I came across this Mathew 5 by flipping through some quotes from all faiths that I collected over the years and it fitted in with a meditative experience I had that very morning.
I felt in that meditation; as my thoughts receded I was left in that calm all permeating unending flow of tingling energy in the body and peace in the mind, alert and dynamic and without thought.
I felt this 'was the essence, the salt being the analogy' as it were and gave it the taste and the flavour and definitely for me the enlivening ingredient as it seemed as the life force in me.
I feel that my energy somehow is enhanced especially when it is drained by some event and I feel the technologies and strategies employed through vast arrays of satellites, space junk, vaccines and food without nourishment and now with financial difficulties many are going for cheaper food, the fear and morbid news further leaking and sapping one's inner resources, so for me, sitting in the silence and meditating and prayerful gratitude seems to fill the void caused by fatigue and dreary outlooks and so on.
Like a sugar cube one may feel whole and alive whilst the years are kind to one or lousy if one's life is full of torment and misery. Leaving out fate, parents, reincarnations and so on and that phrases like ' thereby by the grace of God' 'or 'the hand of fate deal me this deal'we can either moan our fate or applaud it. A sort of fait de accompli.
In the last SHACK ? it states about reality and the grip on reality. Many of us have this tight grip on our perceived reality and yet as I have written so many times before our reality may not be so watertight as once thought and felt.
If one should be brave and courageous enough and examine closely as to one's reality it may come down to being a clone in many ways; genetically to a some extent, but mainly through passed down ideas, culture and lifestyle. Certainly a large proportion are one's belief systems, largely hammered into one by inculcation and so imprinted and impressed on one that they are mostly driven into the unconscious and form an automatic response and reaction, like the trained athlete reflexes.
OK, so now perhaps the realisation that 'thereby by the grace of God' I could have been born to another family, religion, culture etc, etc, etc, and become so steeped in that whole belief system that one would fight for it, die for it and so on. Realising this that cube of sugar may become not so compact and comfortable and perhaps questions arise, well if I am an inherited mind clone and maybe even afraid to venture into looking into some other beliefs and maybe coming to a conclusion we are all in the same boat as it were, many of us think and feel to some extent we are free or bound and what is it that binds or frees us? We may realise that the examination with as little bias as possible will bring us to that same place as we are mind clones, fighting one another and to some to the death, my beliefs are sacrosanct and yours of those of an infidel and some may tolerate the differences.
The bringing about by thinking and examining the above beliefs and assumptions may bring distress, bewilderment and shy away from going to the crux and depths of the matter. What if I am not so SURE anymore and realise my reactions and responses are so spontaneous (is spontaneity say of a child before brain washing takes over and firmly grips the open mind and encloses it in a coral--real spontaneity arrives from the free mind) that reactive, even instinctual in some events are masked and are reflex actions instilled by belief and behavioural and coping patterns.
On venturing further and stepping tentatively at first, one becomes less anxious at loosening the grip on one firm felt and thought was my reality and that reality is becoming to be seen as a collection of belief systems many of which have been slightly modified down the ages and these have been hammered strictly or lovingly into the recipient and maybe left little choice and one may even surmise I really believe this and I was taught to be who I am, I always believed this so did my parents, family, culture and this is who I am. I was free and I am not a clone or some one else's ideas, I am a free thinker and not bound by my inherited beliefs and life styles, many may really and truly think this and be resolute and stand firm.
Furthermore I will reject the above and say I am not a mind clone. Yet the early doubt could either drive one to distraction and cover it up and seal it away and yet the yeast, the seed of doubt may arise and one maybe drawn back to the quest and that quest maybe a simple statement; IF we or a majority of us are mind clones who are we really and if we are saying that reality is but a series of beliefs passed down from way back when and we can see that all these beliefs are different only but a few common points and concepts, a few basic morals for survival then who are we without being inculcated, brain washed and going down the byways and highways laid out by others. Then then appears to be no reality and I feel myself loosing my grip on reality OR IS IT reality, is it just a reality I have been taught and so implanted, so by repetition like a training programme, I believe I believe, now I can see its all a mind thing and I could be in any system or not, and what I now come to the conclusion intellectually that is THERE maybe no such thing as a reality ONLY if I give my whole life and energy to a set of beliefs and shut out any other conjectures and possibilities.
What if I dare to feel that 'space' left in my mind and I even go to the idea, the mind is brought about by the content of its thoughts which are based on its beliefs? So when I realise that I am that SPACE vacated and left empty when the content of mind is subsided as in meditation and there is an awareness of awareness and that is all, I may feel this is the only nearness I can get to reality. Reality becomes an emptiness and that emptiness which is consciousness which is awareness which is Life is all there is.
Until one abides in this space of spaces, the collective logic and beliefs hitherto stored over the ages for humanity and this reincarnative past for the individual, in fact humanity and the individual share the same experiences tailored and suited for the whole to the individual a sort of holographic production. Until one can free oneself of the gravity pull of the belief systems of old which is so embedded and firm, that not only a wrench or crane can dislodge it and one may have to chip away and realise as the whittling process reveals gaps and one may have to do this and experience anxiety as the new vistas expose more of the vulnerability of the belief system and the fear of giving way to the emptiness or peace and awareness and the former ego idea of 'not having the safety and security of belief' and the ego detests emptiness because there it is not center stage so to speak.
So journey on and not only the sugar cube as above begins to dissolve as a belief system of itself, but old age creeps in and no matter how fit and well it begins to shrink and get less bodily and yet the mind can get more puzzled and yet again the space accepted more and more. So do we want carry over unfinished mind beliefs and reincarnate to sort themselves out in another life somewhere or somehow or do it now?
Maybe God has the same dilemma? I often cheekily and blasphemously think this at times, dear God I know you know the minds of your creation, but I wonder did you put this creation here for you to find yourself like the potter who looks at the pot and wonders how it got there and where did the idea for this pot come from? Furthermore from my mind says the potter and then what is mind and so on and the quest starts again. OR did God put all this here for us to sort through and come to the understanding like what I have written so many times, that the whole creation is constructed with particles, atoms, molecules and so on and the atom is empty. So emptiness of a sort is seen here and could that space be consciousness, life, and awareness of the true Self and maybe some sort of a reality>
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6,500,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000
6.5 octillion atoms estimated in the human body. Might the human body be 6.5 octillion .999999999 bits of something?
Figure out reality in this and then the whole Universe and dimensions and then contemplate this video below;
Whichever way you go psychologically, scientifically, meditation (meditation by Eastern methods, not meditating on a thought, prayer, creative visualisation and so on) you may arrive at the fact YOU ARE THE OBSERVER, the witness in meditation watching thoughts and letting them go by, the observer is a witness and what is the witness but an awareness aware of witnessing and then witnessing itself witnessing.
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The human body maybe just a belief and as we explore the nature of reality, which maybe reality is an awareness which is space. We ascend eventually to be just an awareness. SHACK
Again hard to describe these inner experiences and so an experience just after listening to a tape of delta frequencies; It felt like a beam or light from a projector was coming out of my third eye and the screen was my mind, so the screen was at distance so to speak in the mind projection and all contained within the mind, there were definite images being projected from my 'third eye'.
I felt the Cosmic Mind did this on a grander scale and they were holograms and were made as three dimensional projections and each form say like the human form had this unique and amazing ability to feel solid, feel emotions and be sentient, as for planets, stars, bugs and spiders they too had this gift of their intuitive senses as per their creation.
I felt that in the future and to some tiny degree the new human Homo energetica spiritulana might have this gift of manifestation and probably the Atlantean / ET have this ability to some extent.
Way back in early SHACKS I described when I was an electrician before changing to forensics, I used to meditate at times in a noisy air conditioning plenum and on one occasion I sensed or felt, more like an inner vision, small spirals getting larger and growing longer and with each spiral a tiny bird, growing larger as the spiral went along the flowing spirals and each growing larger and the bird growing proportionally, concomitant and commensurate until fully grown in the spiral depiction from birth to death again this way of sensing the manifestation by the Universe as a spiralling holographic sentient creation.
I also remember in this previous article and I cannot find it as there are so many that at this plenum I actually saw through a brick wall and came out of the plenum into the workshop to check what was going on in the parade ground which was empty yet I checked with the camera was visited by a group of pigeons and goose flying and pigeons on the ground. To say I was shaken and in awe is an understatement, I have also described in a back article three instances of bi location and friends and workshop attendants to prove, one was a series of visits to teach meditation whilst living in Hendon and the visit to Mill Hill, once at Christmas in Bournemouth staying with friends and bilocated to a church in the Isle of Iona in Scotland and to a friend in the USA some years later.
By far the greatest 'gift' was doing eight hour lectures; many of the workshops commenced Friday evening at six and finished at eight, then Saturday and Sunday they started at ten till six. In many I did not use notes at all and it just flowed. I used to have a minute or two silence after the introductions and then I felt like a 'tap' had been turned on and vice versa the tap as it was turned off. All in all I presented 670 workshops in the UK, Belgium, France, Germany and Canada and saw 3000 sessions with people in one to ones or in clinics. Some were in Universities, Brussels Belgium EU and in Rome at the FAO (Food and Agriculture UN Rome) and a mixture of private venue, houses, churches and various other assortments of venues.
These have as far as I know never happened again since the early70's, there are other gifts such as the puja at a persons demise, intuitive knowings at events to come, sensing through hands (psychometry) and seeing auras, these are not permanent abilities but arise when there is a need for them, the need is not determined by me it is a spontaneous occurrence.
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'Sweet Joy as is beyond Earth' this is a phrase out of a fifty year old calendar which has a quote or saying that was inspired by two elderly ladies whilst praying.
This joy is beyond any orgasms or other pleasurable moments such as moving music, smiles through Qigong or any other so called Ah Ha events.
When at spontaneous moments through the day or in meditation there comes by grace and spontaneous this 'Divine Joy'. Unlike the best sexual intimacy there is no physical exertion and is lasting and not just physical relief or an expression of shared intimacy during love making. It is a divine balm and satisfies every part of my being.
I came to meditation at the age of nineteen years of age and a touch of this during my Judo, Aikido, Kendo years and later on with Kung Fu, Tai chi and Qui Gong years and more fully in my thirties.
In my NDE in 1942 I saw the light as it were and did not want to come to Earth and felt this divine joy through the light as it were.
So satisfying that I felt a slight disappointment with my wife and subsequent girlfriends although it was lovely and many ways fulfilling it just didn't hit the mark so to speak. I then realised that I was always seeking this experience as an ENERGY input not associated with sexual activities. I met Guru's who were supposed to give energy or peace to one. I once when in Minorca on holiday with my dearest friends Rina and Roy Morris when meditating felt this energy and we were blissed out for the three weeks there.
My lovely Gilly (we married at Findhorn) and girlfriends before marriage and after always felt that I did not fully enjoy the intimacy however they understood and even now at 83 one month away from 84 feel it for days on end after the meditation or spontaneous Ananda(see sat-cit- Ananda) even though I may be going through stress, pain or something like that there is always a background touch of this bliss going on.
In 1942 I had an NDE and I felt the heart love and the light , more details are in a video and in back SHACKS. I did not want to come to Earth and I love her dearly but this is not my real home.
Ah yes, some might say you had a difficult childhood, yes that is so, you never fitted in socially, religiously, politically, you did not have any specific sexual identity but inclined slightly to heterosexuality, some might say you were latent gay, some say wanted a sex change, others a mixed up latent pervert and so on and yet in my heart of hearts I felt just wanting to be a loving open frank human being.
I felt my body is a lovely and beautiful gift and really never felt comfortable in it, I felt it to be so limited and with meditative experiences and out of the body trips and bio location at rare times. I felt an energy body would be more appropriate.
I roamed like a nomad in and through the deserts of countries, jobs, religions, politics and intimate relationships with various females and as lovely as they were there was something missing. See SHACK Angel Face No 21. 670 workshop presentations in many countries and counselling over 3000 dear folk and heard and recognised myself in all of them. The torment, the grief, the depression, the imprisonment, the liberation, then in Forensics I saw and felt the 'gutter' of life in sombre stark reality, the cut up bodies, the shot, bruised and wounded not only bodily and some so psychologically damaged that were driven to extreme revenge and suicide and that suicide was the only way out for them.
Then occasionally I would meet and recognise a soul mate, not in a relationship or friendship AN ISLAND in the desert, once it is was in a airport lounge, it was brief and sweet, then again a fighting marine, some were male and female, gender had nothing to do with it. They were few, the meetings were deeply spiritual, almost non emotional, just a recognition of a soul meeting soul without barriers.
I did meet an ET I have explained this in other articles and witnessed the craft and I felt so much at home. The '1967' writings explain the next human 'Homo energetica spiritulana' and then at the next 'upgrade' something like the Atlantean Dual body and then the ascension into Light Being's.
Till then I search the Auras of fellow travellers on buses, trains and neighbours and shops, restaurants and cafes and although I may have pleasant conversations and pass the time away I am beyond joy and ecstasy when an Island of a being enters albeit briefly in my energy field and we may never talk or be near, like the famous politician travelling in the same carriage on the London Underground and eyes caught one another, she got off and I did as well we both went to our ways to the various tunnels to get another train. Then, there she was and she smiled and just said 'old souls meet again' and went off quickly. I later learnt from a transport worker she had used the wrong tunnel and was directed to my one. I have many, many, synchronicities, coincidences or are they.
I feel 'souls' are meant meet spontaneously like this as did the many UFO and angelic meetings and I feel are 'arranged by the Great Invisible Spirit' and these meetings are a gift from Spirit and allow in those brief encounters a recharge for a lonely yet not alone desert Nomad in the now cloudy waters for humanity as for many a dark and dismal future.
These last three years and some to come many people are anxious and desperate with the cabal to try and dehumanise the population, this has been an attempt at what was and is called the Great Reset.
From 2020 there is this on going attempt by chemical and genetic manipulation, eugenics, technocracy, cyborgism, digital passports and other nefarious means.
This article refers to something named psyops; this is the manipulation by psychological means and techniques and it messes with one's head and takes one away from one's inherent beautiful Divine Nature.
One may come upon the notion that 'I only believe I am a live'. Maybe part of our deep fundamental brain washing and cloned hand me downs is so fundamental and deep rooted that I exist as a thought of myself. I believe myself into existence.
Is it possible to 'unthink' myself or oneself and so there is myself. This may depend on on one's conditioning and education.
On arriving at the conclusion that one maybe a clone of one's society and education, we are not an original thinker, we are someone else's ideas, life styles and so on, then a question arises, what's next,maybe there is not a 'not next?. When there is no mind clone and one is original perhaps without the reincarnation intervention then there is no next.
If there is an reincarnation left over and one arrives to clear up unfinished business or karma then one is back to the same quandary 'I am merely clearing up someone else's ideas, life styles, situations and brought them over perhaps to shed oneself of the burden of the past or break all further cycles and cloning and be oneself'. There is only the Self.
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