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‘Slaughtered by silence’ is a phrase sometimes
found in esoteric writings. I felt
immediately when I first encountered the phrase an understanding; it did not
really come to a deeper understanding till some time later.
The ego is in my view is a bunch of programmes and
software in the brain which directs the manufacture of neuropeptides to form
chemicals to feed the cells and so on. It is formed by repetition and so causes
grooves and ingrained burned in programmes and conditioning which grooms an
entity which assumes the reality model of living. These programmes are
harvested from political, cultural, religious, scientific, media fashion and
are modified to suit the individual tailoring.
The ego demands complete and utter loyalty and is
a master at adaptation and manoeuvrability.
Generally it likes noise, glamour, centre of attention and can be
vicious to the extreme if severely challenged and in some cases destroy itself
rather than capitulate. If outside noise is not tolerated because the ego feels
it invades its space it will do what is necessary to deal with it, however,
even in quiet abodes the internal thoughts, the internal dialogue, the mind
chatter and subtle shadow back of the mind fluttering and ominous uncomfortable
forebodings like silent storm clouds may reside there.
It is when true silence, the cessation of thought
and feelings as above cease not through suppression or distraction, a dampening
through alcohol, substance abuse, TV, online browsing, sex, book research and
novel reading and so on and on.
It is when there is a true silence as in
meditation and a bright clear space appears, empty of thought and a great inner
peace is experienced that the ego has been perhaps temporarily abandoned, then
when the ego returns for its daily tasks to keep the body in essentials and
live in the world, and that sometimes it feels abandoned, lonely and realises its
transient and temporary existence and in extreme fear ‘slaughtered by silence’.
When the ego is seen by itself to be temporary,
transient and expedient and it has tasted of the silence and becomes to realise
that it has an important role in the Life of its present form it then allows
the silence, the silent awareness of the Self to appear from behind the ego
shielding and knows it is healthy for the form and has a role to play in the
preserving indeed of its temporary existence, indeed it realises its order in
the natural world and its role play to enhance it, furthermore if the form dissolves the ego dissolves with it, not accounting for the belief in reincarnation and unfinished business. The ego will therefore try to preserve the form as long as possible.
The silence and the cacophony of the noisy ego can
actually compliment one another----this is not a compromise which may be one of
the stages towards complementariness.
SHACK
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