In this year of 2018 there are young
children with sexual identity problems and from a really young age and having
surgical intervention to change their body to their preferred choice.
This may have been evident years back and
like abortions hidden and not so socially accepted, however with the internet,
TV and an abundance of computer games, videos that are vivid, noisy and
specific depicting monsters, nudity and grotesque horrific murders and super
hero’s added to which celebrities of sport, pop and all other cultures of drug,
gang and war then these young minds can pick up the ‘vibes’ and can seriously
alter the genetic environment, especially the new science’s of epigenetic’s and
neuroplacistity which clearly depict that many genetic factors are picked up in
one’s environment and can switch on or off the functions and even modify them.
Then there are studies of how food,
feelings and thoughts are transmitted at even the foetus stage and many mothers
pass on drugs and babies are born addicted to opioid's alcohol and I feel
smoking and food that is laced with additives and GMO poisons.
Then we have medical drug side effects,
chemtrails, electronic fog, fluoridated water and chlorine, fast junk foods and
so on. There is a study which showed that factory waste dumped in rivers
altered the sexuality of fish and other species.
Perhaps even the gamma rays and extra
energies from the Cosmos now in this year are extremely abundant and the
weakening of the Earth’s and Sun Magnetic fields are also a factor, and then
again at times some people find they often have feelings of being more
masculine or feminine contrary to their sexual predilection, some cross dress,
some keep on this mode and some pass through it, some are bisexual, some sex
addicts and some androgynous in the sense they may look like both sexes and
some if not medically impotent are just not into sexual activism at all not
even masturbation. Then we go into the
realms of paedophilia, sadomasochism, necrophilia, coprophilia and much more of
these, these I came across in forensics of course satanic black magic. Many of
these mentioned are not necessarily of this century and some were tribal sacrifices
and rituals.
So what is normal; I do not know the answer
to this. Another facet of human nature is
the set patterns of what is right or wrong according to religion, culture,
political correctness, scientific approval, fashion, making a statement and
psychological dysfunctional behaviour and then again who sets the moral
psychological boundaries.
I have experienced a period of cross
dressing when I was with a French girlfriend who was studying to be a ballerina
and she allowed me to cross dress until one day as looked in the mirror at this
thirteen stone muscle man ( I was a
muscle man, ripped and hard at martial arts, soccer and weight training)
prancing about with make up and suspenders and so on, and I collapsed in a heap
on the floor laughing and that was the end of that. Nicole knew a lot of men in ballet that did
this and so she was very allowing and gave me permission without laughing or
condemnation to work out this ‘urge’ and explore these feelings.
There is no shame in exploring these
feelings and others that arise and in hindsight these are not who I am. Who I
am seems nowadays to be a non definable rather nebulous awareness and still
seeking in life’s highways and byways and not really coming to anything
conclusive.
