New Nation
Mistaken for a clear bright mind there is a kind
of suspended mind. There is no thought
and it seems to be the ‘no mind’ mentioned in some esoteric writings. It is not
so it is a kind of trance, fixed and empty and is not uncomfortable.
When the awareness clicks in and dispels this
suspension the feeling is that the ego has been found out and that it is
seeking some other accommodation or location. It is not successful in doing so
and so it just hangs in a kind of haze of ‘where am I and where do I go from
here’. At this point one could be lost in a distraction and the awareness is still
not enough, the ego power drags one back to either non conformity of any of its
programmes which it is bored with and kind of no other option so it just goes back into
a hibernation, a suspended animation and holds the pause button down.
It wants to establish itself but has an inner
sense that it is not the reality it seeks and the awareness although attractive
and real does not come to expectation because it just a seamless flowing stream
with nothing glamorous and enticing, it does not yet like spontaneity and
unknown events.
Yet the haze and fog is clearing and there is more
awareness clicking in because of the ego dissatisfaction with itself and not
wanting to go over the same old, same old time and time again.
SHACK
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