SHACK 1050 LAYERS

 

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Perhaps this is fanciful and just an intellectual massage; I have been fascinated by holographic technology and the holgraphic Universe. The Universe is composed at its basic foundational 'layer' of vibrations / frequencies / waves of energy and as such our brains interpret or decode vibrational impulses / waves of information.  

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Babies see upside down images and later the brain corrects this. This is a rough idea how the brain decodes like a TV waves of selected frequencies that is Hertz and so the reality an interpretation or decoding / deciphering of invisible wavelengths that are disturbed and rippled in a space medium / ether / plasma. So what is reality?

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OK so this is vibrational and light / photonic interplay of light as as a quantum phenomena. 

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I dig deeper here; when the young mind receives information it is stored like a layer of earth and this thin layer then  thin layers of earth are added and so the weight, the compressing, the impact process makes the layers more dense and seemingly solid so taking this example the vibrational continual tuned frequencies result in a seemingly solid and become solid objects, so  is the body and its senses and the Universe and this mass of solidified vibrational impaction has the ability to feel, smell touch and so on. YET unpick the layers of the weave, warp and weft on the loom of the Universe and its creation and we are down to empty atoms and particles.

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So we are fooled by a light deception interplay that this is solid and tangible and the solidified vibrations through continuous tuned selected frequencies become habit, routine, inculcated programmes and brain washing which become beliefs and then a seemingly reality. Change the broadcast the TV channel so to speak and then one can become deprogrammed as it were and then become inculcated into a another tuned set of vibes and then this swapped set of vibes become another reality and this is then taken on board as gospel and reality and then becomes one's security, the known good or bad well at least familiar and safe. Yet looked into deeply it is an addiction, a habit and God. 

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It is then scary or at least puzzling and sometimes to the first glance or familiarity with all this, not alone my experience with the laughing Buddha incident which I have described in back articles and depicted by a you tube sent to me by a friend who I told this experience too.

I laughed for three days and everyone thought I was mad and then I felt mad when it settled,  I knew I was as the above video and felt so free and then I got into well 'who am I in this so called 'no one' and 'no me' with a a seemingly solid flesh body? The mind knew I was a set of programmes through the inculcation programmes and that matter that seemed solid was not at a fundamental level. So the free mind was still hinged in this What is this Something I walk about in if I am free being?

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I knew about the psychology and the memory field were in magnetic fields and again activated like from the Akashic fields beyond the above image and switched by the synaptic circuitry which decoded the containment fields of memory and egoic experience. But this flesh and planetary nature stuff and the no mind identity---OH GOSH.

So on examining the fundamentals and unpicking the layers and doing a bit of 

Jnana is Sanskrit for “knowledge or wisdom” and Jnana Yoga is the path of attaining knowledge of the true nature of reality through the practice of meditation, self-inquiry, and contemplation. ... This practice allows you to realize the temporary and illusionary nature of maya and to see the oneness of all things. (This I do through contemplating science and quantum stuff. SHACK)

I wanted to see and understand how a 'no me identity' which I understood and the lure and seduction of the body led me to discover the body and the Universe were no more identifiable in REAL terms as it were because they were indeed just vibrational impacts and a result of continuous broadcasts of waves of vibes set to a particular set of selected attuned frequencies from the UNKNOWN UNSEEN CREATOR that which set the waves in motion and as such this PROGRAMME by the UNKNOWN was layered as to feel 'REAL, TANGIBLE and was in fact another deception in a way to fool, trick, seduce and fascinate and beguile the witness to this spectacle. 

This enchantment, this captivation, this wooing by the appearance of something so real and tangible, like the pot that thinks its real and alive and the potter awaiting until the pot realises 'hey I built a figment and mind imaginative creation and dream of the potter who maybe wants to see the handiwork of the potters craft in order to validate THE POTTER EXISTS', I exist because I created CREATION therefore I think and I am, I know myself through my creation and yet I can know myself without form at all or creating because I am aware of my awareness, I witness myself through being conscious that I  am conscious.   I am a conscious awareness.

So my body is a set of vibes the interference patterns of waves and created as such to feel it feels and so on, the senses of the body are just vibrations created to make or give the appearance and sensations of a areal and solid reality. I as a body are no more real than my programmes, agendas and brain washing. I am a product and creation of brain washing by parental and incarnated processes down from time and history but in essence the creation of an UNKNOWN CREATOR, I am the appearance and toy / child of a Mind an Awareness and an Intelligent Consciousness which may love me as Its creation or just a dream and an idea in this Matrix.

Know this the body is a light trick and compilation of selected vibes as is everything else.

SHACK

The above explains nothing at all really and is a mere play with words and science---its the vibes baby!!!? SHACK.

SHACK 1049 CONTRAST

Carl Jung

 

Stark naked contrast; the heterogeneity and complexity in the human mind and condition never ceases to amaze and confound me for the answer in one way is simple and in another staggering.

By now with all my writing and picking apart the bits and pieces of the programming and conditioning found and contained in the human mind which is invisible and yet by its function produces actions of a physical or mental comprehension. 

The simple answer is that over the generations in various cultures ideas, concepts, tenets, religious, cultural and political agendas and programmes have been passed down by inherited written, verbal and tribal acts and everyday living from parental to child interactions and relationships. The question is why did or does this happen and of course through the course of time become so repetitive and by this repetition become impacted like layers of Earth and so become so dense that this is concretised and becomes a sort of solid foundation and so the known, secure and reality. In fact so dense does this become that no matter how much one endeavours to offer another alternative or view there is a fierce reluctance to even contemplate or entertain it, such notions are in some cases so vehemently denied or repulsed that war and bloodshed can ensue.

I have realised that reincarnation is a fact in such a way as in history repeating itself and furthermore that this repetition is held in energy fields, vibrational containment fields of frequencies and these contain information and memory banks as a sort vast holgraphic fields of the past memories and experiences which are concepts, beliefs, rituals, idioms and everything that one can imagine or think of, this field is called by some the Akashic record. They are movies and really do have emotional content that when watches a TV or Cinema Movie then if one loses oneself in it, it becomes real and like a mini incarnation---'takes one out of oneself', the self of this incarnation not into empty mind self, the peace of self realisation. (not the self of this programmed incarnation).

I suppose that the first humans began to realise their individuality and then began their communal tribal integration and some felt they could dominate the rest and found pathways in the forest and savannah and so familiarity bred safety and various habits became safety rituals and so on and so tribes stamped their individual idiosyncrasies into a commonality and this becomes the 'mark or way' of the tribe and others tribes or countries maybe threatened or feel to exert and expand their ways, culture and power to be safe and the more like us the safer and secure the beginnings of eugenics.  To be unlike others in tribal or nowadays is threatening, the difference breeds unfamiliarity, insecurity, threat, the unknown and instead of enjoying the diversity it becomes danger.

Most of the early tribal interactions and education came through the observation and interaction with nature and some may have become aware of bestial predation and savage killing and formed theriomorphic  symbols or deities to remind them of the emotions and energies of these savage hunting's and killings and such an example could be drinking the blood or eating the organs of the prey or enemy in order to imbibe their courage and knowledge. In fact organ transplants even to this day 2021 have an effect on the recipient. So there might be something to it. The intelligence of the cell and atoms, the silent invisible informative intelligence within.

However I feel this energy containment field is 'carried' and is 'taken over a sort of energetic information intelligence' and this field is then transferred into the foetus and is accomplished by the facilitation of the DNA which is the outcrop from the field or quantum 'realm' of every possibility and probability and like a tuned TV remote selects by a dedicated set of frequencies so the individual DNA is attuned to past frequencies and so on demise seeks out by resonance and entrainment the familiar and routine frequencies and so the past is regurgitated as the future with some modifications and enhancements but generally the same underlying foundational pillars with perhaps atop a slight modified 'building on old foundations' the more upright human from the stooped older form.

Be that as it may the DNA is then not only the antennae, the interface between the quantum Akashic but can access it and this contains the total 'you / me / us' of the individual or the collective of humanity from way back when and beyond, yea, even the formation of the Universe which never was formed as such but is in the mind of God and passed down and transformed into 'parts, bits and units' which we know as evolution but actually is only to the DNA formations, so the DNA is able to access anything and everything which through its three dimensional form and its ability to draw in the quietness of itself the tunnel or interface through meditation and tap into the Akashvic or quantumness and intention or just abiding in stillness access the 'records' of past history.  

There is no evolution as such in the quantum function it is a mere mind movement without past or future and is complete and then who knows, this is the mystery.

What appalled me this morning the 31st July 2021 was the anger, the hate, the atrocities, the carnal and yes the loving humane and compassionate in fact every horror, scenario, every emotion and every countless horrific cruel sadistic demonic action ever imagined, every monstrosity, disfigurement, every vile filthy abomination and the contrast of every loving, harmonious, sharing, loyal friendship, every adoring parent and child, every soul mate and deep love, every emotional experience from horrific depths to exalted highs, every satanic worship to every holy godlike prayer and ritual these are contained in every human mind and every human has the innate, silent residue and we are given the chance to choose to work out unfinished business in many lives in order to 'clean the slate of every state and experience so called good or bad'. 

In my fantasies and dreams I have experienced all the above and feel ashamed sometimes because of it, yet I realise this is how Hollywood and authors, artistic impressions, madness and extreme acts of violence with pathos and poignancy, then loving, complete utter bravery and compassion, real sacrifice for our children and harmlessness of living, caring for nature and one another its all in the 'containment' field in us and in our DNA and it is well that I feel this and recognise this as part and parcel of my past. 

This is the human condition and none of us can judge really another for we know not what another went through in another lifetime and incarnation which I feel is the distant past. Indeed what we went through in another incarnation. Indeed what we go through in this life with agendas, brain washing and all.

In some of us these latent innate dormant quiescent 'shadows' lay in wait and are sleeping and hibernating then like the rain in the desert which may only occur every three or four years just this drop will awaken a small flower or shrub which has slept beneath the sand for these years and may remain forever so to speak when the rain ceased. However this 'rain which is a signal' and trigger what may happen especially in these days of media, TV, videos, mobile / cell phones and Hollywood extravagances, the wars, the poverty, displaced folks, asylum seekers, refugees, homelessness, extreme poverty and extreme wealth, space travel, crazy genetics and modified food and climate so this 'hits' the human imagination and so many horrors and loves are triggered and awaken the hibernating 'tendencies of the hidden latent past'.

These could be said to reside in the unconscious, that is the unawareness, not being present, not being present to what is but only that which awakened a past experience memory traumatic or benign. Should one have become aware that these are not me and I have been swept away by an old scenario, a thought, an emotion or anything that evokes the latent past to the fore as of the now, should I 'catch like a native dream catcher over the bed' should I have developed an intuitive awareness and feel this is not me then there is a small glimmer of, of freeing oneself from the predators, the lurking denizens that lay in their den, their lair waiting to feed on their past delicacies and live again, the collective past stored innate tendencies and the collected tendencies in this incarnation are known as an entity and named the ego. This ego has a containment field and perimeters and boundaries and is very alert to its survival and has an energy field of great power this power is the power of illusion and delusion and the ability to make dreams come alive and the past the present and the future as the past and this is the deception and the wheel that turns destiny to the past and so the deception is complete and one may become stuck in the mire of stagnating yet familiar and known and not face the terrors of the perceived unknown. This makes the impermanent permanent.

Sometimes the innate stuff sweeps me away, by me I refer to my awareness without bias, the witness without opinion and judgement and the only judgement is a  feeling of not me. Not a feeling of I dislike or I like this, but it feels not me and when the me is apparent I feel deeply and truly me and what's more there is no definition of 'me' it is an innate yet alive and present intuitive knowing and a knowing without rhyme or reason.   

So on this morning as above I had one of those unpleasant, cruel anger scenarios in which I used ice cruel punitive acts and was merciless and yet I felt I was justified and made a victim and so on, some of my carnal instincts are like this but more pleasing and usually I am humiliated and wish to serve, the point is I have lived through so many of the above fantasies and I realise instead of stopping them by suppression or repression or extreme will by distaste perhaps realising them as not me and latent innate tendencies that have to be released, given air so to speak and seen and looked at. I used to feel guilty and not worthy and felt the energies of lack of confidence and self esteem arise and the usual childhood parent oh poor me stuff with I am not pleasing or getting love so there must be something wrong with me stuff, yes that is a factor a definite component and is valuable about the ego and my life so far, yet this has a different slant and angle on it, this maybe why I chose this life, my latent 'awareness' was awakening in this incarnation and probably in my last three incarnations the glimmer was turning into a spark and catching fire and in this life with all its glamour, carnage, huge colourful, noisy in your face 24/7/366 it has every graphic horror from extreme pornography, vile child abuse, horrific war scenes, poverty beyond the bounds of decency, viruses, weapons of sonic and atomic beyond belief, space travel and the extreme wealth, power celebrity and fashion, strange movements like woke, cyborgism, cancel history and culture, pandemics, horror vaccinations and restrictions, brain implants, wonderful surgery and medicine alternative and allopathic, drugs that cripple one and so on it is indeed 'THE LATENT HORRORS AND INNATE TENDENCIES IN FULL FORM, the UNCONSCIOUS is being seen not only as felt mind stuff but in open form. This is the monster from the deep as mentioned in the bibles but here and now 'so called tangible' the buried horrors that lurk as shadows and innate tendencies that rule us when we are not aware but are fully present here and now. They are no longer mind stuff but of course to some they are if the realisation by awareness is not in some way awakened.

So if it is difficult to be aware of the deep hidden stuff and lose my awareness to feelings that do not belong to me, HERE is the chance to see them naked and bare before me as tangible see-able here in my face. THIS maybe the incarnation for me and the world populace to recognise the demons of the past and to become aware of the 'not me' me in all of us.

So as long  as I do have the guilt and become aware of the guilt as the replay button on the tape recorder of the past only willing to preserve the past and in a way cancel culture and history is OK as long as some mad crazy stuff fills the vacuum and to remain in that peace which is there willing and ready to be recognised as 'me'. When the swamp is drained and the past gone not by force but by recognition then the empty mind is not boring or empty but is a shining light of awareness and felt as tranquillity and peace.

SHACK

Carl Jung

       

Carl Jung

SHACK 1048 GEOFF NO MORE

 

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Being in the stillness and just being aware of awareness suspends thinking and it just is what it is. In this consciousness there is no way to aptly describe this experience, there is no sense of a personal 'I' and so Geoff is no more.

It is a depersonalisation and definitely nothing to relate to, no reference point or cognition of a mundane so named 'every day ' human flesh body routine or discipline.

Since in a way it has no boundaries as such it feels vast and yet intimate and unlimited, it is all of everything. It feels holy whatever that is and unlimited and directionless, it has a sense of the backdrop of the Universe and its communicates by a 'knowing' which is explicit and yet in a nano micro dot and from this an energy that fills the human mind or just mind with trillions and millions of information which flow from a reservoir of infinite capacity and yet this capacity is not quantifiable and exists because it is omniscient, omnipresent and omnipotent, in which this presents every possibility and probability and has the essence or the feel, the ethos and the spirit of the quantum 'realm' and is Godlike, it is the Source, yet unborn and is potential, it has no definable space as it were and yet is everything. It is multidimensional and has no discernible aspects to label, control or define, such is the mysterious intellect that is the mind and consciousness of the Source, God Almighty.

In stillness Geoff the personality displayed by the sum of the programmes and brain washing is suspended not by force but by an intuitive deep understanding that the flotsam and jetsam that floats on the ocean of this consciousness is like bubbles and dross that disintegrates because of its impermanent nature and all things and forms decay and leave the ocean as it has always been and will be.

God The Quantum is fathomless, enigmatic, incomprehensible and all other adjectives which try to confine, define and pit the Great Mystery down and because of this the limited local mind fashioned by human experience and harvested to a store and containment field named ego is bound by its own agendas and as such 'does not allow for out of the ego box prison', which is a prison named belief system which has its own judiciary system and judgements based of the collection of experience which were and are in vogue and through the ages accepted as rights or wrongs according to the culture, upbringing, inherited beliefs and political and religious idioms, fashions inculcated in the era and year of history and passed on from generation to generation as history unfolds with modifications as to that era but the tenets, precepts and formulas that display a fundamental sameness and a few daring tolerances.

So true stillness is the Godlike and is quantum and because of this unlimited non local consciousness it can at times when the human bound imprisoned mind and its guardians and jailors 'fall asleep' the sentinels patrolling the perimeters of the prison of ego, the collective belief system as an energetic entity, the ghost in the machine are either caught and recognised as an intruder by the natural awareness or by a longing for the one's true nature which is clouded temporarily or become seduced, charmed and deluded by the trappings of glamour, fame and power and when the thrill and honeymoon are over like a child with a new toy, the first million and the addiction to what it can give one and then more is sought and a hunger for more power, more, more, more and than the finality of death and its seemingly end and oblivion and then ways to defeat death and live forever as a form in a flesh body or add mechanical bits to extend life.

Hence eugenics to breed the perfect race and extend life, transhumanism, cyborgism and anything to remain in the belief system as long as the ego remains the ego and does not want to explore anything other that its way to extend its power and domination.

The ego remains as Geoff and is afraid to explore the 'no more Geoff' to boldly step across a mind erected border fence to guard against intruders and also to warn and control stepping into the unknown.   

Geoff remains aloof, although aloofness can be bold, shy or timid it basically is a unique person so it feels to itself, alone although willing to compromise with others as long as it retains its uniqueness and this lends itself to separation and the sense of 'me' and then is drowned by its beliefs and floats with the tide of the mundane and Geoff remains afloat on a raft drifting with the tide of humanity and generally just joining the floating debris on the ocean and taking the packages afloat as reality.

If Geoff dives beneath the garbage, which are the media, the fashions, the politics, the religious dictates and the general fashions, celebrities and portraits of humanity at the time such as 2021 for example; wars, a pandemic, climate problems, pollution, genetically altered nearly everything, huge homelessness, vaccine damage and generally a hankering for success, power, money, fame and now a movement of named woke, cancel culture and history, mysterious definitions of sexual identities and generally a small percentage of massive wealth by some persons and families and massive squalor, grime everywhere, chemtrails greying the skies, a lot of paranoia, depression and suicides this being a far cry from the stillness and the inner peace.

The above portrays a busy noisy world with a penchant, proclivity and predilection for fast expensive vehicles, going into space (some multibillionaires are building space crafts in which people pay huge money to experience weightlessness for a few minutes) they feel free of their gravity and feel to be free physically whereas in meditation one can feel free and 'float out of the mind and thoughts' and not be asleep or in trance or in a suspended willed thought' and find a peace and feel free with no cost at all.

In the 'freefall' as above one senses without a physical sense a freedom a vast nothingness that is somethingness and can suspend or overlay or just come out with something well outside the perimeters of the most ingenious human mind and it seems to happen spontaneously, synchronistic- ally and this can be the 'wild card', the miracle and somehow it penetrates or is an ego relaxed moment, in a dream or something that occurs when a relaxation or desperation or even a silent plea allows the sentinels of the ego to open a gap for the event to occur.

The suspension into stillness is a kind of surrendering and take away the separation of the ego and God and God therefore remains seamless if one can say remains a quantum godlike something that moves in ways and motivation far, far from human comprehension, and that peace that is beyond human understanding.

SHACK

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SHACK 1047 SEVERANCE

 

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Severance; it sounds possibly harsh however it is for me an experience of liberation and understanding. I have been pondering about the emptiness of mind in a uplifting mind fashion and realising that the brain washing, conditioning, inculcation's and the impermanence of form as in so many SHACKS with the fact that to remain in the emptiness of perceived consciousness and the witness of the 'void' so to speak was another programme to maintain and be forcibly or an act of will to sustain 24 / seven.

I had been reading 'The Twelve Layers of DNA' a channelled book by Lee Carrol by a great Being Kryon. This confirmed a great deal to my understanding; it became very, very obvious and to the forefront that humanity and the Universe is a quantum event and is not an appearance in space and time nor a big bang.

In the quantum multidimensional energetic array there is no beginning or end, no time or space, no forms that are complete in themselves, however there is an intelligence, a consciousness which collates the endless possibilities and probabilities into an orderly form in the three dimensional world of this apparently Cosmic Universal System which is linear and seemingly solid. So it would seem that something arises from nothing and in sequential increments, such is the human mind and was my mind set even realising that all came from the void so to speak, from God, from quantum-ness.

Then the understanding came to me from DNA experiment of 'the phantom wave' that the DNA is an outcrop and interface from the quantum phenomena and all that we are is DNA and its facilities to arrange information of the chemicals and in proteins and so on guided by the information from the interface and the very 'juncture' from the invisible to the visible. This in itself is 3D sequential linear thinking. 

This is the very point of realisation; this separation of me and the DNA and the quantum causes this 'void' me and the void, yes I came from the void and I intellectually comprehend this as a concept and feel its depth to a point, HOWEVER, I now feel there is just a fullness a whole.

There is not me and the void or quantum but just quantum, it is something occurring in consciousness an arising in the consciousness of the quantum God mind and part of an overall plan and not a me, a personal being that is separate, like an outcrop, yes and no I am me in 3D as Geoff Freed and yet in fact I am not a Geoff Freed, this is a personal ego appearance in 3D and is a composition of the inculcated programmes. Remove those programmes through the understanding of their real nature and seeing they are mere mind stuff that is impacted into beliefs and they are what they are mere programmes and brain washing and the entity that is aware of them that is the ego stands naked and bare.

This to the 3D mind is scary, no apparent form, naked and vulnerable and this is because I feel separated as an outcrop DNA spewed out by the quantum real or Gods plan and am a mere outcrop that does not realise in depth the sustenance because it feels severed and alone from source.

When this notion is found by feeling not by intellect to be erroneous and I felt not to be an outcrop, a wave on its own and not part of the ocean and lost and I am wave and that's all and everything has to be sequential, logical and safe even if uncomfortable, well at least it is the known. Then on feeing there is no separation the wave is part of the whole and as such all moves as a oneness and as the mind of the 3D is then opened to a splendour.

In the 3D realm so to speak all is sort to be orderly, known, predictable and as such progress is slow and not original. Now the Ocean, The Quantum, God, have Plans, Intelligent actions far beyond the ken of 3D and so anything is possible or probable. There is always the miracle, the wild card, the spontaneous and without the human ego getting in the way or holding it back, of course it does not hold GOD back it merely limits the human to old repeated beliefs, one could say 'let go, let God'.

So instead of having to realise that this experience in 3D is a programme, a brain washed whatever and grumble at the human cock ups and violence, the madness and the destruction. I move into the void and am the void and that entity of Geoff Freed merely is another idea that fades in 3D in humanness and claims its oneness, indeed Geoff Freed is a label only as a tab and reference point of a DNA in human 3D world, in fact there is only a God World with no space, direction, time or direction, no definition and is eternal what ever that is--- maybe?

So anything is possible and probable and this is Quantum. It is dimensionless and so what does this mean, anything can happen and does not have to be comprehended or intellectually understood, the Cosmic Magician has full reign and is a delight to all those who sit back and watch the show AND IT IS FREE OF CHARGE.

SHACK

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SHACK 1046 SHADOWS

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Shadows of the mind. On close examination just by observing and leaving analytics aside, I realise that these shadows that flit across the mind are like subliminal TV or other media advertising and other marketing devices that they leave a smear like when one wipes or washes something and there is a very fine smear or substance left.

Sometimes these shadows creep in seemingly inadvertently and unintentionally almost lying in wait and I am doing my activities and there maybe a trigger to release this shadow in waiting at the side of the wings on the stage awaiting its signal, its cue to appear and bring the emotion and inflame and enhance and I become victim to this shadow / emotional / scenario to centre stage.

Then at times I feel this shadow endeavouring to slowly cross the clear bright mind like a cloud slowly creeping across the sunny blue sky. This shadow is an experience of an event no matter be it benign or horrific and stored in the memory and is a series of memories stored and stitched together and become a belief and a part or segment of the ego ethos.

Like the empty atom that forms our foundation with no substantial evidence of solidarity only appearing so and hence the deception and the mind is tricked into its apparent reality, a virtual light holographic entertainment and then on realising the deception of the apparent reality of this shadow the 'sting' is taken out of the emotional content and even if the content is pleasing and pleasurable it is not long lasting or in essence real as such, it is only real to the human senses to which it is attuned to. 

This is the human Earthly deception; that, that which appears so real and tangible is only so to the attuned human vibrational spectrum, the vibratory frequencies of the human mind and body 'feel' these vibrations / waves of tuned frequencies as real and tangible that is their function and nature. On close examination that is all they are 'vibes' attuned in certain band spectrums to give the human senses the 'feelings' that these vibrations are solid, tangible and solid.

Once this is deeply felt beyond logic and intellect the resounding implications are enormous and totally crushing and destructive to the ego. To the ego this says; you are a shadow, illusionary existence constructed of vibrations, frequencies, tuned wavelengths and as such you only exist as long as the host believes you are real and yourself. This can cause trauma and desperation to the mind that begins to awaken to its true nature. I do not really exist and I only exist as series of old ideas and experiences that have been harvested in the past and I then project them as stored slides and they produce an equally illusionary future which are replays and the most updated and a mere fabrication and make over. A different mask covering the same old face.

Therefore realising the above profoundly there is no fear and threat from ominous shadows across the screen of mind.

SHACK    

SHACK 1045 THE TINGLING

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                               THE TINGLING RIVER OF LIGHT

BEING STILL

FEELING AND RELAXED

THERE IS A QUIET RELAXED

FEELING OF SOMETHING SPECIAL

A RIVER OF TINGLING VIBRATION

RUNNING THROUGH MY BODY

A CURRENT OF VIBRATION

HEALING AND UPLIFTING ME

AND I LOSE IDENTTY OF THIS ME

AND I AM THIS VIBRATION

SHACK

SHACK 1044 CHILD LIKE

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A small child will delight in new toys and things and sometimes filled with wonder. As the child grows it pulls the toy or wants to know what makes it work.

In my life so far of 82 yrs in July 2021 If I pull the thing to pieces like scientists and academic philosophy I come back to the particles, the empty atom and the confusion if you try to use logic and understanding to the quantum stuff that it all comes from apparently nothing from nowhere and is impermanent and transitory.

So I can spend endless time like the child with a meccano set or lego or the the jigsaw puzzle or the scientist with their 'bits' which are just components, like cutting up pieces of plasticine until they are so small and then taking then to scientific instrument and cutting them even finer until even a scanning electron microscope even to our bodies and so called rocks and other solid objects, find that at the very foundation and fundamental level it arrives from the empty atom and the whirling dots and dashes from the collider and bubble chamber and even they come from collisions of 'stuff' at high speed and huge magnetic and electrical energy so by endless scratching of the balding head of the boffin's and the endless curiosity and the use of the bits of the jigsaw puzzle and the plasticine can only ASSEMBLE the bits but cannot create them in a way  because they have to extrapolate or take out already existing 'bit's' these bits are not made or manufactured by humans they are harvested from the UNKNOWN.

I find myself nowadays realising that in my view the boffins are excited and like the child want to find 'what makes it work?' and when they pulled it to the tiniest scrap of the toy or object, they like pathologist cuts the body to pieces to find the 'soul' or the person that is or was there in the corpse and saying all that person was, was an electrical INTRERELATIONSHIP between synapsis and cellular division causing micro volts, YET where did this all arrive from, yes intercourse between parents or a genetic Frankenstein genome experiment like they are doing now with genetics and the Chimera Virus and this so called Pandemic.  They are looking for the Ghost in the Machine, so the pathologist sees no soul, spirit or consciousness and oblivion as a consequence and only a recycling of cells without an intelligence and arrived from an accidental Big Bang or the other view that God, a highly Intelligent Mind or Consciousness Created it all and there is some sort of Conscious Life after the demise of the fleshly mortal coil.

Either view is hard to prove by science, logic or explanation so where does that leave me?; I am tired of trying to explain things scientifically, I don't want to pull things apart, so the blog is petering out, let the world go its way and its political, religious, power plays and so called new ways, Wokeism, cancel culture, numerous sexual definitions and identities, The New World Order and Smart Cities and much more. I feel like the small child in a way, I know everything is impermanent, transitory, dream like and illusionary and like the conjurors trick it comes from seemingly nowhere and yet I know the magician does it by sleight of hand and I know that all exists from nothing tangible and yet it does, so as I cannot put a stamp on it or fathom it, like a small child I let go and give up trying to figure it out and like when I was a therapist listening to the endless complicated and involved and messy stories of the sick and so called sane mind, the endless relationships of the human ego through the millennia, like the quantum 'world' 'every possibility and probability' every computation and configuration and like the detectives the maze of human crime and then love until one gives up either burnt out or just tired of endless conundrums.    

So like the Zen Monk story I like so much; A monk goes to his newly built cabin, after several realisations in order to live them and integrate them, he takes some books, some food and seeds to grow food, chops wood and a change of clothes. Winter comes and birds migrate, the trees lose their leaves, snow falls and he is snug in his cabin. The spring arrives and the birds come back, the trees begin to bud and he says 'all this and I did not do a thing to make it happen'.

Like the Monk I now know it arrives from the Unknown the Magician of the Unknown, the Unseen and not tangible to human senses only the manifestation of the rabbit from the hat. So now just sit back and enjoy.

'Behold I make all things Anew' 'Lean not to thy own Understanding' 'The Unknown knows what you want before you do' 'There is an Unknown Unseen Intelligence at Work Here, just allow it to do Its work and get your ego out the Way'. Only Necessary to Enjoy. 

SHACK   

SHACK 1043 SO SAD AND YET?

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This morning of the 19th July 2021 with the temperature creeping up and now in the mid morning rising from 24*c to like yesterday 31*c I had this sadness and tears and whilst doing my EFT process I realised something profound in my estimation. 

I was tuning in with the EFT process on my head pressure and sinus more like bridge of nose when a silent understanding, more like a whispering inner voice without sound, a veritable feeling I know for me is authentic in its pronouncement for me; the obvious was anxiety and although a lot of the restrictions imposed were being lifted re the Covid malarkey with the Prime Minister and Treasurer trying to wriggle out of self isolation and many others being caught trying to do the one rule for us and and one for you and gradually the wider public catching onto the censoring (like this blog rulers watch committee or built in algorithms watching out if I stray from the official narrative and them presenting one side of the evidence by bribed officials and media lackeys ---July 19th 2021 so called lifting of some restrictions ?) and they encourage blog writers to write their passions and I agree it should not be crude and yet harmful NO WAY if you have an opinion and especially backed up by Nobel Prize laureates and highly degreed professors and scientists who passionately disagree with the whole Pandemic roll out spiel and restrictions. 

However the 'inner voice' my whispering without sound and my companion offered the following explanation; the whole human race and the life forms like the planetary changes in the solar system and the cyclic rounds were becoming obsolete and the attempts by governments and religions, politics and think tanks were mere modifications, a slight new configuration, a make over, a cosmetic uplift. Even the New Reset as it is called an attempt facilitated by the Pandemic of ruining small businesses and the moguls purchasing closed down flats, shops, warehouses (see www.geofffreed.com) and the 'old' idea of Eugenics and the New World Order with the dream of many dictator's and religions and one now coming to the fore World Economic Forum and its headlines' we will look after you, you will not need to own anything, we will own everything and all you have to do is pay the rent, we will be the best landlord and take all the worry off of your head'.

Where have I heard this before?; well for a start every James Bond film, The Terminators films and countless books and novels and actual despots in history whose dream was and is to have a 'cloned' society; Genghis Khan, Caesar, Hitler and so on. With the event of new technologies I would urge readers of and for my own reference to go to 'www.geofffreeed.com ----Monday21st September 2020 'Welcome to Smart City' I have written and talked about this since 1970 and have travelled Europe and Canada and most of UK presenting workshops, seminars and private meetings regarding these issues.

It boils down to this; I felt trapped by my own programmes and brain washing. I know my brain washing and beliefs and seen the incongruity and the meaningless of these and they are just mind stuff and yet the human race clings desperately to these platforms which are stale and worthless and yet like me there is a sense of endeavouring to let go and vainly seeking new ways, new variations (like the so called Delta variant virus and the fact that viruses mutate and move on) however humans will cling desperately like people ship wrecked to a raft or piece of wreckage and trusting, hoping, praying for a rescue from somewhere and place.

When however the ship sinks which the human race is now and taking beautiful nature with it, it creates fear and anxiety and mental health, homelessness, war, horrific abuse domestically and in despotic countries abroad and government's and power 'moguls and large institutions' are afraid of losing their grip and authority and so they use surveillance by every means and want to have digital passports to show vaccination, evidence of health if not vaccinated and goodness knows what else and all in a few years or sooner connected to the 'MASS INTERNET'  as in article Smart City above. One's every move known and those supervisors have the power over your life. From 'StarTrek and the Borg'---'Resistance is Futile'.

The dearest Earth will not fall prey to human will of the above ilk; the Cosmic Plan which comprises of Natural Intelligent Evolution and it is in charge of proceedings has several options; Humans wake up and allow natural evolution proceed without hinderance (the lawns and grass grow naturally humans are the gardeners) or we go into the 6th Extinction;

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I have written a lot about this here and in POSTS as above mentioned.

I feel as of myself the whole human race is sad and tired and the so called elite are amusing themselves with distraction; putting up communication satellites, space travel, plans to go back to the Moon and Mars (in my research there has been bases on the Moon and Mars with humans and ET, For humans 90 years for ET centuries).

For me the solution is; let go of the past, that means my beliefs, programmes and inculcations, not by force and suppression or by distraction which the 'elite' do by their adventures as above and us by Netflix, endless movies, porn, alcohol, drugs, crime, suicides, depression and self harm and mindless fantasies and ill health, anxiety. fear and rebellion. For me I have felt, seen, explored my scenarios and programmes and knowing they are all mind stuff, thoughts that come and go that have been taken on board and planted deep in the soil of my consciousness and have deep roots which like a giant magnet haul me back and the allure, the seduction and enticement with the reward to ego for achieving this is an emotional high and like alcohol and few brief moment's of running away from the ego's perception of not being or sense of existence or 'GOD FORBID' that awful empty mind thing of Buddhism and such and yet in that so called 'Empty Mind 'arises other feelings and whispering with soft knowing's that the ego cannot comprehend and feels it is its death knell.

So yes I am sad to feel this way about our present crisis AND YET I feel the answer lies not in more 'so called innovative political resets' which have all been done since humans came to the Earth and is seen in all history and bibles, the story of the wars, the crusades, the cultures that have come and gone, the tribal and political with religious wars, the dictators, the holy men and women, all claiming my way is best, if they were all like my religion, culture political and religious ethos follow me BE LIKE ME, YOU WILL BE SAFE. BUT DISOBEY ME AND YOU WILL BE SEVERLY PUNISHED.

Has humanity the will or the inclination to lay down its differences and 'quiet the mind, be in stillness, breathe and listen and look and just in that stillness not DO anything and THERE MAYBE a chance a wonderful calm and balm arrives, spontaneously and one's effort is surrendered and in that arises a love, nay a compassion, one is at peace with oneself and that is sufficient to the day and life'.

However awareness is needed not to judge and stem anything but to watch that ego that wants its power back and dislikes quiet. We live in a world of noise, more sound, more speakers belting out huge music, bellowing commands from the military trying disperse crowds that are protesting, cell / mobile phone with endless ear sets and headphones, must constantly be on the phone, hear music, roaring sports cars and motor cycles, blaring music from cars, go faster cars, rockets exploding to the Moon, more technology, more robots, more, more, acquisition, feeling powerful with the gismo's and taking from the Earth her minerals and causing more landfills(mountains of waste and throwaways that the rich chuck and the poor sift through to sell in order to live in carboard and tin lean -tos and go to foodbanks or government stamps.

I have felt this above and more and yet I  have felt the other side of being and empty so to speak and even with this the tug of war exists in me, at least I have seen and felt a little, a smidgeon of something 'outside the box' and is not innovative and is natural and is free and for others they are trapped in the prison of their mind(as I am to an extent)and as their distractions drive them they can only surrender to endless prayers, crimes, anxieties, or to the government psychologists and propaganda media and become slaves to the ethos of their country and go to houses of prayer and ritual and pray on their knees and get momentary relief from a God that does not seem to answer their prayer and seems to gone off playing golf or cruising on a luxury yacht with champagne and bikini clad beauties or muscular young men or whatever your fancy and endless billions to spend.

The sense of relief of praying to an invisible God and praying daily and doing one's duty gives one the feeling 'well if its the mire and hell down here, maybe I'll be rewarded with a better life when I die and go over the other side---Oh God please remember I prayed and I fear reincarnation or hell---where do I find that peace and security---is prayer and good deeds, duty enough of an insurance policy---well I hope so.

Ha what will be humanities fate or mine for that matter.

 SHACK

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SHACK 1042 SHOW ME SHOW ME

TOWARDS DATA SCIENCE

SHOW ME, SHOW ME 

REALITY HE CRIED

WHICH REALITY DO YOU WANT

ANY HE PLEADED

WHAT DO YOU BELIVE IN

WELL I HAVE MY BELIEFS

WELL THEN THAT IS YOUR REALITY

SHACK

ANALYTICS SCIENCE

SHACK 1041 HEARTBROKEN BUT ITS VERY OK

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Somewhere amongst all the squiggles and dots and dashes and circles and spirals in a bubble chamber in a particle accelerator or collider and the infinite possibilities and probabilities lay the building blocks and meccano pieces the clay with jigsaw, lego and this could be the firing of the Cosmic creators  synaptic's and axions. 

Gods mind at work selecting the particles / atoms / molecules or just mind fantasies which are made to appear real and tangible to human senses and more finer tuned energy beings. Just contemplate how focussed and intense Gods mind must be to hold things in manifestation. 

So I like the Cosmos are just arising from these squiggles and dashes and dots and a Great Intelligence collated the bits of the puzzle and plasticine and constructed what appears to us as nature and the universe and with scanning electron microscopes, lasers, colliders that begin to show us humans its not real or at least as we thought and that which we cling to just really aint there sort of. Hard to get your head around it aint it?

So we may become heartbroken once we realise all we cherish the dreams so real and precious and we cling to emotionally and those emotions so alluring and demanding, twitching our heart strings and causing an addiction to the dopamine, serotonin, oxytocin, endorphins and various other neurotransmitters and of course the sceptics who believe that meditation is a release of these, yes and no meditation 'highs and peace' have been shown to be even beyond the brain and after the experience it may release the above neuro chemical hormones and so on.

So we may again become heartbroken when we realise the following; our dearest human love for a partner, friend or family are mere pleasure hormones that merely please the ego flesh body and what's more we become addicted and attached and are devastated when demise or something destroys the pleasurable interlude. Then again we see that all things are impermanent and one day we will go into another existence or not and what's the use of enjoying it and then knowing its going to end. Many might say well I have a good time and so what that's the way of all things so who cares there maybe no afterlife and just oblivion?

Then where I am now; I like everything else came out of the mind of God Almighty a vast immeasurable Intelligent Consciousness, an Intelligence and Awareness that is beyond human comprehension and certainly mine and yet I know if God decides to wipe out part of the dream as in the five extinctions and the coming sixth permanently with no upgrade and cancel evolution that is Gods will and choice. However I feel God loves the creation although human and possibly other ET civilisations who have free will try to muck up Evolution and some cooperate and assist in the evolutionary Divine Plan.

So whilst God decides to uphold the creation and I a mere squiggle that was selected out of the meccano collider, a piece out of the clay and spun around and formed by the Cosmic Potter the fact has dawned on me that I never had an identity as such in a reality that was also fashioned and all are our real essences never really existed and are held in a mind that sustains all creation and we / I  never really had an identity other than that created by my brain washed inculcation.

I have to accept that 'I' as Geoff Freed / SHACK are a brain washed ego construct and never really existed but for as a short dream manifested and gleaned from a human life experiences which up to now feel dreamlike because they are the past and do not exist now simply through memory which can conjure up the feelings like a repeat movie.

So I look at the people I know and have known alive now or passed on and realise they were projections and judgements ah la my programmes and the one's I dearly loved were like me squiggles, dashes and dots and have no real essence of OUR OWN we are and were the manifestations pulled out of the incredible possibilities and probabilities selected to be part of the Cosmic dream and such can return to the squiggles and dots with dashes and recycled. 

Without the brain washed and inculcated conditioned programmes I have no identity and at best the ones I fabricate in order to save the enormity of my non existence and the existence I have is fantasy built out of the programmes laid down as lore and law by human will.

The ego which is the collective box set of the past experience and forms them into an acceptable seemingly lasting and solid foundation with the ability to defend and attack and preserve its apparent unique and individual beingness and only cooperates with others to suit its own purpose or for those who are 'holy' out of religious ethics and is AWARE of the above frailty and is either in denial or pursuing ways of postposing, delaying the inevitable demise. 

Can the ego survive; well some say reincarnation however that meets the inevitable conclusion of the above and how many rounds or cycles will it take for the ego to realise there is no permanence in anything and the pain and realisation that the ego envisages is blank void when the fantasy world collapses by the realisation of its real essence.  However perhaps in meditation one can catch a glimpse of the 'envisaged blank void' and may be surprised at what this infers and there is a possibility beyond one's own fantasy and realise there is a mind far greater and it's fantasy is perhaps the only reality there is OR is God seeking permanence as well, it maybe because God wonders if the squiggles that is God's mind thinking and planning are real as well? Mind you in a dual Universe there has to be reality and non reality and the switching between the two cause creation.

SHACK

     

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SKYWELL

SHACK 1040 CRAZY BUT PERHAPS TRUE

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So be prepared to expect the unexpected not by a defence system psychologically a or mechanical electronic or any other assurance, you can never really can tell.

The inevitable, the unpredictable take one out of one's comfort zone. The unexpected may not come from the past(in a way it does see later) or the future(it can in a way).

It can come from the inculcated conditioning patterns and programmes as a reaction from a unconscious trigger in the ego alert system and these programmes and patterns represent reality and the norm and as such can be projected into the so called future which in this case is a rehashed and regurgitated past.

The future seems familiar and known and safe and a safety net facilitated by the programmes arrest any further explorations into the unknown. The 'norm' now established maybe pleasant or horrific and yet there maybe some extreme cold comfort I am familiar with this. In this pandemic the establishment is trying through fear and indoctrination to establish a new norm the so called 'reset' although masks are extremely dangerous to be warn for long periods many are afraid to get near to another and demask. Awareness of these 'triggers' and being in awareness without bias is the now. 

OK who is anybody? A person in a flesh body resides in it as a tenant and it is a temporary, transitory and an impermanent affair. So we come back to a sort of reality; reality is a mind encompassed and filled with beliefs, traumas, pleasures and daily railway lines of routines whether they be Cosmic or human ego stuff. It all boils down to frequencies, waves of information, algorithms. 

Its all mind stuff. For us humans we believe these scenarios are real and tangible and sort of solid in your face and touchable with the senses and yet those who know they are as real as we believe them to be and at as fundamental level they are moving something or others and then to get my head around that is difficult and I know its empty atoms and particles and yet!!!? So whoever and however we arrived here and let us suppose it is a Consciousness and Intelligent Creator I sometimes think this Source is having us on, a Cosmic joke, some traditions think so in the East and call Leila's Game.

We maybe the fantasy of a great mind and how big is a mind?

I have some great energy brewing and will leave this for another article.

SHACK

SHACK 1039 SUPER, SUPERGLUE

 
Learning and Exploring Through Play

This morning 12th July 2021 I had a restless night and morning, very explicit sexual and pornographic dreams or even 'awake dreams' perhaps even lucid dreaming. I had awoken the day before anticipating the Wimbledon's Tennis men's single title and the evening's Euro final match at Wembley. I felt 'detached and aware' yet there was and underneath  a current of tension and anxiety with excitement WHICH caused a consternation.

I of course am the master of calm and tranquillity and in control of my anxiety and subterranean 'ripples of tension' and this morning I realised how subtle and misunderstood or misunderstandings that my ego programming had fooled me again.

I was hoodwinked; instead of deep breathing and distraction and doing exercises and getting into fantasies with glamorising mind scenarios a more significant and efficacious approach might have been 'stop, halt, take stock breathe and then realise the tension, get in touch with it, stay with it, BE IN THE NOW with it. DO NOT TRY AND GET RID OF IT, JUST WATCH IT, yet the energy of the anxiety whatever trauma, event, lifetime or some such thing it arises from and to try and rid myself of this irksome energy will only fuel it up for another disguised or masked 'trick / illusion, deception, / the saboteur', because the ego sentinel has recorded the guise and how I deal with it and will then cause another camouflaged 'attack' which it feeds on and drains my energy and is its food. The predator learns how to deceive its prey with ever subtle and devious traps and snares.  

Then this morning the 12th as above and the 11th the day of Wimbledon and Wembley I realise I said to myself I'll go shopping in the morning and I bought mainly junk food for comfort and 'relaxation' 'hmmm' and realised I could not take the tension of the tennis and football and blamed it on I could feel the vibes of the nation and world wide, YET it was me fooling myself I am a real cool special forces, Buddhist Monk aware dude. What a load of poppycock.

So this morning after torrid sexual lucid or ordinary dreaming, I felt when I awakened an extreme head pressure and a realisation I had succumbed to the hype of yesterday and that is OK, was it hell, my mind baulked and then what do I do today without the TV HYPE OR 'THINGS TO DO' WAS NOT MY ROUTINES ENOUGH? No came the resounding answer and I baulked at the day ahead, what do I fill it with, I was alright before the finals at the sports mentioned and got seduced by the attractive entertainment and AFTERALL I am detached and do not care about the outcomes, I am neutral and world citizen. What a load of bollocks.

So I got up sour and disappointed and full of anger and feeling let down, not because England failed to win and yet Djokovic won yes OK,  BUT BECAUSE I LET MYSELF DOWN.

THEN it hit me full on, a broadside, a salvo, a bombardment, cannonade a repeat words in order to emphasise the impact of the revelation that followed although known intellectually and logically before; I had a set of programmes which I was aware of it seems only superficially and some of them were; sex is messy, wrong, should only be done by consenting loving meaningful lovers, it was and is holy and so am I (your kidding) Sex is a distraction especially masturbation with or without a partner, it weakens your strength, it is only a relief of tension and should not be a substitute for meditation and exercise like Qi Gong, I as master should not have to step so low and be so crude and a servant and be robbed by an emotion and energy that is so crass and gross after all am I not the Master and above these petty materialistic heinous innocuous frailties? DO you know who I am?    

My ego program then hit me full force and I realised there was this image that floated in the background a sort of subtle film or cling film like energy substance that slid into place when the tension and anxiety was triggered and it brought me down from exultation and big headed cocky noxious arrogant and appearing humble and cowardly, demeaning  outward appearance and inwardly cowardly and afraid of most things and hiding behind the façade of a degree, my past and the accolades that they furnished me with. I fully laid bare the stark facts that this was the mind programmes at play AND THAT it is hard to put into words the feeling I got that this film 'sort of overlaid my frontal lobes and third eye and I sort felt my eyes go upwards as if reaching into my mind as it were and 'FEELING' the energy of the  encroachment and intrusion into the awareness as if an awareness or stain on the shade or windscreen of mind had been actually seen, felt and hopefully another layer of the 'onion' of the mind programme inculcation and conditioning had been revealed.

My own programmes proved to be my judge and jury. God would not punish me for my sexual or any other programme, I was my own executioner and punished me by being guilty for breaking my own self imposed images and they were not God given, they were me given and who is this me I so cherish, merely a bunch of self imposed brainwashed and addicted programmes that assumed a reality and false image, a MIND EGO GENERATED, SELF GENERATED AND PERPETUATED image of a holographic nature, for I could see right through it as a film slide that was apparently floating across the frontal lobes third eye area so to speak and was so convincing it fooled me into thinking and feeling this is solid and real and my reality, my false programme said it was so.   

However I broke the spell and went out for a Sausage and Bacon breakfast which I did not enjoy and found my recent salads for me more sustaining.

SHACK