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| Bits & Bobs.Tumbir |
A most extraordinary, profoundly significant realisation and uplifting experience in this New Moon of the 9th July 2021.
I have often mentioned my trees in the garden where I live and yet again they have brought to me an understanding beyond words. I felt a real warmth from them and more to the point a sharing, it was not from them or me, there was no personal representation. I felt warmth, a warmth beyond emotional love or sentiment or exhilaration, beyond friendship, it was ohana, real family.
I had been contemplating a few days back that my 'blood family' as it were or relatives, cousins, mean absolutely nothing in the terms of human family, I feel all are family right now from this experience. I actually felt that the trees nature, the universe the human family were in this warmth.
There was actually no personality or individuality in this, it was non personal, it was a substrate a sort of an all encompassing field that is not solid as it were but a 'FEELING' I felt Life and this is shared by all and sundry, there is no explanation for it or a need for reasoning it, and it is beyond intellectual and logical ponderance. This feeling of warmth with no need to analyse it or reason to accompany it was and is all that is without explanation. The point being can the ego rest in this without rhyme or reason?
I felt no one or thing means more to me all things felt even and smooth, I felt all encompassed, cocooned in this embrace, a sort or calm grace. This was the foundation of Life, this was Life without form speaking to me and assuring me of love, fortitude and the need for a human or any family in form or companionship was not a necessity, this was the Cosmic God Universal Source of impersonal spontaneous unconditional love.
This was love, heartfelt love, love that was eternal and sublime, divine and there is no need to have a symbol or words, it is the I AM of no form and indwells each form.
I felt that what ever happens in the body or out of it that this feeling, this magic wave and vibration so to speak was with me always even in a so called darkest hour.
I have never felt an intimacy like that sharing with trees, they shared their essence in light some SHACK's back now their silent energy love form which pervades the entire Cosmic Universe. As I looked at them I sensed we both felt this instantaneously because this field is seamless and a constant and gently pervades all and everything, it is a field of love, gently pulsing and yet smooth and without ripples it underlies and is the 'belly' of creation, it is Creation Speaking in Wordless intimacy and beyond imaginative cognitive faculties, It is a stand alone and yet not lonely feeling going beyond self worth and confidence and yet within it definite power and courage.
It has left me not needing anything from anybody in the form of approval and of course help in need or health and yet a compassion for all and the compassion arises because as forms dissolve and are on a lease and are impermanent and because of the impermanence of human frailty, death, disease and ego battles for supremacy and the constant need for approval and being top banana so to speak, the boss of the gang, the leader of the world and riches which all fade in the fullness of time and on the death bed 'yes I have had all the riches and power and I go having this with no regrets or I go wanting to take this with me and I will try to get back again, what a cruel thing to die and leave this behind and so on'.
And yet having this feeling of this warmth, then form, money, acquisitions fade into obscurity as I have in this feeling something that is not impermanent, does not die and I know that all forms although perishable do at their essence have this warmth and I will never feel alone or without family wherever and whatever.
The bonus and reward is that if one can share this with another and feel the connection then there is a bliss with trees, people, forms, nature and of course this silent feeling is in nature and there is this bond which all of natures inhabitants from bacteria to highest mountains, from volcanoes to krill and plankton, from viruses to cancer, from disaster's and wars, from mansions to homelessness from poverty to massive wealth, there is if one searches and dives deeply quietening the mind and being still and just being still and then may discover this underpinning all encompassing field of eternal bliss and happiness.
SHACK
As atoms are the building blocks and all the particles therein are the ingredient's of atoms as it were in my view they are all by the hand of the Great Spirit, so they are infused with the light and love of a loving creator. They are myriads of sparkling diamonds and jewels, droplets lit by heavenly divine love and light, this felt way back when I asked the trees in the garden to share their essence with me and found they were mine as well, in fact that they were not the trees or my essence, it was a Universal all pervading essence which all creation shared no matter what their earthly, planetary or Universal form appeared to be, because beneath the surface so to speak lay the treasure of this sparkling divine abundance of beauty and love. SHACK
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