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'Sweet Joy as is beyond Earth' this is a phrase out of a fifty year old calendar which has a quote or saying that was inspired by two elderly ladies whilst praying.
This joy is beyond any orgasms or other pleasurable moments such as moving music, smiles through Qigong or any other so called Ah Ha events.
When at spontaneous moments through the day or in meditation there comes by grace and spontaneous this 'Divine Joy'. Unlike the best sexual intimacy there is no physical exertion and is lasting and not just physical relief or an expression of shared intimacy during love making. It is a divine balm and satisfies every part of my being.
I came to meditation at the age of nineteen years of age and a touch of this during my Judo, Aikido, Kendo years and later on with Kung Fu, Tai chi and Qui Gong years and more fully in my thirties.
In my NDE in 1942 I saw the light as it were and did not want to come to Earth and felt this divine joy through the light as it were.
So satisfying that I felt a slight disappointment with my wife and subsequent girlfriends although it was lovely and many ways fulfilling it just didn't hit the mark so to speak. I then realised that I was always seeking this experience as an ENERGY input not associated with sexual activities. I met Guru's who were supposed to give energy or peace to one. I once when in Minorca on holiday with my dearest friends Rina and Roy Morris when meditating felt this energy and we were blissed out for the three weeks there.
My lovely Gilly (we married at Findhorn) and girlfriends before marriage and after always felt that I did not fully enjoy the intimacy however they understood and even now at 83 one month away from 84 feel it for days on end after the meditation or spontaneous Ananda(see sat-cit- Ananda) even though I may be going through stress, pain or something like that there is always a background touch of this bliss going on.
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