Sunday, 27 May 2018

SHACK 255 OH YES

Airing my dirty laundry

When one stops trying to stick a label on who one is, who you are and comes to an agreement with yourself that isn't a label nor a description that fits and there isn't a title to describe oneself.  Then instead of lamenting who you are or might be and accept that no definition or box fits and you do not get depressed and you perhaps embrace that empty space its OK and the only no place to be.

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SHACK 254 YOU'R KIDDING

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NOWHERE

IS EVERYWHERE



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POST 253 REALLY?

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WHEN THERE'S NOWHERE TO GO

YOUR THERE 



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SHACK 252 MUSINGS

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Trust in Life, life has its own way. Do not try to own or manipulate Life. Life is without beginning or end----fear not.

Life takes on temporary forms called experiences.  What is Life---it is known by its forms which are transient and expedient, that is a mere expression of Life, not Life Itself.  Oh Life, sweet Life, What a mystery!

In the throb like a deep buzzing and mild pin pricks are felt at the energy level. When there is trust in Life things work out in a way not to what maybe expected.

Waves seem to be carriers of information. Sometimes I feel change in a wave of feeling, it is a silent whisper. Waves come to change the landscape and bring change.

This is the wave of all waves and at the midpoint between crest and valley is the midpoint of all emanation it is the One that divides itself in two and so creation begins and ends.

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 I found this in an old ruck sack and it was in a old wood covered small notebook, the notes were scribbled and they were written in the late sixties and early seventies when I wondered around Spain and lived in my shack in Minorca. I write this in June 2017.

SHACK 251 BEYOND SILENCE

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Being quiet and still is only a means to feel the source that is the essence of Life, God the Almighty.  It is not just being still for one can experience the ‘spring’ that is the bubbling joy and the happy chortling brook which is the stream and river of light spontaneously at random times.

When one is still and quiet then one’s thoughts are quiet and settled down and sometimes they are not there at all.  In this mode one seems awakened and a clarity which seems to have light, harmony and a profound happiness.

Awareness is its essence which is consciousness which thought and other processes are energised from, not so much from the acquired mind which is a splinter and has its own agenda and siphons off some of the energy for its functions.

By acquired mind I mean the mind that has been conditioned by Earthly religion, culture and politics and general life experiences.

The essence mind has always been there, it is the life force and it is without beginning or end.  So by the dropping of thought not by suppression or destruction that the source resides and can be experienced.

When the clouds of thoughts subsides the blue sky of consciousness and the original mind is apparent even in pain it is possible to let thought subside and feel a modicum of ease and joy.  When the mists of confusion clears and the forest of doubt make a path and the fog of illusion is blown away by the winds of change then the clear light of Life shines through and then one knows without words, pictures or explanations what is. Should one have to question or label what is then one is back in the fog and into delusion.

The withdrawal from the fog can be a harrowing experience because that was taken as an unquestionable reality which now has been shattered.

The habitual mind tries vainly to gather and claw back and make ‘Humpty Dumpty’ together again.  So the round of karma starts off again, the reincarnation which is a continuance of habits and routines.

One solution remains; be the unbiased witness to the process of unfolding habits and routines and by observation in a non-judgemental fashion the process itself will reveal what is to shed and lighten the burden of such a heavy thought load.

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Sunday, 13 May 2018

SHACK 250 ARROGANCE OR NOT ?

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Is it arrogance to say I am enlightened or I am without fear, I am not brainwashed, I do not need hospitals, doctors and so on?

First of all it depends which ‘I’ one refers too.  The essential self is already free of those above and it may well be it is the ego that asks these points because in my mind it seems that if one states these attributes then there is a doubt.  I say this because the essential self is in this awareness and doesn't know any other state so it needs no referral point. The ego is wishing to be free and its feeling of freedom is relative to its programming and agendas which are at best subject to change through life experience and brain washing, propaganda and circumstances, the essential self has only its essential state and no other, it is a seamless being.

I question those who claim enlightenment for it was said to me by wise persons this is a ‘spiritual trap’ and what does enlightenment mean?; if one can define it then we are back in words, logic and limited expression, so the question is it arrogant to admit that one is free, unafraid and in no need, if one way yes for it is an ego claim and may feel free and unafraid, fearless and one with God, yet the sands of time would be a test to see if it is not will power and affirmations.

I have heard it said that an enlightened being does not know that he / she is enlightened one just lives from the space of consciousness one is in only the individual can know what they experience and in the case of conscious experiences they are hard or inadequate to describe in words as it is said ‘the finger pointing to the moon is not the moon---arriving and landing and being there is’

How can one value or grade where one is in consciousness and spiritual endeavour; terms like third grade master, operating free spirit one, partially dissolved ego, no mind / no thought.  Third dimensional being rising to the umpteenth dimension and is God realisation, nirvana, enlightenment, satori, jivan mukti, Samadhi and so on, these being descriptions of God who is beyond description.

So where are we now; beyond description and words, without a road map or template, no blueprints or schematics and where does this lead us to---if you can answer this then rest quiet if not keep on keeping on.


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When there no way to define or explain, then there is a gap, a suspension of thought  ---remain in the gap---then can one remain anywhere----and who is that,that remains? 

SHACK 249 NAMING

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 When I was in a clinic and doing workshops and listening to doctors and scientists they use their own language, fare do’s, they have to encapsulate their own discipline and have a common understanding and meaning.

I found that I could not get into the ‘fear’ of naming the illness, disease and malaise. I concentrated on the feel, where it was in the body or mind and took the patient on a journey of ‘mindful aware scanning’ without drawing conclusions. This sharpened the awareness. My job as it were was to oversee and let the mind not  get ‘hinged’ or obsessed with a name like cancer, death, terminal, long medical terms and just let the exploration process the result. Maybe not an answer like this trauma caused this, it’s in my genes, and I am victim of, and so on.

A healing was not an AH HA so that what’s caused it which maybe cathartic but a better result maybe it’s not there anymore.

The blame game comes in here ‘I blame you pointing at X ‘ This then gives X the power to make you feel---anger, fear, rejection, hurt, not wanted' and so on.  This also forms a loop of continuous energy and a field of magnetic remembrance which can also attract side issues to it, like parasites as it were feeding on the negativity. One becomes a victim to X and X may well use this for ego power over one.

The next stage ‘I blame myself’ after all I attract these things because of bad Karma, it’s my lack of self confidence, these are lessons I need to learn, my parents are to blame and so on-----X is replaced by yourself, you make yourself the victim and one becomes self depreciative and a victim to the programmes and agendas of the ego, sabotage is the main tool then.

In the last stage there is no naming or blaming there is no one to blame, these are life experiences and by becoming aware of the process of blame, guilt and shame there is a space where blame is swallowed up and the programmes, attitudes and agendas are less intrusive, especially that of the internal dialogue and incessant mind chatter that this release from the relentless barrage of blame and counter reaction finds one more peaceful and then less likely to attract a power hungry ghost that wants you to become their victim----also to remember that victims sometimes thrive to get the attention of ‘poor me’ and get a sort of love from sympathy and helplessness, I like being a victim it proves I am not worthy to be a somebody because that’s the message I was given and also gives a back handed love I never had or got.

So no name—no blame ---no blame----no mind---no mind no problem.

Who started this anyway?

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WHEN YOU NAME IT ENCAPSULATES IT BECOMES A SYMBOL FOR THE ENERGY AND UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT IT ENTAILS.  GOOD MORNING DOC. I HAVE WHAT! ACUTE CORYZA , OH LORD WHAT'S THAT A COMMON COLD.
SEE HOW THAT SETS OF AN ENERGY STREAM ASSOCIATED WITH IT---THEN THINK CANCER, SENILE DECAY, ---GET THE DRIFT (SHACK)