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I used to ask myself what reason is there for living; I used to be a footballer, then electrician, then a forensic technician, then married, then presenting hundreds of workshops all over Europe and the UK and once or twice in Canada, then 3,000 patients in counselling and psychotherapy, then retirement from forensic and two bouts of cancer (which caught early and was then said to be not cancer and cured with herbs, juicing, meditation and certain Qi Gong forms with gratitude prayers and so on), then a private laboratory with eleven other retired highly degreed scientists and the lab associated with NASA through association with several Astronauts (one of them was Dr Edgar Mitchell sixth man to walk on moon and became a friend) then now as of 2021. Then back to Uni and another degree. PH.D (big head --then through my blog and previous years of conspiratorial stuff I was taken off the list of PH.D'S and called fake, I bought the degree and I suspect some friends and family thought me fake but that does not matter.
As I have written so many times ; we are taught who we are and follow the traditions and tenets; to be boring and repeat; 1) we pick up feelings in the womb 2)we are called a sound ( later on I understand or comprehend that sound is Geoff and all the cooing and baby talk parents do) then the religion (atheism is a religion) I was Born Jewish. 3) The culture 4) the country patriotism 5) Peer and fashion with other idioms. Basically following and going on variable to a certain degree of tolerance down the fixed rail tracks and deviating to a tolerable degree that the elastic band of brain washing will let one. AND even fake degrees are or not are only HUMAN made and anyone DARE, GOD FORBID to challenge academia, medial doctors, politicians, religions, dictators IN OTHER WORDS THE OFFICIIAL NARRATIVE, which over the years have become established and in this year of 2021 AUGUST 11 2021 is shown by censoring and anything other than the OFFICIAIL NARRATIVE is fake news and yet Wokism and Cancel Culture is not.
So now I have seen that actually degrees are only the 'vogue' of the era and knowledge and intellect change slowly over the ages and new ideas are often thrown out only to surface some many years later and the expression 'reinventing the wheel', well so a degree is worthless if out of date, all it really says is it proves one is intelligent (only to society and intelligence is not counted for nature which to my mind is far more intelligent than a rocket boffin) and says the individual is a great researcher yet with a closed mind focussed on academia or profit business rules and acumen.
So with all that above where does that give me a reason to live, what reason is there for me to live for God, the world, humanity or myself. The 1967 writings, the NDE with those I felt I was in someway 'special' had a mission and so on, especially with my popularity as a workshop presenter and therapist, I had great reviews and healings with participants and patients.
Now there is no reason to apparently live; Yes there is; when I relax / meditate, there seems an automatic joy in the emptiness of thought as I am aware and lightly concentrate on the awareness of awareness, a smile spontaneously arrives and I feel joy. THE joy of living for No reason at all. To celebrate life in all its wonders and be free in mind and consciousness. Its lovely to have no reason.
SHACK
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