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What would happen to me if I let go, no juicing,
no exercising, no meditation, no anything?
Would I die of illness or be free in mind so Life sustains me without my
interference. I may eat as I intuitively feel like it; I may exercise as I
deeply feel it. What would be the likely
outcome, why try and engineer it, I am making the same mistake of manufacturing
my future. I haven’t let go I am assuming and planning of what it would be
like, the same tricky ego.
Letting go is dropping off of the edge of the cliff
of mind, the mind of beliefs and let destiny take its toll. After all falling off of a mountain to death
is not certain when crushed of what it would be like after death, if there is
anything at all.
So what the heck.
Is anything certain? Look at what I do to insure myself against fate
dealing me a bad hand I do juicing, meditate, holosync CD’s, exercises, supplements, rituals, fantasies
creep in, mind games, berate the medical, political, religious and cultural
issues of the day and feel bad if I cannot buy or afford organic clothes and
food. So in this way I am just as screwed up or free as anybody else. So why
criticise and blame, judge and condemn others or myself? Stop the world I want
to get off, get off of the world of karma that I created. I created this world of beliefs cultivated and
upgraded from childhood experiences and optimising and customising to my own
touch and predilection.
I am now dissembling it and replacing it with
other junk such as no –mind, emptiness and so on, I am merely providing
explanations which could become beliefs. This is a cunning and subtle strategy
to trick the mind into believing it is fresh and original and it is mere a ruse
and round about route to trick and disguise the issues. This is all about protecting the ‘I’.
How enormously subtle this process is. It drives
me to the edge; I am providing my own koans, all this writing like the quantum
stuff which is a koan in itself. When you grasp it, it is not there and when
you let go of it, it is there and none of it is perceptible.
SHACK
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