SHACK 935 COLD SHOWER

 

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I had been taking cold showers after hot ones for many years and then somehow I let them go and only had hot ones, I never liked baths and bathing.

Then in my 80th year I started again. This year as I type this it is September 23 2020 and the whole world is gripped in the fear of a  pathogen with a horrific name Covid-19 and in this country draconian human rights are being enforced and breaking them leads to fines and a criminal record, mind you not for the elite.

So as I began to shower and walk in without heat even in mid winter I noticed how the fear thoughts came and the reasons I felt why they were dormant in the winter and arose at this time. Was I succumbing to the media hype, the collective unconscious. Yes in some ways that did creep in.

Then as I began to become aware of them whilst preparing to shower and also just wearing thin clothing before showering in a chilly atmosphere I realised in full that these were a repetitive sequence of events that happened and were inculcated  in me from my early childhood and led to my NDE.

What led to my NDE in 1942 was a freezing fall out of my pram into an ice cold November river / canal and me scrambling out somehow and dog paddling to the concrete lined bank and yards away from a small waterfall. Then after I got home and a few days after I had pneumonia, congestion on the lungs and pleurisy.

After moving from High Wycombe Buckinghamshire we went to Wembley Middlesex and was continually ill with bronchitis, colds and chills and my dear late mother molly coddling me in huge layers of thick woollen underwear and clothes and I skipped swimming lessons in school and so on and really was a wimpiest sickly thin child. 

The message I carried with me for years; be careful wrap up warm, I am afraid to exert myself in case I become ill, shy away from conflict, behave yourself, you will be the death of me mother said, father gave up and left, my brother left home at one time and returned later. There were other messages and they came and come up automatically, very subtly and bring a nausea and deep belly fear, I can feel my heart race and my throat constrict and my joints ache and seize up.

I thank Wim Hof 'the ice man' and a Portuguese doctor in Wembley (1948 to 1950) who literally stripped of this coddling clothes and threw me into a tepid bath and mother soon put me back into the warmer clothes but with a slight reduction of layers.

So now I confront my fears; what if I doing the wrong thing and get pneumonia or this dreaded Covid thing. Am I damaging myself, what if, what if, what if!!!!!?

So estranged from my family and my friendly GP retired, many friends live far away, many have died and I am approaching 82 in November 2020 and yet there is a strange acceptance creeping in and a kind of reconciliation its OK and I am not so scared of ill health and certainly not of death, maybe how I die and illness and incapacity and of course the horror of an impending world wide vaccination programme which might include the mRNA genetic tampering.

So the cold showering and other 'covid' related stuff will bring forth more of the latent hidden 'messages of the past and not relevant to this time' and they furthermore are my teachers and they are a blessing to assist me, whoever the me is without these messages which are the not me and perhaps this roller coaster, this ever moving travelator through life on Earth will become before my passing will be an adventure and who knows what the final product will be as if there there is ever a final product in eternal life.

SHACK 

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