SHACK 4156 ANOTHER KIND OF FOOD

Courtesy Dark India Secret

 I hesitated and chewed this over many, many times and had a restless night and then got up very late and this experience 'tore' into me, feeling like I must write it down no matter what comments or or evaluations on my ego or mental health. So here goes.

As a forerunner may I remind you that all of this started in earnest with a series of events; the first NDE in 1944 and then a gigantic downloading of what is the base to all of my work  the '1967' writings a mention in my CV proceeding these writings and a small portion www.geofffreedarchive.blogspot.com the full 1967 writings are too large to print and I was instructed not to let them be known and only when there might be some evidence or the right time so to speak. In precis and a very short synopsis explanation; the 1967 writings are a series of prophesises and more especially the DNA upgrading under the general heading of the Ascension symptoms and the new human evolving despite the terrors we live in, the name given was Homo Energetical Spiritulana and this was based on the so called 'Junk DNA' which was lying dormant and would be activated by the Universe when the 'new energies' came in as a preplanner incremental process and the would enhance the human to its new form over time. The process started long way back but became more pronounced in 2012 to 2030 ---2031---2075 and more about this can be found in Post Sunday 23rd June 2024 'Homo Energetica Spritulana' and;

May 24th 2021

• A SUPER SPECIAL
• SPECIAL 1967 WRITINGS Part 1
• CHANGES IN THE SOLAR SYTHEM ---PLANETS---- ASCENSI...
• Now to this and my latest experience; it was late and I had just read a few sentences in the book 'The Secret Lives Of Trees' I felt tired and rested and put my chair into a laid back mode when my body went into a real deep abdominal hara breathing and then it seemed to stop and quieten down and I found I was drawing breath as it were from ' a deep space' from not from my breath as it were I had the impression that the back of my head was open and I was breathing a sort of a refined energy through my neck. This went on for about an hour or so.
• Many years back I had read 'The Autobiography of a Yogi' by Yogananda and something about a yogini who never eat food and I leave this insert below and a link of a man who went miles and miles to meet her;

• "Secrets of the Siddhas - Health, Longevity and Enlightenment's post

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  "Secrets of the Siddhas - Health, Longevity and Enlightenment

  27 October 2023 ·

  Yogini Giri Bala: Living on Cosmic energy from the Ether, Sun, and Air

  "‘Lord,’ I prayed incessantly, ‘please send me a guru, one who can teach me to live by Thy light and not by food.’ ""

  “A divine ecstasy fell over me. Led by a beatific spell, I set out for the Nawabganj ghat on the Ganges. The morning sun pierced the waters; I purified myself in the Ganges, as though for a sacred initiation. As I left the river bank, my wet cloth around me, in the broad glare of day my master appeared!

  “‘Dear little one,’ he said in a voice of loving compassion, ‘I am the guru sent here by God to fulfill your urgent prayer. From today you shall live by the astral light, your bodily atoms fed from the infinite current.’”

  He initiated me into a kriya technique which frees the body from dependence on the gross food of mortals. The technique includes the use of a certain mantra and a breathing exercise more difficult than the average person could perform.

  I have never had any children; many years ago I became a widow. I sleep very little, as sleep and waking are the same to me. I meditate at night, attending to my domestic duties in the daytime. I slightly feel the change in climate from season to season. I have never been sick or experienced any disease. I feel only slight pain when accidentally injured. I have no bodily excretions. I can control my heart and breathing. I often see my guru as well as other great souls, in vision.

  “Mother,” I said slowly, “what is the use of your having been singled out to live without eating?”

  “To prove that man is Spirit.” Her face lit with wisdom. "To demonstrate that by divine advancement he can gradually learn to live by the Eternal Light and not by food."

   This link below goes into a fantastic journey and a interview with Yogini Giri Bala

  https://www.crystalclarity.com/en-gb/pages/autobiography-chapter-46-the-woman-yogi-who-never-eats?srsltid=AfmBOop01dS4Ti8gAQa0JQ97EDAaM0vJvrMz2otqwEPlmeDm8Yr6tL5b

  Now before anyone gets the impression I can live without food or water, I can this moment say absolutely not I am far from holy or a yogi, however in the 1967 writings it said we 'taste' a brief smattering 'touch' of what is to be. Now many people I know are having like a lump in the throat, I have and I have been looked at and it can be something that is called 'Globus Pharynges'  this can be because of acid reflux, stress, tension or I feel the populous are not being heard in the wake of poverty, racial abuse, homelessness, war, climate change and general world unease, our voices are not being heard by those leaders and many are afraid to express themselves because of the stigma of being classed as racialist and in the UK taken to court and even given a short imprisonment and a criminal record and supressing their feelings can lead to bottling them and cause illness or depression to to those who themselves who say they hear but that is all, to be fare to them they have so much opposition and contrary aspects and a life of repeated inculcation of 'profit over prophet materialisms as the answer to all and everything, technology and A1' they run around like headless chickens and the hamster on the proverbial wheel'.

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  Courtesy Calm Clinic

  Then I had the following feelings which seem to say ' The Globus may be a pressure that activates to the opening of the Medulla Obligata because I have a recollection of either Giri Bala or another yoga saying it opened a sort of chakra at the back of the neck' I felt the Qi Gong point of Ya Men maybe there in no correlation any way for me I felt that I had and have a 'thing' about food I can never find the food that satisfy me or seems to sustain me, yes I have some that go to do some things for me and delight me by taste but they never hit the mark. I still feel I am not breathing in oxygen but a sort of mixture and 'neck vortex'  mixture but that maybe just fanciful mind game sensation or one arrives to the rationale 'the NDE, the 1967 writings and the Ascension processes are utter fanciful baloney. Ok that's an opinion and well taken as well. But I'll hang in there and take the flak. After all I don't have any followers, I don't do workshops anymore or get paid for this, so lets say I write and share for my own satisfaction. 
  
  
• So where does that leave me; I am curious because the 1967 writings certainly say we will have great powers and gifts and I have written about certain children and adults who are already displaying the early signs of these and I know that the 'elite deep state' are on the look out for the genetic or DNA upgrades and even the A1 that they have and develop will never outsmart so to speak the natural organic evolutionary Ascension plan, there maybe delays and disappointments but the au natural will win through in the end. It is my feeling that is why the Covid and the insistence of Covid jabs for kids and adults (which R.F.Kennedy Jnr is endeavouring to cut in the USA) because they fear these growing super powers and they can only dumb a certain number through medication and GM food and a polluted atmosphere and media stuff. I feel that is why there is so much child abuse and killing and against women as they are more sensitive to the incoming changes and energetic shifts.
• Perhaps many will find this too fanciful and that its it is just Sci Fi well it is even difficult for me at times, all I know it sends shock waves through me and I feel somewhere, sometime Homo Energetic will come to be the new human and we will have the full Ascension 'gifts' and then Homo Energetica will one day shed its human body form and become a pure spirit being.  
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• SHACK   aka    GEOFF   

SHACK 4154 SLIDE PROJECTOR

Courtesy Anderson Rentals

 This is one of those profound experiences that can be instant, spontaneous and somewhat inexplainable.  The understanding may arrive later and leave a sort of explanation, however it never hits the mark and the feeling of what I really want to convey.

I am walking and this is difficult for me as I semi disabled and use a four wheeled trolley which is called a rollator and over rough pavement slabs it can cause jolts which hurt my left leg and hip, I have this hip problem caused by wear and tear and acerbated by the Covid second jab and has been diagnosed as a vaccine injury. At one time painfully lumbering towards a café near me, a break to get out of the flat and meet friends, suddenly like a instantaneous instant I was walking still holding the rollator and it felt normal and if it had lasted I felt healed and well and could walk freely. The moment my mind recognised this it brought me back to the lumbering and pain. Since then I have had several instances like this.

It came to me that my ego mind for I feel the ego content is the mind and the awareness the witness to the ego displays and fantasies, agendas and the paraphernalia that attends with it and through years, incarnations and the subtle energy fields at play feeding of the unconscious karma playing out has produced slides as in a projector like device played through set mind patterns and activated and projected by the synaptic's acting like TV remote controls which select by habit and brain washed conditioning certain slides which the ego cherishes in order to fulfil its agendas and controls.

I am sort of convinced the ego understands it is a mere collection of inherited thoughts and mostly someone else's ideas and even though it is not on sure footing maintains a posture of being steady, ready and powerful or weak and numb and seeking security wherever it can there are many more depictions that fit the bill so to speak. In the depth of the ego mind, or is there any depth at all as it is merely a collection of slides, pixels of stored graphic data ready to conjugate and configure in or order to adapt to changing situations. In this sense the ego has no reality as such but just a set of slides that can be juggled and seem secure and so the ego as an identity is always on the look out and alert and in many instances repeats the scenarios and slides as mantras by constant repetitious chanting's in its background so as to cement its behaviours and life patterns as a parrot and so the mind becomes conditioned and inculcated. It like an actor repeating the script to memorise the part and the end of the play finds it difficult to sort out who they are and some actors get so caught up they can become so confused and so become unstable and go to alcohol, drugs, insanity and suicide and some can realise this as an act and come through back to their own act of the ego content.    

One may ask why if the awareness is aware of all this can I not just rest in awareness with just the bare necessities in order to live and be well, in this I feel the repetitious nature of so many incarnations have left deep grooves, rusted and cemented over the ages and it is so ingrained and indelible that the constant whirligig of the rotating agendas and the fear of stepping outside the considered safety margins hold fast the conditioning. Fear is the glue of the ego and it ramps up the agenda if one should try going outside the borders of its domain. 

So at times a breakthrough in the net of conditioning can take place. Such as the slide change and when it happened to me it actually physically felt a drop of slide as like a shutter in my frontal lobes of the brain. Or as I have written so much of I realised I was inculcated and lost a portion of my ego identity, I referred to the possible steps that led to this; my NDE at four years of age, the Koan by Sensei, this shift causing deep realising life situations like relationships, forensic work, workshop presentations, therapy and counselling and hands on healing with many patients and their stories all mounting up of course with meditation, serious encounters with life threatening illnesses to a breakthrough which I refer to 'Nowhere to hang my Hat' and having to live with a partial loss of identity, I say partial because the ego remnants which were shattered by the 'HAT' experience like bits of glass have an identity and memory like they were a hologram and seek to gather back like pieces of a magnet somehow trying to claw back their wholeness and so reform their former identity which represents to them security and safety. Yet the Awareness has its intuitive  facility and through the gaps, the holes in the net of conditioning, shines through and gradually the remnants and the ego dissolve in the recognition they are false and not real, yet the 'battle' with the ego is not battling awareness, it is the battle with itself to remain intact and inviable.     

SHACK   aka    GEOFF

SHACK 4152 GOINGS-ON

Courtesy GOINGS-ON

The title of this entry is in no way an adequate description or even the faintest expression I sought to deliver, yet I am impelled by an irresistible prompt to do so, so please forgive the outstanding impish vain egoistic attempt to do so. 

 In these trees pigeons, squirrels, magpies and sometimes rare birds appeared we used to have migrating geese fly through they sadly have not been around now for six years. We now have a kind of parrots visit, there was excitement one day when we saw a king fisher.

I have written my experience with the trees many times. I became really aware of them through I felt a silent communication and I thought just imagination until one night this happened.  Saturday March 2nd 2019 ' TREES' please read in SHACK

 Then on this morning of the 10th August 2025 I just could not get out of bed, I was restless because the trees were 'calling me' and I felt to stay in bed, then it happened; suddenly 'I felt I saw' like a sort of x-ray in a sort of 'reddish hue' the inner workings of the tree, all of the workings the 'goings-on' which many who have studied the trees will know and to list it is not applicable at this event, I knew instantly that the tree and plants live and have their being as we do, their 'organs and capillaries' have their equivalent as our human bodies, they did feel, they did communicate with everything and everybody and us humans have to be still, quiet and out of the chattering ego and although I knew this intellectually, I felt it in a deep visceral way, from the film Avatar I said to them ' I see you' this when I first got acquainted with this expression has meant ' I see you beyond your personality, beyond any traits and quirks, wrinkles and bodily shapes or contours, I see your essence' I felt a deep connection more so than March 2nd above this was as if I were a tree and my organs were as if transplanted for that instant and I became a living tree and it me. This is only the barest approximation to the feel and experience. This distance I had as explained above to nature was shattered and I felt the beauty and the scenes I had been through and somehow I felt those neglected beauty spots were alive in me now as it were.

 I now know and have experienced 'it blew my mind' this indeed did, I have insights and Ha Ha's but this was so profound that I felt it literally blew something away, I could feel it reverberate throughout my body it shook my bones and frame, my scalp seemed to move as if my brain was being reconfigured and maybe it was somehow, something shifted and later on I realised it was 'the intellectual sceptic' in me I always wanted to feel and believe not so much believe but feel deeply without the echo and sinister shadows of doubt about communications with all life not just communication but dialogues. This meant suspending the intellect and ego and this was wilful and contrived and this was spontaneous and free. Literally blowing away bits of the mind brainwashed inculcated bits and pieces, mind you there maybe bits of going-on in the ego realm which might contend this.   

I like Eckhart Tolle Divine Intelligence quote; 'You didn't create your body, nor are we able to control the body's functions. An Intelligence greater than the human mind is at work.  It is the same Intelligence that sustains all of nature. You cannot get any closer to that Intelligence than being aware of your own energy field ---by feeling the aliveness, the animating presence within your body'

I felt this Intelligence 'working' silently and quietly I could feel the 'goings-on' doing their things, it is the stillness, the quiet space of consciousness that these  'organic algorithms and sequential signals' were moving in the silent space of awareness there were no words as such but movements felt deeply with no bodily effect just a silent visceral 'intuitive comprehension'  with no intrusion of the mind or need to diagnose or understand it, it was understanding as a direct knowing, it was a one to one seamless and flowing as if the Universe Itself worked this way. It was Life in action at the deepest level.

SHACK  aka   GEOFF

 

SHACK 4150 TUSSLE

Courtesy Tussle for the Keg

Oh restless mind searching hither and thither desperately endeavouring to establish yourself as authentic and real. Yet dear mind you are a collection of thoughts and experiences beliefs and agendas with cultural upbringing from earlier years and instilled into your open receptive space bereft of choice at that time.

How I see you struggle to still the cascading thoughts and emotions and you feel victim to your own collection and bundles of random chaos and yet still trying to form an orderly approach and reason to this disorderly orchestration and vainly trying to make this a reasonable presentation and often let down by the inherited data and often realising you are someone else's ideas and often they go back generations and then regurgitated and sometimes modified so as to appear new and fresh and original and then let down again as this reincarnated information and indeed yourself falls short of convincing you it is creative and original.

How much more you cry, how much more do I try to convince myself that I am real and here and solid and yet I know deep in the cellars and crevices of the vaults of the unconscious I am but an entity, a splinter of the lasting attempts to prove I am real and authentic. Alas I collapse and have to accept albeit reluctantly I am a shadow and do not reflect reality. Oh woe is me, is there a saviour, yet I know only the complete dissolution of this shadow will suffice.

Whilst in the background so to speak there is a witness to this cacophony, this assemblage of random chaos and outworn and faded patterns and loose bits and pieces, this silent and yet attentive presence of awareness and is the fount of life watching the endless forms come and go as clouds in the sky and patches that reveal the sun and keeps on the vigil of witness and and aware stillness until the recognition of the restless mind ceases to be by the understanding of its own mortality.   

SHACK   aka    GEOFF

 

SHACK 4146 KOAN

Courtesy  You Tube Ted

 'I want has happiness--get rid of the I want and there is happiness' 'What is the sound of one hand clapping' 'Atoms are empty, the body has 28 billion, billion, billion, billion of them how come anything is here'

Oh yes one can make up intellectual and even logical scientific explanations but they may give one a temporary satisfaction and a superior feeling and somewhat smug and know I understand and so I am in control, I know the mystery contained therein.

Experience has shown that the 'honeymoon' wears off and the old familiar 'nag' returns ' I want to know, I don't like my brain being broken, I want to be in control, I cannot bear the mystery of the unknown or be without desire for knowing by intellect and academic, scientific proof or even this 'outside the box' control and the satisfaction of intellectual ego of having it all sussed and this leading me to a definite reality and seeming unchallenged life, secure in my brain washed conditioned mind until perhaps a shattering event causes me to pause and consider and then swish it away in some form of distraction in order to fill the gap and void the Koan presents. 

'Reality is an illusion, albeit a persistent one' Einstein 'We exist in a matrix, simulation, hologram, or virtually programmed reality that we believe is real because our brains tell us it is'. Crystal Links. I need to know I am not an illusion, I need to know to know I know. The Despot needs borders, territory, political superiority, religious domination, scientific verification and intellectual academic acclaim and notoriety.

The experience of the Koan shifts the want and desire for the known to the unknown and alleviates the 'want' factor and one's needs are accomplished in a 'mind of no mind', a sort of natural spontaneity not to be confused with just wild ego impulsive behaviour. There are many traps on the 'way' drugs, material wealth and tapping's, alcohol, sexual indulgence, fetishes, intellectual perquisites, running wildly into dangerous pursuits and reckless and dangerous behaviour.

Still want to know?

SHACK   aka   GEOFF  

SHACK 4149 ON WALL

Courtesy Eveminet Communications

 'Mirror, mirror on the wall who is the fairest of them all'. from the fairy tale Snow White and the Seven dwarves. I used this several times in workshop presentations, to look into your own face in a mirror without assessing your features and just feel the vibes coming to you whether pleasant or not and then we would share afterwards. What came up and this happened to many workshop attendees feelings and 'knowing's' which did not seem to connect to the vibes felt at the mirror, as if it stirred something deeper and allowed it to surface for cleansing and healing.

When I did this the first few times what came to me was in the sharing and did not seem to fit the mirror feelings that I had lost a few friends and upset some family members and I realised I had foisted upon them a pet theory or pronouncement and would not yield an inch so to speak when challenged and became so obdurate as to offend them and lose them and later on I did forgiveness in the Ho opono pono way and realised I blamed them for not understanding and not seeing my point of view and that my obdurate stance was the cause of the strained family relationship and loss of some friends and acquaintances.

By understanding that my bold and determined stance and not even allowing discussion or some sort of dialogue caused me to feel I was not understood and they were ignorant. My ego demanded sole recognition and my territory my borders were not safe. Indeed I was the creator of my loss and downfall, yet at the time did not see it as a down fall but a victim of their obdurate stances and agendas.  

Over the years and events I have 'softened' and instead of obduration and impenitence and have found compassion through acknowledgement of my own agenda and inculcation. By owning a feeling and agenda and realising what you own you can change but you blame the feelings of being victim through one's own hard line and not allowing a choice, then we become trapped in our own emotions and cause additional karma.

SHACK   aka   GEOFF

 

SHACK 4147 Yin and Yang

Courtesy Love to Know

This is a massive subject and there are so many variations, discussions, meanings and debates. So I throw in my sixteen pence as they say. It seems we live in a dual world and the symbol depicted above shows that in Yin there is a bit of Yang and vice versa, that is supposed to be balanced energies, at the same time these are not static and change  with circumstances, natural rhythms and cycles and in our bodies we may seek homeostasis.

In various philosophies, religions, cults and nefarious opinions these complimentary energies have turned into polarities and have become distorted and egregious. When I did a course such issues I came across the Yoni (female genitalia) and lingam(male genitalia) and the symbols and deep meaning in them, I am not even going to attempt any explanations merely such to say they are deeply meaningful and to some spiritual and to point out the some of the explanations, values and religious spiritual meanings and not just sex.   

For me and seeing the struggle women had to get the vote in the UK and won through the Suffragettes and in many countries now women are denied education, and are separated at their menstrual times and are classed as unclean. I had this discussion with a man who had come to the UK and lived in such a society and I said to him 'in your intimacy you entered your wife and that was OK and then she gave birth or not sometime after and yet the very act of menstruation is unclean how can this be if a child is or can be the outcome? 'His answer was ' that was the tradition and this is how it is and there no need to explain it or justify to you or anyone' I was not prepared to go further and left it at that.  Then the act of female circumcision, I know several of my 'female patients' in my clinical days had been circumcised and had come for help dealing with this trauma as it was forced on them, the UK has a law against this and there have been clashes with the law and those religious traditions of this nature. 

Now to another aspect; females who get stalked, abused in relationships, rapes, celebrity women who receive sheer vulgar media abuse and the list goes on. I really like women's football, rugby, cricket, tennis and other sports and I get a lot of stick from my mates as they say I am doing it to get a sexual kick out of it. However I like to watch men do the same sports does this make homosexual, bio sexual or just a sexual addict wanting to arouse my libido and then masturbate over or after the event? I  found out later that some of my former mates 'got off' on porn and cross dressing and visiting brothels or inviting prostitutes to their homes. This is acceptable to me and who am I to judge them. Each to their own although it is not my 'thing'

Having been a footballer years back and apprentice for a short while until injury cut short my career I felt the joy of running and it makes my heart full of joy when I see kids, especially young girls and women RUNNING FREELY not just at the Olympics or specific Athletic meetings. To me it the locked up female energy breaking free to be an equal not of course in strength because of how we are biologically born but of the RIGHT  and CHOICE to follow our passion, to feel fulfilled and express ourselves so we do not bottle up our feelings and let them fester and explode in unhealthy and damaging ways.

I hear in the block of flats where I live some of the men say 'women referees, women commentators, women's football no way, women's cricket rubbish and as for rugby they all must be lesbians' They will not listen or debate and I am banned and as I do not smoke or drink beer in the meetings in our residents lounge is out of bounds, I feel some men feel threatened by the 'weak stay at home, house wife, the meek little women is only good for children and cooking and some of the men demand to know where  their wife is and keep control, some go to the pub nearly everyday and the 'good little lady' goes shopping and tea out with her friends and that's it. As we look around the world today we see child and women trafficking and then there is the rebellion by women to be recognised and cherished. When I worked in forensics with the police the abuse against women police officers from their male counterparts was pathetic and the bosses looked away. There are many male police officers in the UK and I know elsewhere and the military where this is rife.

SHACK     aka    GEOFF