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So the workshops came to an end, the therapy and all ceased to be as if a tap had been turned off. Then a move to a quiet place in some ways hidden.
Sitting quietly I knew I had to explore again the murky world of politics and conspiracy, UFO and ET and Geofffreed online and .Com were born and in 2005 till now 2017 I reported and made a few philosophical comments, 2008 the PH.d on Metaphysics and an attempt to bridge and prove metaphysics was 'the real physics as it were' based on the writings in 1967 received at Samyeling in Southern Scotland. Then my association with Astronauts and NASA, which proved a great awakening and disappointment, I thought they would be honest and reveal things---not so. So I went back to 1967 download and realized they were about transformation and a new step in evolution. This I now see and have always seen as the evolving self.
I was working through the world of materialism, conspiracy, corruption, dark satanic arts, materialism, personal power and ego, had I gone monastic I feel this would have laid dormant in me and come out as a quirk, a twisted thing, unclean, unsavory and like so many buried things in the dark attic or the cellar of the unconscious surface as a molester, a stalker, a fetish or uncontrollable urges, I knew monks and patients who had these, some monks as one knows or people in authority or in any circumstance can ruin peoples lives, nay countries by the weirdness in which they attempt to work these out.
And so my blogs and Posts exposed these blemishes which I recognized could and were resonating in me and worked them out by exposing them in the blogs and Posts and being aware where they pressed my buttons and switches, triggers and sensitive-ties.
They have served their purpose for the time being for me, I am not clear of them, but their haunting ghost does not taunt me so much.
However I realize that I am merely reporting the same thing over and over again in disguises, masks and cover ups, so I am merely adding to the pollution of the collective mind set, the collective archetypal consciousness of this time and age. If the world population carries on like this for ever and ever and with the technological sophistication which might result in a huge catastrophe or a tipping point for awakening adding to this and history keeps repeating itself and I am adding to it, true it might awaken some, or make them more morose, cynical, suicidal, trapped and depressed, angry and rebellious, so I decided enough was enough and that at last I can begin to come home to my own understanding.
The world does not need me, nor I the world as it stands. I have to live in this world for I know how long, yet not be of it, I have to live and be the NDE / OBE / MEDITATIVE awareness and become one with it without reserve.
So closes GEOFFREED ONLINE. WWW.???? There will be some more online perhaps not so often.
Now Shack may write or not and over to you now shack.
Shack says perhaps now Geoff is Freed.
SHACK
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