SHACK 2037 HEAR THIS?

Maya Angelou

                                        CAN YOU NOT TOUCH IT

 CAN YOU NOT SENSE IT

THERE IS ONLY LIFE AND THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE

AND YOU ARE ONE WITH LIFE

FOR EVER AND EVER AMEN

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SHACK 2036 Family

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Ever since I first saw pictures of the Milky Way and then in real raw vista I was drawn, fascinated, enchanted and it felt as though my heart was connected to it, not so much the palpitations of my lovely physical heart but something else.

I have often mused about this feeling and until now I just thought mainly perfunctory musings so to speak, sometimes idle curiosity and then the ancient legends and spiritual connections such as our ET space cousins have their home, there we are all made of stardust and ET use the Milky Way Black Hole as a portals between between galaxies and so on.

Then it has deepened to this; the Milky Way like all the known Cosmic Entities have the basic atomic structure and indeed Stars manufacture atoms of various elements and are Atomic Furnaces. The process of fusion produces Stellar Nucleosynthesis and new atomic nuclei are made from pre existing nucleons and nuclei. All very interesting and academic.

OK so we have that in common with our planet, not the fusion and furnaces but the atomic elements as are in our bodies and nature, so in a way we are related a family of atoms fashioned by in my view an extraordinary all pervading Intelligence which differs from some academics as this suggest God or 'Ohoooooo' Creative Intelligence. However this did satisfy me somewhat but I was ruminating at times quite spontaneously it would seem about the above, it was going on in my conscious like a running stream beneath the ground and I was not fully aware of it.

Then a phrase came to me one morning about a month or two before this article which I type Sunday June 12 2022; the phrase was the passenger in the breath. It hit me hard so to speak and I could not go further other than a few notes of little consequence, yes they made sense but I felt yes they satisfied some part of my logic and scientific interest. But there was an unrest and it nagged at me.

Then as unscientific as it may seem it came to me; I feel atoms are imbued with intelligence which is given or emanates from Spirit it is The Great God Almighty's very consciousness, Its thoughts and intelligence Its plans put into the atoms and arising from the Field of God's mind at and through the Zero Potential and vacuum and like say jigsaw puzzle pieces they are alive conscious entities and waiting to be moved by the Divine Plan into coherent intelligent forms.

The Invisible informing principle is the 'passenger in the breath' and in every atom, particle and starry dust. This intelligence was gifted by the Almighty to humans as free will and as such many holy books say we are built in the image of the Divine Being. Not as physical being but a splinter mind of aware consciousness, we are creators which way we create either through Divine Law or destructive ego separate wills.

So I then realised I felt the Divine in me, not my body alone, or my lovely heart by my soul, my very essence of my being, I felt an overwhelming Love, not an emotional physical love, yes later it seeped into my body, I knew deep, deep down and then everywhere God was Love, a love that was so powerful that its radiance would and could 'burn me up' and that love was so fierce it was that 'silent invisible love' that caused the atomic furnaces above so written, it was Gods mind that fused the elements with the fire of the Almighty's intent and that it is transformed in intensity, like the high voltage power lines to transformers which are safe and certain for our homes and then in our homes we use transformers for our computers and produce low voltage therein.

So, yes I felt the love and awe I felt regarding the Milky Way is so grand and inspiring I felt that it was like God speaking to me and showing the Divine Intent, this beauty, this creation 'I' God Almighty have given to humanity in order to stir your passion and heart to the creation that you are as is the Milky Way.

I knew that the Milky Way was and is the sign of a covenant between the Divine and us. I knew that God's family are joined in DIVINE LOVE and the Divine's gift is to grow, radiate this love and when one's endeavours to meditate, to pray, to explore and cogitate and to realise that the human form and all the Cosmic Wonders and scenarios are in their essence impermanent and transitory and all that remains when they return to dust and become the building blocks of some new Divine creation then behind that dust so to speak is an invisible informing Intelligence, a mind so baffling to my mind and intelligence that it sometimes perplexes me and that drives me on to meditate because no academic scientific part of me can solve this because that is impermanent as well. The only part of me so to speak is to be quiet, breathe, become still and then the glow and light may appear, especially when I do not request it, just to sit and that inner radiance is but a fragment of the radiance of the star and the love that drives the furnace. God's love is to bring Its Invisible Intelligence into visibility by Its Divine Creation.

It is love that is family and not the frailty of human love unless that human may have been blessed through many incarnations to have cleared the human ego and become a radiant one whilst walking the Earth. To this I would aspire however I judge myself when I say I have many, many, many more incarnations before I become a radiant one. I have a touch of it, so slight that the merest breeze could waft it away.

It is enough to know for now, albeit mainly through reason, logic and intellect and a mere smidgeon, a speck of it in quiet times that God Loves me as part of the Creation and that the Divine Love is apportioned to the forms created so as to not burn them up with Divine Intense Love and that I suppose that the Divine yearns for us to grow in that love so that God can share more the Radiant Warm love with us and not cause us to be overwhelmed by it but to enjoy and trust and let go of petty ego machinations and as an old Japanese Sensei said when I was anxious 'cannot always win, cannot always draw, cannot always lose, only necessary to enjoy, participation is enough'.

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    How does a radio work?

The longest waves on the electromagnetic spectrum--radio waves--carry information from a station to a receiver. But radio waves don't carry information all by themselves.

They need to be altered, or modulated.

A signal--a transverse sound wave--overlays the carrier wave, forcing it to change. There are two ways radio stations modulate their carrier waves: amplitude modulation, or AM, and frequency modulation, FM. AM radio broadcasts a carrier wave that maintains a constant frequency, while the overlaying sound wave modulates its amplitude. And FM radio maintains a constant amplitude while the frequency varies based on the overlaid signal. AM and FM radio carry sound waves--a type of analog signal--to your receiver. 

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As a rough analogy the Modulating signal above is like the silent invisible Divine Love running though all creation, say Divine Love, this is the field of energy or consciousness without intent, then thought in this analogy is God's thought or intent and is the Carrier Wave, this then imbued with Divine Intent which is then delivered the Modulated signal. To me this is as said in the above article for us humans 'the passenger in the breath' and in the silence of meditation the antennae to receive and silent information, for those who reach silence and quiet mind, empty mind, there maybe at times, certain spontaneous whisperings which are not like thoughts, but by intuitive knowing without understanding, direct understanding in a micro dot so to speak without explanation, one knows and it is coming out of meditation one understands and it is difficult to adequately or even touch with words, adjectives the experience from meditative experience to human understanding through logic and intellect. SHACK

 

SHACK 2035 PLAY AND FUN

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 This morning of the Sunday 19th June 2022 the Sun was bright and temperature more acceptable as Friday and Saturday were very hot and uncomfortable.

I had the feelings as described as I lay in bed quiet late as I had a late night. I sat by the window when I arose and looked at the garden, my downstairs neighbour who is underneath me on the ground floor had his grandchildren there and they played in the garden, we have communal garden and is large and beautiful. 

There were three kids a son, the eldest, two daughters, one very small. They danced and played and then some birds flew in formation overhead, diving and doing an aerial display, although I was sitting I found myself laughing and grinning and I had so much fun as if I were flying and playing. I realised when I do what nature does which is enjoy freedom and celebrate the joy that runs through all of us (not impulse and competitive ideas of just winning), of course kids love to win and they did race and the cute little toddler staggering along to keep up was laughing and giggling and I was rocking about on my meditation stool, I felt their joy, I felt the birds really having fun.

I really felt I had played and flown; if this war torn acerbic acrimonious world ethos which I feel is permeating the collective  unconscious and needs this energy of harmless play and fun to blow out the cobwebs of the negativity so lodged in it.

Thanks Kids and birds I joined unobtrusively in your fun and I really enjoyed it as if I were there physically.

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SHACK 2034 DIVINE FEMININE

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I have been having times of crying, some of happiness for no reason, some because of the touch of the Divine (neither male or female), sadness at the worlds condition and my health and pains.

However on this morning of the 13 June 2022 I had this feeling which was growing intensely of late of protection of my fantasy wife and children and a bond of saving females, not sexually explicit with them more like a  Knight in shining Armour.

I felt fantasies carried with them latent desires, some unfulfilled achievements, the ego satisfying itself in ultimate grandeur and yet some element of truth hidden in their myth and legends and the ultimate union with The Great Spirit. 

This morning I felt a deep, deep surge to weep and it revealed to me that my soul, my innermost being, was weeping for the feminine energy a sort of spiritual pheromone and an estrogen of a Divine Feminine nature. I felt that hard science so to speak and this technocratic cyborgism eugenic transhumanism and the mix up of the so classified sexual identities and preferences were taking away the ethos, the very essence and spirit of the female,

I felt it in the logging in vast swathes of forests, the churning up by massive 'male' diggers and trucks carrying away the beauty of the land and nature silently crying out as it was taken grossly and vulgarly in rape and the lust for the technical society to build and drool for more power and create wealth only for material means and to add to the altar of the God and Deity of Mammon all of which will die and rot as all forms of do as they are impermanent and transitory.

'Dear Mother into your loving hands I put mine; please make them soft and strong, tender and powerful and please mother out of yours give them back to me, full of grace and love, infinite joy, strength, power and healing. Thank you. Amen (From Hindu Tradition). I feel so tender towards the feminine and want to protect all women from some of the lecherous cunning sexual predators of which I saw in graphic photographs in my Forensic days and I have recognised are in me and because I recognise it and own it and aware of it I feel I am not a threat to women or indeed boys, girls and feel androgynous and really have a non apparent sexual appetite.    

I feel to cuddle trees, to hold injured birds and to heal them, I feel I wish to heal hurts and pains of the homeless, the migrants and take little children to safety and leave them with caring parents and safety, to see them play in nature be free and easy and no harm coming to them or indeed me. If only I could reach those who are harming nature and the children, who take away the innocence of young girls and boys and those who cherish the idea and thrill of taking virginity and innocence as a trophy to boast about, if they could sense the pain and let it touch their hearts and show respect and mercy, if, if, if?

The scars of the abused can make them shy and angry, depressed and suicidal and take from other innocents because they have lost what the innocents have and do not know how to retrieve and get this precious gift back and so crime, bitterness and a seemingly hard exterior cover the soft innocent shell.

Yet by experiencing the harsh bitterness of some aspects of life, one may come to have compassion when  one regains their own awareness as to what robbed them of their precious bounty. I feel so tender hearted and some may regard me as soft, vulnerable, a coward and to some extent I would go along with this. I am glad I am not a physically strong person now nor strong in other ways, I am getting more content to be feeble as it were and feel the love and compassion to let the ego rest, for my wants and desires are declining as my love and compassion unfold. I am more content now to trust and let the Unknown shine in my Life.

The compassion I feel is; I can see the impermanence of Life and whilst I love my flat, my neighbours are OK the world is going through human made food, water, financial scarcity and the rounding up or herding, corralling people subtly by surveillance, digitalisation, financial crippling and moves that the cabal will be the ultimate New World Leaders and the few to rule and enslave the many through the scientific technocracy of the digital manipulations. Yet I like the money I receive and the few simple gadgets and a few digital appliances, I am not bound to them and slowly releasing as I get to feel the Compassion of Love from the Divine, not as a prayerful religion or dogma but a quiet feeling of oneness as I become more empty of thought, not senile or dumb but in a growing confidence in the calm quiet attunement to Spirit.

So I miss the feminine energy in this war torn world, the harsh monster videos on TV, the vicious uncaring political agendas and the lack of understanding and denial.

I wish I could hold the hurt, the rejected, abandoned, the raped,  the young and afraid in my arms and my warmth could somehow reassure them in some way and I wish I could hold myself this way because I have been and in some ways been in their position and so can feel for them and they know because I see a light at the end of the tunnel there is hope and in that hope there is a light and love in them which can be awakened and this awareness of the light and love is my saviour as it could be theirs.

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SHACK 2033 HUMANESS

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 Human senses, that are in the human body and nature see or perceive only impermanence as to the senses per se and in death and to some extent in sleep and are then kind of visible and rely on the body.

The permanent is invisible but can be felt by a kind of knowing and that is the mystery and that is the mystery to the organic visible senses and knowing.  

Life contains both the visible impermanent and the invisible permanent this the play of Life and the dual role of duality. Life the essence of duality is beyond duality and polarities. It is the fulcrum, the axis and the exact midpoint of the dualities. That is beyond the mysteries of mysteries.

Oh how it nags me, irritates me the impermanent ego, wanting to know this mystery of the dualities and the seemingly real and illusion and experiencing the permanent in real time so to speak, it is obsessive and can drive me near to madness and distraction and yet I know and sense, a sense beyond senses, an intuitive non logical and yet in many ways more rational, a feeling that it brings elation and fires me onto the quest and I feel emancipation and liberation and I know all is very, very well indeed.

Now what am I wanting emancipation from? In a sense the ego is the cause of imprisonment and although I know I have been brain washed and conditioned and a sort of clone and the ego somewhere in itself knows it always treads on thin ice and does everything in its power to solidify the ice with more layers of thickness mainly through more acquisitions materially or mental and knowledgeable storehouses of memorabilia and scientific facts. The psychopaths, sociopaths, ruthless bound fanatics have so buried the ego in layers and impacted conditioning that have lost all sense of the vulnerable frailty of their ice ventures and will sink through the melting ice of their beliefs and brainwashed identities and drown in a mad act of defiance till the end. They will commit suicide or blow up or alter humanity with nature, nature and humanity are co-joined, symbiotic and are the permanent invisible play of the creative non dual axis and fount of Life. 

The thin small voice of the conscience and intuition, spiritual essence, God calling, the whispering of the voice of the soul in the wilderness of the self, the deep prompting of the moral compass, not by human law but by The Great Spirits law, not so much in words or written edicts but by 'heart soul' feelings is so lost in some and covered by the layers of the grime and conditioning of the past and lust for power or on the other hand those who have been traumatised and brutally savaged who through their misery have lost this contact and sense of their inner self.  

So I seek the invisible with the visible as Einstein said 'We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them'.

So to me since there is no thinking which is in the realm of the impermanent the only way at this time is to not think and by that I do not mean supressing thought, indulging in thought, but by watching and being aware of thought without any intention to alter or judge, just watching, being present and this may lead to the quiet mind, the peace that passes all understanding and then knowing and the invisible that is to the human senses is present.

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SHACK 2032 RESTLESS MIND

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 Oh restless mind, never satisfied with the now for ever seeking pastures anew. The conjugations, variations on a theme, new configurations, endless computations, manipulations, variations, on and on, fantasies revisited and glorified modified, forever seeking the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, unsatisfactory outcomes, the goal is just around the corner, disappointment only to be familiar, not quite hitting the mark, sad and then a lift and then sad, seemingly flat. I the dog will catch my tail and although boring and knowing it is useless in a way there is this endless urge to pursue it.

This drive for perfection, this hunger for more and more as if surrounding oneself with acquisitions, accessions, as if these material seemingly solid forms will provide security and safety, fences and barriers to the unknown which seems to be the harbor, the warehouse of unleashed potential to attack and destroy, the unknown and ever present fear of death and incursions.

This invisible enemy plays a subtle almost imperceptible rhythm at the back of the mind so to speak as if the mind were on a constant alert for the sudden attacker jumping out of concealment in the highways and byways of life. Then the anguish of knowing from the ever pompous and all knowing intellect that the mind is only a collection of hand me downs, inherited brain washings and at the best someone else's ideas and theories and the killer blow as it were, this is all  we are atoms with apparently very little in content and barely visible and yet clumped and lumped together by some architect who makes this loose affiliation so real as to fool the intellect into believing this is real and everlasting, this impermanence,this transitory state of being, aliveness is real and yet really in a state of denial, for the sake of convenience so desperately wanting it to be immortal and lasting in pristine prime condition.

So the never ending restless mind, for ever fantasying, like the restless monkey, jumping hither and thither, hoping to find the ultimate that would completely satiate the restlessness and yet at the same instant not wanting it too.  

This conundrum may not bother most, but to the one who awakens to the fact of that one is brain washed, inculcated and conditioned and probably woken up to the fact that all of ones life up to the point of the awakening as it were, one has been taught and brainwashed and has only had one or two original thoughts and then the horror of realising one might be a mind clone of which the reluctant body follows.

Uh ha, then when this dawns on one, the exposure of the exoskeleton so to speak that is the brainwashed inculcated agendas and programmes are at work and present then search for the endoskeleton may begin. This maybe is the search for oneself, the search maybe called the quest, the quest for enlightenment, satori, moksha, to find the  essential self, God, Spirit, the naked mind, who am I, who am I before this brain washing took hold of me? Who was I before I was born and so on?

There seems to be an innate facility, a prerequisite that the natural liberated mind has and maybe awoken on the awakening referred to above that brings to life so to speak a dormant awareness that for many reasons and agendas has been overlaid, covered, pushed aside by the glamour of acquisitions giving a sense of false power and security and the fear through war, terror, torture and poverty. So having realising all of the above comes the problem of how to dismantle this superstructure built over the millennia and many millennia so to speak?

Ho, Ho, Ho; this superstructure has been so ingrained, so impacted and compressed that like the bottom layer of ancient rock structure, the natural processes of erosion by wind, water and subsidence have not entirely left their dissolving and eliminating mark on this structure.

The awareness that has been uncovered and seems to be a new facet that has been discovered and yet has its own intuition and innate intelligence and on becoming familiar with this one begins to realise this is who I am. Simple as it maybe and those who are fortunate to have a sudden severe 'shock'on the awakening (read Zen and other Eastern accounts) that the process is almost complete in one blow as it were, whereas for most it maybe the result of slow processes over many incarnations (by the way the sudden  process of awakening maybe the result of many lives) however, for the many in this life and certainly mine in June 2022 I have awakened like many to the Intellectual understanding of it and each and every prompt of the awareness to the fact that my ego (the collective of all the brainwashed lives through the millennia) and especially the mass brain washed attempt by the cabal though eugenics, transhumanism, cyborgism, vaccines and genetic manipulation with the mass media, digital appliances, weather manipulation not only make it more difficult for the already burgeoning accumulation and piled on top of the incumbent ego authority for the awakened awareness to begin to pierce through the fog and haze of the seemingly new agendas which in themselves have been growing in the minds of the cabal over the millennia as a sort of yin and yang, opposing polarities, however unlike Yin and Yang which compliment one another, the cabal version is opposition and seeking one polarity only. The midpoint balancing of the opposites has gone out of kilter.    

Any form of suppression of the restless mind can lead to a temporary break or rest, then like a cork in water, this underground, this subterranean stream of pernicious contaminated substance will rise and it builds in intensity as it feeds on the suppression and resents being rejected and ignored, it has formed its own identity within the psyche and will not be ousted by this strange intruder the awareness of the true self.

However, the awareness, the witness self, having been uncovered as it were, for it has always been there and will always be there as it is the Eternal Infinite Spirit Consciousness and the ego machinations are not everlasting as much as the ego would like it to be. So to make it a battle will not work, so the gradual process of the awakened consciousness will 'prick' the ego fantasy and connivances and a natural reminder, not a mind prompt and comes and realises that this is not ME, it is not in words or shouts in the mind as it were, it is a natural innate knowing and that like the erosion of the natural processes to rock  by wind and water, will eventually dissolve the ego naturally. This is the slow 'slog' towards emancipation and it seems that humanity is doing this way as I am. However the greater the fear and danger it can hold a speeding up not by force but the absurdity by the cabal in their in your face blatant stunts and policies that even some of the skeptical people are beginning to question this in your face life since 2020 till now as I type this June 2020 and yet with all this the tenacious ego stuff still ties me to a post and severely rewinds me and chastises me and overthrows me with emotional turmoil and yet I am beginning to realise its ploys, its disguises, its strategy's and when I try to figure it out it does not work and in fact adds fuel on the fire.

So it comes back to trust in Life and the awakening awareness and let the awareness do its work and not begin to evaluate new ways of countering this mind parasite that has infected my brain synaptic's as it were and the detox may it be effective naturally intellectually knowing the Great Spirit does no harm for Its Creation and this is a test for humanity to rise from egocentricity to Consciousness of the Devine.          

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SHACK 2031 INSTINCTUAL

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This came to me as I was looking at the trees and shadow in SHACK 2030 and it was a pigeon, I have done pigeons article articles way back and felt a change of image to depict the point in the article.

The pigeon was staring silently or resting, I could not see its eyes, it was sideways onto my view. The pigeon was still and I could feel its quiet presence even though they coo at times, this one was silent. It then moved and pecked the grass and it did this as it were instinctively as did the bear above in the article heading image and indeed all wild life.

Like many tribal peoples in undeveloped countries (very few left now) they have very little thought, BUT they are highly intelligent and sensitive to their natural environment more so than the so called civilised technological peoples. They seem to be one with nature and instinctively become aware of tracking, herbs, a kind of telepathy and seem to understand that nature supplies their needs and they are simple, beautiful and fun. The so called sophisticated technological needs of the West supply comes from these countries and so it is manufactured with machines and other chemical means of manufacture from these raw materials and many cases causing hardship to the natural communities.

Many 'bibles' quote that 'God knows your needs before you do' and so on. The Zen Monk observing the trees budding, the migrating birds returning exclaims 'all this and I did nothing to make it happen'.

The baby expects its food, comfort and love which loving parents do for their child as nature and the Great Spirit does for us. Can we but Trust God Almighty and realise all this supply is there in abundance if we are not greedy and needy, mind you I have doubts at times to trust my heavenly parent and my doubts are inculcated conditioned brain washed programmes, ah, one might say so are natives, yes but theirs are passed down by instinctual telepathy as it were and in sync with the Great Source of Life. They take for the need of the day as it were and move on so as to not denude and wear out nature.

This I am learning from my garden at the back of flats which shield me from a very busy noisy main road.  

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