SHACK 4084 SCI-FI 2 THE PERFECT MATCH

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Alphon a very prominent space traveller and highly praised for his, and the term his is a referral to an energy body of yang energy and was sort after my many in the know. He like many others were looking for as in current Earthly parlance Mrs Right or Mr Right, a soul mate and this case a She Yin energy twin or perfect match. 

Ah, but you see we are dealing here with Cosmic energies, a sort of cocktail and maelstrom vortices, a fury of back holes, ravaging dynamics of  kaleidoscopic entanglements and magnetic alliances plus other seekers for their perfect match.  

Often battles and challenges lay ahead in a precarious Cosmos and others clashing as they sought their mate as it were and some who thought felt and proclaimed the match were challenged to a sort of Cosmic duel and often mistakes and serious damage was done to the injured matrix and for years as it is were in Earthy terms some thousands or millions years before the repairing adjustments to the injured matrix could be fixed.

Cladstone was such a repair and healing entity and the like of this Yin / Yang fully integrated coupling, those who found their match dedicated themselves to healing and repair out of The Cosmic Law set by the Senior YIN / YANG coupled entities who took to restoring these unmatched injured matrixes as a dedication to restoring balance in the Universe, their work was voluntary but was a labour of love so to speak, because finding their energy mate was felt by them as an energy of harmony and rest.

So Alphon and others travelled many thousand of years and in many galaxies to find their match and their energy craft which Earthlings know as UFO's may have been the Alphons's looking and testing the vibes of the human race and a genetic time lines to see if their match were hidden somewhere among them and perhaps some abductions reported by humans were the result of the search and hunt by lonely space travellers. 

However the Alphon's  mean us no harm as they feel the need for peace and harmony and see our conflicts as costly in so far as in the conflicts who knows what male or female that have uprooted, killed and abused and might have been someone's soul mate or perfect match. 

SHACK    aka   GEOFF

Breaking News the  Angelic and Guides in their Etheric realms realise the quandary of the Alphons, however in the Universe they have their work to do and only gaze on sympathy and send love as Angels do.

SHACK 4083 SCI-FI MARS

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 There had many attacks from the Tyrant a strange almost unbelievable energy source that could change into any forms it wished to assume. This particular day the Martians felt the awesome presence this Tyrannical force imposed on them and they took to their flimsy shelters which were no real cover or help to them.

Many went insane with the force of this invisible presence and set them against one another in the most grotesque and barbarous manner. The presence was most disturbing because there was no form or appearance and the frustration of not being able to fight it or retaliate was a burden that drove them to desperate attempts which ended in failure.

They appealed to the Galactic council, the Milky Way was divided into four sections and the solar system and a portion on its wing at one of the spirals sat the Section Four Galactic Council, apparently the force had blocked all communications to any of the neighbouring planets and especially the solar system. 

Sometime passed when the independent Mars community had not been in contact with others and the neighbouring planets began to wonder what was going on, when they realised they had been blocked or a force was present they went to the Council and brought their concerns. 

The Council sent a task force to investigate and realised they had heard of the Tyrant and its forces from elsewhere in the Galaxy, they dismissed it as rumours or the wars that were elsewhere. When they realised that this was in their sector they took action. The council and its large armadas tried to find a way of destroying the The Tyrant and they had the same problem there was no discernible form and their probing and scientific attempts to break down or analyse this invisible presence brought no solution until information from far off sections furnished some light.   

Eventually two viable attempts seemed promising; the inhabitant were to go underground and learn to live and come to the surface occasionally and so they did and remain there to this day. The Tyrant on a particular occasion took the form of a monstrous fiery radiation spreading machine which tore up the ground to get at the underground inhabitants and then spread fire and brimstone as it were and sucked out the environmental protection leaving the Mars as a desolate desert exposed to the harshness of the Space and the attacks of asteroids and so laid bare the naked surface which other planets ignored in case the Tyrant decided to come after them.

The Four Councils eventually found a way to mitigate the presence of the Tyrant and drove it out of the Milky Way however it is still around like a hungry ghost looking and searching for food which it derives from planets and other entities in the mysterious amazing Universe.

The only evidence of this is what us Earthlings call and see the Grand Canyon which is the result of the Tyrants attempt to excavate those inhabitants who went deep underground. Some sensitive people who are psychic can still hear the voices crying out as the The Tyrant scorched their surface and instilled their minds to cause such monstrous barbarous acts to one another and their spirits roam the surface endeavouring to reach those below and somehow reconciliate and go to the timeline and repair the karma.

Should any civilisation reach Mars apart from ET who know of this plight and are leaving the job of reconciliation to others as their brief is non interference and only a watching brief and to stop a planet from being destroyed and then by the permission of the Great Spirit.

Maybe the Earthlings who are gradually getting into space will in the future assist in this redemption.

SHACK  aka GEOFF

     

SHACK 4082 ANOTHER KIND OF LOGIC

 

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My lovely body, maybe not so aesthetically but I have come to love it and cherish it and I must confess have not always looked after it and often abused it. However it is appreciating the intricate yet simple way it operates is phenomenal and what I admire most is not so much its form but the silent intelligence which is felt or seen and upsets the ego's intentions and it knows best for the body. It is also required according to my view not to worship the body and to appreciate its gentle or sometimes processes of fading away with time and not to cling avidly wishing to look younger and preserve it unduly.

The body knows how to walk if it can, heal, grow hair, grow toe and finger nails. Like the seasons and nature this happens seemingly spontaneously and as long as one pays attention to feeding, resting and some activity it will live its due allotted course.    

The seasons and the growth and maturing of nature and the body are governed by 'the way of things' a silent information system which one can as in a body sense and feel such as thirst, hunger, fear, illness and also in quiet rest what is good for its well being.

I have noticed that the Universe is an abundant provider, there is no such thing as shortage, it may appear so to one as such that there droughts, climate variations, most of this may well be the Providers pruning of the garden, which us humans bemoan at times and many times it us humans who cause this by pollution and greed.

I have often bemoaned my 'sense' of lack and have found that I cut off the supply of abundance because the supply of the ego maybe at odds with the supply of 'the Way' I block the channels of abundant supply with needs that are not concomitant or commensurate with 'the way'. The Silent Information of the seasons, cycles of the body, the growth from the foetus, embryo to demise is there already and implanted, the procession of the equinoxes, the great star and planetary movements are part of 'The way of things' and how often do I contemplate and marvel at this and yet my petty ego cannot surrender to the 'the way' and cannot get its head around it as they say and a kind of cramp, pinch a baulk arises and tension as something in the depths of my psyche knows it is sensible to listen to 'the 'way' in the stillness and feel the way as it were in which the body speaks to one. My ego hangs on precariously and says, what if I go mad if I follow these silent instinctual prods, what if I cause myself harm and serious outcomes, even kill myself? However I am silently getting the message to let go and let Self, to trust ' The Silent Way of Things' and it is like the seas gradually wearing away the rocks and coastline and the fears melting away as the process of the silent Way exerts a pressure of gentle persistence until the ego energy is sapped not by force but by the ego itself being better off with 'the way' and realising that it does not die and wither into nothing but emerges and enjoys a role that is sufficient to itself and has a role therein which accommodates an aspect of itself to adjust to the way and live in harmony with it.

As to that dedicated role in harmonious living that too it revealed silently when the emergence takes place, there is no extinction merely an adaptation which nature which is the way and the silent information network of the Cosmos has a place for all of Its manifestations.

SHACK  aka   GEOFF

SHACK 4081 IMMINENT

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 So many people have hinted or actually expressed a feeling of something just out of reach, not tangible, a sort of silent almost apprehension and yet not so much a fear of imminent extinction or a serious calamity, disease or even their own demise. It is like a silent pressure that is building up to a climax, like a psychological orgasm or just proceeding it, wanting to let go and yet tittering on the edge of an unknown. 

Many might feel that this a sign of a nuclear war, a world wide climatic upheaval, devastation of monstrous proportions and yet I feel another type of climax. I feel all the beliefs and life styles, the build of world and milieu over thousands of years have led to a stagnation and the patterns are no longer fit for purpose and mere upgrades, reconfigurations, makeovers and so on will not suffice and that this stagnation and forever round about is slowly decaying and this process of decaying is building up a sort energy of stench and pressure and leading to an eruption. An old saying 'I can feel it my water' an ominous gut feeling and no matter what one may do to seek out an answer it is not satisfying or has a feeling of added pressure.    

I feel it is heading to a mental, psychic spiritual event, a Cosmic Orgasm where there is a world wide spiritual (not religious) 'switch on' in ones consciousness, as if a light broke through the clouds of reasoning and brainwashed condensed density and one is out from the crippling local mind views and finds one in non local free space, a rocket broken free of its planetary gravity. The gravity of the ego.

In my view just saying I want break free are mere words, even psychologically breaking free by mantra, meditation and positive affirmations, prayer and shamanic or religious ways and piety or being disciplined and performing endless rituals which maybe a safety net to stay one from going mad, depressed, suicidal or just endless distractions to deaden the pain of this pressure, this pressure which may feel like 'I need to get out of my head'. This requires looking, watching, staying alert and noticing the pains, the aches, the dramas and fear as the pressure builds up to the point of mental, psychological ejaculation and the risk one may perceive of going mad. 

 Of course the ego will rebel, it has over lifetimes and be it this one, built up an image based on ones inculcations and will defend it at all costs even to the demise of the host, yes our corporeal bodies, which have had to bear the onslaughts of this demanding tyrant. The problem being this image of which we carry buried in the depths of  the unconscious has repeated itself so many times that most of us not conscious of our chosen image of which we strive to preserve at all costs and the loss of this beckons to some as empty, barren dark and unsafe and yet once tasted and broken through at odd times sometimes fortuitously and spontaneous only to be dragged down by the anxious ego and places a watchdog, a sentinel who is constantly guarding the perimeters of the ring fenced ego and reacts to the challenge of an intruder by whatever means the ego or local mind has in its arsenal of defence and attack.  

This ringfenced set of agendas is world wide and they challenge differing images on the world stage, be it religious, political, personal relationships and the core is the individual and at goes on merrily or anxiously on their path so trodden that the tracks are burned into the memories of that individual and has the national and international customs, life styles and so on. The culture so chosen lives on in perpetuity.  

Then there comes a time even in nature when the sell by date is reached as in the five mass extinctions and I feel we are in the sixth extinction and this pressure as above is now reaching the planet, the Solar System and us, the populous and just as animals feel the weather changes, earthquakes and tsunamis so many humans are feeling this as well, and there may come a moment, a blink and AH HA then maybe one may shot out of the ringfence, the sheep pen and a light brief and intense and one is shot into a space and seemingly another dimension and though remaining in one's body or not sees the world in a completely different way and without fear  or the sense of loss.

SHACK aka GEOFF.  

SHACK 4080 FREE WILL

 A great hush, like a stillness, heavy and oppressive, the sense of a silent crying and a plea. Those that have gone over, the transmigration of souls, some witnesses to horror and abuse, terror and torture and those remaining grieving for lost ones and those gone over and departed, suddenly finding themselves into a darkness or light depending on their karma and life's destiny bestowed upon them.

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Some may have been sacrifices and others hapless helpless victims and left to face a barren hopeless dark depressing world and left wondering how human lust for power, religious ideology, political madness and seemingly devilish designs----will it ever end?

Racial bias, crimes caused by poverty and homelessness they are tested in their loyalty as to their belief in a benign God, a Creator of love and a gift of free will, for God is not a dictator and the rules and laws of nature are for the good of life on Earth and elsewhere, while babies and the creatures of nature with the Cosmos go about their lives in natural living and sequences.

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Those with relative well being still can feel unease at the world condition, the wars, the taxation, the greed, the pollution and can either bury their heads in the sand, feel hopeless and concerned and yet left with a feeling of inadequacy and shame with guilt and many wondering why their prayers are not heard and perhaps they were so full of fear and anxiety that they never acknowledged the answer of  their plea and perhaps wondering what free will and their plight befell them and saying 'Lord why me, what have I done, especially the young and those who are older wondering is this the 'sins of our forefathers falling on future generations'? or is this an angry God punishing us for breaking Its laws?

A lot of it comes own to inherited customs and rituals, suppositions an in a word to my favourite word on this inculcation 'Inculcation is 'the instilling of knowledge or values in someone, usually by repetition. To inculcate is to instil or impress an idea on someone, so inculcation is the process of instilling or impressing ideas. A lot of teaching is a form of inculcation: teachers repeat information to students, hoping it will sink in.' and sink into the depths of the unconscious and countless layers over many generations over hundred of years and updated to the epoch one is incarnated too and this forms brain washed beliefs that end as someone else's inculcated view and the reality of this belief is worth dying for and so war through antagonism is gendered.  

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Broken lives as in the images above may appear to not be similar and yet those that experience these traumas feel hurt, abused, lost and nowhere to turn too, these leave scars and traumas which may never heal and or take care and love to restore to health or rebuild blown apart buildings all with blown apart minds. Repairing buildings are symbols for those that lived there and of course their homes and communities all these horrors are imprinted in the memories of those that befell them and the nightmares and trust does take precious time to just come to terms with the outcomes. 

For the wealthy and perpetrators of these obscenities and one does not have to be wealthy or even a person of power, just a dominant aggressor in ordinary day affairs can leave scars and post traumatic trauma which can lead to chronic depression, revenge, suicide and a campaign to inflict punishment on those who perpetuated the carnage or abuse. So the cycle of hate and revenge is set up and ones principles may go by the wayside and a new inculcation set up by the trauma and many sects, cults and institutions have been set up through hurt and abuse and indeed street gangs then run rife and mercy and trust run to those obedient to the gang and so on.  

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I can only speak for the way I feel; I was very heavily inculcated and when I saw the animosity it caused me and the rigid structure I took for reality and unshakeable beliefs an through realising that quarrels with friends, parent break ups I was wondering why and terrible childhood illnesses with an NDE and through meditation,(not ruminating, just breath work and watching without bias, attention without intention ) I began to intuitively feel that the essence of my beliefs and thoughts especially watching them float through the screen of mind, that they evoked emotions and they seemed so frail and transparent like and I questioned whose thoughts were they ? I realise that they were taught to me and especially the feelings that accompanied them. Ah! a light began to dawn and even now after many years old fears, anxieties seem to haunt me as if they are part of me and in a way they are, if I try to rid myself of them they come back like a cork pushed down in water and then on release of the finger pop up, so I just let them be and the energy of suppression and the 'thoughts' feeding on my fear or annoyance of their persistence is gone, I realise I starve them by not giving them acknowledgement but the collective box set of them the ego relentlessly pursues its own inculcations so cemented in the psyche.

So I leave it there.

     Be Well

SHACK aka GEOFF.

ADDENDUM

When I was in Canada I heard a story that many years back a French General said to a native chief ' we want your land' The chief replied ' the land is not yours or mine, it belongs to the Great Spirit the Creator' ' The General said never the less we want your land' The Chief said we can give you all that is produced on the land but the land does not belong to anybody but the Creator and so we cannot give you the land, we are but caretakers of the land' The General gave them a week to vacate the land and a massacre ensued' 

SHACK 4079 THE OPEN DOOR

 

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I love quotes and verses and cheekily and audaciously put the a meaning to that, that flashes across my mind these can be from all sources; from pop songs, films, bibles and so on. This one from Revelations 3.2 

Revelation 3:20

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“Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.”

 At times I have a feeling as if I were to be drawn into a great pool of quietness and this I equate to 'hearing the voice' and the drawing down and 'opening the door' and as I merge with this quietness I feel this 'supping' with 'HIM'.  HIM  being Spirit and 'ME' being the witness as the awareness in this.

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John:14.7 This peace seems to me as as the same as the above. Here 'I' is the Spirit. To me Spirit is consciousness, awareness, Life as the expression 'we are the conscious expression of the Universe being aware of Itself ' We are self aware of ourselves. The Universe is Self Aware of Itself.

                                              SHACK  aka GEOFF

SHACK 4078 FIGMENTS

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 Just living in a simple and ordinary way and the hazards that are around us in the world at large such as storms, hurricanes, earthquakes, cars and driving, diseases, viruses, old age and genetic mishaps at birth and we survive, this frail human body, this miraculous bag of water and delicate inners, yet somehow this body is a gift and a mind that is sharp and witty. 

Aiding this body is the intensions of positive and healing thoughts and of course the Creators Spirit which is the life of the body. The electricity that makes the lamp glow as it were, no electricity no glow. The Spirit like electricity is invisible and yet can be felt on many levels, shock, tingling in Qi Gong, kundalini and jubilant well being.  

How frail and superficial the human ego is and yet so powerful as to manipulate nations to war destroy or sustain relationships, many of the human aspirations are noble and compassionate and vice versa, yet thoughts and philosophies come and go and are but figments and held onto as safe, secure proven realities and truths and are but truths relative to ones culture, upbringing, to one inculcation and once this is seen and truly digested one can reach an understanding all of these figments were taken as such, as real and profound and then crumble into dust and like grains of sand, once a castle and now a pack of cards that fell apart when attempting build castle out of them. 

The let down, the disillusionment, the withdrawal symptoms which can lead one to despair, bitterness, regret, the loss of years following this and that and the Don Quixote of La Mancha and the Guru's and leaders who later turned out to be the windmills of the Noble Don. The lamp taken as the essence, the electricity not seen and then one can wake up to the forms gone and leaving behind not boredom or helplessness and senility but a shining spirit, a spark of invisible but tangible not to the body alone but to the Spirit, that awareness of Itself and figments shorn of their apparent solidity and reality. 

SHACK  aka  GEOFF

SHACK 4077 REALLY--REALITY?

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 It is said that AR(augmented reality uses real world(depends on one's understanding of real) interactive experience and enhances the real world experience and VR(virtual experience)uses completely virtual interactive experiences, both are computer generated. Virtual is computer generated to appear almost physical but the software makes it seem real.

I was out shopping and went into a well known supermarket chain in which all the assistants were share holders and many of them very young and did part time hours whilst at University or College they all referred to themselves as 'partners', I got to know them three of them just as a friendly regular customer, I went outside with a coffee which one could obtain as a regular for free and sat on a seat outside, it was sunny and warm.

The three came out for their break, the supermarket was very good at looking after their partners, they had drinks of some sort and they asked if the could sit next to me as the other seats were taken. I said of course. During the conversation I learnt that the three had taken 'extended leave from their studies' I asked them why? They had a problem with what is reality, the empty atom, creation and so forth. They asked my view and I went into 'my inculcation stuff, nowhere to hang your hat and so on'. They heartily agreed and one of them said it messed up her head and this made sense, whilst the other two had question and tried to discuss this with their counsellors and Professor and had taken leave to sort their head so to speak. their mentors in a way had the same query.

I do not claim to have the answer I merely share what I feel and I emphasise feel/think rather than repeat the well known theories and postulations, I heard from them after a while, they said I gave them another view and they said it was helpful, other than that I have not seen or heard from them again.

SHACK  aka  GEOFF   

SHACK 4076 DID IT REALLY HAPPEN?

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The night was clear and a chill in the air, two 'old timers' met in the clearing in a forested area, they were strong and wilderness savvy, they lived in log cabins some two miles from each over and met often instinctively, tonight they were out checking on birds eggs, they did not disturb them and a possibility of a small game hunting, they did not hunt for fun, they hunted for food.

As they were inspecting a birds nest to see that poachers had not taken these eggs, they became aware of a glow in the sky and the clearing became brighter, then they saw a creature which one of them described as a strange critter and both of them felt it 'spoke inside their heads', help me.

They felt sympathetic and they saw a helicopter in the distance and military big vehicle 'they called a 'Hummer' and they had been hounded by these vehicles over the years so they pushed the critter into a bush and covered with foul smelling dung and kept on walking away.  

A military person came and barked and shouted at them 'have you seen a deer, bear or anything pass here? 'No sir' 'Are you sure because if your lying or covering you will go to prison for life' ' No sir we are sure' The dogs came and the old timers dogs barked and there was commotion between the dogs, the military dog handlers dogs and the old timers dogs. They searched for about an hour and then they all went away.

The old timers stayed out for three or four hours and then went back to the stinking bush, they let the critter out and apologised to it for the smell and indignity. The critter looked as though he grinned and said in their heads. 'Ok thank you' then about a half after after they cleaned up the critter, a glow came in the sky and the critter moved into the middle of the clearing and this circle thing came near and the critter and was lifted into the circle which went away at massive speed.

In the morning after the old timers were walking back, just as they parted one said my asthma gone and the other said, that's funny my bad hip don't hurt no more. They reached their homes and never felt better for as long as their old age came in. They often wondered if this was because of the critter, bye the way the critter looked like the image at the header with spindly legs and arms.

They often talked about the critter and all, but to nobody else as they thought the military would get to hear and they also wondered was this real or had they dreamt this up. I guess I will never know, what do you think?

SHACK  aka Geoff

SHACK 4075 EGO SPIRIT LIFE

 

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I have often wondered what is the purpose of my life, especially when I reflect on my early NDE, The Koan, Nowhere to hang my Hat, The shock of inculcation, surviving early drowning, pneumonia, pleurisy, congestion in the lungs, lung cancer, prostate cancer and various other scrapes?

Now at nearly 86 and unable to get out due to walking difficulties and the loss of energy to do so and loving my little home and not getting cabin fever so to quote a popular song 'what's it all about Alfie'?  

What comes to me is; when the ego tries to find an answer I get confused, caught up in logic and frightened, anxious, for the ego can only give ideas that have been postulated through holy books, wise persons and so on, inculcation.

However Life when the ego subsides not by will power or force and in those quiet mind moments says; I Life have given you Life and what does that feel like?  A quiet feeling comes, I love the feel of Life, there is no reason or written assurance, it is just a feeling, Life seems to Live me and so I ride with this. Just to feel Life not for any rhyme or reason, for some unknown reason Life wants to Live and live in all of the Universe and Its Creations and for a reason of which I not privy too.  

SHACK aka GEOFF

SHACK 4074 SPIRIT WALKERS

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 Here I make the difference between Skin Walkers and Spirit Walkers and Psychic beings.

Skin Walkers I have explained in www.geofffreed.OnlineTuesday 20th August 2024 'Apotheum-More Speculation--Skin Walkers they are a specialised set of symptoms, Psychic beings have a personality, an ego maybe a deceased one who roams the world as a hungry ghost looking for a human host or an animals and even bacteria or plant, trees and so on. Spirit walkers are informing energy force fields that 'drive the winds and climate' and ride with them.

I really like ancient native prayers and writings and here I quote from a South American community in Bolivia and Peru the Aymara - Quechua and one part of the prayer 'Mountain Spirits- who walk the wind, Guide me on the path of resilience and determination' when I read this or it comes to mind, it touches a deep resonance in me, not so much I had a reincarnation there as such but as a feeling of the spirit, the grit and determination in Life, not by will but by the spirit as when nature which had been irradiated abused and raped, grows back like cut hair and grass, silently and inconspicuously.

Then it goes on ' May the the sacred waters cleanse my soul, And may the fires of transformation forge my spirit' this really rocks my boat as they say. The clean water that when on a hot day cools the body and then cools the spirit and in meditation and stillness, the mountain waters and soaking the feet, the fierce battles in guilt and war, the lessons learnt by relationship's and the feeling of that quiet restful joy in sun bathing and heartfelt prayer, the joy of beauty and nature the breath in Qigong that brings the Buddha smile.

'In unity with all living Beings, I embrace the power within me, To over come obstacles and grow even stronger'  

JALLALLA (Celebration of Life through Unity, harmony and well being) 

SHACK  aka Geoff

SHACK 4072 THE TAO OF EMPTINESS

 

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SHACK aka Geoff

SHACK 4071 VAST

 

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I got these words 'Coming up in the vastness of it all' this came into my awareness late in the night whilst switching the lights off and getting ready for bed and as I walked to the bathroom prior to going to bed, I felt / experienced / experienced limitless nothingness, eternal eternity, a vast colourless and yet somehow illuminated by awareness, perhaps this was just awareness. 

It was emotionless and yet I haven't felt so safe, secure and mostly I felt at home as it were  as far as experience go, this was not an experience as such it was just there and the background to everything that was, is and in the future. It felt dimensionless and yet every dimension could come out from it, not even come out, it was more like it appeared out and  in from it, it was just a an event across a screen of nothingness and the events came up like captions in a movie at the credits at the end.  

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I as the feelings arise and it captivates my entirety that this is me and yet not me, it is vast and in that vast nonlocal emptiness it wanted to experience the limited localness as if a contrast to Itself. I have no idea of the meaning just a feeling of it beyond the description of adequate adjectives. 

I feel as if I appeared in this incarnation as a caption arising in the vast scroll as other facets in the wholeness of the Universe, as if the Vastness was experiencing all that appeared in itself, if it is an Itself. I felt like I appeared as if a sort of slow regurgitation of a sort, a sort of a spiral slow emanation from a small spiral growing larger and then I felt like I would be slowly be swallowed like water rotating down the sink and fade into the vastness mabe to oblivion or one with the vastness and all it offered.

SHACK  aka GEOFF

SHACK 4042 NO NOTHING THATS IS EVERYTHING

 

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The small circle is a mind filled with some content. As the mind grows with age it may contain more content as beliefs, brain washed ideas, modifications and so by the image 1, I represent the expansion by ever expanding circles content which fills the mind.

The thoughts appear to the awareness as arising or forming in the mind and yet the mind is a screen, a canvas, a field of nothingness or substance and the thoughts and memories are part of an overlay, an embossment of some kind, when in meditation and the mind comes to stillness and yet there is a dynamic which cannot be rightly quantified this is beyond the circles of content and is therefore to the human mind non describable because it is devoid of content.

However the rituals and imagery of shamanism, religion, prayer ( from heart)are only images tailored to suit the human mind ego stance to give it form and a structure, yet Spirit is beyond structure and arises outside, beyond the inculcated content gathered over the millions of years past generations, time lines and hardened encrusted impacted embedded history of the content of mind inherited and reconfigured to suit each epoch of development.

To say Spirit is beyond the content is actually not so, it is a no substance nothingness that content 'floats in' a sort of bag or field of nothingness which my mind tries vainly and desperately to understand and make it tangible. By doing so I create a circle and the human mind wants to encapsulate and so trap itself in conjecture and surmising. The egoic mind wants substance so called good or evil to verify it exists and yet the very content of thought is without real substance itself only by convincing itself it is real and because the ego which is the content which forms the so called 'mind' really senses it is a floating chimera composed of hand me down inherited some one else's ideas past or present.

When there is very little content then the source of mind is revealed and then one is left dumbfounded because the source is invisible, not tangible to human senses and yet felt as an all embracing something. To the ego this is a threat to its supremacy and a sort of battle or challenge ensues.  

Of course the challenge is on the ego side, it fights for its dominance and existence while the that which is and isn't does'nt. 

So all the Shamanic rituals are contained in content and can like inculcations vary from tradition to tradition when then one can do without that concentric circle or expansion of content, then we may have something coming from nothing and the empty atom does not appear or have a function until that 'something coming from nothing' is created to build the illusionary spiritual leggo meccano set  and so hey presto creation unfolds.

SHACK aka GEOFF

This SHACK aka GEOFF  is one of two thousand hand written and waiting to be typed and posted. The numbering can be seen as this in the blog archive.

SHACK 4069 LIFE SPOKE

 

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The ego that is the collective experiences, reasonings, logic, religious, academic, selected lifestyle and general modus operandi can be a way that is brought about by thought and emotion and conditioned by a way that has been transmitted throughout human existence and passed down by individual representatives to their offspring by inheritance and the way it has always been and will always be.

 Having gone to the bathroom after arising from bed and having abluted and about to walk away, an ineffable joy, not laughter, just a feeling in my heart, frontal lobes of my head after the 'flash' of this spontaneous occurrence, suddenly, eagerly knew that LIFE HAD SPOKEN TO ME, there were no words, no explanations and I knew that I whoever I is, is safe for ever and ever and that Life had spoken to Life and that in that 'rare flash' Life had completely and utterly cleared and by passed the inculcated conditioned ego .

However when the modus operandi is suspended not by force, a willingness to have peace and quiet from the constant ego stream of 'monkey chatter mind' or intellectual scientific debate, political wrangling, relationship problems with others and self, religious and pious duties and the guilt of not religiously doing the said tomes and guilty for the neglect of begging, supplication, the fear of angry god or the wrath of the almighty or the endless affirmations, quiet music and meditation to soothe the brow and the queasy stomach, the grim reaper about to touch your left shoulder and the silent 'buzz' of the collective unconscious on edge at a war torn dangerous world and political madness with greedy people with lust and lascivious wanton behaviour especially to deprive innocence with child and female extreme abuse, even in the name of some devilish god image and satanic practice. 

Often the ego always wants to know a reason, an explanation so it can feel safe and the unknown becomes an anathema and shunned most of the time and when contemplated albeit briefly can produce a distaste and a sourness with fright and queasiness. 

Like the birds in the header image Life goes on without perhaps without them knowing why or where, they have life in them as we humans, we of course have to have some reason and intelligence in order to navigate the paths of Life from day to today affairs. In that moment of the 'flash' there was not a reason or explanation, LIFE was enough and an empty head was enough as well, the fire of that flash was beyond grace, I have had these flashes before but they were joy and grace, this was in a way unemotional it was Life plain and simple and now on reflection I know why birds sing, why trees adorn such beauty and are so meaningful to humans and all creatures great small are so graceful and carefree if we leave them alone, even predator and prey have their own inimical way which we humans seem to feel is hard to understand, yet we do the same eating meat, fish and even the vegan has to pluck plants and deprive life.

This has left me with a deeper understanding in the way of 'LET LIFE LIVE WITHOUT REASON', Life has its own reason and is a stand alone process beyond the ken of the human ego. It is beyond TRUST OR FAITH, it does'nt need us, It gave us Life to express Its Joy, that Joy I had a touch of this morning, as I said beyond Joy, Life affirmed Its presence and said Life and You are one and cannot be separated, as I live so do you. Mr and Mrs Ego what will you do and conjure up to put doubt and fear into the theatre of Life to shake and sever the bond, however if memory serves a purpose it might just serve to encourage all is not lost, however memory and the tricky ego graphics are not able to produce such glory and authenticity. 

SHACK  aka  GEOFF

Courtesy APOD

Life is everywhere, do the Stars know of their Life?

SHACK 4068 BELIEVE

Courtesy Star Chaser Healing

 Do you really believe your beliefs? Do you question some or all of your beliefs? Changing beliefs can alter and even heal oneself or the opposite. 

Have you been brain washed, inculcated and conditioned into your current beliefs? An example; my family has a tradition of this and that set and pattern of beliefs going back centuries as have my country and tradition with life styles, therefore this is my anchor and reality, I can act to defend them to the death, or I can ignore any other belief, I can try to understand other beliefs and perhaps try to be tolerant and be compassionate and say well that's their choice and leave it at that. 

I may realise that I have been inculcated and am a clone, a hand me down, like second hand clothing and realise that many relationship breakdowns, wars and animosities have arisen over the differencing of beliefs and opinions. Then there maybe a quandary, a perplexity. I have been taught most things I know I did not have free choice.

This may lead to a doubt and apprehension; if I am belief - ness I am in no persons land. Perhaps realising this and going through the trauma of being a no person person, the fear and abandonment with guilt after the awakening to the above with the withdrawal symptoms, after all I was in this belief most of my life and now because of the awakening I feel liberated and yet apprehensive. Maybe I should try another belief, maybe a distraction, a hobby, mantras affirmations, I tried them but they are hollow and just another repetitious onslaught setting up another belief because the word inculcation is so appropriate

From file

Of course for survival and human day to day living certain life skills are needed and they maybe classed as conditioning to a certain extent.  Notice 'persistent repetition so as to implant or instil' this is not wrong or right, it is karma destiny, God's will, evolution or whatever your choice of word, you were born in this or that country, into a religion or not, lifestyle and tradition----although some philosophies believe we may have pre life agreements, incarnations and we are the fate of destiny by our unfinished business and so in a way we made a contract in the spirit world and so it was choice and we have to work out the clauses in the contract or should you not subscribe to this then choice by inculcation is likely to be the outcome.

Is there another way; let us surmise that after coming to terms with the awakening and not masking or just saying 'ah well I better live with it, the absence of a tangible or even intellectual logical acceptance, a sort of psychological panacea one can dive into the perceived emptiness and explore it without flinching and feeling lost and lonely and relax and breathe one may find an instinctive visceral, a sort of instinctive intuitive unreasoning peace a joy, at first ecstatic and then a quiet 'humming' background and somehow this is not a belief, because it cannot be manufactured or be taught, it is in a way your choice and it is not a belief any attempt to make it a belief brings one back to inculcation this time by yourself to yourself.

Has this a name, only what one gives it or endeavours to classify it or make it another 'fad, religion, lifestyle or cult' it is in itself just what it is 'Itself'  

  SHACK aka GEOFF

SHACK 4067 SLIDE PROJECTOR

Courtesy Slide Projector

 One morning I was just doing the usual morning bits and pieces when this 'understanding' came to me in a flash and yet it took several minutes to record it in brief noted on a small digital recorder that facilitates flashes and quotes that come to me.

Many years ago I wrote in a magazine now unfortunately closed down named energygrid about the mind, the screen and a cinema projector. This then became a sort of closure on my earlier considerations and musings on the subject.

A slide seemed to slide into my mind and it contained dots and dashes and then images of synapsis networks and then a keen light shone out from somewhere in the scenario slide and depicted a former part of my life experience and did not stir any emotion it was like a factual black and white and not in any colour just some highlighted by bold lettering or capitol letters and the neurons were black and stark like branches of a winter tree shorn of its foliage.

This was followed by a sequential series of slides not in historical or time related age or experiences. They were not clear and went rather speedier but not so fast that it was useful in a way, they left impressions rather than images. It was like a quick alert attention did enough to register the feel of a meaning more a feel experience and information, like an impression.

When the slides had finished their sequences and as said before in particular 'points' in my life experiences, it gave me the impression these were some of the poignant slides although I do not recall circumstances that they alluded too, perhaps that may occur at sometime.

What they did reveal to my intuitive sense that is how the ego  stores its data and is the inculcations which subconsciously and mostly unconsciously run our human life other than the bodies natural intelligence which is in unison with the Cosmic Intelligence and is overlaid by one of these slides. I feel the light from the projector was the awareness and it was a lesson to see these slides as 'false brain washed conditioning' which served well in its allotted time and now were no longer fit for purpose of the now. They were mind neurone patterns that were processed by the brain as pictorial events and were highlighted and activated by external signals which were implanted during the inculcations and  successive incarnations over the many thousands of years and these echoes of the past are 'captured by resonance from the magnetic fields that one were prolific at one or many incarnations, they are 'floating fields of unfinished business or karma' that are roaming the ethers for a matching resonance and so  to work their karma out if the host  is aware enough to do so or they just lie dormant and so on demise of the host like ghosts go on their weary way or perhaps anxious and excitable way looking for the next host, like bees pollinating their flowers. 

From my workshops and presentations

Number 31 Life Cycles--Pre life agreements---Reincarnations--Destiny ----Karma. This was one I was fond of and was requested most especially at the EU in Brussels and The FAO UNITED NATIONS IN ROME. I presented over 670 presentations over many years in Europe, Canada, Spain, Scotland, England, Wales and many individual 'one to ones' I worked by donation, food and travelling expenses many I did for free if there was a need to do so.

When I had my visits to Samye Ling see full explanation and visits and how it came about in www.geofffreed.com (or online) Post 9 Sunday March 3rd 2013 Scroll down to 1967. I met the Lamas as in article and stayed over three visits and had been briefed by my friends as in article and later by Sensei and Sifu over what I discovered. One of the Lamas Akong Tulku Riponshe was a real mystic and when I showed him the 1967 downloads I got inspirationally or some said  channelled, I did not have a being come to me or aware of another entity I wrote so quick or in flashes my whole work in this and online site is based on it, I gave it to Akong and he simply put his hand on the eight pieces of A3 paper and said ' too soon, not to tell before 1970' 'He then said that many old souls were coming back to assist in the changes that were to come, you are not special, many will come here and other places and many will not tell and many will' Some years later I met Sun Bear and he said Findhorn was such a place when I told him what Akong had said he agreed.

 

Courtesy Buddhist review

There many books and reviews on Bardo Thodol commonly known as the Buddhist book of the Dead, I was recommended to read a copy by Walter Eavens Wentz, please trust me when I say on reading it it confirmed that my presentation 31 was similar to the book and I really was profoundly shocked. Through this I do what I call a puja when a demise occurs and I am able to tell the relatives of it, I have written elsewhere when it first happened with the passing of my mother I very rarely do it now only to people who really need me too and I am now even not doing it now as I feel it is not appropriate to my development now.

One of the reasons that came to me to stop doing it is; from the slide projection as above, I was picking up the Bardo state and also some of the resonances and frequencies of the deceased inculcations and conditioning and triggering some 'karmic taste of their distress or other conditions' as my own sensitivity was increasing and my 'psychic sensitivity' was attracting beings of let us say 'not having my best interests at heart'. However the slides certainly shed light on the release of certain 'Bardowic feelings and shadows' and of course all went back to my NDE IN 1944 and when I did these workshops and my own NDE certainly helped form the presentations for the workshops. It was interesting to see and experience the 'feel' of the same presentation in different countries in Europe and the UK.

I feel this is important for me in the my spirit leaves this wonderful lovely body when the time is right walk on out as it were.

SHACK aka GEOFF

SUN BEAR https://youtu.be/ra6-N2PdqZA?si=C0MPk8MTKG3rc0PJ

   More about Sunbear can be found on POST 291  Rapid change--- Rapid Control Weds. 2nd November 2016 scroll down to video as above.

                                                                   

                                                                Part of Findhorn. North East Scotland Morayshire

POST 8 Sat.2nd March 2013. More of Sun Bear and Sir George Trevallyan and my therapist years at St. James Church Piccadilly, forming of Attitudinal Healing in the UK with Elizabeth Kubler Ross, Jerry Jampolski. John Hunt and Barabara Fouladi and David Ike.

I found the below also in a file its supposed to be Soldiers and UFO  and Meeting ET

https://youtu.be/a3zmWp7gbYo?si=XDw6Pkrads5E04S0