Monday, 15 January 2018

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Sitting quietly doing a seated Qi Gong routine I felt a wonderful sensation.  As my dantien / hara gently expanded and contracted there was a lovely relaxed feeling stealing over my entire body, the organs, blood, brain and lungs included.

Then it progressed as to feeling the breathing and the abdomen were drawing in sap as tree does through its roots so mine through my feet into the reservoir, the tank and container my dantien / hara, it seemed to grow into a ball of energy and then on the out breath flow to all parts of myself, physical and feeling wise. Then further into the routine the out breath drew in  the cosmic energy from the top of my head into the dantien and hara, where the mixture produced a light and warmth which made me smile and feel absolutely amazing, a Buddha grin from ear to ear. 

It then felt as a unified bliss and the two streams of chi / ki/ life force were my nourishment and indeed my Life.  In those moments I felt complete, utterly self sufficient and no need for food, a body or anything, this was a stand alone and an empirical space and time.

To say it was just endorphins maybe harsh, yes I certainly feel that they were there in abundance and since there was hardly a thought only the experience then usual explanation of thought moves energy or energy moves thought and that thought produces neuropeptides, the peptide cascade which provides the cells with their food and growth, yes that as well, however I subscribe to the following.

The cause I feel is like electricity invisible and yet it is the prime mover to activate material form such as a TV, a washing machine and so on, so I feel that by encouraging breathing, relaxation certain movements or just being still and meditating, just being, a non focused and empty looking at the mind or just open eyed, it allows a space usually occupied by thought to be in ones natural childlike space of empty attentive dynamic energy.  Then the Life force in its primal energy is experienced and if this is so the Life Force or Creative energy is pure happiness, bliss, joy and fulfillment. It is as if This Life force is to the Universe or is the substance of the Universe and is the blood of us and the sap of  the tree, the water of the oceans for their life forms and oxygen for life for birds and animals and so on-----the big point is that like electricity it the prime Life giver and supply to the Universe, the oceans, the trees planets and stars and yet is not seen in form but manifests it as a sign of ----I AM THE FORCE IN EVERYTHING and yet one cannot grasp it and define it, and yet I feel one can experience it as above and because its basic nature is joy, happiness, freedom, creativity, it is love and as such shares abundance of itself without limits.

It is my feeling that when we try and encapsulate, hoard and selfishly try to keep it as in world relationships and personal ones, we shut it down to our expectations and agendas.

What a world and beyond awaits us if we could drop limits of selfishness and fear and co operate with the life force and let it share its bounty in a non material way and yet the bonus would be if we truly shared this in unselfish ways in respect, dignity of bearing and caring a world that works for everyone everywhere then perhaps nature would evolve through us and make us the humans we should be.
   
SHACK
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I CRIED WITH  THE EXPERIENCE AS DESCRIBED AND MY HEART FELT LIKE BURSTING AND THESE IMAGES DEPICT SOMETHING LIKE I FELT , SENSEI AND SIFU  WOULD SAY 'YOUR TOO EMOTIONAL COME OFF OF IT AND MOVE ON', YET THEY HAD A NATURAL SMILE AS ABOVE, WHAT THEY MEANT WAS DON'T ONLY HANKER AFTER BLISS, IT HAS TO COME TO YOU AND IF DOESN'T HAPPEN SOME DAYS THAT'S OK, KEEP MOVING AND YET BE STILL. SOMETIMES I WOULD EXPERIENCE THIS FOR A GREAT DEAL OF TIME AND THEN WENT ON LIVING AND EXPERIENCING EVERYDAY LIFE AND SOMETIMES CAUGHT UP IN THE HURLY BURLY. THATS LIFE, THE CREST AND VALLEYS, THE HIGHS AND LOWS---THE SECRET--- LET GO OF THOSE AS WELL AND MOVE ON.(SHACK)

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