Chicks with Spiritual Gifts
It was about 08.30 on Sunday 28 June 2020 and I was laying in bed presumably asleep or dosing deeply as it were, when I became aware I was sitting at a table in a sort of canteen that one might find in a supermarket, rather bare and large, tiled floors and the walls mainly yellow, I think I was eating a bowl of something, perhaps a fruit pie or cereal (which I rarely eat). Sitting to my left at about three yards away was a lady who I know as Debbie, she sits on benches and used to have a cycle by the supermarkets in Whetstone or Barnet. She is often perceived by many as a sort of vagrant, alcoholic or a homeless person, however I have talked to her and she is not. She is well dressed clean and polite.
She has a bland vacant smile and is affable, she noticed my NASA hats and apparel and said she worked for NASA and laid cables on the Moon and said that protective clothing was not needed and you could wear just jeans and ordinary clothes. I said what about oxygen and so on, she said they were not needed and she was well known, just ask NASA and say Debbie and they will know me. Just out of interest I spoke to my associates at NASA and they asked around and they did not know her. When I saw Debbie next time I said they did not know you and she said I meant the Chinese. I left it at that.
She looks like a round smiling 'Buddha like' person and in a robe could pass of as a monk. She has hinted that either through injury or trauma she has had brain surgery or an accident. I just wave and just say hi and how are you, as she gets confused with any attempt at conversation. I have never sensed any anger, hostility or menace and people I know say she is 'simple, yet intelligent in a child like manner'.
The morning I mentioned above, I was facing one way and Debbie the other way. In a flash she turned into a large, huge, massive black coal like bundle of herself and dumped herself on my lap, her head turned up towards the ceiling and her body so heavy it was crushing me to death, I tried to push her off, twist her dense black ears, pinch her, I was suffocating to death and I could really feel it once or twice I have felt similar attacks in bed by an unidentified black body masses. I cried out for help and the police came and removed her. I got up after a while, gasping for breath and shocked and mystified.
I did ho opono pono ( healing forgiveness Hawaiian prayer) and started a meditation just breathing and awareness as I usually do and did not enquire as to why this attack. Was it really psychic or imagination.
I have researched psychic matters and definitely know these energy forms exist and must not be taken lightly for all is vibrations and frequencies.
Later on and feeling exhausted and depleted an explanation came to me without asking in an intent way and not fearfully, I had regained my peace but still physically not up to par; I hesitate and yet am urged to journal this; Just over the last few weeks all old incidents in the block of flats where I live and the animosities over the last eight years have been beautifully resolved and yet the Karma of those who instigated this has come back full circle to haunt them and the police were called three times to them and this did not involve me at all. What they did to me fell on them between themselves.
Some new residents who are builders and warehouse operatives are heavy drinkers, three are alcoholics but not aggressive, all of them cannot understand why I do not drink alcohol and am not into swearing and boasting, one of them just keeps on saying ' you don't look well, your pale, get some drink and the sun' and take delight in sniping at me and yet like me at times. Many of my neighbours say I look young, fresh and tanned, there you go. By remarks that may 'sting', hurt or press ones buttons, it can lower the emotional status and cause a 'hole' in the aura and other things like 'wind ups' 'put downs' all lower the energy essence immune system and leave strategic opening for the vampire to enter its psychic energy 'fangs'
OK, so what has this to do with the attack; arrogantly, bullish or downright big headed I have been feeling 'tingling with light energy' and feeling fresh, physically not so much, but mentally yes. I had the feeling as was told by neighbours they are jealous of my quietness, abstinence and younger than my years look, however I feel it is on another level, I feel that when a person is on drink, drugs, worry, anxiety, ill they obviously lack energy and there are those that consciously or unconsciously are 'energy vampires' and the darker they are in Aura and mind, they seek the light and energy in others. I know in myself if I watch a violent video or when with forensics we destroyed hundreds of pornographic books, magazines, videos and so on I felt sick and depleted of energy and some of the residents drink, stay up late and watch war and horror movies and so on.
I have felt this and written about incidents in back SHACK's, this to me is a reality and in my workshops, clinical practices I have this sense of the energy and aura's. Now I know that persons with strange mental aberrations, quirks, jealousy's, psychological kinks, into the dark or white magics have the innate or intentional abilities to 'switch on' the predator instinct and hunt for 'vital life force' and that is why in some tribal traditions they sacrifice people, animals or eat the organs of hearty healthy beings, or take their possessions, ornaments, power objects, crystals, hair samples, blood, semen, mothers milk and so on to import and download the essence, this is as real as life itself, though of course academics and mainstream may scoff and laugh at this.
I felt the heavy dark mass of Debbie was 'squeezing the life force out of me ' not to intentionally kill me with malice' but the essence, her chi, her kundulini was contaminated and her batteries needed a recharge and I could feel the life force drain out of me and filling her and furthermore I had the feeling that many more 'recharges' were needed and in the astral travelling realms she would roam on seeking and preying as a psychic / energy vampire. There are many and some are zombie like Debbie in manner and appearance and I can tell when they are charged. One has to be aware on buses and crowds of the energy vampires. The transference of energy is done by opposing poles, induction and magnetic and electrical frequencies or in some cases by entrainment, there are certain instruments that can do this.
I feel my recharging comes from the quietness and empty peace mind in meditation.
Some new residents who are builders and warehouse operatives are heavy drinkers, three are alcoholics but not aggressive, all of them cannot understand why I do not drink alcohol and am not into swearing and boasting, one of them just keeps on saying ' you don't look well, your pale, get some drink and the sun' and take delight in sniping at me and yet like me at times. Many of my neighbours say I look young, fresh and tanned, there you go. By remarks that may 'sting', hurt or press ones buttons, it can lower the emotional status and cause a 'hole' in the aura and other things like 'wind ups' 'put downs' all lower the energy essence immune system and leave strategic opening for the vampire to enter its psychic energy 'fangs'
OK, so what has this to do with the attack; arrogantly, bullish or downright big headed I have been feeling 'tingling with light energy' and feeling fresh, physically not so much, but mentally yes. I had the feeling as was told by neighbours they are jealous of my quietness, abstinence and younger than my years look, however I feel it is on another level, I feel that when a person is on drink, drugs, worry, anxiety, ill they obviously lack energy and there are those that consciously or unconsciously are 'energy vampires' and the darker they are in Aura and mind, they seek the light and energy in others. I know in myself if I watch a violent video or when with forensics we destroyed hundreds of pornographic books, magazines, videos and so on I felt sick and depleted of energy and some of the residents drink, stay up late and watch war and horror movies and so on.
I have felt this and written about incidents in back SHACK's, this to me is a reality and in my workshops, clinical practices I have this sense of the energy and aura's. Now I know that persons with strange mental aberrations, quirks, jealousy's, psychological kinks, into the dark or white magics have the innate or intentional abilities to 'switch on' the predator instinct and hunt for 'vital life force' and that is why in some tribal traditions they sacrifice people, animals or eat the organs of hearty healthy beings, or take their possessions, ornaments, power objects, crystals, hair samples, blood, semen, mothers milk and so on to import and download the essence, this is as real as life itself, though of course academics and mainstream may scoff and laugh at this.
I felt the heavy dark mass of Debbie was 'squeezing the life force out of me ' not to intentionally kill me with malice' but the essence, her chi, her kundulini was contaminated and her batteries needed a recharge and I could feel the life force drain out of me and filling her and furthermore I had the feeling that many more 'recharges' were needed and in the astral travelling realms she would roam on seeking and preying as a psychic / energy vampire. There are many and some are zombie like Debbie in manner and appearance and I can tell when they are charged. One has to be aware on buses and crowds of the energy vampires. The transference of energy is done by opposing poles, induction and magnetic and electrical frequencies or in some cases by entrainment, there are certain instruments that can do this.
I feel my recharging comes from the quietness and empty peace mind in meditation.
SHACK
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