Wednesday, 20 February 2019

SHACK 555 TUMBLEWEED


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During my years as a psychotherapist, counsellor and healer as well as teaching Judo, Aikido, Kendo and Tai chi with Qi Gong along with Forensics and travelling many miles to do 670 workshops and countless one to one sessions it maybe apparent that I picked up many tales, stories, intrigues and much to contemplate, ruminate and generally mull over. Meditation was the foundation to keep some sort of awareness and not get lost or give up on humanity, sanity and despair for many of the populace and world leaders.

Many who came to my horizon were like tumbleweed, they had minds like tumbleweed almost as if the synapses and neurones were entangled, messed up and a skein of entangled warp and weft (sometimes named woof) of intermingled messed up yarn. I know this because I have experienced this and through meditation and many years of it particularly in my early teens the sharp awareness to gaze without distraction kind of sorted out the tangles and enmeshments. As a therapist I did not even try or communicate with many who came and  I did energy healing which often just produced anger, shouting and screaming.

Tumbleweed rolls and flays about and I could sense and feel the torment of a tangled mind. A messed up scrambled process and the person desperately endeavouring to get some sort of grip on the terror, nightmares, the voices and pains which beset them. Nothing made sense and madness took over.

In a way we are all to some extent like this; on a very basic level those who follow a football team and go to fight and sometimes kill the opposite supporters and break shops and cafe's. Those in religions who kill and fight even those of the same faith but follow a slightly different interpretation of the holy books, family feuds, relationship break up’s, homophobia, paedophilia and so many other quirks such as necrophilia and so on, satanic black magic, sadomasochism and all that, this I saw, smelt and felt in Forensics and much more.

Then we come to persons who come to the UK or anywhere else where their females are covered up in public and then coming to the UK they may see scantily dressed females and there have been many rapes and attacks as the are classed as whores in their native land and so are despised and assaulted often by words but far more in some cases. I investigated with the team some cut up female bodies that were parcelled up and posted around the UK, it turned out that the bodies had been dismembered by three Fathers because their daughters went out with men of a different religion also female circumcision is banned in the UK and elsewhere accepted.  In their country of origin this may not have happened because of the strict family ties but over in the UK they took the law into their own hands. In court they showed no remorse and said this is the way in our land. In this year 2018 many young men in India were lynched because they went online and looked at forbidden subjects. In the UK notices have gone up not to spit in the street and men to adjust their attire discreetly.

This then comes back to ‘we are only what have been have taught by our customs, culture, religion, politics, life experiences, trauma and so on’ very few question who am I without my education, brain washing and free thought outside the box. Can I leave the safety net of the known and live with a sparse known? The word skein as above has another meaning, it can mean birds that fly in a V formation and like religion, politics and our cultural adherence we make the herd our safety anyone going over a certain degree of pendulum swing, the degree and line of tolerance becomes ostracised, marginalised and minimised.

The words mind set are so apt ‘set in concrete’ such are our beliefs which form our identities and we dare not break into the concrete, it is firm, a foundation, a fortress against another fortress. So we are unstoppable in our pursuit of gathering new members to the clan mind set after all safety in numbers.

Looking at the men who dismembered their daughters and the mind torn by trauma, drugs, accidents, horror and torture and becomes a tumbleweed rolling over in mad hallucinations, nightmares and loneliness one is said to  be mad and the other murderer’s.  In a way both are mad to another’s culture, in some societies the tumbleweed's are said to be inhabited by devils, demons. Some can be healed by prayer and other means, some will be executed, some will be locked away in asylums and the some sent to prison for life.

In a way as long as people are ‘taught who they are and will become’ there is very little freedom and scope to question and get back to original ‘Me / I’ and scary because there is no concrete, there is no security of a solid or perceived foundation.  So in a way all mind sets are ‘fake’ because they are genetically hand me downs mind sets. Some may enquire if there is no mind set what are you? A vegetable, a wandering homeless nobody, the great unwashed and unkempt. One who comes to this 'no mind' finds a consciousness of compassion and is in tune with the Universal Mind Set.

Native communities that are really almost completely out of touch with Western Education and mind sets do have mind sets of forest or jungle spirits and they are mainly to do with their connection with Earth and natural healing and the deep Shamanistic essence which is very well suited for their purpose. Yes they do have community however it is benign most of the time and they have their ways of mediation. It’s not perfect yet it works, there are tribal wars occasionally but they have the sense of co operation otherwise the jungle and forest if raped and owned will not support their ancient lifestyles. We in the West burn, scorch, hoard and fight and are reluctant to share, our mind sets set us apart.

Then there are a rare set of minds that have a mind set that is clear and they have reached the no mind no mind set, this is pure awareness, they do have a basic survival mind set, enough to survive in the world. They maybe found anywhere in any mind set, they are in the set but not of it.

My wish and desire is to be as above in the no mind set and to keep my awareness sharp as naturally as possible so as not form a dogma of having a no mind no mind set and set this as a belief and then become the identity I feel will build a construct and defeat the purpose of the article.


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SHACK 554 COR

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When one contemplates all the aspects of illusion, dreamlike, no real consistency, nebulous, mind stuff, solidified thoughts, no permanence, transient and yet at the instant and in time so real, seemingly solid and the security, comfort and safety of the known, the safety net of the ego.

With closer inspection these collected programs and conditioning which are harvested and gathered in and collated, garnished, spiced up and delivered be they pleasant or unpleasant become so real, seeing the video so often, that the witness and viewer, the unbiased occupier in the theatre gets lost in the detached unbiased view and loses its sense of itself and becomes emotionally bound and usurps its vastness by means of unbiased attention its becomes a non local awareness to become small and local bound in a bunch of put together, edited advertisements and compilations and becomes a bound ledger assumes an identity, obtains a name and arrives in a leather bound tome or a raggedy shoddy worn stained paperback version of the programme the general title is the ego. 

This collated ego which is an assumed being brought together from one's brain washed past, after all we are taught everything we know about religion, culture, life, politics, fashion, health and so on, and with very little original thought and creativity and so we are at most innovative and variations of a theme and often parrot like and great at innovation but with certain parameters, very often scared or not interested to go 'outside the box' more than likely we do not how too and preferring the comfort of the known.


This amassed set of programmes are assembled and categorised in such a fashion  When one contemplates all the aspects of illusion, dreamlike, no real consistency, nebulous, mind stuff, solidified thoughts, no permanence, transient and yet at the instant and in time so real, seemingly solid and the security, comfort and safety of the known, the safety net of the ego.


With closer inspection these collected programs and conditioning which are harvested and gathered in collated, garnished, spiced up and delivered be they pleasant or unpleasant become so real, seeing the video so often, that the witness and viewer, the unbiased occupier in the theatre  gets lost in the detached unbiased view loses its sense of itself and becomes emotionally bound and usurps its vastness by means of unbiased attention its non local awareness to become small and local bound in a bunch of put together, edited advertisements and compilations and becomes a bound ledger assumes an identity, obtains a name and arrives in leather bound tome or a raggedy shoddy worn stained paperback version of the programme the general title is the ego. 


 This amassed set of programmes are assembled and categorised in such a fashion that that they assume this identity and become to rely on these programmes as a familiar safe and secure ground, the foundation and the end and be all of life.

We can reason that a dream is but a dream and a fantasy is but a fantasy and they are but 'mind things' OK we may say they are an electrical phenomena produced in the brain and it dies with us and then there is oblivion or something else or I just don't know or care and where is the pub with a large telly.  


The scary thing or bit is when one looks into neuroscience and it proves that the brain does not recognise reality from the real thing, a dream is as real to the brain as so called waking experience and experiments with people with gym activities and those visualising it at home, placebo effect and so on. So realising that the ego has been set up or rather by brain washing the ego is created and likes its programmes and calls them forth, the buzz, the drama of the rehashed, slightly modified video which is gathered and stored, digitally edited which seems fresh and new but is only a remake of an old movie. This is what fools the viewer it seems fresh and innovated, yet after a while a keen observer sees through the ruse.  The ruse being to keep the ego, this amassed programme entity alive and kicking and entertained with the drama and says 'I'm alive because my familiar stuff is there, this is my land and life' 'anything challenging this has to face the wrath or the surrender of the ego'.  


The one really scary aspect of all of this is that when one really, profoundly, wakes up to the fact that the so called waking up from sleep dream is continued in what has been deceived is life awake and in the world and going about business or whatever, the bus, the car, the family, work, breakfast, sex, crime, war, TV, holidays, the kids, the wife and everyday living is but a set of amassed programmes agreed upon by millions, trillions, billions of trillions of people and then the shock---COR, WOW , this is but a dream as well. Surely I am mistaken, it is so real, it cannot be. Then it sinks in I was taught all that I am, humanities collective archetypal ancestry has imprinted this in the unconscious magnetic fields, the memory fields that are the information fields in the wavelengths and frequencies the brain as a decoder downloads and presents to us as a holgraphic presentation which becomes so real and concrete that I / we believe it so and so the spell is cast and I do not know I am in a waking dream as opposed to a sleep lucid dream and then it dawns on me that they are the same.


The shock and awakening has been felt by many. To some, to me, it is so awesome, unbelievable yet it so believable that many like me shy away, not yet, what is there if it is all a dream?   


Some back off so much that I have known some who turn to violence, alcohol, drugs, madness and all sorts of distraction rather than throw oneself(is there a self in this ) and capitulate, surrender to a seemingly impossible task, what is this life I lead as I type this article, this body feels the heat of the day and you say its a dream only that this dream is so real by the consensus of millions and trillions of minds that have been brainwashed over thousands nay millions of years, Shack you have to be kidding, you'r joking of course. Then the laughter as it seeps in. You'r really serious, oh my God, then who am I THEN?  A simple answer would I am the witness, the unbiased witness, I am merely an awareness. This seems to be too simple and I go away startled and somewhat perplexed, even vexed, then as the awakening to the fabric of this waking dream life dawns a sort of joy arises, it seems the awareness is being freed from the dream, yes it is OK, in fact very OK to be in the dream but not of it.  

There will always be creation and the dream and that's fine as long as one knows as there is a knowing I am not the content of the dream but the witness and free awareness. This is the confrontation with every form that seems solid and yet is not so and the disentanglement process to be a free flowing energy awareness that becomes trapped and captivated, seduced by seemingly solid form and the free awareness has to prove itself as that as much as the solid form proves it is not solid and so goes on. Birth into form, death into no form and maybe these are merely dreams as well. 



   SHACK

Friday, 15 February 2019

SHACK 553 AT IT AGAIN

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SHACK 552 TIGHT GRIP

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A monkey puts his hand through a bamboo cage in a sideways fashion and grips some delicacy and making a fist cannot get his hand out, his desire and hunger is so fixed and intended he has trapped himself. The Buddha was asked what is enlightenment and he opened a clenched fist also asked the question he said and depicted a flower in the sky, it was  flower in the sky and what was its meaning?

Like the monkey many of us have such a fixed intention that even though we maybe trapped by this we cannot let go some examples; religion, reality, political, cultural and so much more, they become so ingrained that we cannot see the imprisonment and most of them we have been taught and brain washed they appear to be sensible but real examination shows that they are ideas that have been concreted and appear solid and like examining the atomic structure of seeming solids and liquids under a scanning electric  microscope they appear as waves and nebulous other movements, in fact solidified thought and that could be said to be a dream or illusion made solid and real by belief and repetition, which lays down layers and layers of illusion and paints so many of these layers they become fixed and the illusion disappears as reality.

The mind holds tight, the tight grip of its ‘fake’ reality its virtual programmes turned reality and the clenched fist is determined to hang on at all costs to its apparent safety and security. On an occasion when something shakes loose or there is an awakening the fist may let go and the reluctant leaner bike rider suddenly rides and the tentative aspirant in the swimming pool lets go and the water supports them and they swim, until that point all these were fears and that were reality and riding swimming replace the reality of fear of those events and a new reality born until  an accident or death. We can still enjoy these pursuits as long as we realise they are not permanent and are not our safety and security and they and all things pass with time.

The flower in the sky to me is the illusion that what we see with our senses are but a fleeting part of life. We may if we are adaptable and flexible change many religions, ideas, political trends, fashion and really be a chameleon, yet never settle for a while and wandering to find more flowers in the sky that have wilted and died even though we have watered and tended them with care. But what of the sky, the endless backdrop, the canvas, the film, the void, the womb where the flower appears? This is the ocean where the waves appear from, the flower pops out, creation blossoms and yet is this reality or just a neat concept to explain how something comes out of nothing, the elusive God we seek and never see, the pot we feel, smell, touch and yet not the potter.

So giving up trying to see the invisible hand that made the pot, we may choose the pot as our realities even we may know at a deep level it is not real and permanent. It’s too hard to fathom this big bang god thing. So trillions over the years agreed on living a life of illusion that appears to be for ever and ever amen, and live the lie and deceit that our human cultures, religions, politics, fads and fashions hold the security and for some a rather nebulous and fearful death and after life will reveal the real reality and heaven and hell will finally sort it out.  

When we actually really see through the fabric of illusions, and realise the conjures trick as some magicians, wise persons, Shamans and Guru’s have along with many physicists have, especial in the quantum realm and it is interesting to read their quotes they sound more like Eastern Zen and Yogi Masters in some cases one just begin to see the fabric has holes in it and things ‘aint(aren't) not what they says they was’ and reality is another misnomer, as laid down by certain authorities probably in order to control these free thinkers.

When one really sees the tight grip, this tenacious octopus of the collective thought which is cemented like an overlay on Buddha’s sky, a thin veneer over the canvas, an overlay over the bare boards, the oil over the ocean, we really can be quite shaken and there appears to be nowhere to land our boat, no port to offer safe haven and person to allay our fears until we dive beneath the veneer, oil, overlay, chemtrails and all else and sink into the ocean that may not be as solid or real as our former false flag, yet at least we knew the pot and so what I want live forever, welcome death and until then I’ll live a life of unreal and to me real reality, so there and blow it all.

Yet we have been bitten and the taste of unknown hand of the potter is not felt as solid, it has not the feel of things, a quality a definition that human senses can put  a label on and say that is real, I see it, touch it, know it and yet I know its essence is a pot and it is as solid as its atoms and they are 99.99% empty space held together I now think in pot form by thought, in fact my pot is solidified thought and when I examine what a thought is it leads me back to a fleeting mind thing, some just a say an electronic event in the brain between synapses neurones and that is a merely electrical phenomena and that is about illusionary to me as anything else said.

When it really hits hard is when one actually sees the horror of the fact of the illusionary Universe and then sees it at first as a hologram then realises it is all in wave and frequencies, then the brain like a TV, Radio, Cell / mobile phone and so on are decoders and all is made to appear real and solid by the algorithms of the Universe and brain and the decoding devices and then at first it is an AH HA intellectual turn on, and then a mind buzz and then a numbing blinding awesome amazing blazing truth and then it quietens down somewhat and some disbelief tends to filter in and one’s world view and everything else seems to have no real meaning and one lives in the world but not in it.

It does take some acclimatising too and then one travels on in life in some way that cannot be pinned down, one rides the currents and tides of a sort of something that this reality if it is such or just a another variation will bring along its highway.  Here time has no intrinsic meaning so long live the traveller in no man's land and that’s about a false statement as any in this offering. For who can pin down real reality if there is no such thing?

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SHACK 551 SUSTAINABILITY


Everyone can awaken from this dream where they no longer need to experience love through another. It is completely possible for you to wake up understanding you do not need anything to make you happy, and find yourself happy for no reason at all. There is work to be done to experience love this way and not down an easy road; but it is worth it, just to bask in the truth that love simply is.
Blessings,


Alberto Villoldo, Ph.D. 

Alberto has written an amazing book named 'The Heart Of The Shaman' and this quote above is from it. Most people I speak too think that a Shaman looks like a wild person in the wilds casting spells and curses and drinking vile concoctions to make you spew your guts up. In some cases this maybe and I have witnessed that and seen the healing and in some cases the fall out. In my opinion anyone who does healing, spiritual practices, yoga, taichi, Qi gong and so on with various herbal remedies are Shamanistic.

The above quote is not what many would expect from a Shaman and Alberto is one of the best.  In some ways this relates to SHACK 550 as it goes off grid from the popular idea of love.  Many seek their knight in shinning white armour, their soul mate, their prince charming, the perfect partner and even when their perfect one dies they will often say ' I still remember their love and often say when so and so was alive we did this that and so on' and live in a past only to be repeated on the replay button and so arrive at best in a modified future. Then are those who dream and fantasise of Mr Right or my special girl, my dream girl and never can find the perfect one. Can perfection exist in any physical form?

I know of several millionaires who are so frightened of losing money, super fit persons are so scared of losing their fitness, film stars, actors, performers, business people, holding the marriage so tight that loss and the norm causes them anxiety and a tight grip and me on about losing identity so that when we are deprived we can take the lesson we were dependant on that fitness, wealth, health, position which becomes our identity or with me not having an identity and yet complete or safe without one even if I make no identity my identity. As long as their is dependence in any way we are at loss when that is gone. We have to be a society and in some ways we are dependant on one another and services. Yet to seek mental and psychological independence is preferable and a balance achieved between self sufficiency and assistance.  In a way dependence causes us to become victims and we may become dependant on getting our love from outside. There is the fine line between arrogance, stubbornness and appreciation of give and take  with reciprocation.     


In the quote above Alberto states 'there is work to be done-----' and in a way this means going off grid to the notions as above.  The work in my view is by meditation and examining the patterns and brain washing one has been exposed too.  Realising we were born a relatively clean sheet, although nuances from previous lives do impinge and we have probably chosen this life to work out the residue, so we can realise that all we are now we have been taught by parents, culture, religion, politics, media and peers. So if we wiped that all out we have to ask who were we before we were born, taken that the foetus has been shown to have indelible experiences from the mother and environment imprinted in its cellular formations as it grows and becomes the base nervous and early memory system.  That is the unconscious fear we may experience that is the background, there is always a mist on the horizon and a saboteur lay in hiding about to pounce. 

 So assuming we get back from off grid as above we might find ourselves empty of a lot of thought and in a light, free happy, not high nor low free flowing mind, we may find we are love, and although we are compassionate we feel self sustained in the love we feel in ourselves, not a selfish ego love, but a quiet peaceful energy that does not need love from others and we feel we are love and that this empty thought kind of mind in which we are coherent, alert, dynamic yet still, the state of balance and equilibrium is self sufficient and we live life harmoniously. Nor are we necessarily unwashed, unkempt, wild or savage we may be seen as non sort of person. 

When asked to describe this mind one is at a loss because this is what one is, not a body although sojourning for a while in it and there are no adequate words to even hint at it. I can only say that the more I meditate the less I feel need and want other than food and few basic commodities like food, water and dry warm place to live, a few clothes and some modicum of health.  Then I am nearly eighty years young and younger folk may not aspire to such austerity, and I am fortunate to have two small pensions.

Then even the young 'off griders' and those older ones maybe know something of what I am alluding too, yet take away the cabins and nature if forced too, some authorities are not liking these people although some have bought their land, it is not profitable for taxes, fuel companies and so on, how would they like to have to return to the city and village, have they just the physical supplied by the natural environment, perhaps I judge too vehemently, and then have I the mind set to deal with old age, loss of health, government cutting down on pensioners rights and so on, this will only be known as life leads us on and destiny seems to shape humanity or does it?

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IF I SAY I HAVE NO IDENTITY

THEN I MAKE 

AN IDENTITY

OUT OF NO IDENTITY

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SHACK 550 OFF GRID

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There is a fashion now of going off grid, many folk going into the wilderness to build log cabins use solar power and unique solutions for energy and sustainability. Many are fed up with city life and even village life and crave the quiet and nurture that nature provides. This often brings a natural peace of mind.

These peaces of mind can it be the peace of mind that says meditation and spiritual practices bring? I do not know.

What I am saying is can one go off grid psychologically, mentally and still be sane and in the village or city?

This off grid to the media, the brain washing and deadening of marketing, mortgages, TV, cell / mobile phones, fashion, trends, fears by media and false flags and now everything digital and fake.

I cannot claim to have peace of mind or be off grid to modern day collective consciousness but I have become more alert and mindful to what stress and brain washing is about.

So I feel for me that I live almost in seclusion and as a sort of self imposed hermit. I simplified eating, TV watching, exercise craze, becoming less susceptible to advertising and raucous people and hype and I suppose this is my way. Maybe younger and more flexible minds could and do the same thing without the extremes I go too.

Of course to live in an apartment or even a rented room is difficult with the price landlords demand and jobs hard to find and the labour laws so austere and difficult to navigate. Perhaps one can realise the benefit of simplicity and many may be driven to it and go off grid in their own styles. Of course in the city or village this can cause stealing and other cheating ways if the austerity is severe and the mentality to see this as a bare mind brings peace and a stressed mind brings anxiety and fear and one would react out of either state.

I have found that acting out of anxiety and fear lessens or rather does not provide me with solutions of worth but leads me into my past and its fears and the way I reacted. However rather that reacting which is from the past should I be mindful and quieten the fear not by repression or suppression or going into mind game fantasies but by deep breathing in a relaxed and gentle manner more and then opportunities may arise and some seem spontaneous and synchronistic perhaps one might refer to it as co incidental.

This quiet mind one might say is off grid to the anxious mind, that mind also that is always in the background and not so in your face so to speak, a silent drone in the background that is amplified when certain trigger points set of the alarm bells into full blown panic.

In a way being off grid in nature if one has the ‘balls’ and courage to do it, once done is a task at first then the rewards come when the set up and the new life is enjoyed.

Could one say that the constant bombardment of the village and city (suburban life as well) can attain the same kind of inner peace of course without the nature surrounding it, that the nature off ‘gridder’ has. Maybe peace of mind through meditation and not through accrued wealth and position which when deprived of these may leave to extreme anxiety, maybe through this coming to realise the aims of unshakeable inner peace, not through will power but by the exposing of anxious and depleting old patterns of thought and not replacing them with affirmations, prayer or mind blocks, escapes through distractions and coming to a quiet rest be the same for off grid mentalities as well.

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SHACK 548 COSMIC INTERNET

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The theme and title could well be ‘Below the Level of Thought’ this is beatifically explained in a similar way in one of my favourite books ‘The Secret Life of Plants’ by Christopher Bird and Peter Tompkins and I also witnessed much of this when Cleve Baxter and Marcel Vogel when they visited The Findhorn Foundation in Scotland when I was there and also Dr Edgar Mitchell the sixth Astronaut to walk on the Moon and his communications with plants in a laboratory.

The most interesting ones to me are the communications that are sensed by the plants by changes in the Sun, the Moon and the planets before they are registered on two days later when the frequencies reach the Earth. Although it is outstanding and mind blowing to know that intention and projected thought and emotions can be ‘picked up’ and registered. There are other experiments such as ‘Chicken don’t lie’ which was an experiment with baby rabbits and chickens that altered random generators, and the work of Sir Percy Seymour on planets and movements, and the work of preconception and sperm by Dr Graham Farrant and the Karolinska Institute in Sweden, further deep research will astound many.

From this research it seems there is a field of ‘knowing and perception’ below the level of surface mind chatter ‘logical’ thought, the linear thought process and logical sequential data from this.

So being still and quiet by natural means one can feel below the surface and feel like a gut instinctual intuitive aliveness that possibly animals, plants, trees, fish, birds molecules, atoms and particles abide in.  Some humans can tap into this. I feel in this stillness there is a network a sort of internet which connects the whole Universe in a language which is not spoken as a humans would comprehend but by a system of information which is Universally designed to communicate to its entirety which is commensurate and concomitant to its forms ability to comprehend it in its unique way and yet Universally.

This is an informing and Intelligence field working below the unconscious and subconscious, it is a network of information and highly efficient speedy communication and is not just raw energy but a specific and dedicated with purpose.

Although it has been proven that the roots of plants can be a line of communication and currents have been measured it is important to realise that the impulses contain information and update the forest network of data, such as moisture, nourishment and danger. There are wonderful videos that can be found on this and its measurements.

It is vital to understand that although the electrons, protons, molecules and root fibres therein and the atmosphere above the forest which has for humans the 7.87 Hertz Schumann Resonance, these are carriers of information which is the ‘life blood’ as an informing agency meant to be shared to enable a whole Cosmic Universal System Network of shared information from the huge planets and stars, galaxies to miniature bacteria, each is a node of intelligence and shares its information back, it is a self feeding and sharing and by continual feedback and adjustments are made from Universal Bodies to the infinitesimal and so it is an unselfish holistic entity and each form and node lovingly surrenders itself to the whole in order for the whole benefits and as well the individual. A Universe that works for each and everyone, one for all and all for one.   

In this respect human individual agendas which are selfish and hoarding and dominant in many then mar the flow and cause a blockage and cause unnecessary rerouteing and delays and yet the network will eventually find its balance by the fact that each unit feeds in its data as to how it surmounts the obstacles and this will cause a self correcting balance. 

It seems each form or unit has its set of frequencies with a facility to update and reconfigure re data from the network which benefits the whole and the individual as a link in the chain encourages the other links to develop as it were. It could well have been the field of consciousness, the ocean of creativity which developed self aware basic nodes or units and by a continual sharing of millions of units and they were endowed with intelligence and they grew fed into the data bank and so the whole ‘almost brainstormed’ and so evolution began to take place, a collective, not the survival of the fittest. So the network takes care of units, its nodes as long as one is willing not by self interest but by lovingly and altruistically caring for the whole, not a dumb dull submission but a real love for the whole.

As I scribe this my ego is prompting me to scrub it and giving me interfering thoughts and feelings, negative and old patterns.  This is outside the network of communication and is the realm of the collective unconscious and subconscious. It is this distortion that causes unrest and is noisy and like a cloud blotting out the sun. Like a circle as an example having dots on its perimeter and these dots are the nodes and forms each node will experience at the deep below thought consciousness and in the stillness to which is awareness and will listen to updates and feed its data to the system and this adds to the possibilities and probabilities and each node will take from the system its nourishment commensurate to its needs and the feedback is then recorded and so the circle of the network expands and is healthy. Here the whole network is a living conscious intelligent mind of supreme intelligence.

The real AH HA’s are the deep attuning and the network has fed in relevance and at this deep level has reconfigured and updated information and enrichment.

There is a system by a scientist named Ilya Prigogine that I have filched the idea to fit my theorem; as an organic system grows it feeds and excretes and it takes in the maximum that the system can hold in energy if the exchange has been successful to a greater or lesser extent. It gets to a point that through its nature inherent in it, it has to expand and in many cases it does so like these examples; a crab sheds its carapace, the snake its skin, the caterpillar to the chrysalis and humans from, born, baby, child, teenager, adult, senior and death. The periods of the intermittent change are somewhat chaotic and in some cases somewhat fraught and dangerous. In this process of chaos all is being silently updated, reconfigured and the network has the coordinates and algorithms to create the new form, ultimately there may come a time when the whole algorithms are out dated and a network update may take place for example Mammoth to Elephants, Homo Erectus to Homo Sapien and so and even to a near Earth Wipe out and species.  See my writings on www.geoffreedonline.com from POST 299 onwards for more details.

It is here that in the chaos one is reminded to be as still and as silent to let the healing, reformation and new form arrive.

There is a small network of human agendas; the sects, the religions, the cults, the fashions, the media, the medical and political and many minor ones, these are in the collective unconscious and are local and the updates are limited and although seen through science as a large step forward there is still the urge to be selfish and history repeating itself.  The local networks are limited by selfish agendas that are mainly profit and power motivated, so growth is limited. If this is continued and the expansion due to natural means is not accomplished a large eruption and upheaval even to planetary wipe out could occur.  In the normal process of exchange with the environment there are hitches even to the normal process; drought, war, austerity measures, pollution and all else that goes with it. As the unit sheds its excess energy because the unit’s capacity needs to enlarge it goes into the holding bay seen as chaos in order to grow and take in more energy and exchange as excretion which act as manure and fuel. I feel we are at a crossroads and perhaps a tipping point to expansion, I feel our Sun and Solar System are getting information from the network and passing it on to the network units in information and energy packets that they can handle which suitable so as to not blow their fuses so to speak and cause burn out.  The planets of the solar system are getting their changes as mentioned in many sources and the link above.

On death if it successfully exchanged the consciousness of the unit may go to a higher energy rating depending on its expansion and exchange process, it is here to note many have evolved physically by food and excretion however mentally and psychologically are held back and not exchanged like the same old religious, political, media entrenched materialistic whirligigs, so they may reincarnate to the previous network to endeavour to upgrade.

Those that have exchanged well may find themselves in a less dense atomically impacted network where the electrons are not so condensed as ice as it were and even water which would be an option and then to steam and beyond as per example.

Sometimes the network of consciousness throughout the ever expanding mind thought Cosmos sends a blast of information as a huge AH HA that it spaces me out and I have to find a grounding mechanism, this will alter the synaptic and brain relationships and if a filtering mechanism such as grounding exercises and foods then a feeling of dizziness ‘unworldlyness’ can ensue, dreams, sleep upsets and so on, this is happening a lot as we reach a certain point in the cyclic Universal Upgrade which is the next step in evolution. The Cosmic evolution to us may seem slow however at other points on the network it be happening at near light speed and beyond which entails massive energy that we could not handle, as it travels through the network it is transformed to the amounts each unit can handle and if the exchange is not that well developed it could develop in burn out or death.

Then what of the physical?; well the rearrangement of the neuronal and synaptic networks they will be sending new chemicals and so the cells will be jumping about and the energy endorphins wise will create highs and the nadis, meridian networks will cause a few dams in order to allow and absorption and adaptation period and so there may joint, stiffness and fatigue, here some good rest and detoxing might help, massage, yoga and Tai chi Qi Gong and so on.

Death is the great liberator in the sense that if one has exchanged well then one can arrive in a less dense atomic compacted form and a capacity to expand and exchange more so expanding into larger and more energy forms less dense and so on.  The capacity for joy and happiness in some of these forms are absolutely immense and also remembering they are still part of the deep network below thought and so are feeding the network with their energy and encouraging all forms to help the network expand as they expand and pass through the network their experiences and the forms can perhaps touch the grace and joy at times. This is of course is the Ascension process.  

If one has many materialistic benefits goes on cruises, many mansions, wealth and has done the world trips and is bored one can be constantly searching for Earthly pursuits and perhaps becomes fed up and never really expands mentally and is on a race track and seeking new highs and kicks, and then becomes a prisoner of a modified known. If one is still and in contact with the network of the deep consciousness there is a Universal input and it is exciting in a pristine original way. Here one sense’s the Universe is updating itself through its network which each node is contributing an input which is sorted and absorbed. 

The higher energy forms which reside in the network occasionally may visit the nodes that are on the ascension path and we as humans see them as Angels, Avatar’s, and Messiahs, ET’s and in other ways; when I had my NDE and in desperate situations and I have let go and become empty and still a sudden grace, a joy and a certainty came and restored me to health or resolved a situation. I was in touch with the network and it updated the information and intelligence in order to help a dysfunctional node and the result was twofold; the node was restored to health and the network was strengthened or at least came back to a status qua.

Then there is the case for spontaneous remission; I feel that somehow there is a chance either by grace, or the letting go completely and utterly of the fear, a sort of break in the clouds of surface habit and routine and the sun as it were the true self breaks through and all is healed to the original patterns in the network. Maybe a higher energy form has intervened or a part of the pre life agreement contracted within the network and also the unit has gleaned sufficient knowledge in order to facilitate the merit, after all when this remission takes place there is often thanks and joy and a person may have gone to a space and energy of less dense and therefore less wordily materialistic predilections.  

The voluntary loving ‘surrender’ and this is not a worthy description it is more like a letting go of one’s agendas when done as a natural love and a great feeling which surges through the network and all is very every well indeed.

SHACK


    
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SHACK 547 QUESTIONS AND DOUBTS

PETER PRESCOTT. WE.


Restless and twisting, uncomfortable and uncertain prompted this scribing. It came about after mulling over a series of thoughts that were prickly to my mind and causing deep consternation.

Am I doing Qi Gong, juicing my daily routines, juicing, meditation and other routines just to prolong my health and a kind of well being in order to follow a deep entrenched programme running silently in the background, my sort of base reference data checkpoint which everything is either modified, reconfigured and made to make sense thereby satisfying the ego censor which is the guardian and keeper, watchdog and sentinel of life conditioning and brain washing with a licence to allow tolerance and latitude to the proceedings to a certain degree.

Do I really love my body and life and my feeling of love for the divine; am I merely doing this out of a sort of insurance policy? Do I do these things for approval to make sure I will not get ill, that God will love me and save me a seat in heaven’s theatre and that I will not get seriously ill and live longer and prosper and stick two fingers up at the material affluence capitalistic way of living and the monastic religious piety then overlapping to the medical, scientific, political and media fashions and idioms and proudly say ‘I did it my way’ and get my approval from admirers and from my ego, whith echoes of the Frank Sinatra lyrics. 
And now, the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I'll say it clear
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I've traveled each and every highway
But more, much more than this
I did it my way
Regrets, I've had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill my share of losing
And now,

It’s very easy to say I lead an exemplary life and my way is the right way, yes maybe for me, yes and if it is honest I feel others should follow my example, how egoistic is this?  

If I look closely and honestly as I can it seems this way of life has become ingrained and like gobbled prayer and supplications are these only lip service and if they are not religiously followed what are the consequences?; feeling guilty I have missed a QI Gong session, not juicing then my blood pressure and cholesterol will rise and the doctor will suggest medication and I must beat the system and in consequence beat myself up, God will punish me, my body will not like me for it and so am I doing all my routines out of fear and being punished, God’s wrath will awaken the saboteur, ego retribution and of course its all the new energies, pollution and political agendas, not being religious and going to Church, Mosque, Synagogue and my bigoted big headed ‘my way’ is merely assurance and comfort when I do these routines. I feel part of me is missing if I do not routinely do the routines. They are like an acrobat without a safety net.

Then this brings up the question what is trust and faith?; are my routines a substitute for faith and trust in the Divine, the Great Source of Life, The Beloved Father Mother God, do I really trust in the Divine, not as a picture of a Being who may epitomise God or be encapsulated with the Great Spirit, what if I were somewhere else where when I am unable to perform many of the routines that seem psychologically to be my mental belief coping systems and a crutch and merely symbolic and an edifice.  What then; well there have been a few times when ‘I have been up a creek without a paddle’ when in sheer desperation I have had to let go of the scaffold and the raft in choppy waters and have managed to let go of all mental constructs and then a spontaneous grace and seemingly miraculous event took place.

So I am left with a quandary; do I deliberately let go and do no exercise, eat what I consider to be ordinary food, not juice, no meditation and just become a sort of vagrant and just perhaps be quiet, or maybe just vegetate and wait for life to what it does when not caring or not being in a state of awareness?

My feeling now is to listen, be still and let my body mind ‘float’ and see, watch what arises when ‘the naughty boy skips school and plays truant’ and see the residue of fear arise when missing the familiar.

I feel the world and its chaotic nature is reflecting these as outworn patterns no longer serve purpose or like my outworn patterns have to be established from a genuine desire and not for profit. My profit is to gain and get from the patterns as above the reward of a healthy long peaceful life, the crux is the patterns are probably OK but they must not become a symbolic God, the patterns must be recognised as energised by God not by insurance as a modus operand in itself. Praise is to be given and gratitude that is the essence of survival and not just a mechanical rote and routine.

SHACK

SHACK 546 DISORIENTATION

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Many beliefs and explanations are melting away and I feel myself reaching for something to ‘hang my hat on’ and so getting used to this is very perplexing. Everything has this unreal- ness about it, it really is dream like, having no real life and therefore what is the sense of hanging onto dreams, they have no real substance.  Dreams are temporary and trying to ‘catch’ them and make them solid as a reality will only in time and with death fade away or reincarnate with one as unfinished business and frustrated desire.

Mentally and physically I am quite clumsy as my new mind set does not match the reality I am experiencing. What are these objects? I get quite angry as they pull me back to the old patterns. These used to be precious and useful and now they are mere commodities that are expedient for the time.  It all seems like a game, like a TV or other experiences they are ships that pass in the night.

I feel out of sink, out of alignment with the new energy's even world events are speeding up and some of the things are surreal, chaotic and downright ludicrous. Of course my old belief system is pulling me back even for the sake of making it rational and an explanation in order to feel safe; it must be I am gong mad, the harbinger of a systemic disease, of course the saboteur will zap me soon.  Bad luck is stalking me and so on.

I am looking around for something and there is nothing there, where has it all gone. I am dizzy and disorientated and I'm spaced out and have balance issues.  I am in a different time zone and of course my joints and bones will respond, they ache at times and seem 'disjointed'along with fatigue and muscle soreness, disrupted sleep patterns and really strange dreams as the unconscious vainly tries to comprehend the emptiness, the egos worst nightmare. This is very much a symptom of consciousness changes and the ingress of the Cosmic new order frequencies. 

I get annoyed when I am clumsy because of the view I have now they do not fit the importance and relative usefulness they had before.  These things are where they were before but my consciousness does not relate to them as before, they are out of phase and therefore slightly out of alignment. The values of life at this particular period in my life are not so important, there is more space, lack of thinking and the internal dialogue is not so virulent and so more quiet and noise is more noticeable.

The material value of things is getting less and less and the peace and tranquillity with the surety is more accentuated at present.  Gradually the world of materialism is fading and preparing me for  the ultimate letting go and clearing of the slate and onto a new venture somewhere else.

SHACK



SHACK 545 PARTICIPATION

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Talking to a friend and discussing identity she felt she was seeking a foundation and therefore an identity and in my view this comes with a history, a belief system and although this is a world held view and can give a reason for living however this kind of foundation based on tenets and beliefs can become a dogma and separates those of another ‘foundation’, and as such can easily in some cases be swapped for another foundation when this appears to be not functioning or fulfilling the goal desired.

This then seems to be a temporary affair even if it lasts a life time because its very nature is in a way transient and can easily be exchanged in that life time if so desired or so tenacious as to be blind to other views.

My feeling was that consciousness which to my mind seems the foundation and this consciousness is awareness, it is the witness and as such has to be conscious and aware to experience life even in dreams and this awake life maybe an extended dream only the witness has been temporarily seduced and stuck fast and perhaps has been incarnated in order to release the tenacious super glue built up over many incarnations from the distant past. However on eventually working through this gummed up sticky residue one’s past of karma is eradicated.  So this comes back to the ‘foundation of no foundation’. The foundation is an invisible awareness which is consciousness.

When one has a belief system which becomes the base and reference point to Life and decisions thereof, one maybe restricted to choice through the background check in the computer held software of that reaction.  This then becomes the moral, religious cultural foundation and can be as rigid or as flexible within certain limits of tolerance.

With awareness, not ego anticipation and on guard alertness but a natural awareness free and all round observance without effort, a natural morality arises because it is the morality of the Universal non local self and so is in tune with the Universe.  No matter how lofty and virtuous the local ego agenda is it is still human contrived and is usually based on someone else’s morality and life’s work.

The late J Krishnamurti was told by a participant at his lectures ‘Krishnamurti gi I have given up all my vices---his reply 'now give up all your virtues’.  Can one be free of duality?

Well it is possible I suppose; let us examine a possible scenario; Supposing one has become a witness like say watching the TV, being in the market place of life and just being aware that one is the observer then one can participate in all of life, a witness to the highs and lows just being not ‘forcibly detached’ and saying I will become a hermit, keep my head below the fortress wall, bury my head in the sand and so on. Then surely this is what one may have signed up for, it may be the reason one came to this life in order to overcome that which is distasteful, painful and shocking. Face the fear and walk through it not with determination and grit but by relaxing and breathing and realising they are not a threat, the threat comes when one retreats and gives energy to that fear and buries it in the vault of unfinished business.

So look, observe, enjoy, move, let go, no desires to keep a pleasant experience it is a passing cloud, if distasteful and dreadful, painful and disgusting, watch it melt away as the fear and tightness dissolves.

Therefore walk in the market place of the world; it will not go away until one dies and if not dealt with, suppressed, pressed down and so a feast for depression, it remains an unconscious fear and no matter what one does will automatically react at the next signal for its release. Be a spiritual warrior face the faceless, face the fear, face the assassin  and saboteur that lurks in the shadows of the unconscious, let the light of awareness illuminate the dark corners of the mind so the shadows of fear and uncertainty can no longer lurk and mug the awareness of its light.

So walk free and roam where one has to and in every situation remember that the software programmes are just that, they are brain washed, conditioning no matter what the so called wisdom might be held in that programme.

The child when born may have unfinished business but until it grows it will be a near open mind, it knows nothing of religion, culture and all else, from the moment it begins to realise and think, reason and take on its duty and all else it has lost the awareness and has a foundation of its parents or those it grows up with.  The child has to be taught  who one is now, until the light goes on as to who am I really, before I was conditioned and brain washed and with a chance of finding the 'foundation of no foundation' feeling secure in a kind of empty nowhere-ness. 

A wise man said ‘if you wish to receive the Kingdom of Heaven be like that of a small child’. It maybe that the child later on and even at birth and the womb becomes traumatised and one can become cynical and blame one’s parents, the politicians, religions, god and oneself. This blame often turns one to a spiritual path, renunciation of mundane life, a monastic life all this is OK but does not deal with the dissatisfaction and merely shelves it away in the attic of the unconscious.

I cannot say I am at any point of liberation, I am merely expressing a view and this can be of course debated and refuted, however all I can do is to see the hiccups, the burps and the pitfalls, trusting that the ever present light of awareness and therefore the eternal consciousness will break the clouds and dreary drudge of mundane existence and wake me up to the reality that nowhere- ness is safe and the no mind of the witness will shine through the cracks that are offered me and that grace is benevolent and will visit me at spontaneous moments and so the AH HA’s take me ever nearer to the emptiness of joy and eventually to death of the known.

SHACK