SHACK 1091 NEW LIFE

Our Daily Bread

 To reiterate the Zen Monk who lived in a shack and had his books and logs for winter with food supplies either hunted (unlikely hunted and possibly vegetarian) or brought from somewhere, the birds migrated, the leaves fell and the frost and winter came. Then the spring and new life, the birds returned, the buds appeared and he exclaimed ' all this and I didn't do a thing to make it happen'.    

So the mystery of life;

from SHACK 1062

To spread the seed either carried by birds and insects, the winds and breeze and the Sun to warm and geminate, the spores, the bacteria. the fungi and mosses all of this is undergirded and supported by Life.

But what is Life Itself? An energy, a consciousness; certainly the essence of Life is invisible and from this invisibility, something springs into form and like nature and its seeds buried in the ground and invisible to human eyes until it sprouts, maybe the particles and atoms are the hidden seeds so to speak that sprout forth to form , forms that are apparently tangible to human senses, however under the scanning electron microscope all is not so solid as would have been thought surmised.

From apparent emptiness from nowhere, something springs forth and humans can do nowt about it. Only of course by human arrogance and interference.

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SHACK 1090 LIFE AND LIFE

 

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Life wants to live, survival, Life's survival instinct is a built in function it is part of the hardrive and basic layout.

When Life meets Itself it wants to share and expand. And so survival is part of Its Nature.

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SHACK 1089 FRACTALS

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Fractals are infinitely complex patterns that are self-similar across different scales. They are created by repeating a simple process over and over in an ongoing feedback loop. Driven by recursion, fractals are images of dynamic systems – the pictures of Chaos. “whenever you observe a series of patterns repeating over and over again, at many different scales, and where any small part resembles the whole, that's a fractal.”

 I have long thought that humans with the Universe are fractal events and arise from the Quantum field as a pattern from the Intelligent Design re consciousness and this goes against mainstream science of 2022. In the Quantum field there resides every possibility and probability. So the algorithms and recursion would be there as to facilitate nature and the Universe.  

 This came about by a laughingly or seemingly absurd prompt or mind flash; it was during ablutions that I felt in the morning a few days back and I sat on the toilet and was defecating that I had a strange sensation in my anus and for some reason it reminded me of Jong. When I lived in Colindale and rented a room with Roz and her partner Jong he had to have several operations to remove growths in the side walls of his anus. 

This somehow clicked and it suggested that everyone alive was a mirror or a facet of a characteristic of some facet of personality, quirk, intelligence, habit, ritual and so on of course including enlightenment. So in a way we all are teachers and those we meet or see on the media and such like could have been myself and they me. In this respect they were my teachers and again it comes to in the mirror of relationships we find ourselves and we teach that what we most need to learn. 

We are the world and the world is me.

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SHACK 1088 GOD CALLING

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For many years I have calendar edited by A.J.Russell and from the best selling book 'God Calling' it is predominately New Testament and some psalms and Old Testament. If I remember correctly it was channelled so to speak by two female 'listeners' I believed they just sat in the silence. There is a saying by Jesus'
New King James Version
'For where two or three are gathered together in My name, I am there in the midst of them.” 

Well today 11/01/2022 I sat after reading this calendar and this really 'called to me'  The reading was from John 15.4 'Abide in me (to me in the silence and peace) As a branch cannot bear fruit of itself. except it abide in the vine (to me my free will ego just sprouts small diminutive buds and no fruiting, the vine being rooted in the peace beyond thought---' lean not to your own understanding' 'The peace that passes all human understanding' ' The Kingdom of heaven is within') no more can ye, except ye abide in me. (to me all is of God and stands alone).

As I type this my spelling and dyslexia is appalling, it is as if something is deliberately stopping this entry and even the computer played up and took time to log up and fiddley mucking about.

The silences are calling me. An extract from a Native American prayer; 'As each day passes, help to me to surrender with grace, the things of my youth. Help me to listen to the quiet and find serenity and comfort in the silences as they become longer' 

As I type this paragraph above re the silences I had an insight; I had been wrestling with a decision over exercises. I do several of which one is a very ancient Qi Gong form with a Gan(stick) and named Jiangan ( video on You Tube by Michael Davies) I can do the standing ones but the floor one's are for me strenuous and hurt me and make me sore. I tussled with this because I am I feel I am overweight and obese and these certainly that is the ground ones could slim me down. However they are not for me, this came out of the insight above 'help me to surrender with grace, the things of my youth'. 

Many seniors who practice Qi Gong have bellies and as a senior I do not have to a 'build and figure' to attract a female or anyone especially myself, but surrender to the peace and listen to what my dearest lovely body needs and loves and be satisfied how from the guidance from the quiet and let the nudging from the silences as they become longer or more frequent satisfy me how I am.

Be still and know I am God within the.

And now the reading of the Above John 15.4 quote by the two listeners;

'There may come times when you sit in silence, when it seems you were left alone. But you will have the consciousness of My Presence, when you hear no voice. Abide in that Presence.'   

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SHACK 1087 EPIPHANY

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My dear friend Alex Tobin passed over a few days back, January 2022 he lived in Brussels Belgium with his dear wife Marianne. I did what I name a Puja ( Sanskrit meaning reverence, honor, adoration and worship. ... ) I do my own kind of puja when I hear of a friend or acquaintance, family, neighbour and so on. Marianne is one of my dear friends who regularly supported my workshops at the EU, Brussels, Belgium and worked for EU.

This started when my dear mother passed over; I came into the empty flat where I lived, my brother was elsewhere and as I came in I distinctly heard mum's voice, at first I thought shock, mum passing, mourning, and then she said' Geoff, where am I, I cannot seem to wake up, my body is not moving(Mum passed on the operating table) this feeling persisted, so I decided to go along with it, it was not so much a feeling but a deep inner knowing.

I said inside my mind, 'Mum do you remember having the operation', 'yes she said' 'well you didn't survive you have passed over' 'No this can't be I am alive' ' Mum do you remember the talks we had about the after life?' 'No not really' 'Well please trust me, soon you will see lights, please go with the brightest one and trust all is well' ' I immediately felt a presence and light, and dear Mother went with this light'. I felt her go and I was at peace.

A few days later Mother came to me and said 'Geoff I went with the light, it was so beautiful and I met Jesus' ( My family are Jewish and this was a surprise she said this) and then she said, 'Geoff, I am so proud to have a son like you, thank you, I will try to come to you like this when needed' ' I said through tears, Mum just go with Jesus and have fun, you had such a tormented life' and she went.

A few weeks later she came to alert me of my father stirring trouble in the family and then to tell me some months late of his passing, the time and day and the same with my grandmother some years late.

Since then I have done the puja's and on several occasions seen and heard the soul / spirit speak and look dressed in things that only the surviving ones knew and we were astonished. 

With Alex above it was amazing, immediately I started the puja in which I go quiet and go into meditation and a quiet empty mind and picture the soul that passed and if I do not know them or met them I get a feeling of them which is verified by the living ones here still. Alex said 'Geoff no need to do this I am with Jesus'. The energy was amazing, there was light, peace, joy, ecstasy and supreme confirmation of the truth of Yeshua / Jesus'. Alex blessed me with this, because from childhood I always loved Jesus and still do.

I rang Marianne who had informed me by email his passing and told her of this experience and of course to offer my love and sympathy and she literally gasped. How did you know Alex loved Jesus, he didn't tell anyone but me. She cried and said thanks Geoff this means so much to me. 

This was an epiphany for me as I now know this is a precious gift given over the years from Spirit and it wiped away so much doubt and fear at a deep level. That night and the following days I feel in a new energy and world.  

When I was 11years of age we lived in Paxford Road Wembley (108 Paxford Road ?) I went to Byron Court Road School, all Jewish children went outside whilst the the teacher a Miss Leversuch (Leather guts by us kids a real strict teacher) taught the new Testament, just as she started and we were on the way out I heard her say ' Jesus taught the people ---I went 

back in and said ' Miss I know Jesus (I think I said I have seen him) In those  days our family name was Glickenfried and Bilangroski, and the teacher said 'Glickenfried, How dare you insult our teacher, get out' I exclaimed 'but I do know him'. I go told off by the headmaster and after that suffered abuse by a Welsh teacher and two boys who bullied me over it.

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SHACK 1086 SPARKLING

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This morning which was 05 January 2022 a bright frosty day after or in meditation and prayer I felt and perceived that everything was alive with sparkling light. Similar to the account with the trees sometime back when they shared their essence.

I felt more than saw the sparkles, it is what I name 'feel see' the feeling suggests mind graphics.

I felt the absolute joy and fun and the utter out-and out blissful dance of the atoms dancing and forming forms of gorgeous joy and lighted dynamic peace.

There are no words to describe this adequately. The feeling of utter freedom, free from all constraints, limits or dimensions was absurdly impossible to imagine by the human mind, it is beyond human understanding, this to my understanding or rather feeling the essence of Life, the celebration of life celebrating itself, its recognitions of Its very being and foundation. I prayed that I might have the trust in this experience and to have more of them, however they are a gift of grace from on high so to speak and will have to be content and patient until the next visit and not yearn and put my energy and attention just on that.

And then being human my everyday mind kicked in and left me in a sort of quandary. I felt let down, I wanted to be in this sparkling wonderland, and I wondered if this was a foretaste of the Life beyond the veil, the veil being my mortal coil.

I then had certain misgivings; is this all imagination and a retreat from the appalling atrocities of this uncertain pandemic and the constant fear of mutations of the virus and never ending vaccinations and lockdowns or visa, passports and the erosion of being human by woke, transhumanism, cyborgism, eugenic and technocracy or was this the real deal of the after life or the evolving ascension consciousness that the human body can live with without having to pass over and through the veil and furthermore that the those who perpetrated this horror brutal debacle and drama feared as they would lose their control of our minds and the freedom would overrun their hoarding selfish psychopathic, sociopathic fetid greedy closed and narrow demonic minds.

The very freedom of the illuminati, deep state, elite so called, Bilderbergs or whatever separates they have become is the freedom they fear most in others.

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SHACK 1085 A DIFFERENT SPACE? HUH!!!?

 

THE ATALANTIC

Although the image above shows a scientist by the name of Elon Musk and his space endeavours it can well represent this article.

I sometimes get into this kind of mind set and feel enclosed and then there arrives; what I am doing on this Earth, why did I choose to come here when in my NDE I did not want to, I am not working, retired gratefully for now 20 years, I have a state Pension and the Met Police Pension which are adequate, a reasonable flat with neighbours and in a very good 'niche / metier' I've had a an amazing life, travelling, living in Menorca, Canada, a community named Findhorn in Scotland, presented many workshops in Europe, had many clients and patients, taught Judo, Kendo and Aikido, Meditation, Tai Chi, Qi Gong, was a healer, write in three websites, was in Forensics, a qualified electrician been on TV and Radio, however my relationships and friendship's were a Non ti sono grata per quello really a flop. Worked with NASA as an associate.

So sometimes I asked God to take me back to the place the consciousness more like in my NDE before I was coerced or saw better through an innate reason to come to Earth. It was a plea rather than suicidal. So I did not like the space I was contained in. Then I realised it was brain washing by inculcation, not so much by this incarnation but the collected impacted evasive buried that are in the subconscious of the world and and many generations in other words the centuries old collective unconscious. 

I wanted out of the confinement of the history of the times gone by and the tenets, the credo's, the ascription's, the present brain washing including my own theories, I was feeling as though I was on a merry -go round, the hamster wheel, the dharma wheel, I was feeling trapped and stale. 

I had realised that moving home and travelling was not the answer, like a new toy when the fascination and energy, the honeymoon was over and if it instilled the motive of acquisitiveness, cupidity and avarice it merely is a dog chasing its tail and all forms of this nature fade and are impermanent and cause all sorts of problems along the way, greed, jealousy, fighting, defending one's wealth and territory, religion, possessions and defence by insurance against burglary, even academic rites and plagiary.

Then I realised I wanted out from my old stale routines and ego constructs, it was not from a place as it were, it was a space filled with old dying stale stultifying, but a domain, a dominion of a set of deep beliefs and tenets that had lost their use and there function and sell by date. However, the trick was not to get a new set of rules and regulations but dispense or relinquish them all.

How to do this and get to a different space; I realised space represented expansion and in some sense freedom as long as I did not fill this space with the old past history. In fact there is no doing by determined effort in a way. Could one live with very little thought and planning and relying on a solid routine, prayers and whatever. Yes, it would mean that the witness awareness recognises intuitively by the awareness of intuition and innate awareness that this is data brought up on the screen of mind is 'a not me' and belongs to the outdated world view of now and years passed by.

The there is a peace when experienced and not just an intellectual orgasmic massage, but a feeling of Self recognising Self it feels this is the real me. This is the ego stripped to its most naked form and the residue becomes the Self revealed.

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