SHACK 40186 MADNESS?

 

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The ego does the same thing over and over again with slight innovations expecting the same original result, mainly to be in control and right. It has an arsenal of defence and attack possibilities and even in extreme circumstances self destruct either by suicide or surrendering to to some addiction and endeavouring to blot out or curtail its failure.   

The spiritual warrior / Samurai faces the kundalini and the symptoms of this can be a devastating blow to the steadfast hard and fast rules of ego dominance.  The silence of meditation challenges the noise and chatter of the internal dialogue, the ego needs to hear, smell and feel it exists and surrender to its borders, logic and territory can feel like a battle and when approaching the limits of its circumference its ring fence it can feel the information not from verbal or visual context a sort of venturing over the edge and not in control to feel madness or insanity and on the path to the wayless way tug of war or an elastic band syndrome may present itself. The urge to let go, is significant in several ways; the ego sometimes gets tired of its monotonous repetitious exploits and its tireless endeavours to feed its ravenous appetite for the hungry ghost syndrome and yet it has a silent nagging sense as it were 'perhaps to surrender to the spirit, the emptiness of all things' it dips its toes and then has the urge to plunge headlong and then there is a sharp jolt, what if I just become a unkempt dotard shunned by society and locked away and drugged in a mental asylum. Then the taste of the spirit and its lure of  peace and lasting endurance of a sort? 

This is the challenge and perhaps the journey of the lone and lonely path of the quest, the quest to find nothing substantial and provable to logic or academic evidence and yet there is an inherent urge of a kind that perhaps most of humanity does not know of its existence and some that do scoff at its pursuit and say its a figment of an over productive fancy or imagination or an escape from reality. 

But for me there is this urge to purge the seemingly unreal and find that which has always been there and really is a search for that which is within and the journey is to come back to what was already there and in some ways a wasted journey yet still pursuing the wayless way and really knowing it is a dog chasing its own tail.

SHACK   aka    GEOFF

SHACK 4184 STRANGER IN A STRANGE LAND

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In that large bedroom in my parents double bed in 1942 I seemed to effortlessly float up a large black wall. Then the light beckoned me on and yet I had no sense of a personal me, I was an awareness. The light was then slowly fading and a bust of a being appeared, he had an Eastern Arabic Indian head wear with coloured stipes or bands adorned on it. He was in black garb and had sharp features, he spoke to me mind to mind, telepathically like and said 'you must go back'  I protested and said 'I want to go to the Light' try as I may he was insistent and he said his name was Joseph, he then directed my awareness to a small ball, beneath me yet I did not have a body as such, I recoiled and yet I gave in and reluctantly went to this orb which was getting larger, it was green and blue with some white. I seemed to collide or impact with this orb and then woke up in a cold dark place and then transported to this bed in an annexe in a kitchen.

Ever since that November day in 1942 I have found extreme difficulty living in this Earth Planet, I feel a stranger in a strange place, I feel this beautiful body awkward and clumsy and after many years cannot find a food I like or nourish me, I feel I could just not eat or drink and fasting comes natural to me, my human body was never really strong or agile and yet did well at Judo but then preferred Tai Chi and even then only gentle Qi Gong. I could not take to the religion of my family which is Jewish and later on life I felt I was born free of any dogma or religion and was taught to be a Jew. I did not take to any other religions or cults but felt to be spiritual. I do simple meditation mainly with doing nothing at all and on relaxing I fall into being aware of awareness. I am sensitive to atmosphere's and pick up on peoples moods and motives. I cannot stand allopathic medicine and have a distrust of the medical and scientific communities. I am heterosexual yet my relationships with women and male friends is and has been disastrous and ending up being a loner and outsider and being called unusual or a unusual. Yet I conducted many a workshop and as healer and natural psychotherapist I was told very sought after and 'successful'. I seek peace and quiet places and although the planet is beautiful I do not venture into nature much and although not a vegetarian I prefer vegetables, fish and some chicken or meat such oxtail and lambs neck and bagels with smoke salmon with pickle and cream cheese is a go to at times, I have smoked cigars and a pipe because I love incense and some tobacco aromas.

I am appalled at the wars, homelessness, poverty, complete lack of respect for life, human and organ trafficking and crimes against women and children, racial discrimination and the immigration and asylum seekers, I feel the unrest in the collective unconscious.

 I feel that my home domain is an 'energy' vibrational frequency with a body of a transparent or even invisible it is 'bodiless' as it were it is an awareness and it interacts with a fluidity and effortless interactions with anything it wants and conjures up. Beautiful colours and aromas and yet no nose to appreciate their delicate perfumes which are accompanied by colours and sometimes soft music and yet no ears to hear the tones. This feels like a heavenly sort of existence and I  am aware of other 'awareness's' and can exchange and interact with harmonious 'social' activity and each one able to exchange their particular enjoyment and feeling of total acceptance and unconditional love is abundant and shared by all.  

Perhaps one may think I am a romantic dreamer, yes to some extent and that I am escaping this painful planet Earth, and perhaps this is where many might end up after leaving their human body, many have experienced this in their NDE experiences, I only vaguely sense this as I feel it is just at 'back of my head' so to speak and have sensed this all of my life so far.

SHACK    aka     GEOFF

SHACK 4182 TATHAGATA MATRIX/WOMB

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In this rendition all the images are merely illustrative to my ideas and via Goggle images because I haven't the literary intelligence to express their more inner feelings and meanings which need to b felt the experiencer themselves for he real inner flavour.

Images 1 to 3 remind me of the articles /blogs written on the surge of the Ahrimanic influence(technocracy) and there have been many Hollywood films in very specific sci-fi films to these subjects, many after a world collapse and a dystopian future follow, with banned scientific research and moral aspects allowed following but with a battle for supremacy to which group or tribe wins brings the ragged brigands to heel.

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So there is a battle of a sort; to take over the minds with high glossy sexy videos and streaming and appeal to the lust and greed to be successful and materialism is the answer some attempts to lessen this are made by parents to curtail media and mind seducing children and teenagers, which the groomers, paedophiles with sexual addictive pornography is promoting with the fuelling by addictive substances. The there is the reaction to urges governments and political leaders to 'do something about this' and often the government and leaders are corrupt and of no role models and yet profess the outrage that many feel and many person views them with distain and hypocrisy. Yet I feel there is a sort madness in many governmental and media presentations and for people who are said to be intelligent, well educated it goes all against the the grain and supposition. I feel there is a silent 'vibration or frequency 'which is 'possessing' a sort of a telepathic wave almost akin to a voodoo or black satanic black shamanic nature and possibly let in by places like CERN which is fracturing the Auric shields of our planet and allowing other vibrations into our world and consciousnesseses and seeping into the collective unconscious of humanity. Could this be the Ahrimanic caution  that Steiner and Blavatsky and many indigenous shamans warned us of particularly the beginning of the 21st.centurey and indeed where Atlantis went astray.

Sometime ago there was a lot of talk and chat about that politicians and certain dignitaries were in fact 'shape Shifters' and were serpent or reptilians and Google Images have many of them and David Ike did a lot that at that time, I had chats with David and I suggested it might be the basal ganglia or the older version of reptilian and mammalian neural networks coming through now more up to date suggests these former neural circuits have evolved and are what they are now. many years back as well I was in touch with a psychiatrist named Dr Arthur Guirdham and our meetings Post Friday 1st.March 2024 www.geofffreed.com or online.  I had two great friends who were husband and wife who were CERN scientists and they left because they were psychics and were picking up strange energies. They brought up they were having dreams, psychic attacks of reptilian and serpent like images and we discussed whether they thought CERN had opened another dimension and strange entities were let in. When the first well known Atom Bomb explosion, certain sensitive and psychic persons said ' a rent had occurred in the planet Aura and a certain scientist remarked a rent had occurred in space time. Then a theory went round suppose there was an alien influence from another dimension and they were reptilian or such like, what if they had 'hive minds' and they simply did not understand human consciousness and our way of life or our planets nature ah la sea, vegetation and so on.

I am aware just the last seven or eight months although I broke my right wrist that a strange deep 'type of urge' has been trying to disturb my only word it is equilibrium. Many people I know and have contact  me with say the same; I know I could be picking up the the fear and aggression and the desperate silent and loud pleas from the homeless, the victims of the terrible wars and so many in poverty and so on, no this is attacking the source of  myself, it is endeavouring to unseat my soul, to shatter our divinity and light. It is endeavouring not only to be evil as humans understand this but to replace the very God, Great Spirit of us BUT to Challenge the very creator and claim the universe of its foundation and God, Buddha, Jesus, Mohamed, Krishna as false prophets and I feel this entity frequency has got and possessed many of the world's leaders and especially 'The New World ' aspirants. They in fact want to be the NEW SPIRITUAL ACCORDING TO THEIR BELIEFS to be the be The New Tathagata and us to be their ilk. 

Sometime in the mid-eighties I presented a workshop in Berlin Germany (one of several over the years) in a centre where on that weekend there were two others going on, one by a well known Lama on death and dying, the other by a psychic psychiatrist and healer on self healing and mine on reincarnation and pre life agreements, we all had a finish time of Sunday 18.00 hrs at about 17.45 four persons turned up and begged help from the three of us presenters, the caretaker agreed to extend an hour if we could assist. There were two girls about 18 or 19 years and two sets of  parents, at that time there were a lot of Shamanic Courses being offered and many were declared with certificates after six weeks  as Shamans these two Girls enrolled and were sent into The Schwartzwald(black Forest-Germany-I have a deep respect for genuine Shamans and they were told to seek their 'power animal inner guide) when they came back they had seizures and nightmares and the Shaman fled to the USA and was charged and was found guilty of deception and end endangering lives, he had the six week certificate. The Lama Sogyal I do not remember the name of the Lady psychiatrist, the two girls were placed on therapy tables and Lama Sogyal placed a hand on each head, the lady stood in the middle and placed a hand on each midriff and I placed a hand on the ankles. The room had a venetian blind with horizontal veins and as we followed the suggestions of Sogyal, the girls were held down by their parents as they were shaking and spitting something like smoke came out of them and something ran up and down the veins on the blind making a definite rattling sound the window was shut. I went to the window and opened it an we all saw a kind of dark shadows leave, the girls were well and felt healed. Lama Sogyal and I with my German sponsors went for a meal afterwards and I suggested to Lama that his work should be named Midparents for the dying. I do my own kind of this work which I did in hospices and friends which I have explained elsewhere. Lama Sogyal felt the girls had picked up mischievous forest spirits. I have come across this in similar situations an events at Findhorn and several well known power points.  Arthur Guirdham discussed this sort of thing and these sort of things could come in through portals with uncontrolled supervision say at CERN. Scientists my have inadvertently caused this to happen or there is a rumour that a psychic or facilitator of the black Satanic Cults had been among those scientists. This may not be seen with our senses and many may feel this is an extraordinary lot of hogwash and rubbish however I would caution folk to be wary and just be alert. my be this energy is running around the planet and solar system waiting to pounce on unsuspecting victims, especially those fired up with the lust for power and wealth.( Meeting Sogyal Rinpoche in Berlin during the mid-1980s aligns with the period he actively travelled in Europe to teach and establish the Rigpa community, shortly before publishing The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying in 1992.)

Image 4 is a notion that pops up; in meditation when the mind is clear there seems to be just being aware of awareness, it has no beginning or end and just is peace,  and yet dynamic, it is stillness and yet movement and can be dark and light, the feeling of the mid point or no point, the reconciliation of duality and the opposites and polarities. No words can describe this adequately, to me this is the Tathagata and matrix.  This maybe the emptiness of no mind and the intuitive feeling can only be ones own experience and verification, one of the signs of this verification is an intuitive deep gut feeling of events and the feelings of correct facts that arise from events that challenge one in Life. 

SHACK    aka     GEOFF

NB;  The empty mind, the void, is to me Sunyata(Sunyata, or emptiness, is a core philosophical and spiritual concept in Buddhism and other Indian traditions. It means that all things lack an independent, permanent core or separate self-existence. Nothing exists completely on its own; everything relies on changing causes and conditions)like the vacuum of zero quantum field it is a dynamic and ever interrelated relationships in fact a ever changing possibility and probability pure unadulterated potential. Mu, mushin, and muga mushin are core philosophical concepts rooted in Zen Buddhism and traditional Japanese martial arts. They describe advanced states of mental clarity, ego lessness, and spontaneous action.  

Mu (無): Literally means "nothingness," "no," or "emptiness". It represents the absence of ego, distracting thoughts, fear, or mental blockages. 
Mushin (無心): Translated as "no mind" (mu = nothingness, shin = mind/heart). It is a state where the mind is fully present and aware, but free from fixed thoughts, emotional attachment, or internal dialogue. Action flows naturally without the conscious mind interfering. 
Muga (無我): Means "no-self" or the negation of the ego and the separation between the actor and the action. 

Muga Mushin (無我無心)

Combined Meaning: Muga mushin merges both terms to signify no-self and no-mind. 
Muga Mushin (無我無心)
Combined Meaning: Muga mushin merges both terms to signify no-self and no-mind. 
The Perspective: It describes a unified, transcendent state of total ego lessness where the individual ceases to think about themselves, their opponent, or the outcome.
Application: In martial arts or daily life, it is the ultimate realization of performance—moving, reacting, and existing with absolute freedom, pure intuition, and zero hesitation. 

The 'no self' I have written about as no identity the inculcated or inculcation realised of the brain washed mind leading to my idea of ' nowhere to hang my hat' Many Shacks re this.

 

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