When one reaches the edge of distraction, and what
is distraction, it is running away from what is and what is, what is?
The truth may dawn upon one slowly and sometimes a
real blast, like Thor’s Hammer; that life is about politics, family, religion,
science, culture, paying the mortgage, bringing up kids, fighting for one’s
country, being a celebrity, being a down and out, and so many other
scenarios. This can be satisfying,
boring or wondering if there is more to life other than the so called norm.
Sometimes to get out of a rut if that is the
problem or just bored or whatever, one may have to take a risk, a challenge and
step outside the box, the known. This can be seen as a shifting evolving
process and there maybe an urge to return to relative safety in the norm. Then one finds that the norm is a distraction
it is surface and superficial, a plaster over a cut. The stagnant water of the
norm lures one to safety and then offers delights and distractions. Then comes disillusionment with the norm and
one teeters on the edge of distraction and jumps tentatively into the unknown.
At first there maybe withdrawal symptoms as the
unknown of course was previously unknown, one can find oneself confused by the
brightness, alertness of fresh energy and intuitive inspirations, there is a
feeling of being exposed, naked and without direction, a seemingly pleasant
chaos. There is a calm that is seeping through and there is very little
guidance, yet one somehow feels instinctively all is well. One lives more and
more by chance, coincidence which becomes abundantly clear it is synchronicity
and by letting go of the norm the norm begins to fit in some ways into a ‘way
less way’ without distraction and just lets Life be the Guide rather than
explicit strict rules and disciplines.
It is letting go of the norm to be free of it and yet to use its
facilities without the desire to hoard and acquire many things which can dazzle
the ego and start is desires again.
The more I want and desire come into it the more
the ego surrounds itself with its desires and so the pain of constant
acquisition and its maintenance comes in and the defence and attack systems to
defend the treasure of the desires and then one is hooked into the norm
again. The edge of distraction has gone
and one is in distraction------distraction from freedom and ingenuity.
SHACK
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