SHACK 789 PROOF

Malit

One of the many spurious ways I tend to make or manufacture that I am an alive person is through the physical, the doing and flesh reality, the biological man. The mystery of life and death and is this mortal coil really me and its frailty in old age and its tendency to diseases, fear and emotional instability and wondering if there really is life after death.

So I am really asking who am I if the body passes and if there is any proof beforehand? It seems that constant distraction would seem to indicate that whilst I am preoccupied and doing I am proving to myself I am alive. Yet there is this background nuance, faint and yet slightly tangible to my mind that all this frantic activity to keep the flesh alive is me, yes it needs maintenance in  order to be comfortable and not in pain and immobility, certainly that is important, yet there is this nagging thought / feeling this is not me as an actual being, but a visitor that is experiencing an extraordinary life and is temporarily cocooned in a vehicle and the mystery of this apparent demise of the cocoon and its fearful presumed end and annihilation is meant to be in order for the visitor to realise its own essence when apart from the cocoon.   

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SHACK 788 HURRY

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When I have free time, that is without a project or doing, all is well. However when I have chores or tasks I want to rush to get to free time. Really all time is free it is what I choose to do with it and that seems to 'take up time or pass time away' and time can be psychological as when time goes by quickly when engaged in a fascinating absorbing interest yet the horological time is constant and belies the psychological experience of time.

Yet there is an urgency to rush the chore to get to this free time, actually a space of doing nothing and yet there is a sense that there is better than here and I am searching for something that is not time consuming, psychological, intellectual, physical or any other state, I am searching for who I am without the doing, I am searching for my being, I want to arrive in inner peace where there is a seemingly absence of time, time stands still and there is just an easy awareness and the things of the world, the occupations and consumption's mean absolutely of no interest and I am peace and this I feel is who I am.

There actually is no definition to who I am, I am what I am, and that is the background, the field of everything that is and was and will be, this is the canvas in which the Universe is written and painted on, and as to the author, artist and creator, well that remains a mystery and yet this beingness has a hint of the feel of it.

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SHACK 787 ASSUME

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NOTE THE FEELING

AND NO CONNOTATIONS

FOR CONNOTATIONS 

ARE BASED ON PAST EXPERIENCES

AND ASSUMPTIONS

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SHACK 786 MISTAKEN

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Sometimes emotions and emotive prompts are not what they seem on the top surface so to speak, they maybe a reaction which served as a habitual retort or repost. Wanting to be superior and smugly in the mind feeling one upmanship and getting a victory over some discussion or argument and so thereby justifying ones stance.

This act of superiority is an ego ploy for acknowledgement and being admired and earning applause, this maybe an accolade of recognition for ones knowledge and material achievement. Bearing in mind many achievements can be superseded and short lived by another, like most things they have a shelf life , sell by date and impermanent.

Its fine to have these achievements and materially they may facilitate wealth, social position and seemingly satisfaction, however these can be just fads as well in the passage of time.

Perhaps they may cover up the need to be loved not for diplomas, certificates of achievement, wealth, notoriety, fame but just ones self.

Am I loved for me stripped bare of material success? If not then how do I get my love, attention and be somebody?

The test may arrive when one is prepared to be stripped naked of all achievements and accolades and step like a baby or animal that is loved just for its natural self. love me for who I am and not what I do.

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Cleaning my teeth on this morning of the 24th April 2020 and just mechanically unfocused as if my hands had a mind of their own and of course working habitually by programming, I became aware of the 'dreylas' as explained many times and as these speckles / spicules had became more apparent, not with my eyes but with the vision of my awareness. My awareness which is the background canvas which witnesses everything that arises in and on it, as if it were a field of frequency which is intelligent and a keen observer witnessed this process as it had eyes, in fact the awareness witness is the precursor of all senses human and otherwise.

Emanating from this backdrop of fine dreylas, these golden spicules are a code very much like computer code and it seemed to covey coding and information to the DNA. The matrix symbols flowed and they seemed to be commensurate and concomitant to the spiralling of the DNA in a fashion in which the sequencing of the DNA seemed to soak up, or imbibe like the process of thin membranes that absorb particles of it and seems in this case information from the quantum field.  Osmosis is the movement of water from areas of high concentrations to lower concentrations across a semi permeable membrane. It occurs over these membranes in cells of the body alllowing water to move into and out of them.
To me it felt like a 'quantum' process of assimilation:-

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This was moving and changing as the sequences were spiralling in the DNA helix and as if the movement of the DNA as a spiral somehow acted as suction 'pump' drawing out the sequences that were pertinent to my specific requirements and need to build the form of 'me' and its changes with wear and tear and age.

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This 'osmosis' like process then was absorbing coding and sequencing to sustain and and maintain my body and the end process was the appearance of form which came out of the codes, symbols which are specific information and algorithms arising out of the quantum field which have every possibility and probability from a limitless amount of these combinations and as to why my and all the Universe and its multi-dimensions chose these specific forms to appear from waves and 'bubble chamber' phenomena is a mystery to humans but to me an intelligent plan and design to which this Intelligence is privy too and permits 'peeps' into Its mystery and evolution. 

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It seems to me that the Universe is an intelligent design and being still in those unfocused awareness moments be they in meditation or a sort of absent minded 'washing up or mowing the lawn' when the body takes care of itself by its own instincts and the mind rests in emptiness of awareness without thought or motive that the clear channel, like a hosepipe devoid off grit or water enables some facilitation to download these Cosmic Quantum Down Loads and it reminds me of the quotation ' Be Still and Know I am God Within Thee' and maybe this is the Divine communication with the human mind, human thought has to subside, not repressed, suppressed or forced, wilfully surrendered, meekly giving way, but by a spontaneous intuitive awareness one might say 'awareness of a calling, a deep silent of something really amazing silent communication' which is not the level of hearing with 'ears' but a knowing hearing, a feeling hearing' and it is a whisper in the consciousness and mind.

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The image above can be seen when one looks at the code in 'properties' or such like and you see the computer language and then onto Algorithms:- 

Geek to Geek (basic Algorithm)

The frightening and yet awe inspiring thing is humans are now into algorithms in a big way and all aspects of life along with AI its masterpiece so can bring wonders or horrors. If the ego dictates these algorithms and not the loving heart then we may face artificial life forms and other human made horrors.  

Perhaps in my naivety I stumbled on or was fortuitous to catch the formation of creation and perhaps the 'big bang' was the Great Intelligence working out the elementary algorithms and the process of evolution which comes in increments, 'spurts of life' which may appear seamless to me at times and yet slow motion cameras viewing the life of plants show it is incremental as if the information has to build silently, silently as the intelligence is downloading, like the progress bar when one is down loading on the computer, or forming a text and on completion the form comes into being. It is potential being activated into tangible form, particles and atoms to molecules and reminding myself all atoms are 99.99% empty and from that emptiness maybe the codes that are uploading the information to the 1% which might be a building block, a jig saw piece in forming form, me, us.

Be that as it may I could feel as I slowly turned the tooth brush in my mouth this code moving down through the awareness backdrop energy field of awareness throughout my 'auric, etheric, energy field' and as it seeped and was imbibed, soaked up and it seemed to replenish, refurbish, nourish and sustain and I realised excitement of a ludicrous kind, worry, anxiety, incompatible food and rest, tension and pollution, negativity and lack of trust in the process took away some of the nutrients and sustainable and frittered away and dissipated the vital replenishing supply chain. It is as if negative and and inharmonious living and violating the Divine given code enables a diaspora and the result is illness and unease.

'Behold I make all things anew sayeth The Divine' 'Be Still and know (Be Aware--Feel the Presence) and know I am the Divine with you' 'The Kingdom of Heaven is Within You (The Kingdom of Heaven is that Peace when the mind is empty and still and the body relaxed)' and that 'Peace beyond human understanding(that is thought)  and so be it.

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SHACK 784 SNARED

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WHEN FREEDOM CALLS 

MAKE SURE WHO IS CALLING

THE EGO IS A VERY ASTUTE MIMIC

MAKE SURE THAT THE URGE FOR EMANCIPATION

IS NOT A LURE TO GET CAUGHT

IN THE NET AND TRAPPED INTO 

INTO ANOTHER SET OF CIRCUMSTANCES 

WHICH SEEM TO BE FREEDOM 

AND ARE AN ATTRACTIVE

ALTERNATIVE  OFFERING RELIEF

WHICH IS BUT TEMPORARY FREEDOM  

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SHACK 783 SURMISE

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I surmise that when something like the viral infection of 2020 arrives it takes one out of ones comfort zone and many react in differing ways. It is all a matter of identity. The conditioned habitual programmes which are only as permanent as the mind / body life are as real and solid and becomes identity which is a reality and is then felt as real and solid until something comes along to shake that familiarity and security in the known. Then one can experience first hand the frailty of identity in impermanence.

Therefore when something huge like 9 / 11 and this viral infection of 2020 reaches a seemingly amazing incredible proportions then it challenges the habitual conditioned reality and the feeling of shock and dismay ensues. Some may come to terms with this more adequately and quickly than others. Some may find it so dramatic as to get depressed, ill and suicidal. The loss of the familiar leaves a gap, a void and many turn to distractions and noise, as it is quieter  now with less cars and aeroplanes. TV and hire of films thereof get many users and make money from it. Entertainment is a must.

From my surmising and arrogance what if one experiences the gap, the void, the loss and has reached an understanding of the frailty of identity and the impermanence of anything ever conceived in the Universe, indeed the Universe itself is always being born and dissolving, dying and  for without that, new life would not arrive.

So perhaps should one have reached a consciousness of being just an awareness without identifying radically or just a loose affiliation to a few essentials in order to sustain the body, such as some food, clothing warm and a change of clothing, some warm dry shelter and live in simplicity with very few external distractions and dwell in a dynamic meditative awareness with an easy life style that facilitated very little and almost frugal not miserly and lived in harmony with the inner peace of not having many attachments and not forcing detachment but a natural 'not need' for the trappings that make one fall into identity through possessions and hoarding. Ones identity through accumulation of material and mental concepts are transient and impermanent and so this attachment becomes frail although felt at the time fixed and forever.   

For the 'not need' naturally person the identity to wordily and conceptional beliefs is minimum and so the shock of loss of  familiarity is less traumatic for ones identity is not of what is inconveniently termed outward things of  a materialistic nature.

Then what is this awareness, it has seemingly no seemingly human senses, unless it is egoistic awareness, an ego aware of its programmes and conditioning, it knows --it knows --of itself, whilst the less ego awareness know it does not know as is more trusting in the unknown. So the awareness has the ability in its unique capabilities and intuitive sense which is an invisible source to human senses but has senses in a different energy consciousness and merely directs its attention to a different aspect such as to human senses inner mind viewing or outer material views and experiences.

An example watching TV and being immersed and captivated and the awareness is identified with the programme, however if one chooses to experience oneself as knowingly watching the watcher looking at the TV ones awareness is not identified with the programme.

Suppose one was the witness to life and not immersed and lost as identified as the TV programme then ones reality is in that programme, when the programme changes or there is a loss of the programme and a blank screen one can feel the shock and loss as above and have a chance to see the attachment and trap of programming. However if one is the witness one is used to just being that. 

Now comes a critical point; the programmes are impermanent, transient and interchangeable. However does the witness survive even unto the death of the mortal coil flesh body or is it a finality that oblivion is all there is after the striving in this life and seemingly only to procreate and send more to oblivion or is there a survival in a conscious energetic form as it were, 'the form of no form' and the witness awareness moves onto or into witnessing another set of 'programmes' or whatever. I guess surmising will not suffice and one will experience or not on ones demise.  

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