SHACK 904 COP OUT

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This article can seem like a cop out; first I see these masked people walking about in this Cover up -19(Covid -19 supposed virus) and they look so sheepish, the government, Gates and WHO is taking the piss and secretly jeering and just pushing the population to rebellion---oh not the British. Something in me says it’s a hoax of a huge gigantic plunder of humanity. The real news says that the doctors, nurses are sitting on a huge clamp down and mustn’t talk to the press about the fake covid signings, the actual numbers and the corruption.

The illusions I get into, the fantasies and other programmes and habits, fears and dictates that  I impose on myself and feel remorse and guiltily that I give in to these urges and I try to justify them by saying ‘well Lord I’m only human and I know that I do them and the urge is too great’ so I’m expecting to go to another bad incarnation, hell or beat myself up another sign that I have failed and that is pleasing in a back handed cold comfort way because it reinforces the programme of a failure, naughty boy and lack of self confidence and esteem, panic attacks, expected health failure and for carrying out the programme WITHOUT failure my reward is of self remorse, reinforcing my worthlessness and wimp-ish behaviour and I need humiliating because I admit my failures and delight in them and in a double blind unbelievable way it is fulfilling. How many times did I witness this in patients and in Forensics in the Dominatrix and sadomasochistic parlours? 

I have recently had several different takes on the above; as many of us are brain washed, inculcated and conditioned and the human response in nearly every culture is learning by pain and punishment then one endeavours to please the administrator of that punitive action and so learn to feel guilty and remorse and shame in having failed to please and will do almost anything to get a loving reward or even some minuscule response of approval, so the real self is suppressed and repressed. I have to be loyal and supportive to my brain washed programmes no matter what. When the person who is at the hands of dominatrix suddenly feels 'I am not a naughty boy, girl, things a useless waste of space and feels I am not punishing myself any further, be gone, I stand mighty and tall', then the dominatrix of ones own ego or a person has done their job.

Then it dawned on me; if these are human made programmes and as I  have scripted so many times before in blog and SHACK articles, THEY are not real or have any real substance and so to feel guilty, shame and remorse over a non truth and as set of thoughts and beliefs which can be swapped and juxtaposed, reconfigured, computed scanned and digitally alter by inculcation by persuasion, and other sets of brain washing that they are in fact worthless as the culprit feels and in fact that they are worthless and only receive punishment by the same set of programmes that dictate the forms of punishment.

So why do or others buy into this; as above from the womb and its feelings imparted to the fetus and thereon by parents, culture, religion, ethics, nationality and so on. Later on life if something makes one question the above one may come to see its all conditioning and finding ways to live in the ‘gaps’ between programmes (when I swapped Jewish for trying XYZ other religions and philosophies, cults and off city and jobs for the wilds) I came to find that the ‘GAP’ wasn’t a boring sterile life but a simple peace and non ambitious as the world sees or perceives it and that beliefs which are entrenched programmes actually programme the cells and genes but for few inherited physical traits and that the psychological, mental and behavioural patterns are but hand me downs and have been inculcated in us and so we are brain washed, the problem is many do know this or perish the thought they are mere robots.

Many try to shrug this off and know it deeply inside their misty minds and have turmoil and try to reach themselves through the dim mists of many lives and historic events and some getting flashbacks into a ghastly nuance that haunts them from time, time, long lost lives back somewhere in the aeons of time and a strange space somewhere, somehow.

In the struggle to throw off this dilemma and the apparition that doggedly stalks one, like Bruce Lee and his demon and many who have their karmic stalker as I have who sabotages my health and well being, which I suspect are these past traces or active programmes we have unwittingly taken on board.

So I believe in the breaking my brain washing which maybe swearing, lewd thoughts and so on I feel I might have sinned and the God given programmes of brain washing, the programmes take on a deific persona I will go to the place after death and even now and be judged by the deity which is self imposed or brain washed into my, the me of false me, the programmes having boarded up the caged dark prison devoid of light, the light of awareness and presence.

It is the beliefs which of course set up the thoughts which are converted into chemical peptides' and set up the ‘food’ the cells are trained and indeed inculcated by my programming, so they like the real me in the ‘gaps’ that loving simple wise child intuitive (replacing or enhancing instinct), this a mind sensing as distinct from a gut physical sensing, so THE genes and cell become the expression of my beliefs.

 

SHACK

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

     

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 This article can seem like a cop out; first I see these masked people walking about in this Cover up -19(Covid -19 supposed virus) and they look so sheepish, the government, Gates and WHO is taking the piss and secretly jeering and just pushing the population to rebellion---oh not the British. Something in me says it’s a hoax of a huge gigantic plunder of humanity. The real news says that the doctors, nurses are sitting on a huge clamp down and mustn’t talk to the press about the fake covid signings, the actual numbers and the corruption.

 

The illusions I get into, the fantasies and other programmes and habits, fears and dictates that  I impose on myself and feel remorse and guiltily that I give in to these urges and I try to justify them by saying ‘well Lord I’m only human and I know that I do them and the urge is too great’ so I’m expecting to go to another bad incarnation, hell or beat myself up another sign that I have failed and that is pleasing in a back handed cold comfort way because it reinforces the programme of a failure, naughty boy and lack of self confidence and esteem, panic attacks, expected health failure and for carrying out the programme WITHOUT failure my reward is of self remorse, reinforcing my worthlessness and wimp-ish behaviour and I need humiliating because I admit my failures and delight in them and in a double blind unbelievable way it is fulfilling. How many times did I witness this in patients and in Forensics in the Dominatrix and sadomasochistic parlours? 

 

I have recently had several different takes on the above; as many of us are brain washed, inculcated and conditioned and the human response in nearly every culture is learning by pain and punishment then one endeavours to please the administrator of that punitive action and so learn to feel guilty and remorse and shame in having failed to please and will do almost anything to get a loving reward or even some miniscule response of approval, so the real self is suppressed and repressed. I have to be loyal and supportive to my brain washed programmes no matter what.

 

Then it dawned on me; if these are human made programmes and as I scripted so many times before in blog and SHACK articles, THEY are not real or have any real substance and so to feel guilty, shame and remorse over a non truth and as set of thoughts and beliefs which can be swapped and juxtaposed, reconfigured, computed scanned and digitally alter by inculcation by persuasion, and other sets of brain washing that they are in fact worthless as the culprit feels and in fact that they are worthless and only receive punishment by the same set of programmes that dictate the forms of punishment.

 

So why do or others buy into this; as above from the womb and its feelings imparted to the foetus and thereon by parents, culture, religion, ethics, nationality and so on. Later on life if something makes one question the above one may come to see its all conditioning and finding ways to live in the ‘gaps’ between programmes (when I swapped Jewish for trying XYZ other religions and philosophies, cults and off city and job for the wilds) I came to find that the ‘GAP’ wasn’t a boring sterile life but a simple peace and non ambitious as the world sees or perceives it and that beliefs which are entrenched programmes actually programme the cells and genes but for few inherited physical traits and that the psychological, mental and behavioural patters are but hand me downs and have been inculcated in us and so we are brain washed, the problem is many do know this or perish the thought they are mere robots.

 

Many try to shrug this off and know it deeply inside their misty minds and have turmoil and try to reach themselves through the dim mists of many lives and historic events and some getting flashbacks into a ghastly nuance that haunts from time, time, long lost lives back somewhere in the aeons of time and a strange space somewhere, somehow.

 

In the struggle to throw off this dilemma and apparition that doggedly stalks one, like Bruce Lee and his demon and many who have their karmic stalker as I have who sabotages my health and well being, which I suspect are these past traces or active programmes we have unwittingly taken on board.

 

So is I believe in the breaking my brain washing which maybe swearing, lewd thoughts and so on I feel I might have sinned and the God given programmes of brain washing, the programmes take on a deific persona I will go to the place after death and even now and be judged by the deity which is self imposed or brain washed into my, the me of false me, the programmes having boarded up the caged dark prison devoid of light, the light of awareness and presence.

 

It is the beliefs which of course set up the thoughts which are converted into chemical peptides and set up the ‘food’ the cells are trained and indeed inculcated by my programming, so they like the real me in the ‘gaps’ that loving simple wise child intuitive (replacing or enhancing instinct), this a mind sensing as distinct from a gut physical sensing, so THE genes and cell become the expression of my beliefs.

 

SHACK

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

     

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  This article can seem like a cop out; first I see these masked people walking about in this Cover up -19(Covid -19 supposed virus) and they look so sheepish, the government, Gates and WHO is taking the piss and secretly jeering and just pushing the population to rebellion---oh not the British. Something in me says it’s a hoax of a huge gigantic plunder of humanity. The real news says that the doctors, nurses are sitting on a huge clamp down and mustn’t talk to the press about the fake covid signings, the actual numbers and the corruption.

 

The illusions I get into, the fantasies and other programmes and habits, fears and dictates that  I impose on myself and feel remorse and guiltily that I give in to these urges and I try to justify them by saying ‘well Lord I’m only human and I know that I do them and the urge is too great’ so I’m expecting to go to another bad incarnation, hell or beat myself up another sign that I have failed and that is pleasing in a back handed cold comfort way because it reinforces the programme of a failure, naughty boy and lack of self confidence and esteem, panic attacks, expected health failure and for carrying out the programme WITHOUT failure my reward is of self remorse, reinforcing my worthlessness and wimp-ish behaviour and I need humiliating because I admit my failures and delight in them and in a double blind unbelievable way it is fulfilling. How many times did I witness this in patients and in Forensics in the Dominatrix and sadomasochistic parlours? 

 

I have recently had several different takes on the above; as many of us are brain washed, inculcated and conditioned and the human response in nearly every culture is learning by pain and punishment then one endeavours to please the administrator of that punitive action and so learn to feel guilty and remorse and shame in having failed to please and will do almost anything to get a loving reward or even some miniscule response of approval, so the real self is suppressed and repressed. I have to be loyal and supportive to my brain washed programmes no matter what.

 

Then it dawned on me; if these are human made programmes and as I scripted so many times before in blog and SHACK articles, THEY are not real or have any real substance and so to feel guilty, shame and remorse over a non truth and as set of thoughts and beliefs which can be swapped and juxtaposed, reconfigured, computed scanned and digitally alter by inculcation by persuasion, and other sets of brain washing that they are in fact worthless as the culprit feels and in fact that they are worthless and only receive punishment by the same set of programmes that dictate the forms of punishment.

 

So why do or others buy into this; as above from the womb and its feelings imparted to the foetus and thereon by parents, culture, religion, ethics, nationality and so on. Later on life if something makes one question the above one may come to see its all conditioning and finding ways to live in the ‘gaps’ between programmes (when I swapped Jewish for trying XYZ other religions and philosophies, cults and off city and job for the wilds) I came to find that the ‘GAP’ wasn’t a boring sterile life but a simple peace and non ambitious as the world sees or perceives it and that beliefs which are entrenched programmes actually programme the cells and genes but for few inherited physical traits and that the psychological, mental and behavioural patters are but hand me downs and have been inculcated in us and so we are brain washed, the problem is many do know this or perish the thought they are mere robots.

 

Many try to shrug this off and know it deeply inside their misty minds and have turmoil and try to reach themselves through the dim mists of many lives and historic events and some getting flashbacks into a ghastly nuance that haunts from time, time, long lost lives back somewhere in the aeons of time and a strange space somewhere, somehow.

 

In the struggle to throw off this dilemma and apparition that doggedly stalks one, like Bruce Lee and his demon and many who have their karmic stalker as I have who sabotages my health and well being, which I suspect are these past traces or active programmes we have unwittingly taken on board.

 

So is I believe in the breaking my brain washing which maybe swearing, lewd thoughts and so on I feel I might have sinned and the God given programmes of brain washing, the programmes take on a deific persona I will go to the place after death and even now and be judged by the deity which is self imposed or brain washed into my, the me of false me, the programmes having boarded up the caged dark prison devoid of light, the light of awareness and presence.

 

It is the beliefs which of course set up the thoughts which are converted into chemical peptides and set up the ‘food’ the cells are trained and indeed inculcated by my programming, so they like the real me in the ‘gaps’ that loving simple wise child intuitive (replacing or enhancing instinct), this a mind sensing as distinct from a gut physical sensing, so THE genes and cell become the expression of my beliefs.

 

SHACK

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

     

 

 

 

 

 This article can seem like a cop out; first I see these masked people walking about in this Cover up -19(Covid -19 supposed virus) and they look so sheepish, the government, Gates and WHO is taking the piss and secretly jeering and just pushing the population to rebellion---oh not the British. Something in me says it’s a hoax of a huge gigantic plunder of humanity. The real news says that the doctors, nurses are sitting on a huge clamp down and mustn’t talk to the press about the fake covid signings, the actual numbers and the corruption.

 

The illusions I get into, the fantasies and other programmes and habits, fears and dictates that  I impose on myself and feel remorse and guiltily that I give in to these urges and I try to justify them by saying ‘well Lord I’m only human and I know that I do them and the urge is too great’ so I’m expecting to go to another bad incarnation, hell or beat myself up another sign that I have failed and that is pleasing in a back handed cold comfort way because it reinforces the programme of a failure, naughty boy and lack of self confidence and esteem, panic attacks, expected health failure and for carrying out the programme WITHOUT failure my reward is of self remorse, reinforcing my worthlessness and wimp-ish behaviour and I need humiliating because I admit my failures and delight in them and in a double blind unbelievable way it is fulfilling. How many times did I witness this in patients and in Forensics in the Dominatrix and sadomasochistic parlours? 

 

I have recently had several different takes on the above; as many of us are brain washed, inculcated and conditioned and the human response in nearly every culture is learning by pain and punishment then one endeavours to please the administrator of that punitive action and so learn to feel guilty and remorse and shame in having failed to please and will do almost anything to get a loving reward or even some miniscule response of approval, so the real self is suppressed and repressed. I have to be loyal and supportive to my brain washed programmes no matter what.

 

Then it dawned on me; if these are human made programmes and as I scripted so many times before in blog and SHACK articles, THEY are not real or have any real substance and so to feel guilty, shame and remorse over a non truth and as set of thoughts and beliefs which can be swapped and juxtaposed, reconfigured, computed scanned and digitally alter by inculcation by persuasion, and other sets of brain washing that they are in fact worthless as the culprit feels and in fact that they are worthless and only receive punishment by the same set of programmes that dictate the forms of punishment.

 

So why do or others buy into this; as above from the womb and its feelings imparted to the foetus and thereon by parents, culture, religion, ethics, nationality and so on. Later on life if something makes one question the above one may come to see its all conditioning and finding ways to live in the ‘gaps’ between programmes (when I swapped Jewish for trying XYZ other religions and philosophies, cults and off city and job for the wilds) I came to find that the ‘GAP’ wasn’t a boring sterile life but a simple peace and non ambitious as the world sees or perceives it and that beliefs which are entrenched programmes actually programme the cells and genes but for few inherited physical traits and that the psychological, mental and behavioural patters are but hand me downs and have been inculcated in us and so we are brain washed, the problem is many do know this or perish the thought they are mere robots.

 

Many try to shrug this off and know it deeply inside their misty minds and have turmoil and try to reach themselves through the dim mists of many lives and historic events and some getting flashbacks into a ghastly nuance that haunts from time, time, long lost lives back somewhere in the aeons of time and a strange space somewhere, somehow.

 

In the struggle to throw off this dilemma and apparition that doggedly stalks one, like Bruce Lee and his demon and many who have their karmic stalker as I have who sabotages my health and well being, which I suspect are these past traces or active programmes we have unwittingly taken on board.

 

So is I believe in the breaking my brain washing which maybe swearing, lewd thoughts and so on I feel I might have sinned and the God given programmes of brain washing, the programmes take on a deific persona I will go to the place after death and even now and be judged by the deity which is self imposed or brain washed into my, the me of false me, the programmes having boarded up the caged dark prison devoid of light, the light of awareness and presence.

 

It is the beliefs which of course set up the thoughts which are converted into chemical peptides and set up the ‘food’ the cells are trained and indeed inculcated by my programming, so they like the real me in the ‘gaps’ that loving simple wise child intuitive (replacing or enhancing instinct), this a mind sensing as distinct from a gut physical sensing, so THE genes and cell become the expression of my beliefs.

 

SHACK

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

     

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

  This article can seem like a cop out; first I see these masked people walking about in this Cover up -19(Covid -19 supposed virus) and they look so sheepish, the government, Gates and WHO is taking the piss and secretly jeering and just pushing the population to rebellion---oh not the British. Something in me says it’s a hoax of a huge gigantic plunder of humanity. The real news says that the doctors, nurses are sitting on a huge clamp down and mustn’t talk to the press about the fake covid signings, the actual numbers and the corruption.

 

The illusions I get into, the fantasies and other programmes and habits, fears and dictates that  I impose on myself and feel remorse and guiltily that I give in to these urges and I try to justify them by saying ‘well Lord I’m only human and I know that I do them and the urge is too great’ so I’m expecting to go to another bad incarnation, hell or beat myself up another sign that I have failed and that is pleasing in a back handed cold comfort way because it reinforces the programme of a failure, naughty boy and lack of self confidence and esteem, panic attacks, expected health failure and for carrying out the programme WITHOUT failure my reward is of self remorse, reinforcing my worthlessness and wimp-ish behaviour and I need humiliating because I admit my failures and delight in them and in a double blind unbelievable way it is fulfilling. How many times did I witness this in patients and in Forensics in the Dominatrix and sadomasochistic parlours? 

 

I have recently had several different takes on the above; as many of us are brain washed, inculcated and conditioned and the human response in nearly every culture is learning by pain and punishment then one endeavours to please the administrator of that punitive action and so learn to feel guilty and remorse and shame in having failed to please and will do almost anything to get a loving reward or even some miniscule response of approval, so the real self is suppressed and repressed. I have to be loyal and supportive to my brain washed programmes no matter what.

 

Then it dawned on me; if these are human made programmes and as I scripted so many times before in blog and SHACK articles, THEY are not real or have any real substance and so to feel guilty, shame and remorse over a non truth and as set of thoughts and beliefs which can be swapped and juxtaposed, reconfigured, computed scanned and digitally alter by inculcation by persuasion, and other sets of brain washing that they are in fact worthless as the culprit feels and in fact that they are worthless and only receive punishment by the same set of programmes that dictate the forms of punishment.

 

So why do or others buy into this; as above from the womb and its feelings imparted to the foetus and thereon by parents, culture, religion, ethics, nationality and so on. Later on life if something makes one question the above one may come to see its all conditioning and finding ways to live in the ‘gaps’ between programmes (when I swapped Jewish for trying XYZ other religions and philosophies, cults and off city and job for the wilds) I came to find that the ‘GAP’ wasn’t a boring sterile life but a simple peace and non ambitious as the world sees or perceives it and that beliefs which are entrenched programmes actually programme the cells and genes but for few inherited physical traits and that the psychological, mental and behavioural patters are but hand me downs and have been inculcated in us and so we are brain washed, the problem is many do know this or perish the thought they are mere robots.

 

Many try to shrug this off and know it deeply inside their misty minds and have turmoil and try to reach themselves through the dim mists of many lives and historic events and some getting flashbacks into a ghastly nuance that haunts from time, time, long lost lives back somewhere in the aeons of time and a strange space somewhere, somehow.

 

In the struggle to throw off this dilemma and apparition that doggedly stalks one, like Bruce Lee and his demon and many who have their karmic stalker as I have who sabotages my health and well being, which I suspect are these past traces or active programmes we have unwittingly taken on board.

 

So is I believe in the breaking my brain washing which maybe swearing, lewd thoughts and so on I feel I might have sinned and the God given programmes of brain washing, the programmes take on a deific persona I will go to the place after death and even now and be judged by the deity which is self imposed or brain washed into my, the me of false me, the programmes having boarded up the caged dark prison devoid of light, the light of awareness and presence.

 

It is the beliefs which of course set up the thoughts which are converted into chemical peptides and set up the ‘food’ the cells are trained and indeed inculcated by my programming, so they like the real me in the ‘gaps’ that loving simple wise child intuitive (replacing or enhancing instinct), this a mind sensing as distinct from a gut physical sensing, so THE genes and cell become the expression of my beliefs.

 

SHACK