Sometimes emotions and emotive prompts are not what they seem on the top surface so to speak, they maybe a reaction which served as a habitual retort or repost. Wanting to be superior and smugly in the mind feeling one upmanship and getting a victory over some discussion or argument and so thereby justifying ones stance.
This act of superiority is an ego ploy for acknowledgement and being admired and earning applause, this maybe an accolade of recognition for ones knowledge and material achievement. Bearing in mind many achievements can be superseded and short lived by another, like most things they have a shelf life , sell by date and impermanent.
Its fine to have these achievements and materially they may facilitate wealth, social position and seemingly satisfaction, however these can be just fads as well in the passage of time.
Perhaps they may cover up the need to be loved not for diplomas, certificates of achievement, wealth, notoriety, fame but just ones self.
Am I loved for me stripped bare of material success? If not then how do I get my love, attention and be somebody?
The test may arrive when one is prepared to be stripped naked of all achievements and accolades and step like a baby or animal that is loved just for its natural self. love me for who I am and not what I do.
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