind of parasite that causes an infection, a mind virus a living energy
being, an invader of the self, which has been glossed over and then carries on
its nefarious business with intricacies
and connivances and is lost in its own agenda and mind set and the every thought
of another mind set, especially ‘the no –mind’ which is classed as insanity and
a severe mental illness and enlightenment is seen as with oriental empty mind
as lunacy and yet when some sort of empty mind is experienced it appears to be
almost devoid of reactive thought, and is calm, joyful and for no reason at all,
just for its own sake, it loves without emotion which is compassion because
that is its essential nature.
This
cannot be achieved by discipline in a way, accept to say by observation without
intention, not even reminding oneself ‘I must be aware and not judge’ although
reminders maybe needed at first ( there is catch reminding oneself to be aware---does
this not constitute a discipline, a habit in formation?) yes in a way it does,
however there comes an experience gathered by observation and real deep intuition (not false impulse)
that the witness, the observer is the real you and that all else is merely
graphics of the ego computer and projector played onto the screen of mind.
The
mind may seem to be empty, the observer is in the gap vacated by the habit of
internal dialogue and chatter, one realises that the ‘empty’ mind is invisible,
silent and thoughts arise or rather are there which are delivered not through
thinking and logic, although these do have their place. Because one is the mind
of reality there in no need to think, it just is there without effort and is
not prompted by a topic or any other ego depiction.
Experiencing
this ‘silent thought’ has a different signature, feel and quality and is unique
creative and original, it is right action in the right timing and is not
reactive. It awakens one to ‘thoughts
beyond thoughts’ and transcends understanding, it does not need the sanction of the
ego and stands alone, it is empirical.
SHACK
flashcard monkey
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