Monday, 9 December 2024

SHACK 4091 EXISTENTIALISM

 

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I know not from whence I came albeit through the intimacy of my parents however from the sperm and ovum and names like haploid, gametes, chromosomes, zygotes are all descriptions of chemicals, proteins and such, so I say from whence did I come, indeed how was the Universe birthed or spawned and indeed the Great Creator how was he / she spawned, the Cosmic egg some say and from where and how did the egg be produced?
 
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Maybe the cat does'nt have to bother with existentialism and scratch its head in wonder and perplexed gnawing irritation that some searchers, inquisitive nincompoops, philosophers and those on the spiritual quest and not religious pious followers who believe in the their holy books and lucky for them that do as they do not have the intense burning desire to say 'who am I' for their answer is there for them 'I am child of God Almighty' and they are satisfied with that. I say but who is God? And Yet deep in me I feel that there is something a deep feeling beyond words that is not tangible to the body or proven by explanation and I don't even believe in the classical sense of God but I feel this mysterious allure, this mysterious call, this feeling without any explanation and try as I may no rational explanation comes forth.  
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I am not buried in my brain for that is but a temporary organ that dies with my 27 billion, billion, billion empty atoms in a supposedly flesh body and under a scanning electron microscope is a loosely floating bunch of tiny elements and again where is their origin? Ah you say, the quantum vacuum, does that exist, all comes out and return to it and trying to define the IT, it alludes those prying eyes of the scientific instruments and all those who try even to define for the laws if any of the quantum analogies turn out to be the human brain trying to pin down the 'unpinable'  it is indeed the ultimate if there is such a thing and could qualify as the existentialistic Being. It is phenomenologically sound as it does reach definite conclusions or inculcations and has no authenticity as such however is free of definition that is Itself and is seemingly content to be so and it would seem that down the ages some humans have driven themselves almost crazy and only when they have driven themselves to distraction and found distractions still gnaw at their bones so to speak and pulled back to the quest by this feeling and fell off the edge of mind, braved insanity, this deep and yet only deep because it was buried under layers of human assumptions and theories and when the feeling is just that and one is completely at one and at peace with it, then all of this existentialism and the quest disappear and one is then a non individual as it were and is an identityless being of course in the world has a birth certificate, credit card, driving licence and fingerprints although some ethnic peoples do not.

So the Quest goes and who am I no longer gnaws at the bones and still not knowing all is well.  
    

SHACK aka GEOFF

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