SHACK 4159 AMBIGUITY

 

Courtesy Thoughtco

I feel that the embryo and foetus can 'feel' the sensations as vibrations from mother and even from outside the uterus re mothers feelings and the embryos sensitive reception nodes. Because of the inherent DNA of humanities Cosmic programming it maybe that the embryonic entity feels a sort  of unease and as the brain has not developed sufficiently it may feel and remain a anathema and has no explanation just a feeling which is passed onto the growing nervous and cellular system.

When the baby emerges it still carries these uneasy feelings with it and may explain why some babies are so difficult with feeding, potty training and sleep issues. When the baby  grows older and still has these feelings and may have an unhappy childhood and there is still no explanation as to these 'negative' underlying spontaneous feelings that feel so visceral and because they are visceral they remain there and unexplained and then taken as a natural series of sequential arousals and taken as a reality. 

This may cause trauma and be at odds with society that one finds oneself in. These feelings become so ingrained and habitual that they could cause some mental and psychological problems. Sometimes and more often these feelings amalgamate and cause an entity named ego and the ego which has been born to the child by now comes to want to keep this known programming and not realising it is programming

and because it is visceral it difficult to put an explanation to it because it was a imprinting in the womb to the DNA and the nervous system. Many fantasies carry the deep yearnings of the ego to find out 'who or what am I' in relation to the traumas of the intuitive ego realising these deep under the radar feelings have no logic or psychological understanding, they were downloaded before logic, choice and understanding were apparent and before the brain could understand and a sense of awareness of self became evident and to appear.

Even the the awareness of self can be mistaken as awareness of the ego self and so a schism can become to the fore and classic battle or challenge between ego self that is visceral and defies logic which the ego vainly tries to get a 'handle' on and the ego programming brought about by inculcation and brain washing and if one has had a taste of 'spiritual self awareness which is the natural awareness of stillness, no thought, not by suppression or technique perhaps in meditation and and then just spontaneous 'no mind' then this can add a third quandary.   

The womb visceral imprinting can even enlighten the ego as a separate entity challenging the ego programmes through inculcation and causing it to habitual interfere with 'the quiet natural mind' so to speak and if it gets so strong it can take over the ego programmes blot out self awareness and one lives a world of unpleasant unexplained feeling haunting fantasies which can be a coping mechanism in an attempt to justify, explain or give an explanation and this visceral it may never leave the person in this dilemma. 

It may appear because one has sufficient awareness of the Self that one realises ego programmes of the day to day and cultural, social, religious and political world of ones inculcation and the haunting need to understand the deep need to understand that there is no explanation and it was passed onto a nervous system and embryo and it is not of oneself at all, like when one finds out that through inculcation we have an identity passed onto us and we are cloned minds and waking up to that we have no real identity and face up to the fact we have the identity of no identity and when one can live with that it begins to have the effect that the visceral and ego feelings, sensations and puzzles begin to subside because the awareness of Self and the quiet mind of peace and feeling of compassion begin to compensate for trauma and logical explanations. This peace is all that is required and one can feel that is all that we need and it is Life's energy flowing through us and trusting in Life is sufficient.

SHACK    aka     GEOFF